33. There is only one chance for mengtuo to change
When I returned to the outpatient clinic, my number happened to be queued up. I walked in and told the doctor about the situation. Then I took the order and went to get the medicine and drip. It was already evening when I got home after the two bottles of drip were hooked up, so I grabbed some food.
, and fell asleep on the bed.
I went to get water for two consecutive days, and it was as calm as if nothing had happened. On Monday, I went to school as usual. Although my body was still a little weak and my steps were light, I was no longer dizzy. It took about a week.
Afterwards, the cold was cured and life became peaceful, with no disturbing events and no annoying people appearing again.
It was the weekend again, and I saw that the dry food in the refrigerator was almost gone, so I planned to go to a nearby supermarket to buy some.
When passing by a certain hotel, I looked up and saw that it was a very high floor. Although there was no star rating, judging from the exterior decoration, it must be quite expensive to stay there for one night.
Shaking his head with a smile, what does this have to do with me? Ordinary people will never understand what some people think.
I went to the supermarket for a walk, and when I came out I carried a heavy bag. Women are always immune to shopping. When I walked in, I found that I actually wanted to buy a lot of things. When I passed the majestic hotel again, I stopped in my tracks.
, looking at a certain figure from a distance, leaning on the corner, bending his waist, as if he was uncomfortable.
When he straightened up, he cast a casual glance this way, and then saw me. It was too far away, and I couldn't tell whether the look on his face was embarrassed or not, but I could see him standing there motionless, as if he had been weathered.
Average.
He withdrew his eyes and walked towards home, letting the sight behind him follow. After returning home, he stuffed things into the refrigerator one by one, tidied up the room in an orderly manner, and mopped the floor again. He found that it was still early, so he
I took off the sheets and quilt cover and put them in the washing machine. The phone rang on the living room table. I walked over and saw that it was Xie Ya's call. My anxiety was slightly relieved.
After the call was connected, I first heard Niuniu calling "Mommy" from the other side, and couldn't help laughing. Then I heard Xie Ya announcing that she was getting remarried. I was sincerely happy. Finally, something was going well.
. She talked at length on the phone for a long time, and then said with emotion: "Ruoruo, I have been holding back and not saying this. I was too irrational at the time. I was only immersed in my own grief and did not think about the whole situation at all.
If you think about it carefully, it will eventually reach a point where it is difficult to deal with it, and it may even almost harm you..."
"Xiaoya," I interrupted her softly, "it's all over now, haven't we always been the best sisters?"
"Well, we want to be friends for life."
I asked with a smile: "Are you still having a banquet? If you are hosting a banquet, don't forget to ask me to be the bridesmaid." She laughed and scolded me from the opposite side: "Just make fun of me. Why do we have a banquet for the remarriage? Just go to the Civil Affairs Bureau and give me the certificate."
It can be done. As for you, what are your plans? I heard from Xinzi... He doesn't seem to be well."
I didn't want to hide it from her, so I told the truth: "I have no contact with him."
She sighed softly, "It doesn't matter if we break up. After all, we are not in the same boat, so it is difficult for us to stay together. I am still afraid that the Xu family's affairs will affect you. Okay, I won't tell you anymore. Niu Niu is here to bother you."
Yes, Ruoruo, it’s fine.”
Ruoruo, be good. This has become Xie Ya’s mantra. She has to say this every time before hanging up the phone. It’s enough to have a confidant in life. It’s my luck to Yu Qian to have such a friend who is sincere to me.
.
And my misfortune lies entirely in another person.
Every time I wanted to put the past behind me completely, his ghost would appear.
A car accident almost deprived me of my life. I was willing to be buried in the deep sea of memory and be a confused Xu Ruo, hoping to get a new life. But he would not let me go. He found me even though he was thousands of miles away, and then walked in again.
My life. Well, I compromised with my fate. Since he was the one approaching me on his own initiative, I would stab him with the sharp knife of hatred as an explanation to myself.
Compared to him, it can be said that he is a dwarf. The sharp knife pierced the flesh and let go before it reached the heart. If I was cruel enough, I should really marry him after he proposed and then torture each other until they went crazy. I finally
He still couldn't bear it and chose to let love go freely, but he was unwilling to give in and chased after me again.
After the catastrophe, he said we were breaking up. I felt like I was exhausted. It took me a long time to gradually recover, and I thought I was slowly entering a normal track. However, I returned to my original shape again and learned that my friends around me were dating on the condition of marriage.
My boyfriend was all arranged by him. He was so pervasive that it chilled me, but that wasn't enough. Finally, his beloved lover came to tell me the so-called "truth" and promoted how great and selfless he was. And now he has
How desolate.
It means that I, Yu Qian, deserve not to be able to find peace and that I should hang around Xu Ziyang. Why?
I lived my life as usual, step by step and organized every day. I felt calm like never before, but I forgot about my original intention to move and leave the city. Until that weekend, I made an appointment with Teacher Chen to go shopping together, and suddenly Chen
The teacher pulled my sleeve and led me to look across the street.
Coincidentally, it turned out to be Star City again. A group of people came out. The old man He saw that day was in the queue, and someone was following behind. After a group of people left in the car, he put his hands on the front of the car and bent down to dig out his heart.
He was vomiting like crazy, and his slightly exposed side face was as white as paper. Almost every time I met him, I could see that he was losing weight at a speed that was visible to the naked eye. Now he can be said to have completely disappeared.
"Why don't you go take a look?" Teacher Chen suggested from the side. I turned back and took her hand, "Let's go to the mall." We walked around for a whole day and returned home with a lot of things, and each of us carried many gift bags.
, it can be regarded as a great time shopping.
Teacher Chen was about to go back to make dinner. Before getting into the taxi, he suddenly sighed and said, "Yu Qian, if you look in the mirror, you will know how forced your smile is."
The smile on my face froze in an instant, and when I came to my senses, the car had already driven away. After I got home, I put down the bag in my hand and walked into the bathroom involuntarily. The face in the mirror was familiar yet strange. I am familiar because I do it every day.
You can all see it, but the unfamiliar one is that the stern expression is becoming less and less like me, the sadness can no longer be removed from the eyes, and even smiling is uglier than crying.
I cooked something in a daze, stuffed it into my stomach, sat on the sofa in the living room, and watched TV for a long time without realizing anything. My mind was muddled. I got dressed unconsciously, took my keys and mobile phone, opened the door and walked out.
Until I stood downstairs in the hotel, I still felt at a loss, asking in my mind: Why did I come?
It was a dark night, with no stars or moon overhead, but the bright lights from the hotel shone outside, allowing people to see clearly. When I saw a dark figure getting out of the car, I immediately had the answer. Yes.
, I came here to see how embarrassed someone is, and to laugh at his abjection and hypocrisy.
The figure was walking towards this side with a slight sway. I was standing by a flower bed in a dark place, which happened to be the blind spot of the light. You couldn't spot me if you weren't paying attention. It was like he was walking in a wandering way. You can imagine how much he drank.
Drinking was forced by the situation, but also because I was depressed. Suddenly I saw him pause, then strode towards the flower bed next to me, and then the embarrassing sound of vomiting came over me.
I took a slight step forward, half of my body exposed, and stared at the face that was dimmed by light and shadow. Does it look good? It looks good. Except for the intolerable smell of alcohol, he still has handsome features and picturesque features.
When he raised his face, there were even stains on the corners of his mouth. Almost immediately, he turned his head to look at me. After his eyes settled, his pupils shrank, his face changed drastically, he turned around and walked towards the hotel door.
I said from behind me, neither high nor low: "Xu Ziyang, just go away and get out of my sight. From now on, we will never have contact with each other until we die. If I appear in front of you, I will not have the surname Yu."
He stopped, turned around slowly, and the expression on his face could be interpreted as pain. I stared at him for half a minute, pointed to the side, "Go over there." I walked to another flower bed and sat down.
, looked at him steadily.
Finally, he came over and sat down at an arm's length away from me. The turbid smell of alcohol hit my nostrils. I frowned and deliberately raised my tone and asked harshly: "What? Mr. Xu is addicted to alcohol now."
Or should I drink to drown my sorrows?"
He didn't speak. He lowered his eyes and fixed his gaze on something. After a while, he said with difficulty: "Qianqian, why are you here? You're not..." I sneered and asked, "How could I
Will you come? Then I have to ask your Gu Qingwei, I want to leave your world again and again, but there are always people who don't let me do so. "
"She came to see you?"
"What else? Do you think I am a god, how would you know that Xu Ziyang is so 'great'? Since you have planned your future life for me, you should do it more thoroughly, make sure everything is watertight, and make me Yu Qian.
I can't guess it with all my wisdom. You are not incapable of this. So, I want to ask: Xu Ziyang, what are your intentions?"
The expression on his face seemed to be torn apart. He raised his hand as if he wanted to explain in a hurry, but his words were choked on his lips again. Finally, his low voice was as hoarse as gravel embedded in it: "Qianqian, I
It's just... I just want you to live peacefully under my nose, and occasionally look at you from a distance, and I won't let her come to you again."
I clapped my palms lightly and smiled happily: "The Saint of Love, you really are the Saint of Love. Let me be curious for once, since you have made such arrangements for me, what arrangements are there for her?" He looked very sad and said softly.
: "Stop talking about her."
The smile on my face gradually faded, and I stared at the man in front of me who was trying to make ends meet. I thought I was here to laugh at his downfall and embarrassment, but seeing him like this, I felt unhappy at all and felt a dull pain in my heart.
Suddenly he lost all strength, raised his head and said sadly: "Tell me, tell me everything from the day you broke up in the Tibetan area, and then tell me everything that happened. I don't want to listen to what others say."
, just listen to what you say. Xu Ziyang, you only have one chance, if you don’t want to say it, I won’t listen again next time.”
