Xu Ziyang saw that I looked hesitant and refused to take down my chopsticks. Annoyance flashed in his eyes, and he placed the dish in my bowl arrogantly and ordered: "Don't dislike it!" Then he immersed himself in eating.
I held back my laughter and took a bite. It was not as bad as I imagined. The other person asked: "How is it?" It was not difficult to find that there was hope hidden in the voice. He gave a pertinent evaluation: "The color, fragrance and flavor are three, but the first two are missing.
, I still have one left, which is good.”
Someone was silent, but when he lowered his head, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips. But when I put away the dishes and went to the kitchen, I was suddenly shocked. The many fragments in the trash can represented that he had cooked four dishes.
, broke n number of plates? He murmured to himself, from now on he must strictly abide by the views of the chef Yuan Ziyuan, and don’t destroy the kitchen on a whim.
What I didn't expect at the time was that the day I was waiting for would come so quickly, and I wouldn't even be able to confirm this later.
In the afternoon, the two of us went out together. When we passed the entrance of the cinema, he stopped the car and asked me, "Do you want to watch a movie?" I was stunned for two seconds, then smiled and nodded. What was this man going to do today? Go shopping alone early in the morning.
, you go home and cook for me, and now you take me to the movies. Are you dating me? But will the steps be reversed?
He entered my life domineeringly and forcefully, completed all the lover's rules, and then went back to dating... I don't know what he was thinking, but since he proposed, I happily accepted it and walked in with him.
In the cinema, I watched a love movie. At the beginning, the couple on the screen kept fighting and fighting each other, and then separated and reunited. Finally, when the heroine was about to give up completely and go away, the hero hugged her tightly and said that she was a lifelong lover.
The heroine's true love made the heroine feel weak and cry in the hero's arms.
I looked slightly to the left, and there was a young couple beside me. The girl was so moved that she wiped her tears. Then I looked at the man on the right. He still looked calm and composed, and his mood was not disturbed in the slightest. When he noticed my gaze,
He looked at me with slight confusion. When he walked out of the cinema, I asked him if he was touched. He smiled and said that it was fiction. If such a thing happened in reality, he would not let his lover have the heart to leave.
Shrugging, speechless. This is Xu Ziyang, he is always sure of everything, as if everything is under his control. Because he has that ability, no matter where he is, he will be a shining point on the field. Just leave at this moment.
On the road, occasionally a girl would turn around and look at him. Apart from his good looks, his temperament was already apparent.
And as he said, the movie is fictional. If you really want to leave, you won't have the chance to stay. Especially, you may not be able to stay as you want, everything is destined.
After the show, it was still early, so he dragged me by the hand and walked into the mall. He walked past one store after another, but there was nothing he wanted to buy. He just wandered around, and finally walked to the men's clothing floor, where he walked into the clothing store where he often wears that brand.
Because of his work, most of his clothes are formal, and even his shirts are not too fancy.
But when he asked me to choose a shirt for my reference, I chose a bright yellow one for him as a prank. When he saw the color, he frowned, but he turned around and went into the fitting room. When he came out, he was
My eyes lit up. I was used to seeing his calm appearance, and suddenly the contrast changed drastically. But I have to say that this dress looks great on him.
The already three-dimensional facial features are extremely flamboyant, and the eyebrows have an even more evil feeling. Well, sometimes people don’t need clothes to set them off, but people use clothes to complement them. He definitely has the airs of a male model.
At about the same time, Xu Ziyang drove around the city and finally parked downstairs of a certain restaurant. When we went up to the second floor, the environment was elegant and unique. There were not many guests, and they were only sitting around in twos and threes. Our seat was by the window.
The night view of the city was unobstructed. I thought this might be the reason why he chose to dine in the hall instead of in the private room.
But when the red wine was poured into the glasses, the violin master played at the table, and the first course of the meal was served and the lid was lifted to reveal the sparkling diamond ring inside, I couldn't calm down. I looked at the man opposite me with a gentle smile in confusion.
, asked quietly: "What are you doing?" At this time, the sound of the piano changed and became more melodious and beautiful.
Under my blank gaze, Xu Ziyang straightened up from his chair, took the diamond ring from the dinner plate, walked around to me, and knelt down on one knee. In this way, his gaze was slightly shorter than mine, and he raised his head slightly
He bowed his head and asked with a pious and gentle face: "Qianqian, will you marry me?"
At that moment, a strange white light flashed in my mind, like a long arrow coming from the sky, which shocked my brain. Is he... proposing?
Two feet away from me, the man with dark hair hanging down his forehead and charming eyes knelt in front of me and said softly: "Qianqian, I have been preparing for this moment for a full week, from choosing the ring to arranging this dinner, and...
Today's day's itinerary is carefully arranged, and I want today to be our best anniversary."
My heart was shaken, and the fingertips hanging on both sides could not help but tremble slightly. I asked in a daze: "Do you love me?"
"Love!" Determinedly, he stared intently and asked again: "Qianqian, marry me and let me protect you for half your life and promise you peace for the rest of your life, okay?"
When a man looks up to a sincere request like this, there are few women who can refuse. I stretched out my left hand, slid the coolness on my ring finger, and wrapped it with a thin, bright ring. Some people said that there was applause and booing around the ring.
Voice: "Kiss me, kiss me!"
A strong breath swept over her, causing a slight pain on her lips. He kissed her very hard. During the intertwined breathing, you could feel his violently beating heart. When you looked away, there was deep affection in your eyes that couldn't be dispelled.
When I got home, as soon as I entered the door, Xu Ziyang couldn't wait to hug me and rush to the bedroom. I laughed and scolded him for being impatient. When we both fell on the bed, he covered me. He didn't rush to ask for it, but asked me from the neck.
Pulling out the red rope, I saw a silver amulet exposed. He took off the amulet, put it around my neck, then pressed it against my forehead and said, "Never take it off again, Qian Qian."
, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate tomorrow."
My eyes turned around on that silver color, and I smiled, raised my body, grabbed his lips, and swallowed his breath in my throat.
That night, we were entangled with each other, letting each other feel the presence. The flames of our sex were endless, as if we were not tired. Our bodies were so sensitive that we felt trembling pleasure just by touching them with our fingers. It seemed that neither of us could suppress the surging and intense pleasure.
Excited emotions. I asked him over and over again if he loved me, and he shouted loudly that he loved me over and over again. His eyes, his eyebrows, his lips, and his eager and excited expression all told me that he loved me very much.
.
When I reached the highest point, I bit down hard on his shoulder. The marks were deep and there was almost blood.
When he finally fell asleep tiredly, I stared at the tooth mark, wondering if I should do what Zhao Min did to Zhang Wuji and give him bone-melting powder on top and bottom of the tooth mark so that the mark would never fade away.
You can remember me forever. I stretched out my hand and stroked his face, without worrying that he would wake up. After such a fierce battle, no matter how strong he was, he was still tired.
My fingertips traced his outline, brushing his brows, nose, and lips. I think my eyes were greedy at this time, and I wished I could carve his appearance. The fact has already been engraved deep in my heart. I sighed softly and murmured to myself
He said: "Xu Ziyang, I really, really love you." However, it cannot be achieved in the name of love.
...
The long-distance train started slowly. It was a carriage heading to Tibet. People often say that it is best not to fly to Tibet, because the altitude sickness will make ordinary people unable to bear it. It is best to take a train, which is only one stop away.
Go there one stop at a time, feel the difference in geographical location, and be able to adapt to the local climate when you arrive at your destination.
I was sitting in this train, watching the scenery regressing outside the window, and couldn't help but feel how impermanent life is. A few hours ago, he and I were having sex crazily on the bed, like animals entangled to death, surviving on each other's breath. Now,
But I sat alone in a long-distance train and started my journey alone.
After he fell asleep, I stood up quietly despite the soreness and fatigue all over my body. I found the suitcase I had packed a long time ago from the locker. I wanted to leave quietly, but after thinking about it, I walked to the living room.
In front of the computer in the corner, I opened a text document and typed a letter to him on the screen.
Xu Ziyang:
I put the ring and this amulet here. As you can see, I'm leaving.
I have not recovered my memory, but I have never lost my memory. You must have suspected it for a long time, but you just didn't dare to confirm it because you are timid, because even you feel that the things you did to me are unforgivable. Yes.
Ah, how can you forgive such a deep-seated pain? You shouldn't have come to me. Each of you can stay in your own corner. You can be your superior Xu Ziyang, and I can be my ordinary Xu Ruo. Wouldn't that be great?
If that's the case, I will eventually forget those past events one day. In fact, I have tried to forget it. But you still show up and get close to me at all costs, so I can only muster up the courage to accept the destiny.
For the first time, I fell in love with you by mistake. After returning to reality, I can actually figure out that behind the many conspiracies is just one sentence: you don’t love me but you love her. But you can’t be careless in the name of love.
You can squander other people's lives and even feelings unscrupulously.
So this time, I want you to really fall in love with me, and after you abandon Gu Qingwei and choose me, I want you to completely feel the unforgettable pain. The feeling of being deceived is not good, right?
The feeling of being cut by a knife? But this is not even one millionth of what I am. You don’t know how to repair your heart after it is broken into pieces; when you want to forget everything, the memory is reshuffled over and over again to return to the beginning.
What kind of pain it is, you will never understand it.
Xu Ziyang, at that time, there was already a dead end between us, and there was no way we could survive the desperate situation. You said today is our anniversary, and I nodded with a smile. It is indeed an anniversary, to commemorate the past we had, to commemorate what we have.
A day of short-lived false happiness to commemorate my breakup with you. Yes, Xu Ziyang, my "ex-husband", let's break up.
Do you remember what I once said to you? Let's learn from each other. In fact, there is one sentence missing after that.
Don't come to me, because I have embraced ordinary happiness. Do you still remember Dr. Lin whom I met in the hospital? I have been in contact with him ever since. He is a very good man, and I think I will marry him.
Finally, I wish you good luck in your career and everything... well.
