Some people say that the pain of childbirth is a necessary process for women. Only those who have been there can truly understand how heartbreaking the pain is, especially after experiencing the unbearable pain.
When the doctor told Xu Ziyang that the fetal position was abnormal and that a caesarean section was necessary, I was heartbroken.
But when I heard loud cries, all the pain turned into tears of inexplicable emotion.
Daughter, promise.
When I was pushed out of the delivery room, Xu Ziyang rushed over with the baby in both hands, his face paler than mine: "Qianqian, how are you?" He opened his mouth but didn't make a sound. He was so painful that he screamed just now, and now his throat suddenly burst out.
I lost my voice, and the anesthesia hadn’t worn off yet, so I didn’t feel much consciousness. The nurse reminded me considerately: “The baby’s mother is very tired, so we need to send her to the ward first.”
When I was settling down in the ward, my baby was placed on a small bed next to my bed, within reach of my hand. When I looked at it from the side, I felt an indescribable sweet and sour taste, and my heart was filled with the satisfaction of being a first-time mother.
The other hand tightened, and I turned around to see that it was Xu Ziyang holding my hand. I found that his face was still pale, his hands were shaking slightly, and his eyes were filled with fear. Only then did I realize that this man was frightened.
But this is what happens when you give birth to a baby.
The two of them originally planned to go to a hospital in the city to stay and wait for the birth a week before the due date, but they didn't know it would be half a month early and the baby couldn't help but run out. I held his hand back and felt his palms were sweaty.
Wet and cold, I couldn't help but feel sorry for him, "Don't worry, the baby and I are fine. Look, the baby is so cute."
Trying to relieve his tension and divert his attention, but it seemed to have no effect. After taking a few deep breaths, he said in an unsteady voice: "Qianqian, when Lin Mobin called me, he said... He said you should hurry up
It didn't work anymore. I rushed back with all my strength and heard the nurse say that I couldn't give birth and you were pushed into the operating room. At that time, my mind went blank and all the bad thoughts came to me. I...I
...I’m really afraid of losing you.”
I reached out to hold his head, put it on my shoulders, and whispered: "Don't be afraid, I'm fine. Giving birth to a baby is a must for women, so it's not that dangerous." But in my heart, I was cursing Lin Mobin, a brat.
What nonsense are you talking about.
An hour later, that brat was hiding secretly behind the door frame, wanting to come in but not daring to come in. I happened to see him accidentally and shouted in a medium voice: "Lin Mobin, come in." Because of his hoarse voice,
The tone of voice was not high, but it was enough for the kid outside to hear.
At this time, Xu Ziyang's emotions had calmed down, but when he looked towards the door, his face was full of sinisterness and his eyes were sharp. Lin Mobin did not dare to meet his eyes and approached my bed tremblingly, "Sister Yu, are you okay?
Bar."
I snorted softly, "Well, he's not dead." The young man's face turned red and he stammered in explanation: "I was... frightened. Seeing you in so much pain, hey, it's not that you are inexperienced.
Well, it won’t happen next time.” He glared angrily, and there will be a next time?
Xu Ziyang stood up from the chair and said softly: "I'm going to ask the doctor when you can eat." As he walked towards the door, he raised his finger at Lin Mobin and said, "Come out with me."
Lin Mobin's face suddenly changed and he looked at me in panic. He had been afraid of Xu Ziyang for a day or two. From the very beginning, someone had never given him a good look. It was only after he saved the beauty last time that he became slightly frightened.
I dared to show my figure in front of someone and call him Brother Xu, but I was still afraid in my bones. I looked angry and funny, and gave him a helpless look. Xu Ziyang's accumulated anger would make life difficult for everyone.
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It's a pity that I just gave birth to a baby and experienced the two major tortures of natural birth and caesarean section. I don't have the energy to deal with someone's anger for the time being, so I have to push Lin Mobin out. Anyway, his skin is thick and can withstand the polishing.
In the end, the young man walked out with a grimace and at a snail's pace. Half an hour later, I felt a little sleepy and fell asleep. Xu Ziyang came back alone. He opened his eyes slightly and asked feebly: "Where is Mo Bin?"
"gone."
I nodded, suddenly thought of something, turned around and asked, "Where did he go?" Just as the nurse came in with a cart to change the intravenous drip, he stepped aside, and then said calmly: "He's home.
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After the nurse left, I said angrily: "Did you fix him? He ran away without even saying goodbye to me."
He sat in the chair, touched his daughter's head lovingly, and said: "I was about to leave, but I'm here to be a light bulb. Isn't that just asking for trouble? Don't worry, I didn't do anything to him. When he left,
Let me say goodbye to you on his behalf, saying that I don't like the atmosphere of separation." I looked at his expression suspiciously, and took a pertinent attitude towards his words.
But it is indeed a bit sentimental for that kid to leave. Just like when I was playing Legend, my friends, masters, and others left one by one. It was not because I was sentimental, but because I understood that we were out of touch. We are actually just strangers. Maybe we will all be in the future.
There will be no more contact. The same goes for Lin Mobin. Even contact will be rare after he leaves. In the end, we will never be able to return to the original relationship.
This is actually life. People around you come and go, but there is one person who cannot walk, that is your partner. In fact, parents and children do not stay with their partners as long as they do. That is ten, twenty or even decades.
Over the long years, we have gradually grown older in each other's silent company.
After I fell asleep, I had another dream. In the dream, I was singing "The Most Romantic Thing". I kept singing until the most romantic thing I could think of was to grow old with you, vaguely beside me.
There was a vague shadow with his back to me. I tried my best to see who he was, but I couldn't see his face clearly. When I woke up, I recalled the dream again and said to myself, that person is Xu Ziyang.
It must be Xu Ziyang.
After the birth of his daughter, a new father took a week's "maternity leave" in a grand manner. But this week was very exciting for him. I had just had a knife and could not get up, so he had to take care of me and the child.
It fell on his shoulder. At first, he patted his chest and said that he could handle it alone and there was no need to ask a nurse for help. However, after his precious daughter cried for two nights, he completely lost his mind.
I felt distressed and at a loss. The nurse came to check and said there was nothing wrong, but the baby had not eaten or peeed, and just kept crying. Then I couldn't bear it anymore, and I frowned and asked him to hand the baby to me.
, miraculously, the child stopped crying as soon as he was in my arms. He was so stunned that it took him a long time to hold back his words: "It turns out she wants a mother."
These were things that were manageable, but a week later, the problem came. He had to go to work, and if I was discharged from the hospital, I would not be able to take care of the child by myself, and his position was officially closed due to the completion of the reconstruction project.
As for the transfer to the municipal level, after the two of them discussed it, he made the decision to take me to a municipal hospital to recuperate. I could also ask hospital nurses to help take care of the child, and he could also come over in his free time.
He was a person who had no arrogance when he felt guilty towards me. When everything settled, the strength in his bones was revealed again. He was the one who could change his nature easily. My dissatisfaction and protest were suppressed by him.
He rejected everything, then packed up his bed and took me with him. Unfortunately, I didn't even get through the door and set off directly from the hospital.
Through the car window, I watched the scenery on both sides disappear little by little behind me, and I was filled with emotions. This village where I support education has brought me a lot of... sweetness, yes, I named the experience related to this sweetness.
The last time I came here, I experienced the life and death of the flood disaster, which made me see clearly that my heart was involuntarily getting closer to him, and it was precisely because of this that I decided to take back his love for me. This time, I came back and found it all over again.
He also found our love, and even had a love crystal.
The daughter in her arms was sleeping soundly. This little guy cried very loudly, and her crying skills were really terrible. She felt comfortable when she fell asleep, and her little face was tender and tender. Xu Ziyang loved pinching her face the most, especially according to the nurse.
When a baby looks like him, the look on his face can be interpreted as arrogance.
The car drove very smoothly, with as few bumps as possible. I guess this may be the most careful thing he has ever driven. My daughter woke up once in the middle of the car. Fortunately, during this time, the child basically ate and slept, ate, and untied the two
He opened the button and let her drink the milk for a while before falling asleep immediately. Sensing a line of sight approaching, she raised her head and looked into the dark eyes in the rear mirror, and cursed in annoyance: "Concentrate on driving!" He hurriedly borrowed it.
The seat in front blocked his attractive view.
A deep laugh came, and the sluggish car became extremely ambiguous. If he were not driving with his daughter in his arms, I would have wanted to hit him on the head. This person is not serious! Every time he breastfeeds his baby
, he was watching from the side, his expression was indescribably deep, but his eyes were dark and gloomy.
Once, he whispered in my ear that he wanted to swap with his daughter. I didn’t understand what he meant at the time, but then I saw his ambiguous eyes wandering back and forth on my chest, and I immediately understood.
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Men, food and sex are also...
It was almost evening when I arrived at the specialized obstetrics and gynecology hospital in the city. After a while of busy work, I finally found a single ward to settle in. After Xu Ziyang made arrangements for me, he officially went to work. Within a few days
, he brought a document bag and handed it to me. I opened it and saw that it was a replacement child’s birth certificate and household registration book. After reading it, I stuffed the paper into the document bag and threw it aside.
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He hugged me from the side, and I turned my head and ignored him. The column for the baby's father was blank, and the household registration was with me. What did he want to say when he showed me this? I really didn't want to be suspicious anymore.
I just heard him sigh and say in my ear: "Qianqian, the time has not come yet, I can't bring hidden dangers to you. Trust me, okay?" I couldn't resist his gentle tone, and there was something wrong with it.
I understand what he means. Basically, I don't ask about his work, because I know where his goal is, and the process will be very difficult. Knowing that will make me worried, but I firmly believe that he will be able to handle it on his own.
Listening to what he said, the hard work may not stop, and this road will be extremely difficult and dangerous, such as his father and old man. He was afraid that it would affect me. I relaxed my body and leaned in his arms, silently agreeing to his approach.
It is true that I am not afraid if a crisis arises, but after having a little baby, I have to be on guard.
But when the baby was about two months old and ready to be discharged from the hospital, Xu Ziyang suddenly came over with a pale face and a look of panic in his eyes. He looked so panicked that we only saw him on the day the baby was born. And when he said those words with trembling lips
As I spoke, I also felt that the scenery in front of me was turning upside down.
