The answer is self-evident, she still loves him deeply, she still has extravagant hopes for him, extravagant hopes that he will come back to her, just like every time she had troubles and pains before, she still has extravagant hopes for his miraculous return.
It was the same as when he appeared in front of her, but this time she clearly saw something different.
"Yang Yuxi, don't be stupid. He won't come back. It's time to wake up from your dream." She murmured quietly and endured the pain to read the information in the newspaper. The dream she worked hard to compile shattered like a bubble, and then
What was broken was her heart.
Weakly putting the newspaper on the corner of the table, Yang Yuxi sat blankly on the chair. In the weather of May, she actually felt a bone-chilling cold. This coldness had nothing to do with the season or the surrounding temperature, but came from the bottom of her heart.
Cold and helpless.
"Yu Xi!" I don't know how long it took, but a familiar call came. Ding Qian walked into the office and walked towards her. Yang Yuxi raised her head dully, listless and weak, and even lost the strength to say hello.
"Why are you so dazed? What was written in the newspaper today?" Ding Qian didn't seem to notice the difference in her. She asked casually, her eyes fell on the newspaper on the table, and she took it in her hand to read.
Then the scene like Yang Yuxi's before happened again, and the smile on Ding Qian's lips froze.
"Yuxi, are you okay?" Ding Qian asked carefully. "Nothing!" Noticing the concern in her friend's eyes, Yang Yuxi tried her best to smile, but with her current mood, how could she smile?
The smile was bitter and wrinkled, not much better than crying.
Ding Qian's heart ached when she saw this, and she pretended to be relaxed and said: "Yuxi, don't pay too much attention to the newspaper, isn't it like this? Everything without a shadow can be said in a serious way, so don't take it to heart."
"I'm fine." Yang Yuxi shook her head and her expression returned to calm. "Is it really okay?" Ding Qian asked uncertainly. "It's really okay. I have broken up with him and we have nothing to do with each other for a long time. He is with other people."
Isn't it normal for women to be together? What's all the fuss about? Moreover, this girl is a perfect match for her appearance and family background. Don't you think they are a perfect match?" Yang Yuxi smiled slightly, but she didn't mean it.
said.
"But..." Ding Qian wanted to say something else, but Yang Yuxi said first: "It's getting late. I have class in the first period, so it's time to go to the classroom."
Ding Qian looked at her retreating figure and couldn't help but let out a sigh. It was still early for class at this time. She left in a hurry, obviously not wanting to talk about it anymore. She was not as free and easy as she said. On the contrary, she left in a hurry.
I care more than I thought.
After leaving the office, Yang Yuxi did not go directly to the classroom, but went to the bathroom. She did not come out until the class was approaching. At this time, she had regained her composure, at least on the surface.
In Class 34, Yang Yuxi taught her classmates as usual, as if what happened before had never happened. Only the loneliness and sadness occasionally revealed in her eyes truly reflected her true inner emotions. She did not
Acting as if nothing happened.
Yang Yuxi taught this class very seriously, taking the trouble to explain every word. She was more serious and detailed than ever before, because only by fully devoting her attention to the teaching can the pain and numbness of the heart be relieved.
