The man who had been sleeping for many days without waking up, the man who we kept telling him what to do and who had done all the tricks, opened his eyes.
Some people say that the relationship between people, from the beginning to the end, will eventually turn into pain. Even if it is sweet and beautiful at the beginning, as time goes by, it will eventually wither and reach a painful position.
The double eyes like black ink, deep and distant, stared intently at my raised hand. It seemed that as soon as I waved my hand down, the angry flames in my eyes would incinerate it. And the faint glimmer in the corner of my eye was left to me.
, calm and calm, like looking at a stranger.
Small fragments of the years later flashed before my eyes, including him hugging me while fishing by the river, seeing Xie Ya’s daughter sulking, and biting my ear and saying he wanted a child.
, and then those fragments fell apart, scattered, and fell like broken glass...
Gu Qingwei's eyes flickered between us repeatedly, looking at him and then at me, fear and sadness rising in her eyes.
I closed my eyes, gritted my teeth and waved my hand, "Pah!" A crisp and loud voice penetrated the entire space. At the same time that bright red fingerprints appeared on Gu Qingwei's face, the man on the bed gritted his teeth and roared: "Yu Qian!"
His voice was hoarse and unpleasant. It was the unavoidable dryness after waking up suddenly after sleeping for so many days, but it more truly expressed his anger at the moment. I slapped Gu Qingwei with enough force just now, and Gu Qingwei was even slapped by me.
Her body fell sideways, and Xu Zijie quickly stepped forward to support her.
I don't have the energy to think about what the guard's posture and the nervous look on his face represent.
Slowly turning his eyes, staring into those cold black eyes, Ding Lan said at the beginning that he wanted me to see my own value, and then designed a "flip" for me to prove it. Now there is no need for any design, I have completely understood.
.
Before my heart was torn apart, I whispered: "Xu Ziyang, I will never appear in front of you again in this life."
Turn around, step forward, leave...
Whether it's fate or destiny, from one person to another, it leaves traces on the heart that cannot be eliminated, like the poison that sees blood and seals the throat, pours it into the mouth and cannot spit it out, but swallows it, it is fatal!
The moment I walked out of the door, my eyes felt blurry. I stretched out my hand and touched it. My hands were actually wet. The tears I had been holding back finally fell down and covered my entire face. It was funny. I didn’t cry when I heard this whole vicious conspiracy. Look.
Xu Ziyang didn't cry when he finally woke up, and he didn't cry when he yelled at me, but after turning around, his tears were like broken pearls, and he couldn't stop them.
Therefore, people like me are born to be cowards. I only dare to hide behind my back and cry. Even when someone is trying to harm me, I just slap the person in the face, and then run away in embarrassment under someone's cold gaze.
Because I was afraid that from that mouth that swallowed countless gentle words, words would come out that were so heartless that they made me want to die. That made me even more embarrassed than Gu Qingwei's sad, tactful and arrogant and confident look.
I don’t understand. They say that all human beings are not sentient. How could this man put me in such a situation, deceive me outright, and then push me from the world to hell without blinking an eye? From legend to reality, there is no such thing.
This moment is true, but this false one is too...fucking desperate.
I rubbed my eyes hard with my sleeve, even though the place hurt, but I couldn't wipe away the sad liquid. When the elevator door closed, I seemed to hear footsteps coming, I hit the door close button hard, but finally it didn't let me see
The door was closed at the slightest moment. When I walked out of the gate of the military hospital, the guard in neat clothes looked at me twice. He must have been wondering why I finally got through the gate and came out so quickly with red eyes.
Suddenly I feel like I am a performer on the stage, turning my life upside down just to catch people's attention. Now that the play has ended, I can go back. Gu Qingwei rushed back from abroad, except for the reason that in order to wake up Xu Ziyang, he should be suffering from blood
She was also under control. Otherwise, Xu Zijie would not have taken me to see her, nor would he have revealed this secret that had been hidden for many years.
Only without scruples can the truth be revealed.
Otherwise, I really want to try, is it really like what she said, every time I feel pain, she will also bear it?
After walking and walking, I looked up in a daze, and actually walked back to the downstairs of the apartment. I stood on the side of the road and looked up at the tall building. The place that someone once called "home" filled my eyes with pain. It turned out that I was not in a daze.
Over time, it will become a home. No wonder I feel an indescribable coldness when I lie in the house every night.
What I thought was worry about someone is actually a sign of the unknown.
I reached into my pocket. On the left side was my cell phone. I slid it lightly and landed on the ground. On the right side was the key. I threw it into the air and flew to the middle of the road. I hold these two things tightly every day for fear of missing any call.
, afraid of not being able to enter my and his "home"...
"Yu Qian."
A soft call came from behind. I turned around slowly and stood in a daze. It turned out that I had not heard wrongly. Even if the voice was hoarse, I could still distinguish it - Xie Ya was standing there.
From the time we met until now, she has never called me by my first name. She used to call me Zhuzhu, and then changed it to Qianqian. This person who I have considered to be my friend all my life, looked at me with such cold and cold eyes.
Alienation. I know where it comes from. I have learned from Ding Lan that the video shot by the gentleman has been seen by Xie Ya.
After so many days, what is supposed to come has finally come.
One after another, one after another, I was not spared, but the time had not come yet. I looked up at the sky, it was overcast, could it be a good day? Or God thought that the blow I had received was not enough, and added a fortune to my best friend.
How about becoming an enemy?
Xie Ya took two steps closer and stared at me hard with her sharp eyes. Judging from her face, she must have been having a hard time during this period. She said: "Yu Qian, Chen Xin and I divorced.
The agreement just signed."
My brows trembled, and there were sharp thorns in my heart. It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.
She added: "Chen Xin was seriously injured. I fulfilled my duty as a wife and stayed by his bedside every day. I waited until his condition was stable before filing for divorce. He didn't say a word. Then I came to your place.
I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I just want to ask: Yu Qian, how could you do this to me?"
"Xiaoya, I..."
"Pa!" There was a crisp sound, and I was slapped on the face. I tasted the taste of blood, and my cheeks were so hot that I felt numb from the pain. Karma should really come too quickly. Before that, I slapped Gu Qingwei, and it was immediate retribution.
Here it comes, the feeling of being beaten by your best friend is really uncomfortable.
After swallowing my saliva, I felt Xie Ya's eyes on my face like ice knives, inch by inch.
"Why did you hide it from me when you knew him a long time ago? Why didn't he tell me when he knew you were a handsome guy? When I confided in you that he was having an affair, why didn't he tell me? Knowing that I saw him hugging me
How did I feel when I looked at your picture? It was like a sharp knife was stabbed into my heart so hard that it hurt so much that I clenched the back of my hand and couldn't suppress my screams."
My eyes suddenly turned white, and I was blind for a moment. I only felt my heart hurt as if it was cut open little by little by a knife. It was blunt, heavy and silent, but I could feel it dripping blood. Xie Ya's sad voice came to my ears: "Haha
, when the gentleman went in, you hugged me and said, we are lifelong friends, so this is what you call a lifetime! I never thought that the cruelest knife would come from you, Yu Qian."
After a brief period of blindness, he vaguely recovered. When he saw Xie Ya staggering away, he chased after her without thinking and grabbed her by the hem of her clothes. "Xiaoya, listen to me, it's not what you think."
It is said that seeing is believing, but often the eyes are obscured by some concealment. Just like me, everything I see is false.
When facing Xu Ziyang, I had no position to fight for it. What should I fight for for something that has never belonged to me? But Xie Ya is different. We have known each other for so many years, and our friendship has truly existed. I don’t want to
After letting go of love, I also lost my only friend.
So, I grabbed her clothes tightly and explained breathlessly: "The situation at that time was that Chen Xin was given K-powder and other psychedelic drugs by Junzi, and was also hypnotized by a hypnotist. I was also forced to
He took two of them and added other ingredients into them. Therefore, the scene you saw was his behavior after being hallucinated, and this is not his true voice!"
Xie Ya turned around slowly, her sad eyes were not filled with enlightenment, but...hate. My heart was sinking.
"So what?" She reached out to hold my hand and opened it finger by finger. "What he expressed in his psychedelic state was his truest voice. Do you know what Ding Lan showed me?
The screen is full of photos of your old neighborhood, and you must be in every photo. During the many nights after meeting you, he secretly looked at them one by one. What does this mean? Ah?
Yu Qian!"
She roared the last two words, and she spread all my fingers and threw them away. My throat was dry and sore, and I couldn't make a sound. I could only watch her turn around.
At this point, I don’t know how else to explain it. When the gentleman was preparing these things, he didn’t leave any way for me to fall back, and Ding Lan also did a thorough job. The video of Chen Xin hugging me, plus the many legends
The photos in it are conclusive evidence for Xie Ya, and there is no way to refute it!
I could only stare blankly at the back of He Zhe, one step, two steps away from me... just like the distance between me and her was getting farther and farther. Suddenly, something came from the corner of my vision, and the moment I turned around, my face suddenly changed.
He turned white and opened his mouth to shout, but there was no sound, and Xie Ya, who was in a daze, didn't even notice.
Without thinking, he strode forward, forcefully pulled the person back and pushed him to the side of the road, and then...
"boom!"
From high altitude to falling, a black and white movie played out in front of my eyes. A person and I started from the one and ended with the only; started with the encounter and ended with getting tired of it; started with one year and ended with another year.
Who has ever sung like that, don’t say forever, don’t want time to fade away. So I seem to have been doing my best to give him everything I have in the small and only space I have. But my space is not enough.
his love.
People are in the process of starting from nothing and then returning from being to nothing. Therefore, on this day, I lost love, lost friendship, and then lost the ability to love.
When I raised my eyes, I could see the scarlet blood scattered in front of the car and on the ground, as if there were figures flashing in front of me, and there were shrill screams in my ears, but they were so far away from me. While I was panting and feeling extremely sad, it turned out that I didn't feel anything at all.
I felt pain, both in body and mind. When I closed my eyes, I thought, if I could hypnotize, I would give myself an instruction: forget it, forget Shui Yunxuan, forget the only one, forget Yu Qian, forget
Now...Xu Ziyang, I also forgot that sentence...I am the only one.
