This night, I didn’t sleep very comfortably because someone’s arm was always placed across my waist, and my chest was very close behind me. His breathing was slightly heavy, maybe because he was extremely tired. He stayed in the same sleeping position for a long time.
The end result is that when I wake up, my whole body is numb and half of my body hurts like pins and needles.
When he turned his head, he saw a slightly bearded face, with long eyelashes covering his deep eyes, which lacked a strong aura. He had worked really hard during this period, and he had lost several pounds, and he couldn't help but touch it with his hands.
He pricked his chin slightly, and then poked his face with his fingers. I don't know why, but I felt that he looked mature and sexy like this.
In a blink of an eye, my finger was bitten. Although someone still had his eyes closed, the corners of his lips were raised. I wanted to retract my finger, but his teeth knocked it, neither loosening nor tightening. I asked in annoyance: "Good morning?"
woke up?"
His sleepy eyes narrowed, the corners of his eyes curled up, he let go of his teasing teeth and said, "Someone took advantage of me while I was asleep and put their hands on me. How can I not wake up?" I put my elbow on his waist and glared: "
How can I?" Although he touched his face, he didn't move his hands up or down. He suddenly came closer and quickly pecked his lips, then lay on his side and narrowed his eyes slightly, with an expression of enjoyment.
Where did this man get his ruffian spirit? But... I haven't seen him smile in a long time.
"Qianqian, if you keep staring at me like this, I'm afraid I won't be able to help it. A kiss can't satisfy you." The tone was half-smiling, but the sparks in the eyes were very bright, which meant
What, of course I understand. But just as I was about to sit up and get out of bed, a strong force pulled me back, and then he turned over and covered me.
The atmosphere suddenly fell into a state of ambiguity, his deep eyes were so intense and bright, and the next second, his aura was overwhelming, filling my whole thinking. It can be seen that a single spark can start a prairie fire, and the flames in the sky are eager to come.
The trend was rising, and the evil hand had already reached under the clothes. At this moment, there was a particularly loud slamming of the door closing, and the movement suddenly stopped.
As soon as my body lightened up, I saw that he had already got off the ground and ran out disheveled. I also hurriedly put on my clothes and walked out, only to see mother and son standing by the door talking. After listening carefully, I couldn't help but feel angry. It was just Mrs. Xu who was throwing away the garbage.
The bag was placed outside the door.
After what happened last night, Xu Ziyang was already in a state of panic. Whenever there was any disturbance, he would be frightened to death. He could no longer listen to any advice on the matter of his mother! He sighed softly, feeling helpless and powerless. Everything
Back to square one again.
After this incident, Mrs. Xu returned to the way she was when she first arrived. She often closed the door and looked haggard and wilted. I did not intervene again, but walked into the psychotherapy center. When I pushed the door in, I was a little surprised.
, the person who received me was actually a female psychologist. I have the impression that there are more male psychologists, because men are more rational.
After thinking about it, it became clear that female psychologists are naturally better at communicating with female patients and can make them lower their guard. But I am not here for my consultation, but for Mrs. Xu's consultation.
After the two parties introduced themselves, she smiled and asked me to call her Huifen, and then got down to business. I told Mrs. Xu's current situation, and she listened and took notes in her notebook, frowning and thinking for a moment.
Cai Dao: "In this case, it's actually best to ask the person involved to come over and talk about his feelings and thoughts so that he can get effective treatment."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly. If I could be allowed to come in person, I would go all the way. After seeing my expression, Huifen understood. She straightened her face and said seriously: "Based on the analysis of the situation you are dictating now,
This lady has a big psychological shadow. She closes herself off and is immersed in sadness, which are all precursors to depression. People especially need to communicate with the outside world in order to be able to relax. In this case, it is best if there are more family members around.
Be there for guidance and companionship.”
"Is there any other way?" In Xu Ziyang's current situation, it is impossible for him to stay at home with her all day long, and she is particularly repulsive to me. This method obviously does not work.
Huifen thought for a while and then said: "The next best thing is to use external things to attract her attention and let her walk out of the room without being immersed in self-pity. For example, she likes to read books that are soothing.
Music, if she has ever had the experience of raising small animals, then raise a cat or dog. Often things that cannot be communicated between people can be expressed with animals. In fact, at this time, what she needs most
It’s talking.”
When I got home that day, I went to the pet shelter and bought a pure white puppy. I moved the computer desk in the room to the living room and put it in the corner. I searched a lot from it.
Soothing music, turn up the volume high enough that the whole house can hear it. As for books, I don't know what to buy for a while. I want to wait until evening to check online to see what kind of books are suitable for middle-aged women to read.
Whether it works or not, you have to try it to know.
When Xu Ziyang opened the door to go home, he was frightened by Xiaobai's shouting. I turned around and saw him staring at the white ball of flesh on the ground and asking in surprise: "What is this?" He stood up and went to hug him.
The puppy was so angry that its hair stood on end. He smiled and said, "It's called Xiaobai. Isn't it cute?" I couldn't really choose a name, so after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to choose it based on the color of its coat. Miraculously, it clicked as soon as I got it.
He stopped barking and pressed his hand against his palm obediently.
"Why is there a puppy at home?" After being stunned for a long time, he came back to his senses and asked.
"I passed by the pet shelter when I got off work today. I saw the pitiful dog in the cage, so I bought it back." The main reason why I chose a dog is that I like it. When I was a child, I had a wolfdog at home, and I picked it up at such a young age.
, watched it grow, watched it fly, and then watched it... die. After that, I never had the courage to keep a dog. Occasionally, I saw someone walking with their pet on the roadside, and I just stopped.
see.
I thought about it today. It can be said that besides helping Mrs. Xu get out of her heart, she is also healing herself. After a loss, you must have the courage to face it, just like the relationship I had with Xu Ziyang.
"Sneeze!" After one sound, there was another sound, and someone pointed at Xiaobai in my arms with a look of disgust on his face, "This thing is full of bacteria." Suddenly I remembered that he had a slight mysophobia. At that time, I heard Huifen's words
Suggestion, I completely forgot about this. But now that I have bought it, I can’t send it back.
I insisted, and Xu Ziyang naturally had nothing to say. But in the middle of the night, someone got into my bed and said angrily that Xiaobai had climbed onto his sofa! I was immediately made angry and laughed, Xiaobai is only so big, what can he do?
Can he climb onto the sofa? He said without blushing or panting, but he put his paws on it and sprayed on him.
In short, I refused to be the director no matter what I said. I glared at him angrily and said why he was so easy-going and accepted Xiaobai. It turned out that he had evil intentions. This was just a small episode. Since the past two days, I have been soft-hearted towards him again.
After sleeping in his arms for a night, although he behaved as the director again the next day, he was already mentally prepared that this day would come sooner or later.
So when he came closer to him shortly after lying down, he just bit him on the shoulder, causing him to chuckle softly, and then the whole room was filled with love. The long-lost passion instantly ignited each other's bodies.
Even if I pushed half-heartedly, I couldn't control the intense pleasure flowing through me, but in an instant he attacked the city and invaded with brutal force.
There was a slight pain at the moment I entered. It was because he was too eager, and the area was still dry, but he probably knew my body better than I did myself. He stroked the outline with his hands and swayed his body. As soon as he realized that I had adapted to him, he immediately
He sped up. Their bodies were completely sticky together, with no gaps left. They couldn't stand his bright black eyes, so they had to close their eyes to avoid sight.
But as soon as he closed his eyes, the feeling became more detailed, and his breathing became heavier, and his breathing could be heard clearly. It seemed that all the feelings were condensed in that one place, and he could only let him control the ups and downs.
, as he rises, falls, fills up the emptiness. This is the most fascinating thing about love and desire. It is very strange that men and women only rely on a certain connection and do only a single action, but they can make each other
My body feels an indescribable pleasure.
However, no matter how strong the passion is, no matter how extreme the pleasure is, it can't relieve the pressure that makes people breathless in reality. Therefore, even if the body is happy and climbs the climax together, it seems that it cannot achieve the resonance of the soul.
.This is the current situation between Xu Ziyang and I. He is sweating profusely on me, with deep lust in his eyes, but there is also unbreakable worry. Life has forced him to be like this, but he cannot retreat, and his pride does not allow it.
Speaking of which, in fact, we should all see a psychiatrist, so that our minds can be open-minded.
After having Xiaobai, it also brought me a lot of inconveniences. The problem of eating alone was not easy to solve. Naturally, Xu Ziyang had an attitude of avoiding him, so I had to keep him in a special dog room when I was at work. I keep it in the nest to prevent it from "trampling" on my house wantonly. I will rush back to feed it at noon, and then take it out for a walk after get off work.
But unexpected things always happen. One day at noon, there was something unexpected at school, which delayed the time. When I hurried home, I found Mrs. Xu squatting in front of the doghouse, feeding Xiaobai with dog food. At that time, I paused on the spot in surprise.
.She turned around when she heard the sound. When she saw it was me, embarrassment flashed across her face, and then she walked into the room without saying anything.
That same day, I went to the psychotherapy center again and told Huifen about this situation. She smiled and suggested that I might as well "come home late" once in a while to see the effect. According to her method, I postponed lunch for several days in a row.
Going back in time, although I didn't bump into Mrs. Xu every time, I understood it when I saw Xiao Bai lying on the ground contentedly.
After get off work, I was walking home, and I saw a familiar figure of a man and a dog in front of me from a distance. I looked carefully and found that it was Mrs. Xu holding Xiaobai. I slowed down, and this discovery made me happy. In fact, this paragraph Her changes over time are silent. I always play music when I get home, and her door goes from being tightly closed to opening a crack.
Later, I bought a portable MP3 player, recorded many songs in it, and placed it randomly on the coffee table. There was no movement for a few days, but one day I found that the location of the MP3 player had changed. I also bought the Chicken Soup for the Soul.
Books like this may seem to be placed in their original place, but in fact, as long as you pay attention, you can see that they have been turned over.
After talking to Huifen many times, I realized one thing. The way your heart is lost is not to rely on other people's advice and advice, but to find the direction bit by bit on your own, and then get back on the right path. Regarding Mrs. Xu's matter, I have learned from
She made a mistake from the beginning, thinking that stimulating her emotions would lead her out of sadness. In fact, she suppressed her deeper emotions and her heart became more closed, which led to the disaster that day.
When I saw Huifen again, she still smiled kindly and told me that there were actually many such cases. People always look at things objectively and one-sidedly, and give others what they think is good, but only the parties involved know the real good or bad. She
He is a rational psychologist, but in the end when I got up to leave, he called me and said: "Yu Qian, in fact, your situation is much more serious than this lady. The smile on your face is too bitter, and the light in your eyes is too bitter.
Sometimes sharp, sometimes fragile, if you need anything, you might as well come to me."
This is the most emotional side of Huifen I have ever seen. There is gentleness and worry in her eyes.
I smiled and nodded. How lucky I am to have another friend in my life.
