The meaning of supporting education is to improve oneself and self-preservation. Don't have a sense of superiority or feel needed. Instead, you should integrate into the other person's life and help others based on the actual situation and your own characteristics.
This is what I found from the relevant information I found online before I left. Although our team this time is not large and will be separated after we go to the countryside, the practice time will not be too long, as fast as three
Months, to about half a year, but it is an attempt and exercise for each of us.
I didn't dare to call Xu Jie to report this matter. I was afraid that he would scold me so much on the phone. I could only pray that he would be busy with military duties this time and would not be able to go home for a while. Otherwise, when he returns,
I'm probably going to be furious when I find out that I'm missing.
We took a bus after coming out of the airport, and then we rode for a whole day, from high-rise buildings to low-rise houses, and then to villages. At the end, there were no houses in sight for hundreds of miles. We were getting closer to our goal. Halfway through, we arrived.
The teachers at the destination got off the bus. Basically, three teachers were assigned to each area to do supporting teaching work. I was assigned to a group with another couple teachers.
When it got dark, we finally arrived at our destination. Not only were we surrounded by mountains, but we could still see the outline of the mountains in the distance. Calculated by driving distance, the town here was at least half a day away from the nearest urban area. Because
We have checked the information, so we are not surprised to see the simple school building. We were not here to enjoy the happiness in the first place, and we were all mentally prepared.
The husband and wife team of teachers, the man’s surname was Lin, and the woman’s surname was Su. Naturally, they were assigned to a dormitory, and I was assigned to another one. Dinner was arranged in a hurry, and the local town leaders took us on a tour.
After arriving at school, what surprised me was that many students who came to school actually had to walk for an hour or two on mountain roads. In other words, we have not really gone to the bottom of the countryside, and there may be more things to see in the deeper places.
The hardship and sourness experienced.
However, manpower is limited and we cannot expand our direction unconditionally. We can only provide help within our ability.
On the first night, lying on the hard wooden bed, I felt that all the bones in my body were uncomfortable. I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. People's thinking is often difficult to control. When they can't fall asleep, someone's figure will creep into their mind. This paragraph
Time slowly and slowly encroached on my living space, making it impossible for me to ignore the existence of such a person.
I wonder if he knew about the volunteer teaching in advance, because since he participated in this education plan as Minister Xu, the list of teachers assigned to support teaching should be passed to him. But it is also possible that the nobleman is busy, and he simply
I don’t have time to take care of this, I just have a title in name and go on an on-the-spot inspection.
Speaking of which, his attitude is very inexplicable. He looks like he is approaching me, but he is as deep as a duck. I can't guess what he is thinking. But it relieves my worries. I won't receive any more calls from him at night. After arriving here
, I found that the signal here is not good. It may be intermittent during the day, but at night there is no signal at all.
In this way, we were staying here in a semi-enclosed manner. I thought that that person would not be able to interfere with my life anymore. Late at night, I fell asleep in a state of random thoughts, and when I woke up, I saw outside the window.
Tubai. When he walked out of the door, he found that the husband and wife teacher next door had also gotten up and were sitting in front of the door chatting.
Seeing me coming out, Teacher Su smiled and greeted me. The three of us are from the same school. Originally, we were not very familiar with each other because we taught in different grades at school. Now the three of us can be considered to be walking on the same rope, helping each other in the same boat.
Everyone understands the truth, which brings us closer to each other.
After a while, the principal of the rural school came over. After introducing himself, he led us to the campus. It was only around seven o'clock in the morning, and we saw students arriving one after another, with small figures on their backs.
They were carrying their big schoolbags in a hurry. Judging from the mud on their feet, they had indeed walked a long way.
According to the principal's introduction, there are many students, but very few teachers. The teachers at the school basically have multiple jobs, including language and mathematics. Based on other moral education classes, art classes, music classes, etc., there are even fewer teachers.
Usually, all students in the school are arranged to be taught together, and a full class is held roughly once a week.
The poor educational environment has led to a lack of teachers, which is a chain link. When I was introducing and communicating with the teachers at the school, an episode happened. As soon as the dean saw me, he lost his voice and shouted: "Yu Qian?"
After steadying her gaze, she looked him up and down and explained: "You have recognized the wrong person. My name is Xu Ruo."
After learning that there was a person who looked similar to me, I was no longer surprised to encounter such things again, but I didn't expect that people in this mountainous town could be misidentified. The man was stunned for a while, and then he looked hesitant.
I introduced myself as Qin Chen. After that, I felt his eyes directed towards me from time to time. Even Teacher Su, who was standing next to me, noticed and winked at me.
I couldn't help but laugh and feel speechless. On the first day, we couldn't take up the post immediately. We had to sit in on classes and learn the teaching methods of local teachers. After listening to a few classes, I got a general understanding. Naturally, I continued to do my old job, teaching students.
Chinese language. In the first class in the afternoon, I stepped onto the podium and saw a pair of dark eyes with a desire for knowledge, which immediately lifted my spirits.
I have never attended a class with surging emotions like a lecture. Instead of talking about book knowledge, I am more about telling some allusions to arouse the children's interest. It can be regarded as a meeting gift from me to the children. To be honest, I feel that
I have done enough homework for this first class, searched a lot of information, and read many volunteer teachers’ experiences on how to get closer to students in the first place.
The bell rang, and it could be seen from the faces of the students that they were still unfinished, and I was still unfinished in my "speech", but we had plenty of time. When we walked out of the classroom, we saw Qin Chen standing outside the door, his eyes full of admiration and thoughtfulness. He left
Approaching me: "Teacher Xu, would you like to go for a walk together?"
I had no reason to refuse, so I staggered a shoulder away and walked towards the playground. It was said to be a playground, but it was actually just a flat piece of land with an incomplete track. A simple basketball court was built in the middle. This might be the only entertainment for the students.
"Teacher Xu's class just now was very exciting." He started with a pertinent comment, and then introduced the topic. It probably meant that I looked very similar to Yu Qian, so I lost my temper when we first met. He also talked about him.
He and Yu Qian were originally brothers and sisters. Later, due to some matters, he left the city and came here to start his teaching career.
He didn't come here temporarily like us with a purpose. Instead, he deliberately chose this place and planned to stay here for a long time. After listening to his story, I felt that he was not so much a support teacher as an exile. He will himself
Being exiled here is a way to punish the mistakes he has made, but from his tone and demeanor, it can be seen that he seems to be used to and loves life here.
Afterwards, I judged that this person was a progressive person. He was not willing to be ordinary, but was willing to wash away his filth. Such a person will shine wherever he goes. Indeed, with Qin Chen's young age, he can be a dean, and hopefully
His promotion to vice principal is the best manifestation of his excellence.
Before I knew it, a month had passed. My life was very peaceful, and my originally restless heart gradually calmed down. The hustle and bustle of the city and the troubles of the world seemed to be far away from me. In the meantime, I received a call from Xu Jie.
When they asked me why I couldn’t get through on the phone, I hesitated over and over again and decided to confess about my support as a teacher.
It can be said that we should cut it off first and then tell it later. Xu Jie on the other end of the phone was very angry, but he had nothing to do with me. He asked for some details, but in the middle of the conversation, the signal was interrupted and the connection was suddenly disconnected. At this time, I could predict Xu Jie's face on the other side.
How dark it is.
These are all within my control. Xu Jie would be so angry that he would jump in anger at most, but he would still support me in the end. But when I saw someone suddenly standing in front of me, I couldn't calm down and couldn't control it.
I raised my hand and wiped my eyes again. How could it be possible? Xu Ziyang? Is he here? Had I been poisoned by them and mistakenly identified the wrong person? But when he walked up to me with a cold look, he called me "Ruoruo" in a low voice.
"At that time, I... could only run away.
I turned around and strode away, but no matter how fast I walked, the footsteps behind me were like a shadow. I didn’t need to look back, but I knew he was right behind me. Finally, I couldn’t bear it anymore, stopped, turned around and shouted: “Xu Ziyang, that’s enough!”
He raised his eyebrows and said nothing, but I became more and more angry and said loudly: "I have been hiding from you in this remote place. The meaning of rejection is very obvious. I am not your Yu Qian, and I am not the same as you."
People from this world have no interest in accompanying you in the chasing game played by senior officials. How do you want me to express it more clearly?"
"Do you think I'm here to find you?" He suddenly said this after looking at me for half a minute.
Before I knew what it meant, I saw the mayor walking towards us quickly, with a smile on his face and stretched out his hand, not to me, but to him. "Xu Zhishu, can I give you to you?"
Hope is here, come on, come on, come with me."
I froze on the spot, what was going on? His eyes drifted towards me, and the mayor immediately greeted me with understanding and led me into the town leadership unit with him. From their conversation, I
I gradually understood the general story, but was deeply shocked. Xu Ziyang was actually sent here by his superiors as party branch secretary, mainly responsible for local reconstruction work.
No matter how confused I am, I still feel that something is not right. Can a party secretary in a mountainous town compare with a provincial cadre? This should be a huge difference. What is going on?
Thinking of the anger I had just made against him, I couldn't help but blush. No matter how thick-skinned I was, I would never think that Xu Ziyang would give up his original high-ranking official position just to pursue me. No wonder he asked that question. Thinking back to that time, although he
He deliberately approached me, but it was probably because I looked similar to his girlfriend.
