I remember one time, I saw a familiar car from a distance at an intersection. I carefully identified it and found that it was indeed his. Because he worked in a government agency, the car he bought was an ordinary model and not ostentatious, but the number plate was very good.
, I chose it for him at the beginning. So I recognized it as his black car at a glance.
This was the first time I saw him in a few months since we broke up. No, I should say I saw his car. The car was parked under a restaurant. I looked at the restaurant and felt something in my heart.
I had a lot of hope and desire to go in and take a look, but my feet were rooted to the spot.
I couldn't take that step, because I knew that if I took it, it would mean compromising myself, compromising my heart, and putting my self-esteem to the lowest position. Especially, if I really saw him in the restaurant, I should
say what?
Long time no see? How have you been lately? Haha...those greeting words are only suitable for friends who haven't seen each other for a long time, not for him. Many people often say that you can't be a couple, but you can still be friends. In fact, if
If you break up, then you definitely can't be friends. Because you can't look at the person you once deeply loved and sleep with you, and join hands with someone else, and you can't look at him and think he won't mind.
It's a lie to say you don't mind. In fact, you do mind because you love him, or have loved him.
That day, after all, I didn't go into the hotel, but I didn't leave either. I chose to walk further, about a hundred meters away, and leaned against the wall, looking at it quietly. I don't know how long I waited, and I didn't know.
I didn't know when my feet became numb, and I finally vaguely saw a few people walking out of it, and then approached the car.
From where I stood, I couldn't tell if it was him, but I could tell that the last people who got into the car were a man and a woman. I knew that after me, it was impossible for him to start over with someone else, but I still stayed where I was.
On the ground, watching all this silently.
This was the only chance encounter I had with him on the street, but he didn't see me and I couldn't see him clearly.
Moisture penetrated into my hair on the temples, and I smiled bitterly. It turned out that it wasn't because I raised my head that my tears wouldn't fall, and it wasn't because I said I didn't want to love anymore that reality would let me go.
It was really a rotten drama. When he took me to his hometown, I thought it was too much like a story in a drama. But in the end, I saw that he treated me in every possible way, and we got along so sweetly that we never mentioned it.
That incident was half-finished, so I had the most cliche dream of the prince and Cinderella, and now I woke up from it.
What I owe Xu Ziyang is not love, but the most worldly things. Since he mentioned it, I must repay this debt.
When love is wiped out and only value is left, I have to admit that I am despicable to Xu Ziyang. He does have the capital to get wind and rain, because he is firm in me.
No matter what reason or reason, since he put down his words, I had to lower my head.
After calming down, I wanted to get up from the ground, but I couldn't because my body had become stiff and numb after not moving for a long time. I turned to look out the window and saw that it was already dark. I actually sat on the ground all afternoon, recalling the past.
, and heartbreak.
After enduring a period of needle-like numbness, I stood up and came to the table, took my laptop and turned it on. After the network was connected, I opened the bank page and started to check the bank account balance. The numbers above made me feel chilled, and it was not worth the debt I owed him.
A fraction. What on earth am I going to use to repay my debt to him? Do I really want to compromise and return to him, and then let him despise me to the end?
It seems that I have to find some part-time jobs. The hundreds of thousands I owe are a huge amount for me, but it doesn’t constitute a huge debt. As long as I am willing to endure hardships and live frugally, I can still make money slowly.
I came back. As for part-time work, although I have never really entered the society, I learned a lot from my mentor, and it will not be too difficult to find a job.
