When I turned to leave, the man turned around, met my gaze, his expression changed, and he immediately ran towards me.
"Ruoruo!"
I stopped, sighed, and said, "Zijie, you shouldn't have come to see me."
Xu Zijie walked around in front of me, his eyes focused on my face, "Can I rest assured that you are traveling alone? Especially in a Tibetan area like this, do you know that terrorist forces are on the rise recently?"
"Shh!" I quickly made a silence gesture, pulled him and walked out. This man is really brave. He actually talked about this in an environment surrounded by Tibetans! What did he mean when he said it was a terrorist force?
It's very clear, but most people understand that it's just a few speculators who are sabotaging politics. How can they be so rampant that there is turmoil everywhere?
I walked back to the canyon before letting go of his hand and walking slowly. I had a different mood towards Xu Zijie. Originally, like Xu Ziyang, he was the mastermind and accomplice of the deepest conspiracy, but it was this man who
gave me a new life.
After the car accident, it was he who rushed me into the hospital for first aid. It was him who called me in the heavy sleep and boundless darkness, waking me up from that nightmare. But when I woke up, my memory was confused and upside down, but it was
The scene in the ward was firmly etched in my mind, so I begged him to let me go and not to appear in front of me again. Because looking at his face, I would think of that terrible conspiracy and that terrible conspiracy over and over again.
The poison is growing in my body and blood.
How terrible the human heart is. It can be so selfish that it disregards the lives and feelings of others. At that time, Xu Zijie was the same devil in my heart as Xu Ziyang. But maybe because of the poison, my memory was like a roulette wheel.
Just regrouping and going back to the day of the tragedy is equivalent to saying that I cannot wake up from the nightmare and have been sinking.
Later, Xu Zijie no longer dared to speak, and Xie Ya hugged me and cried silently. I could feel the grief in their hearts, but I just couldn't eliminate the boundless fear and cold. Those days were like being in a muddy ice cellar, and I felt the pain again and again.
The ice was scraped all over my body, and the pain was all over my body.
While I was asleep, they transferred me to another hospital overnight. Later I found out that I was in the city where Xu Zijie's military headquarters was located. In name, he returned to the army, but in fact he took me with him. I didn't understand all this.
If you don’t care, your heart is dead, what difference does it make where you are?
Until late one night, I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I heard a low whimper in my ears. When I woke up, I could tell it was Xu Zijie's voice. Is he crying?! It took a long time before his emotions gradually calmed down, and then he sighed softly.
Language: Qianqian, what should I do with you? How can I make you come out?
Listening to such a sad voice, my heart felt blocked and my nose felt sour. Later, I was reluctant to open my eyes and closed them even when I couldn't sleep. I didn't want to see or listen. But I still heard their whispers,
It is said that the poison in my body disappeared inexplicably, maybe my memory can no longer be confused.
Suddenly an idea came to my mind, why not take this opportunity to completely lose my memory for once? Just treat what happened before as a nightmare. If I want to be reborn, I have to abandon everything. At that time, I didn’t know that Xu Zijie wanted to
They have eliminated all possibilities and built a tomb for me. I am already a dead person outside.
When I asked them who I was with my eyes wide open, I saw two pairs of stunned eyes, and secretly apologized in my heart. I don’t know why, maybe it was the subtle influence of time, but my resentment towards Xu Zijie was not so deep. After all, this period
He and Xie Ya were always by my side during the tormenting days. When he told me that his name was Xu Jie and I was Xu Ruo, and that we were brothers and sisters, I almost didn’t dare to look at his sad eyes, but I felt sorry for him in my heart.
Be grateful.
Maybe it's because the poison is gone. I really don't have memory confusion anymore, and I can remember everything that happened clearly, including the past that I deliberately forgot. My right leg was seriously injured in that car accident.
, after my mental state recovered, it was Xu Zijie who insisted on accompanying me in rehabilitation and encouraging me, so that I could gradually get out of the wheelchair and stand up.
Later, he arranged for me to go to Wu City. For whatever reason, he made me farther away from that city.
Going back to the origin, my thoughts turned around, and when I looked at the handsome man in front of me, I no longer had any resentment towards him. On the contrary, in those days when we were together, I really regarded him as a relative. However, the faint affection in his eyes has never been eliminated.
, at this moment, he looked at me, his black and white eyes contained some deep meaning, a little sad, but also a little doting.
"Did you know that I came to Tibet from Xie Ya?"
On the train to Tibet, I sent a text message to Xie Ya, telling her that I had written her a letter in the mailbox. The letter explained that I had not lost my memory during this period, and also told her about coming to Tibet.
After such a long time, I have already determined that her friendship with me will not be broken due to anything. But obviously, Xu Zijie still asked me, that girl, I will snatch Niuniu from her when I get back.
There was a strange silence. When I was surprised, he suddenly said: "I came here to find you with him. When I saw you just now, I sent him a message. He should arrive soon."
"
My expression changed drastically, "Xu Zijie, you!" When I raised my eyes, I saw the figure running this way not far away. Without caring about anything else, I turned around and wanted to escape towards the crowd, but Xu Zijie grabbed my wrist and held him tightly.
Hold on and hold on.
I was furious and cursed unscrupulously: "Brotherhood is really deep! You sacrificed your own conscience for him, and gave up your beloved woman for him. Don't say you don't like me. Your eyes and expressions are saying it."
You love me! But you pushed me to him to fulfill your so-called brotherhood! Xu Zijie, you are the most rubbish bastard I have ever seen!"
His whole body froze, and the expression on his face was as if he had been slashed by a knife and torn from the middle. What came out was not blood, but deep sorrow. He was whispering: "You know, it turns out you know everything."
..."
"How could I not know? You have always regarded yourself as my only one, but after you made your only promise, did you give it to me? There is no difference between you and him, because you both have no heart!"
Pain covered his face, and the whole face was twisted together. That incident was not only a pain in my heart, but also a cancer for everyone. After being together for so long, I knew exactly how to defeat him! I felt the force on my wrist.
When he was relaxed, he tried his best to shake it off. The moment he was waiting for, Xu Ziyang was already rushing towards him through the hiding places in his peripheral vision.
But I didn't expect that Xu Zijie calmed down in an instant. The strength on his fingers only relaxed for a few seconds. When he realized my intention, he tightened the grip. I suddenly despaired. I only heard him say sadly: "Ruoruo, I
I can't just let you leave like this. Listen to me, this city is really in danger right now. The armed forces are about to move in and it will be completely closed down. You won't be able to leave even if you want to. Ziyang and I rushed over overnight and the people we brought were dispersed.
I'm looking for you, now is not the time to be impulsive."
I was stunned. From the eager look on his face, it didn’t look like he was lying. I couldn’t help but look around at the peaceful faces. Would such a piece of pure land become a victim of political struggle?
After such a delay, Xu Ziyang was already close, and Xu Zijie's heavy voice came to his ears: "Ruoruo, it's not that my brotherhood is deep, I don't have such a noble sentiment, but that only he can give you your happiness, do you know
Whenever he appears, your eyes will be bright. Even if you have hatred during the flood, you can't help but get close to him. Ask your heart, do you really want to leave him?"
Think! I asked myself this question a thousand times. In fact, before leaving that day, I had countless opportunities to let it go, and then told myself to just live with him. Regardless of the hurt in the past, at least he really loves me now.
.But there is no way. The human heart is made of flesh. It does not mean that the damage can be repaired only if it is repaired.
In particular, I don’t want to worry all the time and guess which words of the person next to me are true and which are false. This kind of life is too tiring, and he and I have lost the most basic trust.
"Qianqian..."
His voice came from two meters away from me, and I could see his silhouette from the corner of my eye without turning my head. I sighed in my heart, it was fate, but it was also a sin. He and I could never get rid of our entanglement.
Xu Zijie let go of my hand and said softly: "Ruoruo, you guys have a good talk. I'll go back to the hotel and wait for you."
When Xu Ziyang heard this, he was eager to come up, but I suddenly shouted angrily: "Don't come here! Why can't you let me go free? Didn't I express it clearly enough? Okay, Xu Ziyang, let me tell you one more thing.
Let’s see clearly how deeply you hurt me back then! That car accident not only almost killed me with a bang, but also took away a life. It was in my belly. It was the child that you, Xu Ziyang, wanted so much!
From now on, I can no longer have children! Are you satisfied? Huh?"
At the end of the story, I screamed and was hysterical.
Xu Zijie hadn't gone far, but when he heard my roar, he suddenly turned around and looked at me in horror! I glared at him angrily, but his lips moved without making a sound, and his sad eyes turned from my face to Xu Ziyang, desperate.
Feeling pity, he shook his head with a sad smile, turned around and walked away quickly, leaving behind a desolate figure.
I know what he didn’t say. He was a witness to my car accident. He knows best what happened after that. How could I have concealed my pregnancy from him? The fact is that I was telling a big lie. When you see
When Xu Ziyang chased me at all costs, the flame in my body that I had extinguished quickly ignited. This flame is called hate!
It was because I realized that I was getting more and more off track, and hatred dominated my thoughts, that I couldn't help but want to swing the sharp knife at the people who had hurt me, so I made up my mind to leave and use my last strength.
, giving everything in a small space to fulfill his freedom, and also my inner freedom.
But he refused to let go, and he chased me again!
Xu Ziyang is like the poison in my heart. I even suspect that the poison is not dead. It has always been there and has been corrupted in my blood. One day, my soul will be corrupted.
Look, just now it was a little cleansed by the sacred Potala Palace and the devout Tibetans, but once again it fell into ruin because of his arrival. In the end, it failed in vain.
