106. Mommy who is willing to be humble and sing for love
The endless darkness is like a borderless wilderness. I tried hard again and again, but I couldn't escape from the chaos. When my mind gradually became conscious, I felt like I was at the bottom of a cold lake. The water flooded my mouth and nose, and I felt suffocated.
It was approaching layer by layer, so that from the heart to the lungs, a tearing pain began, and then the pain spread throughout the body.
I woke up from this kind of severe pain. When I opened my eyes, I saw pale eyes, cold liquid dripping from the transparent bag above my head, and the smell of disinfectant flowing through my nose told me that this was a ward. I was here again
Woke up surrounded by blinding white...
Fragments flashed through my mind, and I sat up in shock. Immediately, the pain in my back tore at the nerves. It turned out that the pain I felt when I was unconscious was there. But I didn't care about it. I pulled it out without hesitation and inserted it into the back of my hand.
There was blood gushing out from the needle. I looked around and saw no cotton ball, so I could only let it go.
When I walked out of the ward, I didn't see any familiar figures. I figured out the direction and walked to the nurse's desk.
"Miss Yu, why are you up?" A nurse exclaimed when she saw me. She quickly came out from behind the stage and wanted to pull me back to the ward. I held her hand and asked, "The other nurse who came to the hospital with me
Where are the injured?”
But she looked confused and said: "Who is it? You were the only one when you were sent here."
I was stunned, thought for a while and asked: "What about the person who sent me to the hospital?" It was because I was not thinking carefully. If Xu Ziyang was sent to the hospital for treatment, he would definitely be separated from me, and he would only live in the senior cadre ward.
"You're talking about Mr. Cheng. After he sent you here, he paid the medical bills and left. He only asked us to change your dressing and IV drip on time. Miss Yu, you just woke up and you can't get out of bed yet. Your
Multiple scratches on the back are more serious, and walking like this will open the wound." The nurse warned with a serious face, but I couldn't listen to a word.
Xu Ziyang's appearance before coma was vivid in my mind. If I hadn't been informed of his condition at this time, I wouldn't have been able to lie down and recuperate with peace of mind. My eyes touched the telephone behind the nurse's desk, and I immediately rushed over and said, "Let me call."
A phone call."
The nurse didn't make things difficult for me and brought the phone to the bar. I pressed the numbers one by one with trembling fingers. Since I dropped the phone one after another, I began to store someone's number in my mind, and the eleven numbers were firmly remembered in my mind.
However, the long ringtone on the other end of the phone was singing, and no one picked up. It was not until the time was too long that the call was interrupted. I did not give up and dialed again, and it was still the same.
Finally, even the nurse waiting beside her couldn't bear it anymore and asked in a low voice: "Miss Yu, is it Mr. Cheng who doesn't answer the phone? Why don't you go back to the ward to hook up the intravenous drip and call him later?"
I turned my head slightly and saw pity and sympathy in her eyes. Did she think I was left here in the cold after being sent to the hospital? I opened my mouth to explain, but couldn't hold back a word. When I woke up, there was a person next to me.
There was no one around, even Cheng Lei just sent me here and left. What is this if not a cold treatment?
After I returned to the ward and lay down, the nurse asked me to turn over, uncover the clothes on my back, remove the gauze, and apply medicine again. After the drip was put on, while packing up the medical supplies, she said slowly: "You
Don't worry, I'll call Mr. Cheng for you later, and I can always get through. When the expense list comes out, you still have to report it to him."
Seeing that I was silent, I shook my head and walked towards the door. In the flash of lightning, I realized something was wrong, raised my head and called out, "Wait a minute, do you know his phone number?"
"I know. Mr. Cheng left his number before he left and told you to call him if you have any questions."
My heart came alive again. I sat up excitedly and said urgently: "Give me his number." At my insistence, the nurse turned around to look up the registered number and kindly lent her her mobile phone.
I use it. I don't need to go to the nurse's desk to make a call again.
I entered the number and the call was dialed quickly. After four or five rings, the other party picked up. A cold voice said: "Hello? Who is this?" It was Cheng Lei! I held the phone tightly and took a deep breath.
, "Cheng Lei, it's me, Yu Qian, how is he?"
There was silence on the other end, and my heart began to sink. Could it be that... just when I could hardly stand the torture anymore, and my heart was filled with despair, Cheng Lei's voice sounded as simple and clear as it was far away and yet very close at the same time.
: "He hasn't woken up yet. He lost too much blood and fell into a severe coma."
"..."
During the half-hour waiting for Cheng Lei's arrival, every minute was torture for me. I didn't dare to think about Xu Ziyang lying on the hospital bed in silence, with tubes inserted all over his body, let alone what Cheng Lei said.
How serious is a severe coma? You can only let your brain stagnate and go blank.
The drip was deliberately adjusted to the fastest speed. This was not the time to be impulsive. If I resisted passively, I might not even have the strength to walk to the door of Xu Ziyang's ward. When Cheng Lei came in, I just rang the bell and asked the nurse to help me pull out the needle.
, the back of my hand was very swollen from the previous bruise.
He glanced and asked, "Are you able to walk?"
I hid my hands behind my back, nodded firmly, and urged: "Let's go." He didn't say much, pointed to the bathroom and said, "Let's change your clothes first." I looked down, and even though I was anxious, I also
I knew that I really shouldn't see him in hospital clothes. I went into the bathroom, changed my clothes as quickly as possible, and stared at myself in the mirror. My face was as pale as a ghost, without any vitality, and there were many scratches all over.
There were tiny cuts of blood, and the hair was messy. I turned on the faucet, pressed it with water, and straightened my appearance a little.
On the way there, I learned that Xu Ziyang was sent to the military hospital. It has the most advanced medical equipment and a special ward specially prepared for high-ranking officials like him. Ordinary people can't just go in if they want to.
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But even under the leadership of Cheng Lei, I was stopped outside the VIP ward when I entered the gate of the military hospital.
Although a day had passed since the incident occurred and he was sent to the hospital, there were still many people crowded in front of the door, and some people in military uniforms stood by the door. After hearing Cheng Lei's statement, someone went inside to report, and everyone around them looked at it.
I, the door was opened from inside, and it was Mrs. Xu and Ding Lan who came out.
Mrs. Xu, who has always been majestic and arrogant, was full of sorrow. When she saw that it was me, she lost her previous high-end attitude and came up directly and slapped me. I was hit so hard that my head turned to the side, and I only spit out a cold word from my tight lips.
The words: "Get out!"
There was a burning sting on my cheek. If at any other time, after being treated like this, I would have turned around and left without looking back. But now, I can only soften my attitude and beg: "Mrs. Xu, please let me see you."
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But Mrs. Xu stared at me angrily and scolded: "If it weren't for you, Ziyang would be lying in there? Yu Qian, get out of here as far as you want and disappear from my eyes, immediately, immediately!"
I can understand her anger, her blame, and her grief. I might have done the same thing, but with Xu Ziyang inside, I couldn't move away, so I could only stand stubbornly, with my eyes fixed.
Looking at that door, it separates me from him, so close and yet so far away. In my ears, Mrs. Xu is roaring: "What are you doing standing there in a daze? Pull her out."
Someone came up to pull me and wanted to take me away. I didn’t know where to find the strength to push away the restraints, rushed to Mrs. Xu, bent down and bowed to the end, and said in a deep voice: "Please let me see him, just once."
Okay." As long as I can see him, no matter how humble the gesture, I am willing to do it.
Suddenly an angry voice sounded near the door: "What are you making the noise about?"
I raised my head and looked over. Majesty, solemnity, and condensation were how I described him. The face I had seen on TV news so many times was right in front of me. There was the outline of Xu Ziyang on his body.
Inside the pair of equally black eyes, there is a coldness that is enough to make people feel chilly.
He said: "Miss Yu, please leave."
I used the word "please", but the voice made me feel intimidated. I suppressed the fear in my heart. I walked towards him, bent down again, and begged: "Secretary Xu, please let me see him."
There was a sharp gaze above the head, and the silence gave people a suffocating feeling of oppression. After half a minute, a solemn voice was heard saying: "When Zi Yang was brought here, he was almost out of breath. Even now, he is not out of danger.
I don’t know if I can wake up yet. Miss Yu, please understand how you feel as a parent, okay?"
My whole body froze on the spot, and my bent waist straightened up little by little, but I didn't dare to look at those eyes.
The condescending Secretary Xu is different from Mrs. Xu after all. His few words, even if it was a request, touched my weakness, making me so embarrassed that I dared not look at him. I slowly turned around and walked towards the elevator step by step.
There were eyes following behind me, and I didn't have the strength to identify who it was.
While waiting for the elevator to arrive, I heard a slight cough from beside me. I turned my head numbly and saw Cheng Lei looking at me with guilt in his eyes.
"Sorry, I didn't expect this."
I smiled wryly and waved my hand, what does this have to do with him? It was me begging on the phone that made him go to the hospital to bring me here. Speaking of which, I have to thank him. If he hadn’t risked entering the enemy camp, he would have found me in time.
We, in that wilderness, Xu Ziyang may have died due to excessive blood loss... I don't dare to pronounce that word, I don't even dare to think about it. Moreover, with his identity, there is no room for speech here.
Yes.
"It's okay, I'll leave first." The elevator door opened and I stepped in.
My head hurts a little, but it's okay and I can bear it. The pain is so intense that my heart is throbbing.
When I got downstairs, I looked around blankly, identified my location, and then walked towards the door. Once I stepped out of this place, it might be difficult to come in next time. But what could I do? Could I hide secretly in that corner?
Waiting for news from him? He was weighing the feasibility of this idea in his mind. Suddenly he heard someone calling from behind him: "Yu Qian."
After being stunned for a moment, he turned around and saw that it was Ding Lan.
She walked towards me slowly, stopped one meter away, looked at me coldly, her eyes were less sharp than usual and more sad, she said: "Yu Qian, I really look down on you.
I didn't expect that he would risk his life for you." His voice was sad and gentle, with indescribable sadness.
I looked up at the sky. It was gray, as if it was covered with a thick layer of haze.
