18. Zi Yang chapter How everything is safe is the only one for you_Yang
I woke up from a sweet dream. In the dream, I held Yu Qian's hand and walked into the wedding hall step by step. She was wearing a long white wedding dress with shining crystals inlaid on it, which was dazzling.
She is my most beautiful bride!
I habitually reached out to touch the side, and found that she was not there. I was in a daze, and then I laughed. I must have made breakfast. Thinking of the lunch yesterday, it really took a lot of effort on my part, but I got it.
She praised it and said it tasted good and was worth it.
Because I had already planned to go to work with the Civil Affairs Bureau on Monday to collect the certificate with her, I asked for leave in advance and arranged everything later. I turned over to look for my phone to check the time and found it under my pillow.
When I did, I found that it had been shut down.
Out of battery? I remember it seemed to have a full battery yesterday.
I was waiting for the computer to turn on and the screen came on. It was already half past nine. It really broke my routine of getting up early every day. I was really struggling last night. I glanced at my shoulder and couldn't help but laugh again, deeply.
She really has the potential of a tigress. But at this time, she can't be heard outside, so she must have gone to school to work.
This little girl! She turned a deaf ear to my words. Seeing that there was still enough time, I quickly got up to wash up. When I walked out of the bedroom, she was nowhere to be seen. I didn’t think much about it, took the key and walked to the door. I changed my shoes casually.
I took a quick glance and saw that the computer indicator light in the corner of the living room was on, but the screen was black because of the screen saver. I was too lazy to turn it off, so I went out without paying attention.
I hurriedly drove towards her school, and it took about five minutes to drive to the elementary school. I dialed her phone on the way, but it kept showing that it was not in the service area. Maybe she was teaching in class and the phone was turned off. I had to stop the car and go there.
I was looking for someone inside. I searched around the classrooms but couldn't find anyone. Then I went to the office area to look for him and walked directly into the principal's office.
When I walked out of it again, I was stunned. The principal said that she didn't come to school today, and just now he found a resignation letter from her in the mailbox, which was sent at 3:30 last night. At that time...
.It was after our love affair that I finally fell asleep.
The phone couldn't be reached, and the resignation letter was nowhere to be found... I almost rushed home with a strong sense of foreboding. I looked around inside and outside, checked the bedrooms and guest rooms, and the more I looked, the more worried I became.
Liang. Her clothes were obviously missing, including the documents she later applied for, and they were all gone.
Something flashed through my mind. I rushed to the corner of the living room and stared at the red cardboard box in front of the computer. What was in it? I had a strong intuition that it was not what I wanted to see. I touched the box.
Only then did I realize that my fingers were trembling slightly. After opening it, my mind suddenly went blank.
Buddha amulets, rings.
I put these two things on her yesterday, and now they are left here. What does it mean? My trembling fingers touched the mouse. As soon as I moved, the computer screen lit up, and lines of words appeared on it, piercing it.
It hurts my eyes.
She never lost her memory...
I have doubted this possibility more than once, and then overturned my own ideas, because even I couldn't believe that she would forgive me for the harm I had done to her when she had the memory. Yes, as she said, how can I forgive?
?
As if masochistically, I read the words on the screen over and over again, savoring a little bit of her mood when she typed these words. After a long time, I walked to the sofa and lay down in a daze, covering my eyes with my hands, pressing down on the words that were about to leave.
Liquid leaking from between fingers.
Qianqian...how can you let me be fine after you leave?
My thoughts were flowing, and I went back to the day we broke up. When I saw Qing Wei writhing in pain on the ground, I sensed that something might have happened to her. However, the weakness after waking up and the excitement of my emotions immediately plunged me into darkness again.
It was the severe pain that made me wake up again. The pain came from the brain and the heart. The first thing I said when I opened my eyes was: Where is Yu Qian?
No one answered me. Everyone in the ward just looked at me silently. My heart sank to the bottom. I searched the crowd and found no sign of Zijie. I screamed and asked where he had gone. Finally, my father sighed.
The voice said, "Let me recover from my injuries first, but I couldn't hear it. I pulled the tube and wanted to get up. I don't know who said that Qingwei was in the intensive care unit and fell into a severe coma."
I was stunned for a few seconds before I realized. They thought I was so excited because of Qing Wei, but when I woke up, all I could think about was...Yu Qian. Someone explained in my ear, saying
I was in a coma for three days again, but Qingwei never woke up after she collapsed in my ward. She went into shock and lost breathing, and was in critical condition. Later, the head of the medical team sent new drugs and saved her life.
It turned out that when she came back from abroad, the head of the team of doctors who had been treating her also returned with her. However, because the new drug was only in the trial period and could not completely suppress her blood pressure, it could only be temporarily suppressed when she suddenly suffered a serious injury.
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Listening to this, my numb head felt a dull pain. I raised my eyes and asked, "Where is Yu Qian? How is she?"
There was a look of confusion, no one knew about her situation, and her heart felt like it was torn apart. If Qing Wei almost died because of the influence of the poison, what about her? How is she? "I want to see Zijie! Find Zijie
Come on Jie!”
"No need to look for me." Zijie's voice sounded at the door. Everyone turned around and I looked at him too. Just one look made my heart hurt even more, because Zijie's eyes were red and his solemn face was filled with sadness and sadness.
There is despair.
Why despair? Could it be that Yu Qian...
He slowly approached me, lowered his gaze and asked softly: "Do you want to see her?"
"Where is she? Take me there."
He nodded, turned around and left, but he left behind one sentence: "If you want to see her, come with me alone and don't bring anyone with you." At my insistence, I turned away everyone, including my father and mother, and followed unsteadily.
Behind Zijie, I went downstairs, walked out of the hospital gate, and got into his car. Even though all the bones in my body were screaming in pain, I didn't even frown.
But when I saw the car driving towards the countryside, which was getting more and more remote, a strong uneasiness poured into my heart. I almost asked with a trembling voice: "Zijie, where are you going?" I thought it was going to another hospital, but Qing
It was so serious, she must have been seriously injured, but why did she come to this wilderness?
Zijie didn't reply to me because the car had stopped. I turned my head and looked out the window. The cold water poured down from my head and chilled my heart. What he brought me to was... the cemetery.
no, I can not.
Zijie took two steps, but when he saw that I didn't follow him, he turned around and looked at me, "Why don't you leave? Don't you want to see her?" I shook my head in panic, "Zijie, don't joke with me."
"Ha, a joke?" He smiled desolately and looked up at the sky, "I really hope it's a joke." Tears actually slipped from his eyes and flowed down his cheeks.
After that, every step he took seemed to be floating. His body was shaking so much that he almost fell down many times. Then he straightened up again and followed closely behind him. Finally, he stopped and turned slightly to face a tombstone.
"Xuanzhu, I brought him to see you."
All the bones and blood in my body stiffened instantly. My eyes slowly moved down from his face, and then, my eyes were stung by the words on the tombstone!
Yu Qian’s tomb!
"You lied to me! This is not her, you lied to me!" I punched Zijie in the face, but my body was exhausted and the punch didn't have much power, so I only missed his face.
He didn't look at me, only looking down at the black and white photo, "Zi Yang, do you know how I felt when I saw her being hit by a car and then her body falling to the ground like catkins? It was heartbreaking.
!This is the first time I experienced this feeling. It was us who killed her, we pushed her to hell with our own hands. From the time we picked her up and sent her to the hospital, within two hours, she was not breathing, and her mouth was full of...
The blood spurted out, dyeing everything red, and also dyed my heart red."
He put his hand over his heart and said sadly: "From now on, this place will no longer be able to beat normally."
"Ah -" I couldn't listen anymore. I screamed like a desperate and wailing beast. It hurts. It really hurts. Every bone in my body hurts. Why is this happening? I hugged the tombstone tightly and blurred my vision.
, I could only whine and call her name over and over again. The footsteps faded away, and I didn’t care, as if I could hug her by hugging the stone tablet tightly, but why is it so cold?
He stroked her name with his fingers, and after wiping away his tears, he saw clearly that there was another line underneath: I wish you were the only one in my life, but you didn't stay there and wait. Where should my promise go?
Husband, can you be your only one? Ziyang, can you be your one and only? Ziyang, can you be your one and only?
Yu Qian... I can't believe that she flew away from my life like a wisp of smoke... I couldn't help crying anymore, until my heart was broken, and I fainted in front of the grave.
When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. My eyes were all pale. I didn’t have any strength to move anymore, and I couldn’t hear anyone’s voice. I kept repeating her two words in my mind, thinking sadly: Qianqian, I
I wish you were the only one, but where are you?
Zijie appeared in my ward again a few days later. Seeing him was like seeing myself, with my body disintegrated and my eyes full of pain and despair. He said: Ziyang, we were wrong after all. We planned everything.
, calculated the world, and then included himself in it. After that day, he returned to the army and refused to come back even during the holidays.
I have long said that we are the same kind of people, apart from being scheming, we are also stubborn. So I understand Zijie’s thoughts. If we meet, we will only see ourselves in each other’s eyes, and there will be endless regret in them.
The wound that repeatedly tore the heart was named Yu Qian.
It turns out that a person's loneliness is not something he is born with, but begins when he begins to understand feelings.
Before that, I thought it was love that I worked so hard to plan for a woman, but when the heartbreaking pain was not for her, I realized that my heart had already been lost on that stupid pig. Yu Qian was better than me
, instead of falling in love, I fell into her poison. It’s funny, I planted the poison for her, but in the end the poison invaded my heart.
Witchcraft is more deadly than poison. You can quit drugs, but not this one.
