I have always lived a carefree life, but after experiencing Qianqian's car accident, I chewed the word "retreat" into my heart.
A long time later, when I told Zuo Tao what was on my mind, he laughed at me for being stupid, saying that I didn’t take advantage of such a good opportunity by taking advantage of Yu Qian’s amnesia, especially since I also put on a show for Zi Yang to let him
Thought Yu Qian was dead.
But Zuo Tao had never seen Qian Qian's appearance at that time, otherwise he wouldn't have said this. There was blood all over the floor, and her breathing was so weak that it was difficult to detect when I picked her up. Even when she was sent to the nearest hospital for emergency treatment, the doctor was also seriously ill.
The notice repeatedly warned me to be prepared and ask the family of the injured person to come to the hospital immediately. For three days, I did not close my eyes because I did not dare and was afraid that she would leave as soon as I woke up.
When the doctor said that the injury was on hold and out of danger, I made a decision. The mother-in-law Gu was implanted in her and Gu Qingwei's bodies. After this severe injury, Gu Qingwei must have suffered the same pain. Zi Yang would definitely be able to
I want to figure out the mystery. I will take this opportunity to completely pull Yu Qian out of the whirlpool of this conspiracy. She has been riddled with wounds and can no longer withstand Ziyang's harm.
Don't blame me for being cruel. By that time, I regretted it so much that I just wanted to save her life.
Seeing Ziyang's grief-stricken look in front of the tombstone made me feel uncomfortable. Every word engraved on it made my heart burst into tears. This was the only time I was cruel to my brother, but I don't regret it, because
He simply couldn't appreciate the fear of me holding Yu Qian's body and feeling the temperature gradually getting colder.
After the play was over, I deliberately waited for two days before I proposed to leave. I took Qianqian away secretly. As for Xie Ya, she was an insider from the beginning to the end. I also made an agreement with her, strictly ordering her not to take Qianqian's life away while she was still alive.
The news spread. She asked me why I did this, and I remained silent because I didn't know how to express what Ziyang and I had done to Qianqian over the years.
But my silence does not mean that I can hide the secret. When Qian Qian woke up from a severe coma, she seemed to have collapsed. She hugged her head tightly and muttered what happened in the ward that day. Thank you
Ya organized the broken words bit by bit, and then roughly understood the truth of the matter. He rushed over to me on the spot and yelled: Beast! You Xu family are all beasts!
I stood there numbly, staring blankly at Yu Qian who was holding her head. Her expression was one of deep despair, which could even be understood to mean that her emotions had collapsed. My eyes became sore, and I passed by Xie Ya and stepped towards her.
I walked over and wanted to tell her that the matter was over and no one would hurt her again. As for the poison in her body, I was already looking for the man named An and I had to remove the poison from her body. Since I wanted to pull her out of the whirlpool
, just to get her completely away from these.
But before I could reach her, she looked at me and started screaming, heart-wrenching roar. Xie Ya rushed over and hugged her, comforting her, but she still looked at me in horror. She actually
......fear me!
Xie Ya shouted angrily at me: Get out, get out!
After exiting the ward, I leaned against the wall outside the door, listening to the screams that pierced my eardrums, and then gradually calmed down from high to low. Then I could only hear Xie Ya's voice, and she said over and over again:
Piggy, don't be afraid!
Something rolled out of the corner of her eyes, and her heart hurt beyond measure. How desperate must she be to be so scared.
I was afraid that her mood would fluctuate again, so I didn't dare to step into the ward. I only went in to see her when she was asleep. But there was always a moment when she woke up, and she asked me with confused eyes: "Who are you?"
My whole body froze, and her expression was extremely serious. I lost my voice and asked: Do you know who you are?
Clear speech: Yu Qian.
Her heart settled down a little. She still remembered herself and had not lost her memory. But why did she forget me? When Xie Ya walked in, she knew her. In other words, she had only forgotten me? She carefully lifted Zi Yang's
Name, she frowned and thought deeply for a while, then asked: Who is he?
Xie Ya and I looked at each other, and then asked if she still remembers what happened to her? This time she thought for a long time, looked at her surroundings, then looked at the infusion needle inserted in her arm, and then said: I remember it seems like
There was a car accident, but I can’t remember exactly what happened.
Suddenly I understood that she had forgotten the events before and after the car accident, and also listed Ziyang and me on the list of amnesia. I couldn’t explain how it felt at the time, but when I thought about it, this might not be a kind of rebirth. If you forget those things, then
She would no longer be in pain. So from a stranger to acquaintance, I introduced myself to her again. Although she looked hesitant, she was no longer afraid of me.
For a few days, I saw that the situation had improved, and I couldn't help but secretly rejoice. Maybe, I could seize this opportunity. This time, I would be her only one, and I would definitely be her only one. However, what I didn't expect was that in
A month later, she had another emotional breakdown in the ward because she remembered everything, and all her memories were reorganized and she went back to the day of the car accident.
How could this happen? I called the doctor to ask, but the doctor couldn't give me an explanation. All examinations showed that she was normal. She didn't even have a blood clot in her brain. Apart from some trauma on her body and a serious injury to her leg,
In addition, it is basically impossible to have symptoms of amnesia.
Later, the doctor only gave a possible guess. She subconsciously wanted to forget that sad past, which can be called pseudo-amnesia, but those things have always remained in her mind. So once something happens, someone
, with a certain enlightenment, the memory will be restored. But this guess was quickly overturned, because a few days later, Yu Qian lost her memory again, and she forgot about that period of grief again.
When this reincarnation happened for the third time, I could already guess that the poison was at work. In addition to damaging her body, the car accident must have also affected the poison, causing her to suffer intermittent amnesia and then regain her memory.
.The scary thing is that her memory stayed on that day, reorganized again and again, causing her to collapse again and again. Later, she even felt the pain of the car accident again.
I think it was not just her who collapsed at that time, but everyone around her. Later, I didn’t dare to see her, for fear that my appearance would open the door to her memory and make her suffer the tearing pain again.
I wanted to get rid of this poison for her, but no matter how much manpower I spent, I couldn't find the man named An. He and Gu Qingwei's cousin seemed to have evaporated and disappeared without a trace.
Regarding the voodoo problem, I also discussed it with many medical experts, but no one was sure that they could get rid of it because it feeds on blood. At this moment, through detection with precision instruments, I suddenly found that the voodoo in Yu Qian's body had disappeared.
, not even any residual material was left behind. Everyone was puzzled by this strange phenomenon, and I was more concerned about what would happen to Yu Qian.
The next day, I knew the result.
She lost her memory, she really lost her memory completely, she forgot everything before, and she also forgot herself. Sitting on the hospital bed, with her eyes wide open and confused, she asked me: Who is she, and who am I?
?I stared into her eyes for a long time, and finally I said: Your name is Xu Ruo, my name is Xu Jie, and I am your brother.
For others, a word determines the country, but for me, a word determines life. From now on, I will be her brother.
So, it’s really not that I’m great enough, but that I no longer have the courage to tell her her original name and identity, nor do I have the courage to think that I can be her only one. Now that her world has returned to peace, I will do my best.
Let her live a peaceful life if she can.
Moreover, I have another worry. Who can guarantee that she will not remember it again after she completely loses her memory this time? Although the poison has disappeared from her body, her intermittent amnesia may not be cured, and it is difficult to guarantee that she will remember it again one day in the future.
So even if I try to cover up something despicably and selfishly, it will eventually be exposed.
By then, it had been half a year since the car accident. After being given a new life, Yu Qian became just like the name I gave her, calm and peaceful, and the pained look no longer appeared on her face. Xie Ya has a child to take care of, so she can't take care of her every day.
I came to accompany her, and because I was afraid that if I neglected military affairs for a long time, the news would spread back home and Zi Yang would notice, I could only try my best to spend time with her.
I have always known that Yu Qian is a stubborn person. Even if she has forgotten the past, some of her temperament has not changed. When I came to visit her one night, I found her tremblingly trying to stand up alone on the edge of the bed, but she couldn't stand up.
She fell forward and fell to the ground within a second. I quickly ran in to help her up. I blamed her but it hurt in my heart: "Why are you so careless? If you want to take anything, just ask the nurse."
After she was helped by me to sit on the edge of the bed again, she raised her eyes and looked at me seriously, and said, "Xu Jie, I want to stand up, please help me?" I couldn't resist such a look and tone.
I immediately called a doctor to study her leg disease and asked about the possibility of recovery. I had actually consulted earlier, but the doctor’s answer was to shake his head and sigh, saying it was difficult. The legs were the most serious injuries left from the car accident.
Some people suggested that it would be best for me to arrange a wheelchair for the injured person. I felt very sad when I heard that. I didn’t dare to mention it to her later, and I have been putting it off until now.
Now that the matter was put on the agenda, after detailed discussion, the doctor only gave an ambiguous answer, saying that the leg disease may require a long-term rehabilitation process. I remember her eyes lit up at that time, and she stared straight at it.
The doctor asked: Is there still a possibility of recovery? The doctor was a little confused by her, but he still nodded responsibly. It is a doctor's duty to give hope to the injured and sick.
From that day on, she embarked on a difficult road to rehabilitation. Almost every day when I came here, I could see her insisting on moving, even if it took several minutes to move a step, she was so tired that her head was covered with sweat.
Still persisting. Seeing her working so hard, I feel heartbroken and can only support her and help her move forward step by step.
In fact, I really want to say to her: If her feet get bad, I am willing to be her feet, she just needs to lean on me.
