The aura that the man exuded instantly brought the atmosphere to a state of stagnation and depression. I took two steps forward and saw from the side that his slightly angry eyes were fixed on Xu Qianrou's face. Xu Ziyang took a step forward, in a protective posture.
He stood in front of her, but it was useless. He couldn't block Su Mu Nian's dark eyes.
"Uncle, please stop arguing with auntie." Su Min cowered and tried to persuade her softly. She fixed her gaze on the person in the glass window and said quietly: "It's all my fault. The instructor told me not to go there.
Yes, I wanted to show off in front of him, but I made the instructor..."
There was pain and attachment in those distant eyes, which made me sigh. Regardless of whether she and Zijie developed later, it was still another unspeakable entanglement.
Fortunately, Zijie woke up in the middle of the night. After some examination, the doctor confirmed that his life was not in danger. Of course, the first people to visit him were Xu Qianrou and Xu Ziyang. I stood outside the window and stopped to look.
I felt relieved. When I lowered my eyes, I realized that my eyes were wet. Only I knew that I was actually extremely scared.
When she turned around, she saw Su Min standing in the corner far away, not daring to come forward, but her eyes were fixed on the door of the ward. There was a longing in it. She really wanted to see Zijie. But before that,
Xu Qianrou refused her visit. Su Munian left after answering the phone call, only telling Xu Qianrou to pick her up later.
When Xu Ziyang came out, I pulled him aside and asked, "How is Zijie?"
"I just woke up and don't have much energy to speak. My sister is there to accompany me."
I thought for a while, lowered my voice and said, "Can... let her meet Zijie?" I pointed to Su Min's position, and he turned to look at her, with a flash of something in his eyes.
She thought, "Let's watch it again. My sister's mood is not stable. She won't agree to let her watch Zijie."
"But..." I wanted to persuade her again, but I knew it was reasonable. Xu Qianrou is Zijie's biological sister, and she has the right to decide who will visit her brother. The reason why I can't bear to see Su Min is because of her.
I saw the shadow of my past in my body. That year Xu Ziyang was seriously injured and fell into a coma, and I was also refused entry.
Only the person involved can understand that feeling. He was so anxious and frightened that he couldn't think straight, and he had to hold back his emotions. He just longed for someone to be kind and let me see him, no matter how humble he was.
"Don't worry, I will make arrangements, at least after my sister leaves." Xu Ziyang said comfortingly.
Su Mu Nian later took Xu Qianrou away. In fact, Xu Qianrou looked haggard and exhausted. She only gave Xu Ziyang a few words and left. But looking at her back next to Su Mu Nian, she was so heavy and sad.
The desert is like a bird with broken wings that can no longer fly.
When Su Min heard Xu Ziyang let her in, her eyes widened in disbelief. When she came to her senses, she bowed to the end and said rustlingly: "Thank you." I looked away with a sore nose and looked away.
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When I returned to the ward with Xu Ziyang, the nurse was changing my daughter's diaper. I stepped forward and took over, deftly straightening the diaper. He stood beside me and leaned against the wall, his eyes lingering on my face. After comforting my daughter, I
He raised his head and met his eyes, distant and blurred. He suddenly asked: "Qianqian, that year...were you like her, who wanted to see me but couldn't get in?"
I paused and nodded lightly. I was inexplicably moved. He understood the meaning of my previous request. When he came closer to me, he hugged me and whispered in my ear: "Later, Zijie once told me that you went there for me.
I worshiped and prayed to the Buddha on the mountain, knelt down and prayed to every god and Buddha, and then almost fainted when I came down the mountain. When I heard this, my heart was torn apart."
I leaned my weight on his chest and sighed: "It's all over." I once regretted that move, but later I was infinitely grateful to the gods. They didn't really give up on me, nor on him.
When we thought it was almost time, we walked out together, but we happened to see Su Min running out with tears on her face. When she saw us, she paused and said in a panic: "I'm leaving first, and I'll see him later."
"Please take care of me." Then he ran towards the end of the corridor.
Stepping into the ward, I immediately received warm eyes. After staring for two seconds, I felt my heart was blocked. Even though I had seen him outside the window, I still couldn't help but feel sad. How could the arrogant and domineering Mr. Jie become what he is now?
How is it? I find that I miss the old Zijie very much. He was still so heartless and straightforward in his emotions.
"Ruoruo, show me quickly, where are you?"
His eyes were fixed on the baby in my arms, with longing in his eyes. I walked over and sat in the chair next to the bed, and handed my daughter to him. In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore and Xu Ziyang gave my daughter a nickname - Yiyi.
Zijie's eyes became softer and softer, filled with admiration, and he finally concluded: "Very beautiful, like you."
I couldn't help but laugh, my comment was very fair, but the man standing next to me couldn't help but judged unconvincingly: "How does she look like her? She obviously looks like me."
"It looks similar to me. The nose is like Ruoruo and the mouth is also similar. It's small and really cute." Three eyes were focused on the little man's face. When he said this, he did look a bit similar, but his eyebrows were different from those of Ruoruo.
Her face shape is eighty percent like her father's. On the other hand, the little guy we commented on was so sleepy that he didn't know anything to worry about.
Xiao Yiyi's topic interrupted the original sad atmosphere. Zijie also deliberately surrounded Yiyi and asked me to tell him interesting stories after the birth of his daughter. In this way, I couldn't ask more questions about why Su Min just
He would cry and leave, telling some embarrassing stories about Ziyang taking care of his children, which made him look at someone with mocking eyes.
Strangely, someone actually smiled and said nothing, and did not refute. He seemed to enjoy me sharing my baby experience with Zijie.
Later, the little one was woken up and started howling loudly. I had to pick her up and go back to the room to breastfeed. When I came back, I heard the two brothers talking when I opened the door. I stopped and listened for a long time, feeling more and more heartbroken.
Lai Yue Liang. Taking advantage of Ziyang's free time to ask the doctor about his condition, I walked into the ward and wanted to talk to Zijie alone.
"Ruoruo, where is Xiao Yiyi? Are you asleep?"
I nodded. My daughter had to sleep for at least two or three hours, and she was specially cared for and watched over. After some consideration, I decided to get straight to the point: "Zijie, I just heard the conversation between you and Ziyang."
His eyes shrank and he looked at me steadily, silently.
"Zijie, you...why are you doing this? This is life-threatening?" Why do you have to sacrifice to such an extent? That is explosives. Just now, I actually heard Xu Ziyang ask him if he was early
Knowing that the anti-terrorist drill bombs had been secretly tampered with, his answer was correct. He said that if he didn't do that once, he would have no leverage to cooperate with the Su family.
What's wrong with them? Both of them are like this. Even if the situation forces it, there is no need to use such a decisive method. As early as that time, I heard Zuo Tao's tone when he mentioned Su Min, and I had a faint feeling of Zijie in my heart.
Maybe he participated in the "Falcon Operation" with a purpose. When he saw Su Mu Nian and Su Min coming together, his previous thoughts were confirmed.
He and Xu Ziyang acted separately and used various methods to bet their futures in order to make a comeback for the Xu family. "Actually, you can change the method. Then Su Min is right for you..." Zhong Yi,
Judging from Su Min's attitude towards him before, she must have been emotionally involved a lot.
"I can't wait! The fact that the old man was forced to die is a thorn in my heart and Ziyang's heart. If we don't pull those people down, we will be the descendants of the Xu family in vain. It is precisely because we can see that Su Min is interested in me that we don't want to deceive
Emotional means to achieve the goal.
You are not wrong. With my keen awareness, I have already discovered that someone is secretly trying to sabotage my anti-terrorism exercise and suppress me again. When I found out, I made up my mind to use the trick and saw the opportunity to fly away.
He rushed to save her life. Only in this way could he win a quick victory and gain leverage to negotiate and cooperate with the family behind Su Min.
Ruoruo, like Ziyang, I really don’t want to rely on that kind of means to get to the top until the end. At this time, I have no intention of being romantically involved with anyone. Since I can’t give others what they want, then don’t drag her into it.
Abyss, another way would have the same effect. This is the only responsibility I can fulfill to her."
Inexplicably, I felt sad for him, and felt sad for Su Min. It wasn't that I meant to think the worst, but I really felt that Zijie might have deliberately guided Su Min to the explosion point, and then chose the right time to do this.
How could it be so embarrassing if Su Min knew about it? And he said not to drag Su Min into the abyss. How could he get away after doing this? Su Min could no longer extricate herself. Thinking of the time when she ran away crying, she instantly realized that it must be his son.
Jie said something unpleasant and made her so angry that she left in tears.
Alas, I sighed in my heart, even if I didn't care about Su Min's thoughts, was it worth it for him to do this?
"Zijie, don't you think the price is too high?" He almost died! If the bet loses, there will be nothing. How can I lie here and analyze these things with me. Although I have no position to judge their opinions.
Wrong, but when you pay an extraordinary price for a certain purpose, even if you get what you want one day, will you still be the same person?
He fixed his gaze on the pale spot above his head and said in a quiet voice: "Ruoruo, let me tell you a story. I have been close to Ziyang since I was a child, but I have been estranged from my sister. But we are biological siblings, and we are inseparable from each other.
That year, when she wanted to carry her drawing board to the end of the world, her family strongly opposed it. I watched her hide in her room and cry secretly all night.
The next day I walked up to my father and asked him to pursue a political career. The only request was to let my sister go. It’s not that I’m great, but I feel that in a family like ours, a political marriage is inevitable in the end.
Why not fulfill someone's life? What's more, she is my sister. Later, my sister left and came back only during the holidays. Every time she came back, she would bring many souvenirs. Then one day she pulled me and whispered that she had fallen in love with someone.
The painter said that the man was very talented and would become a great person in the future.
Because of her words, I decided to let her follow her dream of freedom and encourage her to find love. But we mortals can’t understand the thoughts of artists. My sister only knew romance when she followed that painter, but she never got married. She thought that thinking
A noble state is the truth. Later, I even doubted whether my sister advocated the non-marriage principle.
Until something happened to the Xu family, no matter how tightly we kept it a secret, she still found out. That day she appeared in front of me and told me with desolate eyes that she had broken up with the painter. After that, I could only watch her walk into her destined destiny step by step.
, when she married Su Mu Nian, the expression on her face was one of sadness and despair. Su Mu Nian was aloof and was a life-saving straw for our down-and-out Xu family. But he was forty-three years old and was a whole lot older than my sister.
When he was eight years old, he was divorced and had a teenage son. When my sister got married, she became someone else's stepmother.
That was my sister, the sister I held in the palm of my hand to protect and want to give her happiness. I could only helplessly watch her become a victim of the family. Do you know how I felt at that time? It wasn’t that I couldn’t breathe in pain, but I felt that this world was so real.
It's too cruel. After losing it, many, many sacrifices must be made to enshrine it. We are the sacrifices. My sister was forced to bow to fate, so I am not the only one. You said, my sister is like this
, what’s the matter with me and Su Minruo being together? Are we having sex? Ha.”
His last laugh was desolate and sarcastic, and he said too many words in one breath. He was slightly out of breath when he paused, which made me feel extremely distressed.