40. The scenery is no longer updated for Xiaoxin 2011
Although there was never any verbal communication, it was as if it was an agreement that I would not rush back at noon, but would be a little later after get off work. I would try to wait until Mrs. Xu came back with Xiaobai for a walk before entering the house. This can still be considered a departure. Entered into a state of peace.
Xu Ziyang's side seemed to be improving too. No matter what channels he used to deal with it, at least his father's matter was gradually coming to terms, as could be seen from the occasional smile on his face. Finally, one day, he pulled the trigger as soon as he entered the door.
Mrs. Xu sat down and said that her father would be out in a few days and asked her to prepare.
Needless to say, Mrs. Xu looked extremely excited. She grabbed his hand and asked him about the specific situation and whether the news was accurate. For her, this answer had been a long time coming, but she still did not give up waiting.
At night, Xu Ziyang held me in his arms and didn't speak for a long time, but his heart was beating violently. I knew that he was actually very excited. After working hard for so long, he could finally see the moonlight after the clouds cleared. Even if the prospect was still not optimistic, at least he could get him.
It was a big step for my father to be bailed out.
After he calmed down, he spoke: "Qianqian, after my father comes out, I will leave for a few days and send him and my mother back to City C. After this battle, I think my father has no intention of staying here anymore.
, Although the old man over in City C is tough, his health is not as good as before. Do you want to go back with me or stay here?"
He felt suffocated in his heart. It was common sense for him to make such an arrangement. Staying here in the provincial capital was indeed a lot of trouble. Father Xu and Mrs. Xu might be able to find peace when they returned to City C. But his tone seemed to indicate that he wanted to leave, as if he was going to leave.
It seemed like he had decided something, and even though he asked in the end, he had a strong feeling that he wanted me to accompany him.
But, City C...the land where all my pain and sorrow is buried, do I still have the courage to set foot on it? Huifen said that the smile on my face was too bitter, and the light in my eyes was sometimes sharp and sometimes fragile.
, that’s because the cancer in my heart has never been removed.
Xu Ziyang, the man lying next to me, never explained the matter of Gu Qingwei to me from beginning to end. All sensory perceptions were constant through my own observations and guesses. But these are not from
From his words, in the year and a half since I disappeared, he may have felt guilty, confused, painful, or repentant, but he never gave up on Gu Qingwei.
Should we say that he has deep love and loyalty, or that he just can't get rid of Gu Qingwei's thorn in his heart?
In fact, it is understandable that when someone has no youthful feelings, he first fell in love with Gu Qingwei in the very beginning. No matter later, whether he planned the world, upset the political situation, or brought down Ding Nianpeng for power, reputation or self-interest, one thing has never changed.
, he has pity for Gu Qingwei. It is true that he loves me so much now, and I no longer doubt his love, but Gu Qingwei has always been the barrier between me and him.
Not mentioning some things does not mean that you know nothing about them. When he realized something was wrong with the Xu family more than half a year ago, he planned for me within his ability and naturally made a series of arrangements for Gu Qingwei. Otherwise, Gu Qingwei
How can I treat my illness safely and have caring and considerate people around me?
After Gu Qingwei had a showdown with me, I went to that hospital again. I didn’t say what I wanted to investigate, but I just didn’t want to be deceived again and again. I had every reason to doubt her motives and behavior. But I was discovered by someone who saw her that day.
The man in question was actually a doctor in that hospital. After careful inquiry, he learned that the doctor came back from abroad and settled in this hospital. Based on the calculation of the time, it basically coincides with the time of the incident, which is very likely.
He is one of the people who participated in Gu Qing’s micro-pharmaceutical research.
In addition, I also learned an unexpected news. Gu Qingwei has always lived in this hospital. In the VIP ward, she has a unique ward. As for what kind of disease requires hospitalization for so long, there is no need to guess anymore. Naturally
It's hemorrhage. If you think about it carefully, it won't be too surprising. The car accident almost killed me. We have a mother-child voodoo in our bodies. I'm afraid that she was implicated by the voodoo and almost died.
Later, the poison in my body disappeared inexplicably, which was a good thing for me, but it was fatal for her. It can also be said that she was still alive in this world because of the blood. If that thing had not happened, I might have
People will sympathize with her. Her fate is indeed tragic. But whose fate is better? God single-handedly controls everyone's fate and watches us ups and downs with a smile.
After I came out of the hospital, I thought deeply for a long time. I am sure that Xu Ziyang was taking care of her during this period. Regardless of whether he has feelings for her or not, he still has responsibilities. I can think about things very clearly, but I can't control the concerns in my heart.
In particular, he never confessed these things to me and always avoided talking about them.
The distance between hearts is often just a thought. That night, I did not agree to accompany him back to City C and chose to stay here. From his sigh, I could hear that he was a little disappointed, but there was nothing he could do about me. If it were the other way around,
Before I met him, he might be a bully and bully, just push people down and leave, regardless of my wishes, but now he just sighs behind my back.
Just like I will no longer tolerate the abuse and tolerate everything as I once did. In the torrent of time, we have all changed. The emotional connection seems to be strong, but in fact it is precarious and may be broken at any time due to something.
That morning, Mrs. Xu got up very early. Her hair was combed smoothly and her clothes were carefully arranged. She looked very energetic. It was Cheng Lei who picked us up downstairs. When we arrived at the door of the detention center, it was still very early.
, Xu Ziyang said it would be noon, so he waited outside. Judging from the look on Mrs. Xu's gaze, there was no trace of anxiety, she just waited with pious eyes.
Finally, a guard came out. Xu Ziyang stepped forward to negotiate with them. He signaled to us and walked in first. I saw Mrs. Xu’s hands clenched until they turned white, so she stepped forward and whispered: “Don’t be nervous, they will be quick.
It's coming out." She looked stunned for a moment, looked at me, her lips moved, but no sound came out.
At this moment, Cheng Lei reminded: "Come out." We turned to look at the same time, and two figures slowly came out of the door, eyes focused on them. This was the second time I saw him. The last time
, I humbled myself to the end, bowed and begged in front of him, he was so aloof, solemn not in his demeanor, but in his momentum; this time, he lacked the calmness and solemnity of before, and his brows and eyes were full of haggard, it was really time to say goodbye.
At a loss.
His eyes slid over my body and landed on Mrs. Xu's face. He heard a choked voice coming from beside him: "Secretary..." The figure shook. She had already stepped forward hurriedly, but stopped in front of Xu's father.
In front of her, her body was trembling slightly. "I'm sorry for you." Xu's father hugged her. Although he didn't choke, the pain in his eyes could not go away. Mrs. Xu cried bitterly in his arms.
Anyone who was present felt sad to see this situation. He turned his eyes slightly and looked at Xu Ziyang who was standing next to him. He always had a smile on his lips and looked at his parents softly. It must be that this moment of gathering was very important to him.
I mean, I've been waiting for too long.
On the way back, Mrs. Xu's sobbing could still be heard, but it had calmed down a lot. From the corner of her eye, she was leaning on Father Xu's shoulder, infinitely attached and infinitely satisfied. There was no doubt that they were in love.
The emotions of my generation are too reserved and more about family affection, but looking at them, I feel that love knows no age or boundaries.
Xu's father once supported the entire family with his broad shoulders, but now that he is down and out, he still hugs his wife tightly, letting her lean on his shoulders, listening to her cry softly, with tolerance and love in his eyes.
The car stopped downstairs in the apartment. Xu Ziyang got out of the car, put his arm around my waist and whispered: "I'll be away for a few days. Please close the doors and windows yourself, remember to eat on time, and remember not to let Xiaobai go to bed. It's best."
Just give it away."
I couldn't help but laugh. This guy is very childish when it comes to Xiaobai, and he always has a disagreement with Xiaobai. Every day when he comes back, Xiaobai yells as usual, then turns around and runs to his feet again, angry.
He had suggested giving it away many times, but it never happened.
Finally, he leaned down and pecked me on the lips, lowered his voice and said, "Also, remember to miss me."
After he sat in the front seat, the rear window was rolled down. Xu's father sat inside and nodded to me, solemnly saying, "Thank you very much for taking this time." Mrs. Xu also looked at me, although she didn't say anything.
, but the eyes he looked at me were much softer.
I smiled and said, "Have a safe journey."
The car gradually went away and disappeared from my sight. Father Xu's thanks made me feel gratified. I don't ask for anything in return, but I just want the other person to understand. That's enough.
When I entered the house, Xiao Bai happily jumped to my feet, which diluted my lonely mood. I picked it up. I wonder if it was because Mrs. Xu fed her well. Over time, I saw that it had gained weight.
It became heavier in my hands and became more like a meat ball. I poked its head with my finger and said, "Little guy, your enemy is gone this time, so you have nowhere to cause trouble."
Naturally, it didn't understand my words, so it cupped my palm to please me.
On the first night, the silence in the house made me feel dull. After Xu Ziyang arrived in City C, he made a phone call, and nothing happened after that. I guess he had a lot of things to arrange when he returned to City C.
On Monday, go to work as usual, and life runs as usual. This is the profession of a teacher. When you are in a low mood, you still have to smile; when you don’t want to talk, you still have to be in high spirits, speak clearly, and be full of enthusiasm. The classroom is the teacher’s stage. Standing on the podium
I am actually an actor. I am the screenwriter, director, behind the scenes, and actor all in one person. This is a one-act play.
After holding on for the whole day, I felt exhausted all over. Except for a few harassing text messages, there was nothing superfluous on my phone. When I walked out of the school gate, I frowned at a casual glance. In the corner, Qian Xiaozhou from my class was surrounded by a few taller people.
The boys were crowding around, seeming to be forcing something.
Ever since I broke up with Lin Xiang, I have never interacted with him again. But after all, Qian Xiaozhou is his nephew. I can't just sit back and watch, especially since I'm his teacher. I walked behind the boys and shouted.
