I found out I was pregnant when I went to see Zijie. Zuo Tao drove me to the base. I vomited so much that I couldn't help but feel sick at night.
After realizing the premonition, the first thing I did after returning to the provincial capital was to go to the hospital for a check-up. When I saw the word "positive" written on the report, sourness and bitterness first poured into my heart, and finally joy came.
To be honest, I always thought in my heart that I would never get pregnant. That year, he wanted to have a child, but he never got pregnant. When I later learned that there was a poison in my body, I understood the answer. This poison must be harmful to my body.
It would have an impact and could very well lead to infertility, so those words I said in Tibet were not all meant to hurt him. At that time, I really thought that I might not be able to have children.
Apart from the hatred in my heart, I also understood the meaning of existence, so when he proposed to me to marry me, he left without hesitation. Because I knew that given the Xu family's family background, it was impossible to accept a barren woman as a wife.
.That is just a beautiful dream that Xu Ziyang has weaved by himself. It will be broken one day, so it is better to burst it by himself.
I never had the courage to go to the hospital for a thorough check-up, but the facts proved that I had been with him many times and never got pregnant, which further confirmed my suspicion. Until this time, the doctor told me that the child was already pregnant.
For more than two months, I was confused at that time. It was the few nights before he returned to C City.
I looked up a lot of information about pregnancy and became more determined to find him. Being in a single-parent family, I understand the bitterness of it. I will never let my baby follow in my footsteps. A healthy family is too important for a child.
.Because I had a new life in my belly, I became able to tolerate everything in the past, so I went to find my father and gave him advice on how to educate Yu Le.
I had thought about it when I came here and would not tell anything about the child unless I had to, because I didn't want to use the child to tie up this man and this relationship. But I didn't expect that he would be so decisive and seriously say that.
After saying that he no longer loved me, my heart turned cold and gray, and I felt that even if I really couldn't go on, I should let him know that I had this child.
All the twists and turns happened in just one thought, but he still couldn't make up his mind to be cruel. I knew that he didn't change his mind for the sake of the child. When he said that sentence, the expression on his face was cruel, but his eyes were extremely painful. Baby.
The existence of me is to give him a gap so that he is willing to let go of something and admit something. He will abandon me because of certain things, but I will never believe that he no longer loves me!
I was dragged into the employee cadre house arranged for him by the township government. The environment was much better than my staff dormitory, but compared to his previous life, it was extremely simple. He pressed me into the seat and turned around.
After entering the bathroom, I came out with a wringed dark towel in my hand, "Wipe your face, it's full of tears."
I took it and wiped it randomly twice. His unique scent was on the towel, and I couldn't help but blush on my face. No need to ask, my eyes were definitely red. All the tears in my life were shed for him. Wait.
After he sat down, he grabbed my hand and asked, "How many months has it been? When did it happen? Did you have any reaction?"
He frowned and asked, "Are you a doctor?"
He was stunned, but I slowly started to report: "The doctor found out that it was about ten weeks. As for when it happened, you can calculate it by yourself. The reaction is not too big so far, but occasionally nausea." Seeing that he was still there.
With a dumb look, he asked casually: "If I had told you before that the child was not yours, for example, the... man who came with me that morning, what would you do?"
"I destroyed him!" I gritted my teeth with ruthlessness, and then I saw him snort softly, "That boy? He's too young and not worthy of you." I raised my head and stared into his eyes and asked, "Where are you?"
Who in your eyes is worthy of me? You?" He turned his face away awkwardly, but tightened his grip so much that my finger bones hurt slightly.
He fell into silence for a while. After a while, he suddenly said: "That's the truth."
It took me a second to realize what he meant, and I couldn't help but laugh angrily, "Xu Ziyang, I have never seen a more arrogant person than you. I should have just asked Lin Mobin to come with me and just piss you off to death."
"That little guy? You didn't even remember his name this morning, but you could kill him in minutes."
I immediately became angry and turned away from him, sulking to myself. I thought he was quite perceptive, so I hesitated for a moment, and he could see it, but even if he saw something, he still insisted on pushing me away.
, if it weren’t for...reaching out and caressing that place, if it wasn’t for this baby, would it be our final decision to part ways?
The breath was approaching, and he hugged me from behind, sighing and saying: "Qianqian, after going around in a circle, fate still gave you to me. This time, you took the initiative to walk into my arms. From now on, you will never
You have no choice, don’t think about me letting you go again.”
"Will you still let me go?"
Resolutely, word for word: "No."
I don’t know how long I sat there, but when I saw the fog outside the window, it must have been very late, I pushed him and said, “I have to go back.”
"Don't go back, stay here tonight." He demanded. I shook my head intuitively: "No, I stayed up all night on the first day I came here, and I just told the guard, Master Zhang... I am you
Cousin."
A low laugh came, and he looked me up and down gently, "Where did I find a cousin with such an exquisite mark?"
"My surname is Xu, and my name is Xu Ruo. I am Xu Zijie's sister. Isn't it your cousin?"
"Huh, Zijie's mouth is getting more and more unstoppable."
I know very well that I can come here, and don’t think about other people except what Zijie said. However, as I scolded him before, if he really wants to hide his traces, with his ability, he can go anywhere
, and then not being known to my family, especially hiding it from Zijie, then even if I wanted to find him, I would be just an ant on a hot pot, with intentions but no power.
So, when I knew he was here, I thought with some expectation in my heart. In fact, he was just telling me the same thing, but he couldn't let go of me in his heart. Using Zijie's words to tell me where to go was nothing more than that.
He just wanted me to come over to him. With this belief, I mustered up the courage to go to the meeting alone. However, no matter how strong my belief was, it was no match for his hurtful words. I lost my armor and abandoned my armor.
Fortunately, he regretted it and I am still in his arms at this moment.
He came close to my ear and breathed softly: "Qianqian, I just want to hold you. I can't do anything I want to do at this time." There was ambiguity in the gentleness, but in the end I couldn't resist him, so I stayed still.
Come down.
In fact, after Qianfan was over, and we were really together again, I didn’t know what to say. I was tired from riding in the car before, and I had a big fight with him at night. In addition, pregnancy itself makes me tired easily. I fell asleep soon after lying down. In the middle of the night
When I woke up, it had become a bad habit. When I opened my eyes and met his bright black eyes, I was stunned.
The look in his eyes seemed to be filled with pity and distress when he saw the lost and found treasure after having experienced thousands of miles and thousands of mountains and rivers.
In an instant, a corner in my heart suddenly collapsed, and the thousand-billion-year-old glacier melted quietly. It was like going back in time, returning to the first moment. I was unaware of the entanglements in the past, and I looked at him steadily, not thinking about those things that had happened before.
The truths I have experienced, the rifts, the revenge, those dark and hard things that go straight into the heart.
There is only one person in the world, Xu Ziyang, whom I miss so much that I can't let go of him even if I want to.
It was only a short distance away. I just leaned closer and my lips touched his. I could feel his body trembling, but he didn't move. I stretched out my tongue and licked the shape of his lips. They say they have thin lips.
Men are also ruthless. In fact, I have deeply experienced his ruthless and ruthless side, but what I remember most is his deep affection.
In the dark night, he stood in front of me and stopped the fighting machete; when the car overturned in the Tibetan area, he let me step on his shoulder and sent me to the door of survival; there are many more, such as when he was dizzy and arranged for those who thought they were right.
People who are good for me, but they hold on to the other end of the thread and refuse to let go.
Between the two sexes, he has always been the leader. I was so active that I didn't see him move at all. I couldn't help but feel annoyed. I knocked my teeth together and heard a "chi", and the corners of his lips turned red. The next second, he
His lips and tongue swept over me like a violent storm. Suddenly my breath was drowned, my lips were opened, the city gate was lost, and the city was captured in just a moment. His tongue scraped every inch of my lips, and tightened again and again.
Stir it tightly with my tongue and turn it together.
An idiom suddenly came to mind - let's help each other. When I said to him, "Let's help each other," all I could think of was the phrase "forgetting each other in the world." At that time, I just wanted him to feel pain once and then run away completely.
Let him go and let each other be free, but how do you know that freedom does not lie in the body, but in the heart. From the day I met him, my heart fell and was insulated from freedom.
Lips and teeth are attached to each other, saliva is accompanied by saliva, this is called true mutual support.
But how could the lingering passion of the kiss be worth the separation and pain during this period? When his lips began to move, rolling down his neck, and his hands penetrated from under his clothes, I was suddenly shocked, baby
!I quickly reached out to press his hand, but his eyes were blurred, and he directly pressed my hand on top of his head, his teeth biting on the collarbone, and the sound of heavy breathing surrounded me. My voice was unsteady:
"Zi Yang, no, I have a baby."
The body of the man covering it froze, and then his voice of gnashing teeth came from the darkness: "Yu Qian, sooner or later I will be tortured to death by you!" Although the words were harsh, the man had already rolled over and was lying next to him, taking a big mouthful of food.
Panting, I was just about to turn around to look at him, when I heard him growl: "Don't move!" And the next second, he had already turned over and got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, and there was the sound of water inside...
When he came out feeling cool, I let him in with a slight guilty conscience. He said, "Qianqian, just flirt with me. You know you can't do it now, so you deliberately seduce me, right?" I covered my head with the quilt.
He muttered, "How can I?"
But in an instant, the quilt was pulled off. He sat next to me and looked at me intently. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Who kissed me first?"
"I was..." He was arguing with me about this? At that time, he just couldn't help it, but later...it was... thunder from the sky stirred up the fire from the earth!