I know that behind the scenes that I can't see, she is actually holding on harder, but I choose to remain silent. Every evening, I will arrive at her ward on time and watch the nurse massaging her leg muscles, and then I will take over.
Accompany her in recovery.
The hospital has a special rehabilitation center and special equipment. Before this, I had learned from professionals how to assist her. But seeing that her face was pale and not getting better, I finally couldn't help but find an opportunity to pull her to sit down.
He spoke in a serious and thoughtful manner.
I said: Ruoruo, rehabilitation is a task that requires long-term persistence. Haste makes waste. If you walk tirelessly every day, it may not be helpful to your legs. On the contrary, it will put your legs in a state of long-term fatigue.
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She lowered her head in silence, and after a while she said in a very low voice: I just want to stand up, like a normal person.
For a moment, I felt extremely sour. How could she think so? She actually set herself up as not a normal person! Her posture and her small voice all proved that she had low self-esteem. I held her hand and spoke.
Say it word for word: You are like everyone else, you are normal. And you will definitely be able to stand up.
So the words of encouragement are just for others to say, and no one can ever understand the feelings of the person involved. Until one day when I had nothing to do during the day, Sheng Nian went to see her in advance, but I saw a heartbreaking scene. I saw that woman with my own eyes.
The nurse took a newspaper and sat next to him to read it. Qianqian wanted to take a drink of water and asked her to pour it. The nurse just replied lightly: I have legs and I can't pour it on my own!
I finally understood where her low self-esteem came from. It turned out that somewhere I couldn’t see, someone was mistreating my baby. I almost walked in angrily, raised my hand and took away the newspaper from the caretaker’s hand, and pointed angrily.
Holding the door frame, he gritted his teeth and yelled: Get out!
Regardless of how the nurse left the ward in panic, I took a step forward, hugged her, and said sadly: I'm sorry, I didn't know this would happen. She smiled slightly bitterly at me, but still comforted me and said it was okay.
Yes, she's used to it.
The word "get used to" is digging into my heart! How long did it take for her to get used to such cold violence? No wonder she was so anxious to stand up, no wonder she said she wanted to be a normal person! I called the dean
, inform the nurse of his behavior, regardless of whether he uses force or not, I want that person to disappear from this hospital.
But even if I can get the dean to fire a nurse who has no medical ethics, I can't guarantee that the next one will treat Yu Qian well. In the end, I talked to Xie Ya and told her about this matter, and she was silent for half a minute.
, just let me wait for her for a few days.
She came back a few days later, walked directly into the ward, held Yu Qian's arm and said: Ruoruo, from now on, I will accompany you in your recovery.
Later I found out that in the past few days, she had returned to her hometown and placed her under-1-year-old daughter at home for her mother to take care of. And she came back without hesitation to take care of Yu Qian. In this regard, I hurt Qian Qian.
After the car accident, I felt relieved. The original motive for me to find her was precisely for this reason, because everyone may treat Qianqian badly in places that I can't see, but Xie Ya would not.
At the beginning of the car accident, this woman was just as regretful as I was. But when she learned about what Ziyang and I did to Yu Qian, she pointed at my nose and yelled that I was a beast, which shows that she is a true sister to Qian Qian.
Deep love.
So from that day on, Xie Ya accompanied her to recuperate during the day, and I took care of her in the evening. We took turns taking care of her. And I found that the smile on Qian Qian's face gradually increased, and she was no longer alone quietly.
Practice secretly and follow the doctor's instructions to do appropriate exercises. From being able to stand up, to being able to take a step, to being able to walk continuously, we will accompany you through every process.
When she could walk with bumps and no longer needed support, she asked to be discharged from the hospital. I had already thought about this issue carefully and asked her to stay calm until her legs got better. She did not object and silently allowed me to do so.
s arrangement.
After a while, she was basically able to walk normally. I went through the discharge procedures for her, and then drove her to the city that had been arranged earlier. Before that, Xie Ya saw that she could take care of herself, and after her repeated persuasion,
Back to my hometown. Wu City is a bit far away from the military area where I am, because I am afraid that Ziyang will wake up one day and come to check on me, so I have to send her farther away to let her live a peaceful life. During this period
I erased all the information about her hospitalization, including her new identity and documents, and made special arrangements to make sure everything was seamless.
After arriving in Wu City, the first thing to do was to contact the hospital for her. Although her legs had improved, she still needed regular check-ups and corresponding measures. The hospital also contacted her through contacts and kept her case in the archives.
Go and try to avoid the prying eyes of outsiders.
She mentioned that she would be bored at home alone and wanted to go out to work. Her first instinct was to object. However, she could not withstand her soft prayers. She surrendered in less than three seconds, turned around and went to arrange school teaching for her. Later.
I just thought, since I promised her peace, then a peaceful and peaceful life, an ordinary job, and a simple identity, isn't this just ordinary happiness?
From the time of her car accident to the present day, she went through a painful six months and spent a long period of recovery, and then finally found a new life. And after this incident, I seemed to have returned to life again.
I gave up my original domineering temperament, learned how to love someone, and understood what it means to retreat.
After the arrangements were made, I returned to the military area. At first, I was a little uncomfortable because I saw her every day for nearly a year, and suddenly, she was so far away from me that I could only listen to her voice through the phone.
. But after a week of continuous phone calls, she complained on the opposite side: Is there any brother who keeps such a close eye on me as you? Don’t worry, I have a good relationship with my colleagues at school.
It was then that I suddenly realized that I was her brother, and it seemed that I had to give up the habit of staring at people on the phone every day. So I had to change the phone calls I had to make every day to once a week, but found that I was very depressed. Fortunately, I still
There are photos. I secretly saved a photo of her in an encrypted file on my phone. It was taken secretly in a corner when she wasn't paying attention.
Missing this thing can actually lead to addiction. Whenever I get too addicted, I will run over to see her, but not too often. Although Ziyang and Ziyang almost fell out over Yu Qian, we still have a relationship afterwards.
It’s just that I don’t want to go home, I’m afraid of running into him, and I’m afraid of him finding out something. I know better than anyone how sensitive he is.
I was afraid that one of my trips would be wrong and he would catch the flaw, thus breaking the shallow tranquility again.
So every time I go to Wu City, I am very careful and low-key. I don’t even dare to take a plane. I would rather drive there by myself for a long time. When I get home, I see her smiling face and see her busy in and out to clean up for me.
, I feel that all the extra troubles and hard work are worth it. Sometimes I even have the thought that it would be great if I could live like this for the rest of my life with her.
But the premise must be that she does not recover her memory. Calculating the time, she has lost her memory for more than half a year this time, and she has not remembered any of the original things. There is no answer medically, so I can only guess in my heart that it may be due to trauma.
The influence of that Gu. The Gu disappeared inexplicably and took away all her memories. I hope that since she has forgotten, she will forget it forever.
I was originally a very unsuperstitious person, but one day when my eyelids kept twitching, I felt uneasy. This uneasy feeling continued into the night. I had a dream all night and couldn't wake up.
As I walked forward step by step, no matter how I called her, she never looked back. When I woke up, I broke out in a cold sweat. What did this dream foretell for me?
I didn't dare to think too much, so I immediately called my superiors to apply for leave, and then drove to Wu City overnight. Only when I saw her could I feel at ease. But when I was about to arrive in Wu City, I called her, but she couldn't get through, and I became more and more uneasy.
I hurried back home and searched around but couldn't find her, but everything in the house was normal and there was no trace of anything suspicious.
She breathed a long sigh of relief and thought to herself that nothing was wrong. She just went out and hasn't come back yet. She was very tired after driving all night. She lay on the bed and planned to take a rest while waiting. Unexpectedly, she fell asleep soon. When she woke up, she was stunned.
After two seconds, he realized where he was, stood up hurriedly, opened the door and heard a sound coming from the kitchen.
I walked lightly to the door and saw her tired figure standing there with her back turned, holding a shovel in her hand and cooking. After staring at it for a long time, I reminded her, the moment she turned back, the corner of her lips
Her smile is my harbor of attachment. In fact, I have always understood that what attracts me to this city is this home, and she is in this home.
When at the dinner table, she accidentally mentioned that she asked me to find a sister-in-law for her, my originally bright heart suddenly darkened. I could hardly control my anger. After I turned around and entered the room, I thought deeply about why I would be angry? After dawn.
I came to the conclusion: I am still attached to her. This attachment does not mean that it will disappear when my identity changes, but it has been hidden and suppressed in my heart, and I dare not touch it.
But after seeing her for such a long time and not regaining my memory, I couldn't help but have daydreams. I thought that maybe I could get closer slowly and selectively reveal the truth of some things. For example, she and I are not relatives.
Brother and sister; like, I actually love her...
An urgent call from my superior called me back, and I took this opportunity to think about my next step. When I received the call from her asking where I was, listening to her anxious tone, I couldn't help but smile and became more and more sure.
Made a decision in my heart.
Next time I go home, I will never miss the opportunity. I whispered her name and said to her: Wait until I come back.
Little did I know, there would be no next time.
The plot has already been written in the script, between her and me, the name of the plot is - Missing.
