30. How are you doing recently? For cutting love amei
I pulled Teacher Chen out of the box, and saw the waiter coming towards me. On the tray in his hand was an unopened bottle of Wuliangye. When I got into the bathroom, Teacher Chen asked me if I had seen any friends, and I washed it with cold water.
He raised his face and stared at her intently.
She looked at me a little confused, "What's wrong?"
I turned my eyes away and focused on the remaining water drops in the pool, and asked softly: "Who asked you to bring me here? Xu Ziyang?" There was a clear sound of gasping, and her voice became unstable: "Teacher Yu,
what are you saying?"
People can only react like this in two states: being said to be neutral or feeling guilty. Whether it is the former or the latter, the meaning of it made me smile suddenly. When I raised my eyes, my smile subsided, leaving only indifference. "Teacher Chen, you
He arranged to be by my side, right?"
As long as I pay careful attention, I can find that this teacher who I am close to is slowly approaching me. Although I seem to have a gentle temperament in school, I always treat people at a distance. This is a kind of snake bite.
After ten years of being afraid of the consequences of straw ropes, it became my instinct to be wary of people's hearts.
Later, when we got along with her, I felt her kindness. Xindao School was the most honest place, and there were so many intrigues, so I let down my guard. But I didn't expect that I was still one step behind in the game.
Teacher Chen's face turned ugly, and it took him a while to speak with difficulty: "I came to join the job half a year before you returned to school. Mr. Xu transferred me from a rural school to this city and arranged housing for school staff. He
When he came to me, he only said that if one day, a teacher named Yu Qian came to the school, he would help and take care of me. This was his only request to me. After that, I didn’t see you for nearly half a year, so I thought maybe this matter would be forgotten.
, I didn’t expect that a few days before school started, he suddenly called me and said that you have completed the entry procedures, please ask me to take more care of you after school officially starts.”
When she said this, she raised her eyes and looked at me, "This is all the interaction between me and Mr. Xu. From that day on, he never contacted me again, and he never even inquired about you. Until today, I think you don't look right.
Show me the message. Whether you believe it or not, this text message was not sent by me, and I was also curious about what happened to Mr. Xu, so I encouraged you to come over." After she finished speaking, her face was calm, and people were looking at each other.
I feel uneasy when I keep a secret, but I feel relieved when I reveal it.
At this time, someone pushed the door open and we looked away at the same time. She looked at the time and said, "There are still classes in the afternoon. I'm going back to school first. Do you need me to ask for leave for you?"
I shook my head and said, "You go first, I'll be back later." She patted my shoulder and walked out first without giving any more advice. With this attitude, I believed her words to the fullest. It was true.
It seems that she doesn’t have much interaction with Xu Ziyang. So if these three text messages were not sent by her, who could it be? Xu Ziyang? Intuition is negative.
In the scene just now, it can be said that he looked very embarrassed. With his pride and aloofness, it was unlikely that I would see this. He seemed to... want that He Lao, so he lowered his posture.
, and let them drink. I have never seen him in social situations, but it can be seen from his noble posture that he has never been like this.
I raised my head in doubt and saw myself in the mirror. I suddenly woke up. Why should I study him here? It has nothing to do with him anymore. Does it have anything to do with me whether he is good or bad? I really had my brains running around today.
When I checked the time, I saw that class was about to start in twenty minutes. I couldn't delay any longer, so I quickly straightened my clothes, opened the door and walked out.
But I only took one step and stopped suddenly, because the sound coming from the door was so familiar, and then the footsteps moved, and I felt like I was nailed to the spot. I couldn't help but watch Xu Ziyang walking out of the men's room, making eye contact.
For a moment, he was stunned by the door, and I stood there stiffly. Looking at his complexion that turned white and bluish because he had just vomited, I felt a dull pain in my heart.
"Yu Qian? Why are you here?" he asked after coming to his senses.
I suddenly became angry and raised my head, "Can't you come over for dinner?"
His pupils shrank for a moment, then he nodded and walked out. After taking two steps, he paused and turned around and asked, "How are you doing lately?"
Listening to that cracked voice, my heart felt blocked, and I replied with two words: "Very good." The corners of his lips raised and he smiled, but under his pale complexion he looked lonely, and he did not stay any longer, nor did he
After saying that, he walked directly to the box. This was the first conversation I had with him in half a year. He was pale and weak. Looking at that figure, I always felt that he was calm, handsome and handsome in a dark suit, but today he didn't.
I think this color is very heavy.
When I returned to school, I was still ten minutes late. When I walked into the classroom, the students were whispering to each other. I coughed lightly and immediately fell silent. Pretending that nothing happened, I walked up to the podium, opened the textbook, and prepared my lesson according to the morning instructions.
I took notes and started the lecture. But fifteen minutes later, I announced that students should read the text by themselves, which would be counted as self-study.
Because my mind was so confused that I had no intention of teaching.
After finishing a class, even I felt ashamed. I brought my emotions into the class, which was irresponsible to the students. When I returned to the office and focused on the lesson plan, Teacher Chen walked in with books in his arms.
, she saw me and said hello as usual, then sat in the office seat.
Soon the bell rang, and other teachers in the office went to the classroom to teach. Suddenly, Teacher Chen and I were left. After a while, Teacher Chen knocked on the table and said softly: "Teacher Yu, can you talk?"
Talk?"
I turned to look at her and nodded.
"What do you think of me?" she asked straight to the point. I thought about it and made a fair comment: "I am honest and gentle." This is also the reason why I got close to her. Speaking of which, I don't have many friends.
After so many years, Xie Ya is now my only friend, but she is out of town and has had less contact with her recently due to her own affairs.
Teacher Chen smiled and said: "At first, I may have approached you because of Mr. Xu's request, but getting along with people also depends on fate. You and I got closer because of speculation. We can't force it. So, I
I don’t really want that to affect our friendship as colleagues. What do you think?”
I whispered softly twice before saying, "Basically, you and I have the same point of view."
She was startled at first, but when she came to her senses, they both laughed at the same time, and their grudges disappeared. Being tolerant to others is actually tolerant to yourself. In such a circle of life, it is impossible to treat everyone as an imaginary enemy.
After school, when I was walking home, I thought of Xie Ya. After I came back from Tibetan area, I talked to her on the phone. She cried and asked me if I was okay. Apparently Xu Zijie revealed it when she asked me where I was.
What, plus the fact that Tibetan areas were put under martial law caused such a big fuss later, she must have been crazy anxious. Originally she wanted to fly over to see me, but I comforted her, and she never mentioned the incident of amnesia from beginning to end.
I couldn't help but suspect that she might have discovered it long ago.
Thinking about it, we have been together for so many years, and she is the only one who understands me. The last two calls were closed in a hurry, and she sounded very irritable. Although she didn't say anything, I probably knew it.
, Chen Xin launched another offensive to pursue her and wanted to remarry.
Emotionally, I still hope that they can remarry. Firstly, Niuniu needs a sound family, and secondly, Xie Ya has not forgotten her love for Chen Xin. It can be said that the two divorced because of me. If nothing happened to me, I would not be able to marry Xie Ya again.
It is impossible to repair the relationship. I just hope that she can embrace happiness in her own world, and I also hope that Chen Xin will not miss her.
I always felt that Chen Xin didn't have that kind of feeling for me. Maybe he had a crush on me in the game, but it couldn't offset his love for Xie Ya in reality. The legendary years have long been a dream in youth, let alone them
, even I have learned not to naively ask for promises from others.
Because, promises may be made with words or without intention, and they may not come true if they are made.
When I was about to walk downstairs to the apartment, I found Lin Xiang already waiting there. He smiled as he watched me approach. He couldn't help but quicken his pace. When he got closer, he asked, "Why didn't you call me beforehand when you came back?" He went to other provinces to participate in the past two days.
I was at a medical conference and interacting with colleagues. I could see that I was a little tired, so I must be in a hurry to get back.
He smiled softly and said, "I want to give you a surprise." He leaned over, the coolness passed over me, and he pressed a soft kiss on my face. Since that day when I took the initiative to approach him, he would show some affection towards me. At first
You will feel uncomfortable, but gradually you will be able to accept it. Men and women associate on the premise of marriage, but later on, some things are inevitable.
"Can you invite me up for a cup of tea?"
I paused in my heart and raised my head to look at him. There was a faint hope in my dark eyes. I hesitated for a moment and nodded. After entering the door, I led him to sit on the sofa and went to the kitchen to boil water. I felt a little uneasy. I know.
What this step of compromise represents is not necessarily what will happen, but that I have officially accepted this man into my life.
Lin Xiang is a very good arranger. Maybe the next step is for him to take me home to meet my parents. Then things will fall into place and I will slowly get on the right track and move towards marriage. This is great, but why is my heart so inexplicable?
What about the depression?
Because I can't drink coffee, I prefer to drink tea. The tea leaves are ready-made. Lin Xiang also gave me several cups of tea leaves before, so I took them out to borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha. The rich fragrance spread quickly, and the two
People were sitting on the sofa, drinking tea and watching TV.
After a cup of tea, Lin Xiang stood up and said goodbye, saying that he had agreed to go home for dinner that evening. He asked me as if jokingly if I wanted to go with him. Seeing that I looked embarrassed, he didn't force me. He just asked me to remember to eat and see him off.
When he reached the door, he suddenly turned around and hugged me, his lips pressed down, and his cool breath enveloped me.
I can't describe the mood I felt at that time. The moment my lips were swallowed up, my body suddenly became stiff, and his kiss was very gentle, and he didn't force his way in. He just sucked lightly on his lips, and after a brief taste, he let go.
He sighed and said: "I've missed you so much these past two days." He replied numbly and intuitively: "Me too." The black eyes behind the glasses suddenly turned into a smile, the corners of his lips also curved, and he turned around and walked away.
