People are actually the most greedy and contradictory animals. When you find that you like someone, you will hope that the other person will love you, just a little bit; when he really loves you, you will want him to love you more; when he really loves you, you will want him to love you more;
When he hurts you under various names, he will be so filled with hatred that he will break his heart; when the revenge is over, he hopes that his life will not be better than his own; after scolding him again and again, he does not want him to go too far; and then when he wants to go too far again,
When we walked together, we were worried about life.
You will never be satisfied, you will never be satisfied.
I stared at the face in front of me intently, trying to understand what was it that made me so reluctant to let go and in such pain?
"What are you looking at?" he asked.
I looked away and rested my head on his shoulder. He stopped asking and held me tightly in his arms.
"Xu Ziyang, do you feel tired?" I felt his body stiffen, and his voice came from my ear: "What do you mean?" I raised the corners of my lips with a very shallow smile, "We have been going around in circles for so many years.
Are you tired of me?"
His body tightened and he pulled her out of his arms, "Qianqian, what do you want to say? Are you going to drive me away again, or leave me?" There was urgency on his face, sharp eyes, and a tight heartstrings.
Finally letting go, he was still nervous about me. He turned away his eyes and sighed softly, "I thought you would quarrel with your mother because of me..."
"What on earth are you thinking about? How can I feel tired of you? It's obvious that you are so distant from others. When I take a step closer to you, my whole body is filled with chills. I slept on the sofa for half a month
, I caught a cold and coughed at night, but I didn’t see you come out to ask.” After talking about it, he seemed aggrieved.
"Didn't I buy you some cough drops?"
"where?"
"Here..." I turned my eyes to the door. I went to the drugstore to buy a bag of medicine when I got off work today. I heard something strange in the kitchen when I entered the door, so I threw it there. Now it's still lying there all alone.
On the ground, including Mrs. Xu’s box.
He followed my line of sight, and when he found the medical bag on the ground, there was secret joy in his eyes. He stood up, walked over, flipped through it, and then brought the bag back. Following the instructions, he took a sip of the cough medicine. It was not difficult to notice,
The corners of his lips curved slightly.
I pondered for a while and decided to talk about it. "Do you know why I quarreled with your mother?" He turned around and looked at me in confusion, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, "When I came back from get off work today, your mother was burning on the stove. Water, but people fell asleep. Do you know how dangerous this is? If I come back later and you are not at home..."
He can understand the rest of the story without me having to say it. Safety awareness is very important and there is no room for sloppiness.
He nodded and said, "I will tell my mother carefully."
"Did you know that she was taking tranquillizers?" After hesitation, she asked, but the look on his face showed that she had already known about it. There was pain hidden in his eyes, and his lips were pressed tightly together, "She came in when my father went in."
After that, her mental state has been bad and she couldn't sleep all night. I found someone to give her the medicine, which has no side effects."
I couldn't help but feel angry. He bought the medicine? "Are you out of your mind? That's your mother. Did you buy her the tranquilizer? There are no side effects. Didn't you see how deep the shadows are under her eyes? I see.
She is shaking when she walks. If this continues, something will happen sooner or later. Xu Ziyang, you can't just use forbearance to pamper your mother. She needs to get out of this house and walk into the sunshine. Even, I think she may need a good person.
psychiatrist."
"My mother is not sick and does not need a doctor!" His voice suddenly became cold and his face fell.
I laughed angrily, "Xu Ziyang, just hide your illness and avoid medical treatment. Anyway, it's your mother who's causing harm, not me!" I put my hands on both sides of the sofa, stood up and wanted to leave. I couldn't talk more sense to this person. But I didn't go two days.
As soon as he took a step forward, he hugged her from behind, pulled her back into his arms, and sat down on his lap. His hands hugged her tightly, and their bodies blended together until there was no gap.
His lips were invaded by him and blocked tightly. I couldn't get him away even if I tried my best. I was so angry that I could only grab his hair, but it was useless and nothing could stop him from attacking the city. Later,
He also gave up struggling, but slowly let go.
"Qian Qian," after he calmed down his breathing, he put his chin on my shoulder and said with his face close to mine: "I also know that my mother cannot continue like this, but before I rescued my father, all the persuasion was in vain.
She is heartbroken. I used to think that she valued identity, status, and integrity more than anything else, but now I know that none of those things can compare to the status of my father in her heart. She loves her with an almost worshipful attitude.
My father, she couldn't accept that my father was wronged or even insulted in this way, but there was nothing she could do. In this anxious and frustrated situation, that's why she acted like this."
Turning her face to the side, she met his starry eyes. What was hidden there was not the storm, but the forbearance and hardship of a mature man. In this matter, he was actually the most painful person. Even though his father was being framed, even if
The blame is not on him, but he must be guilty. He has been struggling for half a year, and the day to save his father is far away, and his mother is deeply sad and unable to extricate herself. It can be said that he is surrounded by enemies on the outside, but he is miserable on the inside. No wonder he has deep wrinkles on his eyebrows.
To heal the injustice.
"Qianqian, I know you do it for her own good, but the method won't work. If I suggest it, she will rebound even more. I have never seen such a fragile side of her. I'm really afraid of her..."
"Xu Ziyang, do you believe me?" I fixed my gaze on him, and when he nodded, I said, "Then leave this matter to me, as long as you don't interfere." In fact, he was willing to accept my proposal to live here.
In addition to my reasons for building a house, there is also another consideration for his mother. He is also afraid that his mother will have an accident while he is away.
We finally reached an agreement tonight, and Xu Ziyang and I also took a step forward between the rifts.
The next day, I came home from get off work as usual. I saw that the door to the house was closed. I just frowned and put down my bag and went to the kitchen. There were takeout boxes thrown in the trash can. I was used to it. It was there every day at lunch. A regular takeout shop delivered food. After making dinner, I knocked on Mrs. Xu's door. As expected, there was no sound.
Two minutes later, I knocked on the door harder, but there was still no sound. When I knocked on the door for the third time, there was a strange movement inside. Soon the door was opened, and Mrs. Xu asked angrily: "What on earth are you going to do?" I calmly said
Reply: "It's time to eat."
"Don't eat!" She waved her hand and wanted to close the door. I pushed it with my hand and pushed the door. I repeated expressionlessly: "It's time to eat."
"I said I won't eat! Are you deaf?"
I sneered, "Since you live here, you have to follow my rules. I say, eat!"
She turned around and went inside. I pushed the door open slightly and stood at the door watching her rummaging through the suitcase. I asked sarcastically: "Looking for the suitcase? You left her in the living room that day, and I left her in the locker."
, do you need me to help you raise it?"
Mrs. Xu stared at me with an angry look on her face, her lips moved, but she didn’t speak. She just strode towards me and bumped into me hard when she passed me. Fortunately, I was prepared and grabbed the door frame in time.
Staggered backward.
After watching her dig out the suitcase from the locker, I leaned against the door frame and said casually: "Let's go. When he comes back and sees you without asking, I will tell him that you are making trouble because you refuse to eat.
The temper ran away from home."
"Yu Qian, why can't Zi Yang clearly see your bitter and vicious side?"
"Are you mean and vicious?" I smiled, "Is it because the world has changed, or is your concept biased, Mrs. Xu? I went home from get off work and cooked dinner, and came to invite you to eat together. You looked so vicious and evil, and I said two words As soon as he said that, he gave up and wanted to leave. Dare I ask Mrs. Xu, besides leaving, do you have any other tricks?"
Mrs. Xu's expression suddenly looked as ugly as if she had eaten a fly, but I was so speechless that I couldn't speak.
I suppressed the sarcasm on my face and said seriously: "I know you don't like me, and I don't like you either, but there is no way, the reality is so cruel, we can only stay on the same rope for the time being.
As for the future, let’s leave it aside. I believe you know better than me about your son’s current situation. Do you want him to struggle outside and worry about your situation when he comes back? You can’t see his worried eyes, or can’t you see his concern for you?
Are you feeling distressed? Mrs. Xu, how can you bear it?"
There is always an incision in everything, and Mrs. Xu’s incision is her son Xu Ziyang. If you want to break the deadlock, you can only attack the heart. After saying this, the expression on the face of the woman in front of her changed from extremely angry to stunned, which shows that she listened.
.
"If you don't want to bring him down, then temporarily put aside the so-called pride, sadness, self-esteem and other external emotions. In this room, there is no one else except me. You don't need to arm yourself and treat your body badly. Once
The root cause of the disease is revealed, but it will still add a burden to him in the end. If you agree with me, leave the box where it is and come over to eat first."
I turned around and walked into the kitchen, caressing my waist. The bump on the doorknob just now caused some pain. I deliberately delayed it for a while. When I walked out with the food, Mrs. Xu was already sitting there with an expressionless face.
In front of the dining table.
After I put down the bowl and chopsticks, I didn't even look at her, and kept my head buried in the food. But I kept paying attention to the movement on the other side of my eyes. At first, she just sat still, but then she raised her chopsticks and started to pick up the food. She ate very slowly, but her movements were very slow.
Very elegant. I pursed my lips, the first step of the battle plan, success!
I deliberately slowed down and finished eating almost at the same time as her. When I saw that she was about to get up as soon as she put down the bowls and chopsticks, I shouted in time: "Wait!" Under her hesitant gaze, I pointed to the bowls and chopsticks on the table.
He pointed out: "Let's talk about the ugly things first. I hope that since we live under the same roof, we can do what we can. We don't require cleaning the house. At least we can make some food by ourselves at noon, instead of always ordering takeout.
Clean the remaining dishes and chopsticks. Leave them until I come back in the evening. The oil stains will be difficult to clean."
After Mrs. Xu understood what I meant, her face turned from embarrassment to anger. She grabbed the bowls and chopsticks and strode towards the kitchen. Soon there was the sound of water coming from inside. I couldn't help but smile. In fact, it wasn't that I was arguing with her.
In this case, washing an extra pair of chopsticks and a bowl won't do anything, but I can't help but watch her go to the room and face the wall as soon as she puts down the bowl and chopsticks.
That dark inner room has not been able to breathe for a long time. Even if a person is not sick, he will become sick. But he cannot push too hard, he must do it step by step, otherwise it will only have the opposite effect.