I have always had a good impression of Lin Xiang, and I always lamented that he was a good man. Is this what we call the world without absolutes? Just like when I was sure that I and Xie Ya would be lifelong friends, there was a time when I almost broke up.
It’s not that it’s painful, I just feel that I’m quite sad, to the point where even longing for a plain happiness has become a luxury. I’m also brainless. How many other men know that you once had such a relationship?
In the past, if you still knew who your original man was, how could you have no grudges?
There are wonderful men out there, but I haven't met them.
Lin Xiang suddenly asked: "Can I smoke a cigarette?" I was stunned for a moment and nodded, but I was confused, he also smoked? In my impression, I had never seen him smoking, and I always thought it might be because the doctor was strict with himself and stopped this.
Nicotine-like substances are harmful to the body.
I saw him take out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, then light them skillfully, take a deep breath, and exhale thick smoke. This behavior is definitely not the first time. It seems that either I don't know much about him, or he is hiding it.
the other side.
Covering his nose slightly, the smell of smoke was a bit choking, not as light as what he used to smell. After seeing my action, he apologized and put out the cigarette, "Actually, he rarely smokes, only in medical research.
I smoke one when I'm in a bottleneck to calm down." After a pause, he added: "I know you can't listen to my explanation now, but I still want to say that I am serious about dating you and really want to be with you.
Entering marriage. Love is no longer suitable for our age. You are the wife I hope for, but...forget it, no matter how much you say, it won't help. I know you will show off with me only after you have made up your mind."
After hearing this, the smile on my face has become indifferent, and I am sure that what I did is not wrong. I have never really understood Lin Xiang. Gentleness and generosity are just one side of him, while the other side is his rationality.
, can assess the situation and weigh the pros and cons. As he said, he is looking for the wife he hopes for, and I exactly meet the standards he expected.
Good togetherness and good separation are the best words I can think of. He raised his eyes and said softly: "Dr. Lin, I wish you find happiness as soon as possible." The gloom on his face has subsided, and he has returned to his usual gentle look, smiling and nodding.
: "Well, the same goes for you." I originally planned to part ways, but he insisted on sending me home. He said, "Please allow me to be a gentleman for the last time."
I didn't refuse. After paying the bill, I took his car and stayed silent all the way downstairs. He didn't get out of the car. He pressed down the window, lowered his body and waved to me: "Goodbye." I nodded with a smile, and the car
It slowly slid towards the road, drove forward steadily, and disappeared from my sight.
Many details in life reflect a person, just like driving. Even though Lin Xiang just broke up with me, he is still methodical. It seems that many people say that doctors are the most rational people, and they are indeed right. Maybe because of professional needs, maybe
I am a rational person myself, but in short, I have officially derailed with this person.
I turned around and walked into the building. I couldn't help but stop when I passed the garbage bin. The street lights above my head were dim and the two openings of the garbage bin were dark. Even if I could see clearly in the daytime, the garbage must have been cleaned up long ago.
It is hard to regain what is lost, and what is lost will never come back. I already knew it when I made the decision. Just like when I wanted to end my relationship with Lin Xiang, I wanted to throw away the past and everything related to Xu Ziyang.
But when I walked out of the elevator, a dazzling red color appeared by the door. My blood surged. I walked over and kicked open the red box. The lid of the box was lifted, and the two keys and amulets rolled to the ground. I screamed: "
Xu Ziyang, come out!" In the empty echo, I was the only one. I dialed his number with trembling fingers and yelled at the phone: "Come here, right now, right now!" Then I slammed the phone to the ground, and that's it.
I couldn't control my flying emotions.
I think I'm going to be driven crazy!
Ten minutes later, the elevator dinged, the door opened, and a tall figure walked out. I raised my hand and threw the things in my hand at him, yelling: "Take it away! Take it all away!"
A crisp sound fell to the ground, the silver sign was at his feet, and the key rolled to the corner. He lowered his head and his pupils shrank, "I just... don't want you to throw it away." I rushed to him in a few steps.
In front of him, he bowed deeply to him and said in the most humble manner: "Young Master Xu, I beg you, please let me go, I can't afford to play your games."
Keeping his bent posture, he let his gaze rest on his body. Finally, he whispered: "Okay." Gray sleeves, silver cufflinks, and slender hands appeared in his sight. He stretched out the amulet, and I
He slowly raised his body and looked at him sadly as he went to pick up the other two keys. Then he raised his body and gestured and asked, "Can you give me that red box?"
I didn't say anything, and he passed me and walked to the door. When he walked back, he already had the red box in his hand, and then disappeared from my sight.
As soon as I entered the door, I felt weak all over, slumped on the ground, and leaned against the door panel. I felt indescribably sad, even sadder than when I said goodbye at the airport last time. Why did I break up with Lin Xiang and be able to get back together easily, but I feel like enemies with him?
Like? Why doesn't he really let me go after he said let me go? Why does he still do so much to interfere with my life?
I decided to move, and even thought about leaving, but it turned out that my initial decision was wrong. Doing good to yourself and accepting what you deserve is just an excuse to stay in this city. If this continues,
Either I am crazy or he is crazy, and he is increasingly unable to control his manic emotions.
I have long said that Xu Ziyang is a cancer in my heart. Now it has festered and rotted and continues to get worse.
When I woke up the next day, I knew I had a cold and felt very uncomfortable. Fortunately, I didn't have to go to work on the weekend. I thought it would be better to just lie down like this, but by noon I found that my whole body was cold and my forehead was hot. I barely managed to stop.
After finishing my treatment, I went out and took a taxi to the hospital. I deliberately avoided the one where Lin Xiang was and went to the one further away.
After attending the clinic, I was sitting there waiting, my head was so swollen and painful. Someone sat down next to me. I didn’t even have the strength to raise my eyelids. After a while, I realized that the person next to me seemed to have been paying attention.
I then turned my eyes to take a closer look. First I saw the slender long legs, then the graceful figure, until I saw the face clearly, I couldn't help but smile.
Life is such a mess, even if you go to this remote hospital to see a doctor, you can meet an old enemy.
Gu Qingwei.
Her face was still as pale and bloodless as ever, and her expression was haggard. She even noticed that her hair was a little yellow, and her face looked sick. She thought viciously: Xu Ziyang's love nourishment seems to be nothing more than this.
I turned my eyes away and looked at the number plate displayed on the TV screen over there. There were still about twenty numbers left, and I had to wait for at least more than an hour. I was thinking about giving up. A cold and a fever are not serious illnesses.
You can always get better by taking some medicine. It can be as short as a week, or as long as more than half a month, and you will generally be cured.
After thinking about it, I decided to get up and leave, but someone suddenly interrupted my thoughts.
"You want to leave? Don't you dare to face me?"
It's so pitiful. Where does she get the confidence to think that I don't dare to face her? She frowned and asked sarcastically: "Who are you? Do we know each other?" One sentence was like a direct punch to her face, and her face suddenly turned ugly.
Extremely.
She snorted coldly, she and I are not on the same level as Douxin, but she and I are not on the same level as Douxin. I slapped her hard back then, but today I can completely ignore her. I feel dizzy.
I felt extremely uncomfortable and really didn’t want to waste any time talking to her. I rubbed the number plate and put it in the trash can next to me. I felt slightly dizzy when I stood up. After I stabilized my body, I took a step forward.
"Don't you want to know how Ziyang is doing?"
I continued walking, ignoring Quan, but she came up and grabbed my wrist, "Yu Qian, you went to Star City that day, didn't you feel bad at all when you saw him like that?"
Turning back suddenly, he shot her a cold look, "Is this the text message you sent?"
Is it because my eyes are too sharp or there is something wrong in her mind? She shrank back, but she still gritted her teeth and held on to my arm, "It was me who sent it. He tried every means to conceal everything just to fulfill your happiness."
, why can you enjoy all this innocently without knowing anything about his situation?"
"What exactly do you want to say?" I asked patiently, frowning.
"If you want to know the truth, come with me." Gu Qing slightly let go of my hand and walked away first. After taking two steps and seeing that I was still, he turned back and glared at me: "Yu Qian,
Are you really so heartless?"
I smiled and shrugged, thinking about words to describe it. A dog bites Lu Dongbin? No, the evildoer should complain first? It’s not very vivid either. In the end, I just found a more pertinent idiom: beat him up. Instead, the plotter pointed at the person who was framed.
She has no conscience and doesn't know whether to applaud her or curse her. Evil people will be punished.
But seeing that her legs were lame and she looked sick, I thought that the evil retribution had already been fulfilled on her body, so that was all.
After following her to a quiet place, she told the whole story, which is the so-called truth. After she finished telling her, she said, "Yu Qian, do you still feel comfortable enough to enjoy your freedom?"
My answer is: "Why not?"
She gasped and looked at me with wide eyes, "You..." Just then the ringtone of her cell phone interrupted her. She picked up the phone and whispered a few times before hanging up.
At this moment, he only said sadly: "I really don't understand how Ziyang would abandon me for a woman like you. You are not worth it at all."
Whether it is worthwhile or not depends on the stability of the heart and cannot be judged by outsiders.
She squinted her eyes and watched her gradually walk away. When she reached the turning point, there seemed to be someone waiting for her. She was too far away to see his face clearly, but he could tell that it was the figure of a man. Then they both turned their backs and walked out of the hospital.
door.
A sense of ridicule arose in my heart: Xu Ziyang, Xu Ziyang, have you reached the end of your rope?
