"Zhuzhu, can you tell me about Xiaoya's current situation? After that year, I hid in the mountains and lived a life of a walking zombie. I never had the chance to find out more about her. Can you tell me about it?"
I couldn't help but sarcastically said: "What do you want to hear? She has a bad life, and then you feel balanced? Or she has a good life, can you wish her well? Wu Jiannan, please forgive me, you are a very selfish person
People, they were before, they are, they have always been. No matter when, you only think about yourself, money, desire for power, and women. You put Xiaoya at the bottom, so don't behave like one.
You don’t deserve to look like a lover! I won’t tell you about Xiaoya. Whether she lives a good or bad life has nothing to do with you. But one thing is for sure, you will spend your whole life in prison, and Xiaoya
Yaze will never forget you as a person."
It is true that everyone has changed. After the cold announcement, I could look at the gentleman curled up in that steel wire bed with an expressionless face, looking full of pain. I only felt that this person brought it upon himself, but I also felt that
It's very sad. The world is so cruel that it's outrageous. We once laughed and had fun together, but the final outcome is that everything is gone and there is nothing left.
I stood up from the chair, hugged Xu Ziyang's arm and turned around to leave, but I heard the gentleman behind me suddenly say quietly: "Zhuzhu, if you still miss the old relationship, please... take care of my daughter."
Yes, this is the purpose of the gentleman looking for me. Tisheya is just a cover, trying to attract my sympathy. It can be seen that I have always been indifferent to him and never gave him a chance. After all, I revealed my true purpose. I have not looked back.
, and didn’t give any reply, just leave it like that, the friendship with this person ends in the end.
After returning home, I saw that Xu Ziyang was silent all the time, so I knew that he was still sulking. I kicked his calf with my foot, and his dark eyes glanced at me. I was not afraid of the cold wind, and just smiled.
Question: "Is there something else you haven't explained to me?"
"What's up?"
I walked next to him, supported my chin with one hand, and stared into his eyes carefully, "For example, Tong Xiaohan." Is this a hint enough? I saw the pupils in the black eyes contracted, and the eyes flashed a few times, sometimes in panic, sometimes in panic.
I was confused, but quickly calmed down. He held my hand and rubbed his fingerprints on his palm, as if he was thinking about what to say. I didn't rush him and waited for him to give me an answer.
I had wanted to ask about this for a long time, but the hospital ward was not a place for conversation, so I endured it until I entered the house. I felt that if I continued to endure it, I would suffer internal injuries.
"Qianqian, I'm confessing to you, you can't be angry." Someone was conscious and laid the foundation first to be on guard. After seeing me nodding, he said slowly.
"When my father was caught in the accident, Tong Xiaohan had some interest in me, but at that time I was thinking about you, and I would not give in until the situation got to the worst. Later, I voluntarily resigned from all positions.
The transfer, coupled with the relationship with the old man, resulted in the release of my father from prison. At that time, I wanted to send my father back to City C and then take you to take up the post elsewhere.
But I didn't expect that the old man would die in a sudden accident. I also learned about those things from Uncle Quan's mouth, including the photos of my father being taken. I don't know how to describe my feelings at that time. I was filled with anger and had nowhere to vent.
A raging fire is burning in my heart, and I just want to pull down all those who have wronged our Xu family to comfort the old man's spirit in heaven.
For this, I am willing to do whatever it takes! At that time, I thought that I was done with you and there was no way out, because I would turn into a knife and do whatever it takes to achieve my goal, and I would definitely fail you. And you are by my side, there is no guarantee
You were not the next one to get into trouble. So I once again tried hard to force you away. This time I didn’t leave any escape route for myself, and cut off all possible connections, and then I got here. Tong Xiaohan followed, although I didn’t expect it.
But when she came close again, I didn't refuse again.
Now that I have decided to give up my heart, it doesn’t matter what the love entanglements are. As long as it is beneficial to me, I will accept it without hesitation. Tong Xiaohan’s family is very rich, better than the Xu family and the Ding family back then.
.Her parents are both in the CPPCC, and her grandfather was once the chief of the military department and has a wide network. Such a beneficial person can help me achieve things quickly as long as I can control it well, so I am willing to deal with her.
At that time, my heart was filled with hatred, and I just wanted to make a comeback, walk in front of others, and then trample He Zhongyuan and others under my feet.
But I never expected that you would chase me. The moment I saw you in front of the township government office, you don’t know how much patience it took me to control my hands from shaking. After I left you indifferently, Tong Xiaohan asked me strangely
What's wrong? I woke up like a wake-up call. I can no longer drag you into this muddy water. So when I saw you appearing in front of the township government house again at night, I planned to use another round of vicious words to provoke you away.
You have always been stubborn, and I know where your weaknesses are. However, I endured the pain of breaking my heart and said those harsh words, but it was no match for seeing your sad and sorrowful expression. It felt like the end of the world, and my heart
I was sinking a little bit. When I suddenly heard you mention the baby, I felt as if I had been struck by lightning. My whole body was numb and painful from head to toe, as if I was drowning in the sea and grabbing a piece of driftwood, deceiving myself to find it.
Reason, I can no longer bear to step forward and hug you tightly.
The appearance of you and the baby became an accident in my plan. For this reason, I had to change my strategy. Early the next morning, I went to talk to Tong Xiaohan, put the cooperation plan on the table in advance, and promised her that as long as I, Xu Ziyang, have
If she succeeds one day, she will be obliged to do something for her. She did not express her position at the time, but only asked me if I knew what I was giving up.
I didn't answer her, because only I knew in my heart that what I give up is not necessarily what I can't lose, but you are definitely something I can't let go of. Qianqian, this is everything Tong Xiaohan and I have. I won't hide anything from you anymore, you
You just promised me that you can't be angry with me."
His expression was serious and uneasy, as if he was waiting for my trial. What he said was combined with what Tong Xiaohan said, and it was basically all the facts. I didn't want to find fault, I just asked a very simple question:
"Zi Yang, if I were not pregnant and did not have this baby, would you still choose to give up on me and follow the path you planned?"
He was frozen there, speechless for a long time. I sighed softly and gently stroked my bulging belly. It was not because I wanted to care about it, but because I didn’t want this treasure that I cherished as my life to become a tool for me and Xu Ziyang to get back together.
, that would make me feel sad. Maybe it’s because pregnant women are more sad. When I lay on the bed, I still felt a little blocked. So I slept with my back to him, and I heard the heavy sound behind me.
I knew he couldn't sleep because of my breathing. I don't know how long it had passed, but I heard him suddenly come over and hug me, and whispered in my ear: "No."
I didn't react for a while and asked him: "What can't you do?"
"You said if I didn't have a baby, would I still choose to give up on you? I thought about it for a long time, and the answer is no. The moment you appeared in my field of vision, I regretted it. Only when I really hugged you tightly did I know that I
I am so afraid of losing you. Even if I am determined to push you away, I still have a little hope in the corner of my heart that I dare not touch. That hope is that when I become successful and famous one day, you will still stay there and wait for me. This is
This is also the reason why I dare not use the most direct method of marriage to achieve my goal. I am afraid that if I make a wrong step, you and I will really be strangers in the future. So the final outcome will be the same as now, and I will not let go.
you."
The most touching love words in the world are not that I love you, but that he whispers softly like I will never let you go.
When I woke up in the middle of the night, I stared blankly at the sleeping face in front of me. How many times had I stared quietly at the midnight dream, but I couldn't seem to see enough of him. I moved closer to his breath, but didn't touch his lips.
Feeling the feeling of the breath between lips and teeth. I went through what he said before going to bed again, and couldn't help but smile.
Xu Ziyang, you are a big liar. In fact, you have never let go.
There was one sentence in his confession that caught my attention. He said: This time I didn’t leave any escape route for myself, I cut off all possible connections, and then I got here. That means what he said last time
Letting go, in fact, he arranged those things behind his back, but he was stubborn and didn't let go at all. He was sure that I might find out, which is what he called leaving a way out.
But this time, he said that he had cut off all possibilities, so why would Zijie know? He obviously had a trick up his sleeve, but he just refused to admit it. At this point, I have finally seen through it. This man has a dark underbelly and a bad mouth.
He said one thing and did another behind his back. Maybe this time he was cruel and wanted to break up with me, but he still had his own ideas when faced with Zijie's questioning. Anyway, he just couldn't see me living a settled life, so he always wanted to
He found a crack in the defeat and let me be led by his nose.
In fact, I, a fool, was led by him. When he got tired of talking, I was secretly sad. When the truth about the ward was revealed, I was in pain. Then when the Tibetan ward broke up, I vomited blood in my heart. Finally, in City C, he gave me a fatal blow but protected my heart.
.I just fell into the quagmire of Xu Ziyang, being plotted and controlled by him, and I couldn't get over it no matter what.
In the past, I would care about what else he concealed and hid, but now I accept my fate. Anyway, he and I are inseparable. This countercurrent river from love to life must be walked by me and him.
He and I are two extremes, but it seems like we have committed sins in the previous life and have tortured each other in this life. Love makes us picky, so picky that we don’t care about others. This man in front of me is rich and handsome, which makes my heart no longer
I can't tolerate others. I keep preaching freedom. When the day of freedom comes, I find that I have lost him and can no longer breathe.
This man is something I can never let go of, so I will be entangled with him for the rest of my life. I gently put my hand around his arm, leaned on his shoulder with attachment, and slowly fell asleep.
I opened my eyes to see the morning light again. The wind was clear and the clouds were clear, and my mood suddenly became brighter. The man who walked out of the house neatly dressed looked handsome from head to toe. The sun shone on him, lightly and warmly. I smiled and watched him go.
work.
I sigh that the weather is really good today, I think it will be sunny in the future.
