Suddenly, immediately, immediately, many such adjectives flashed through my mind, because Xu Ziyang's expression was as uncomfortable as if he had eaten a fly, his gloomy eyes turned dark, and the stars were flowing, flat and slow, overwhelming.
I couldn't understand why his mood suddenly changed. He was no longer in front of me, but the door rang, and he was already leaving. It turns out that to ask this god of plague to leave, all he had to do was understand what he said. He was moody.
Nothing more than that.
I shook my head with a wry smile and quickly went to get my mobile phone to make a call. I dialed the number to the training institution first. Sure enough, the answer I got was that someone resigned on my behalf, and they hired someone else to be a teacher. That "other person" was not Qin Chen. I
I called Qin Chen again. Although the voice on the other end was still gentle, there seemed to be a hint of hoarseness in his voice. After hearing what I said, he was silent for a long time before asking: "Yu Qian, are you...
Aren’t you with him again?”
There was a thump in my heart, and I wanted to explain, but I couldn't find the words. How could I explain this? It was true, and it was even more unbearable than it was six months ago. Before, I could just pretend that I didn't know his thoughts, and thought those two years were sweet.
Memories, can I still be an ostrich?
My silence was the answer. Qin Chen on the other end said in a tone of resentment: "Don't you know that he and Ding Lan are still together? You are devaluing your own value, Yu Qian."
"Senior brother," I called softly, "When a person's own value is not high, why should we belittle him?"
Apart from the initial acquaintance between me and Xu Ziyang, my mother's illness later separated me, which has reduced my value to the lowest level. I was ignorant and unreasonable before, but now I can understand it after I opened it up. What happened next for Qin Chen?
He said nothing more, just sighed, said goodbye and hung up the phone.
Without the part-time job in the evening, I no longer have to worry about how to explain things. I just warm up the cold dishes in the kitchen and fill my stomach. It can be seen from the fact that the food from the big hotel has passed the time.
In the end, it also became scraps and lost its original flavor. To Xu Ziyang, that's what I was like, but he strangely didn't want to give up.
Fortunately, my period came, and it was accompanied by abdominal pain. This is a minor problem that most women have, and I am a more serious one. The pain was so painful that I curled up in bed and broke into a cold sweat.
Often at this moment, you will feel that it is really difficult for women to have to go through this kind of pain once a month.
The pain was so bad that I wanted to get up to get some painkillers, but as soon as my foot hit the ground, it fell to the ground. I forgot that the foot was still unable to walk, which made it worse. Fortunately, it was next to the bed.
I grabbed the edge of the bed and crawled back onto the bed, continuing to lie down. I knew that this was not a serious illness, and after a period of time, the pain would naturally subside, which was related to my cold constitution.
In the hazy state, I felt someone probing my forehead, but I didn't know whether it was because of the pain that I lost consciousness, or because my consciousness was chaotic, and I couldn't open my eyes. I thought it might be an illusion, because I was alone in the room. Sure enough, it was very difficult to open my eyes.
Soon the touch on my forehead disappeared again, and I dozed off again.
After a while, the hallucination came again. My upper body was lifted up and leaned against a heat source, and then a deep and pleasant voice in my ear commanded: "Open your mouth." Unconsciously in my mind, I naturally pressed the button.
I followed the instructions, and something touched my lips when I opened my mouth, and then the sweetness poured in, the taste of brown sugar water, and the temperature was moderate! I commented in my mind and instinctively started to drink.
Soon, the warmth slid from my mouth, through my throat, to my stomach, and then my whole body was warm. A big hand reached into the quilt, placed it on my lower abdomen, and began to massage it gently. The movements were very gentle.
