20. Forget each other in the rivers and lakes 9000 votes
After spending time together, we forget about each other in the world.
This was what I had in mind when I hugged Xu Ziyang and said, "Let's live together." When I inevitably let him into my life again, I felt helpless. If everything just stayed in the countryside, it would be a disaster.
time, then he and I may be able to go on for a longer time, but the final outcome will not change.
It is said that life is just like the first meeting, but the first meeting between him and me laid the beginning of the conspiracy, and also destined the sad ending. No matter how long it takes, it cannot be changed. Without the legend of grass growing and orioles flying, people will live forever.
In reality, with the fast drumbeats, hurried figures, numb eyes, and false smiles, I was assimilated little by little.
The painful lesson didn't teach me anything, but it taught me not to believe in myths easily. Therefore, Xu Ziyang's change and Xu Ziyang's love are just his most self-expression. Some people say that the most precious thing in the world is not getting what you want and having yourself.
Loss, his feelings for me, are exactly these two summaries, with a little more guilt in them.
Xu Ziyang, are you in pain? After all, I am not as cruel as you. I chose to stop here. For you, at least there is a way out. Isn’t there Gu Qingwei?
When I think of Gu Qingwei, I remember the letter I left in front of the computer a few hours ago, and then I went back to the bedroom and kissed his forehead very gently. At that moment, I knew that I was reluctant to let go. But I couldn't get over the hurdle of my heart, and he
It is already like a cancer in my heart. If I stay with him for one more day, the poison will spread even more.
He picked up his luggage, put the key on the cabinet at the door, and closed the door gently. If he lived another life, he would be as stupid as before. He had prepared this house long ago, otherwise his style and style would be everywhere.
The traces are there. He and the manager acted together in a play. Since they were actors, I acted as a good audience member and pretended not to know.
So when I accidentally found the real estate deed and saw my name on it, I wasn’t too surprised. But whether it was compensation or he really loved me, since I, Yu Qian, didn’t ask for his things in the first place, I don’t want anything from him now.
I don’t want to. I already have the breeze in my sleeves, so why not walk in a cool and unrestrained way?
When I got downstairs, I made a phone call to someone and arranged to meet at the station. While waiting, she came quickly, even though it was about four in the morning. I led her to a quiet place and looked her up and down with a smile.
Judging from her expression, she has not been having a good life recently. No matter how neat and beautiful her clothes are, she can't hide the dark shadows under her eye sockets, even after putting on makeup.
She looked embarrassed and haggard. If her name wasn't Gu Qingwei, then I might feel pity for her, especially since her legs were lame. When we met for the first time downstairs in the apartment last time, I guessed
Her legs may have something to do with my disaster. Hey, mother voodoo. How painful is the mother voodoo? The child voodoo has the same pain in its body. What is this? Harming others will ultimately harm oneself.
Since I am not immune to leg disease, how can she escape? But, I am not her. When I realized that my leg might become disabled, I made up my mind not to ruin myself like this and must stand up. And she is not me either.
, blood is her fatal injury.
"Why did you come to see me?" she asked uncertainly. With such a place and such a way of talking, you can't blame her for being strange. I smiled lightly and looked out the window. Under the dark night scene, a
Street lights provide guidance for those who come home late or get up early.
"I'm leaving." There was a sound of inhalation behind me, and I ignored her and continued: "You heard me right, on the five o'clock train, I will leave this city and him. Gu Qingwei, when he
Do you feel pain when I want to leave you? I dare not say how much pain you have given me, how much I will repay you, at least let you feel this bone-breaking pain once.
I hope you can understand that love is not an excuse for selfishness. If you really love him, you should not let him fall into a situation of revenge and calculation for you, let alone let him lose his heart to do things. So, cherish him, cherish him
My love for you is as long as the mountains and rivers are far, as long as you stay by his side, you will be able to achieve success one day. I wish you happiness!"
When the train entered the station, I picked up my luggage and walked to the ticket gate. A quiet voice came from behind: "Yu Qian, you haven't lost your memory, right?" I laughed and shook my head. It was a very simple matter, so there was no need to answer.
Gu Qingwei, I came back to him not to compete with you, but to let you taste the pain of loss, so that you can stop plotting against everyone around you and hold on to this relationship. The truth was revealed that day,
At that time, I was confused, filled with despair, and unable to see through the essence of the facts.
Later, when she calmed down, she was able to figure out that no matter what Gu Qingwei's original intention was, no matter how much she loved Xu Ziyang, she had a plan for him. And the last time, she was not sure about Xu Ziyang's heart and hurriedly revealed
Secret, trying to force me to leave. Compared to Chengfu, Ding Lan really lost a lot to her. She took advantage of people's hearts and spared no effort.
When she and Mrs. Xu came to see me, I could see the instigation behind it. The way Mrs. Xu looked at her and her attitude towards her didn't necessarily like her very much. Even so, she could still get Mrs. Xu to appear.
She was really capable in front of me. If I hadn't realized that her love for Xu Ziyang was real, I might have been more sharp and slapped her again on the school playground.
As for Lin Xiang, it was an unplanned accident. From the day we met again, I had an idea in my mind. When the sharp knife was raised and swung at Xu Ziyang, this Dr. Lin might be a sharp thorn. I kept in touch with Lin Xiang after that.
I contacted him and laid the groundwork in advance, asking him to do a small favor. It was indeed a small favor, as long as he took annual leave with the hospital and left the city temporarily. As for where he was going, he didn't need to tell me.
So I said that Lin Xiang is a good man, and he agreed with me without asking why. He even said with a smile that he just had an excuse to go on a long trip. Such a good man who has no pretensions and is lenient towards others, I have no connection with him. It's me.
After tomorrow, even if Xu Ziyang goes to investigate, he will only find that Lin Xiang took leave due to personal matters. He may find me, or he may not.
A person always has to walk a strange road, see strange scenery, listen to strange songs, and then in an inadvertent moment, he will find that the things he tried so hard to forget are really forgotten. Since you choose to
If I forget about being in the world, then I will devote myself to the world. So I choose to travel far and go to a strange city to see what Tibet is like that many people yearn for.
A sudden feeling of pride arose: travel the rivers and lakes with a flute and a sword, using the sky as a cover and the earth as a furnace. This is what many backpackers think, and now I have joined the ranks of travel friends. Some people say that Tibet is a dream of 5,000 kilometers.
Lhasa is the dream of many travel enthusiasts. The most fanciful one is the Potala Palace. It is the symbol of Lhasa City, a symbol of the great creativity of the Tibetan people, a precious treasure of Tibetan architectural art, and a unique snow palace.
Human cultural heritage on the city plateau.
Very early on, I read the experiences written by traveling friends. One of the notes said this: Tibet, the place closest to heaven, is a hometown of souls that makes people have infinite nostalgia. There are snow-capped mountains, holy lakes, glaciers
The meadows, yaks and eagles, the bronze-colored Tibetans there, the mysterious murals, the majestic Potala... If Tibet were a song, her beauty might not even be described with the word "Sound of Nature".
From that day on, I have been devoutly yearning for Tibet! There is a hope in my heart. If the pain of the past has corrupted my soul, and even changed my personality and took revenge on those who hurt me, then I hope that the sacred land
, holy gods, can cleanse my soul.
Facts have proved that the decision to take the train was the right one. The closer we get to the Tibetan area, the air becomes thinner and our breathing becomes depressed, but we can bear it and get used to it after a while. To a certain extent, people use habits to adjust.
I have overcome the altitude sickness little by little, so I believe that my heartache can be alleviated through time.
When I arrived in Lhasa, I took a deep breath. I don’t know why, but my heart suddenly became broader. The entangled chaos faded a lot. I walked into the local travel agency to sign up. I didn’t go immediately, but settled in a nearby hotel.
Because the oxygen content of the air at plateau is low, an adaptation process is required, such as increased ventilation, increased heart rate, etc.
The next day I officially embarked on the journey to Potala. Step by step on the stone road, the majestic buildings opened up not only the horizons, but the soul. Such beauty, such a peaceful moment, if anyone has seen it in the early morning
The devout Tibetans in Potala will know how powerful their faith is.
When my heart really calmed down, I suddenly felt:
Don’t be distracted by your heart, don’t be trapped by emotions, don’t be afraid of the future, and don’t dwell on the past. In this way, you will be at peace.
I have been in Lhasa for many days, and every day I walk out of the hotel and walk among the Tibetans. On this day, I came to a canyon area. Beside the road was a crystal clear river ditch, and there were scattered Tibetan houses beside the ditch.
It is made of piled stones. It is not as prosperous as the high-rise buildings in the city, but it is also unique, especially surrounded by mountains, gurgling water, fragrant grass, the sky above, and the clouds stretching thousands of miles. This is really a fairyland on earth, a world away.
Taoyuan.
Continuing forward, I soon saw a stone platform on the mountainside. I should have arrived at my destination - the sky burial platform. Sky burial is practiced in many areas of the world. Sky burial means cutting the body into many pieces after death and placing it in the sky.
Let the vultures eat the food on the sky burial platform. In Buddhism, this burial method is called almsgiving.
It sounds cruel and a little scary to us, but in the hearts of Tibetans, this is the most sacred way. They value faith above all else. In fact, looking back, people are nothing more than a cup of loess after death. Burials in ancient times also eventually corrupted, and cremation is now
If everything turns to ashes, why bother worrying about where people will end up after death?
It’s better to cherish everything in front of you and cherish the time you are alive.
I looked up and saw thick "mulberry smoke" swirling around, together with a group of vultures in the sky. It might be that the sky burial ceremony was being held, and some people not far away were looking up. As far as I know,
In the past, this kind of ceremony was not allowed for people to watch, but later the Tibetans may have gotten used to it and were not so averse to it.
Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure in the crowd with his back to me, and my heart suddenly twitched.
