Lin Mobin had already stepped forward and stretched out his hand to Xu Ziyang, but slowly retracted his hand under the formidable eyes, with a look of embarrassment on his face, and turned back to look at me asking for help.
I wailed in my heart, Lin Mobin faced Xu Ziyang and was completely defeated!
Just now, my mind was so funny that I pulled this kid to make up for it temporarily. He couldn't even resist Xu Ziyang's look. His sharp eyes turned from Lin Mobin to my hand that was still around his arm, and he suddenly felt
It felt like it was being burned.
Her hands tightened and she held on even tighter. She didn't even look at him, just lowered her eyes. But she heard Lin Mobin whispering at a volume that only the two of us could hear: "Sister Yu, if you keep holding on like this,
My arm is disabled." Then I realized that my fingers were pinching him too tightly, as if they were pinching him, so I had to loosen them a little.
Suddenly I heard a female voice coming from next to me: "Secretary Xu, you can go to the reconstruction team for inspection." I heard the voice and looked around. I saw a beautiful woman wrapped in an iron-gray suit. Judging from her clothes, she was exactly the one I saw walking away just now.
The person beside him was not Gu Qingwei. I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
I must admit that I have more than just hostility towards Gu Qingwei, but a deep-seated fear. She always appears in a weak manner, and then destroys the castle that I have finally rebuilt, whether it is real or false,
She destroyed all my efforts in one blow. I have developed a deep fear of her.
I have tried to figure out Gu Qingwei's position in Xu Ziyang's heart more than once. This woman he once wanted to give up for me has always stayed with him, which shows that I cannot shake her position. As long as it is not Gu Qingwei, then I will
Still preserve a ray of hope.
Xu Ziyang turned to look at the woman in professional attire and said calmly: "I know." Then he looked at me again with unprecedented indifference, "Qianqian, let's go." After saying that, he coughed twice and stopped looking.
I turned around and walked away. The woman in professional attire glanced at me and followed closely. After only a few steps, I was walking side by side with him. The posture was the same as when we saw her from a distance, shoulder to shoulder.
I squinted my eyes and watched them walk away from my sight. I couldn't tell how I felt.
"Sister Yu, who is that man? He is so imposing."
I couldn't help but smile, slapped Lin Mobin on the back of the head, and said loudly: "Let's go, we haven't reported to the principal yet." The silly boy touched his forehead and muttered: "Women, don't slap men on the head casually.
"I burst into laughter again and again. This guy is really funny, but thanks to him, his troubles dispelled my frustration and inexplicable sadness of not being successful.
When I stepped into the school again, I had a brand new feeling. The school building seemed to have been rebuilt. There were two more teaching buildings than before. Although it was only three floors, it was many times better than the previous small building. It can be seen that
The reconstruction work is progressing very well. The principal was very happy to see us, especially me. He asked with concern: "Xiao Xu, has your foot been cured?"
I walked back and forth in front of him for a few steps before saying, "Look, this isn't all good."
"It's good, it's good." The smile on the principal's face was filled with relief. I understood his feelings. At that time, I came to the countryside to teach, but I almost lost my life trying to save the boy. When I finally left
His feet were also injured, and he felt very sorry.
Coming out of the principal's office, Lin Mobin touched my arm and asked: "Sister Yu, why did the principal call you Xiao Xu?" He didn't have the heart to deal with him, so he just replied: "Kid, don't worry about so many things." When he heard this,
He immediately jumped to his feet and said, "Why am I a kid? I just graduated this year and am already twenty-three."
I finally discovered that this kid is a living treasure, and he makes jokes from time to time. He is the kind of young boy who is just starting out and full of enthusiasm. After settling down in the staff dormitory, I thought of something, and it seemed that I had not seen it just now.
Senior brother Qin Chen, has he left this place or happened to be out in school?
In the evening, I ate in a hurry and walked to the gate of the township government again. This place was naturally not as strict as the government agencies in the provincial capital. The gatekeeper was an old master. I lied that I was Xu Ziyang's cousin and came here to find him.
If something happened, the master would really believe it.
After chatting for a while, they learned that the master's surname was Zhang, and they also had a general idea of when Xu Ziyang came here to take up the post and what work he was currently involved in. The lady in professional attire was named Tong Xiaohan, who was also sent from abroad to oversee the reconstruction work. In other words,
They are working partners? But why does it seem like it's more than just that? But it doesn't matter. I've said before that as long as it's not Gu Qingwei, I won't be afraid.
While I was chatting with Master Zhang, I was waiting for Xu Ziyang. People who have stayed in the countryside all their lives always have some yearning for big cities, so Master Zhang asked a lot of questions, and finally said that he would wait until his grandson succeeds.
When he goes to college, he has to send him there in person, just in time to see the outside world.
As night fell, I finally saw Xu Ziyang walking slowly towards this side, and beside him was still Tong Xiaohan. I got up from the chair, and when they came closer, the enthusiastic Master Zhang first raised his voice and shouted: "Xu Ziyang is here."
Party secretary, your cousin Teacher Xu is here to see you." Immediately, two eyes looked at me, and I secretly said sorry in my heart, please forgive me for using the name Xu Ruo to fool Master Zhang again.
Xu Ziyang paused and stood there. The dim street light shone on his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly. He only heard Tong Xiaohan whisper: "I'll go in first, you guys chat slowly." Then he talked to Master Zhang.
He said hello and walked in.
I gestured to the open space next to me, "Shall we go over there and talk?"
I saw him looking at me with dark eyes, finally nodded imperceptibly, and took the lead to walk under the street lamp with the telephone pole erected. I walked closer to him, looked closely at his eyebrows, and heard him coughing softly.
I couldn't help but ask: "Why hasn't your cough gotten better?" This problem started from then on, and things happened one after another after that, and it still hasn't gotten better yet.
Unexpectedly, he took a deep breath and said in a cold voice: "Yu Qian, why are you here? I have let go of you. This time, no one will be around you, and I will not interfere with you anymore.
Who are you dating, why do you still come here?"
I was silent for nearly a minute, then asked softly: "You really don't want me to come to you?"
He looked up at the stars and said in a desolate voice: "Yu Qian, just let me live. I'm really tired."
My heart was stabbed hard by something, and the sharp barbs came back and tore and hurt. I nodded and turned around, and suddenly the blood surged up again. I turned around and yelled: "Xu Ziyang, you want me to let you live? Then why did you care about it in the first place?
Why didn't Qingwei let me live when she was about to die? Why did you come to provoke me? When you found out that I could save her, you should have used force to bewitch me instead of using love to confuse me.
!
Do you know how many nights after the car accident, I closed my eyes alone in the dark and prayed to God that I would forget you when I woke up, but my memory is like reincarnation, I forget everything but I can’t forget you! You broke my memory time and time again.
Reincarnation, let me carve you into my heart and into my bones and blood, and then you turn around and say you are tired and ask me not to come to you.
Okay, since you don’t want me to come looking for you so much, you should hide in a corner. No one knows where you are, but you choose this! Xu Ziyang, as long as you dare to say to me that you no longer love me, I will immediately
Let’s go, I won’t be sloppy, I won’t bother you even to death, just tell me!”
Under the moonlight, he stared at me with a pale face, breathing heavily, and a touch of determination appeared in his eyes. My heart was sinking, and his voice had already sounded: "Yu Qian, I no longer love you." In the midst of despair.
With ruthlessness and no room for mercy.
He really said...
No matter how much psychological construction I put in when I came here, it was no match for his words of "I don't love you anymore". I finally lost all hope. He really didn't want me anymore. When I lowered my head, the hot liquid burned the corners of my eyes, and I felt an unusual pain. I touched him gently with my hands.
The lower abdomen is extremely light, "Baby, there is nothing mom can do. It may just be the two of us in the future."
When I turned around, I heard him asking from behind: "What did you say?" I took a rude step forward, and after only taking two steps, my arm was grabbed, and I pulled my body back to face him, "Yu Qian,
What were you talking about just now? What baby?"
With blurred vision, he couldn't see his face clearly, and he smiled sadly: "Do you still care? Xu Ziyang, don't worry, I won't bother you in the future." He brushed his hand away, and the warmth on his arm disappeared, but the warmth on his arm disappeared.
For a moment, he hugged me tightly and asked with a trembling voice: "Do you have a child?"
"Let me go," I suddenly broke down emotionally and yelled at him: "The child has nothing to do with you, and we will have nothing to do with you from now on." I struggled hard, but his embrace became tighter, and his urgent voice continued.
In the ear: "Qianqian, I'm sorry, I didn't know you had a child. If I knew..."
"What would happen if I knew you? Xu Ziyang, have you ever missed it so much that it hurts so much? From the time we met until now, you have told me to break up three times in total. In the first two years, you said 'I'm tired of it' and ended our relationship.
Relationship; We had just lived and died together during our trip to Tibet, and you said you would let me go free; and then this time, you said you were tired and said you no longer love me.
As long as I have any integrity, I don't want to come to you, but you have never tasted the feeling of being alone and your tears can't stop turning from hot to cold; you have also never tried to think about being alone, unable to control your thoughts, and gradually falling into a trance.
I feel like I can’t help myself; I’m crazy to fall in love with you, and I’m also crazy to travel thousands of miles to come here and wait for you to ruin yourself by saying ‘you don’t love me anymore’.”
"Qianqian, please stop talking. It was my fault. How could I hurt you like this?" His arms tightened suddenly, and he pressed my head to his chest and rested his chin firmly on my head. I
He wiped his tears on his shirt, and then said softly: "Xu Ziyang, let me go. I will let you live, and you will let me live. From now on, we have nothing to do with each other. Don't worry, child, I will take it and find it."
Ordinary happiness."
"No, don't even think about it! There is no ordinary happiness. I don't give it to you, and I don't agree with it."
The strong and domineering Xu Ziyang is back again. From an angle that he cannot see, the corners of my lips are slightly raised, but there are still tears on my face.
