I don’t understand, I really don’t understand, it’s obvious that I don’t love you, but there seems to be a mystery inside. But my mind can’t calm down, especially after I learned that he is the one and only. The game character who once made me unforgettable seems to have some kind of
A wave of emotions filled my entire body.
I wanted to fulfill the agreement with him for one year and then go back to our respective places. During this period, even if I couldn't be calm, I could at least be patient. But now I can't control my thoughts and think, who is Weicheng? And Gege is.
Who? Princess was the woman who finally tried to spy on me about the "enemy situation" and then treated me as if nothing had happened.
If this is a real circle turned into a game circle, and Xu Ziyang is the only one and Chen Xin is the war mad, then are there others in that area, and what roles do Xu Zijie, Ding Lan, etc. play? Women's intuition
, Ding Lan is unlikely to be Qingwo Weicheng. There is no wind without fire, and nothing can happen out of nowhere. Something must have happened to Qingwo Weicheng in that month, so there were subsequent consequences.
It is another cycle of cause and effect, and things in the world cannot escape from this reincarnation. The only reason why I left as a soldier was the result of my reluctance to leave him; only because something happened that I didn’t know about in the month he left, was the reason why he came back.
The effect of being alienated from me; earlier, there was the cause of his conflict with Qingwo Weicheng, and then there was the effect of me being with him. But after it became concrete, in fact, I was just the cause of his relationship with Qingwo Weicheng.
It's just a matter of anger and cold war.
There are many things that I just don’t think about, so I don’t come to a conclusion. After I really think about them, the truth behind those things comes to the surface. If I didn’t know that Xu Ziyang is the only one, then there is still some hope in my heart, right?
After we met again, he was still attached to me, so he would do anything to get me to follow him. At this point, there was no hope anymore.
I completely wake up, and the promise that I am the only one is just my imagination. There is no such thing as the only one. The man named The Only One has already promised to someone else, and this man named Xu Ziyang does not belong to me either.
He has his own circle, and I have my own lonely world, which is irrelevant and has no intersection.
Xie Ya once asked me, was it because of the loss of the old district that the character in District 101 changed from normal and ran rampant? My answer was a smile. In fact, even I didn’t know that re-entering the legend only happened at the beginning of the account creation.
After much hesitation, the thoughts in my mind were out of proportion to my fingers, and I finally chose the name Pretty Pig.
Tell yourself that this is nostalgia, but also a warning. And I also chose to be a life player and a businessman because it was my old profession. At that time, my mother’s marriage was renewed, and I couldn’t reach out and ask her for money, so
If you run a small business in the game, you can at least earn some living expenses. If you don't seek to make a fortune, at least become a small rich in your own environment.
But in the later period, she became a bit wanton. While doing her job as a businessman, she had close relationships with the three major families in the area. Everyone walking in the Marfa continent knew the name of the pretty pig, not because she was a businessman.
, more because of her popularity and communication, as well as her skills and fierceness in PK.
In reality, killing is illegal, but in the game it is not. The method of killing people without batting an eye has achieved my notoriety, but it has not kept my friends around me away. Instead, uninformed trumpets called me a transvestite and scolded me for committing all kinds of evil. I remember back then.
To put it bluntly, when I was in Shuiyunxuan, I couldn't bear to step on an ant to death, and I didn't have the skills. But after becoming a pretty pig, I lived a "bloody life."
If Shui Yunxuan in District 62 is standing in front of people because I am the only wife, then the beautiful pig in District 101 is the one who created the world with my own hands. If you become famous in the world, the capital will naturally be huge. Doing business.
All the money I earned was spent on my account, and in the end my social interactions eventually became the end of my legend.
When you play games alone, you can have no lover, but you can't have no friends. But when two groups of friends become enemies, I am in a dilemma. I can't take sides, but I can't help being involved. At that time, Xie
Ya has stopped playing, and she and Junzi have returned to another city. I am always the last one to leave, and I always leave exhausted and scarred both physically and mentally.
The first time was for love, and the last time was for friendship. I never knew that friendship can actually be broken to the bone. After I inevitably joined Shabak and formed a cold war alliance with the Shabak boss, I naturally joined the ranks of urban warfare, but the enemy was...
It was my old friend Feng Yun. I thought we were enemies on the battlefield and friends in private, and the two could coexist. But when I slashed at Feng Yun with my sword, his angry questions and curses came flying into the sky.
After that, it developed to the point where Fengyun’s entire guild surrounded the city, scolding me for being ungrateful and ungrateful. This lasted for a whole week. I stood in the safe area and witnessed all this, and I only had a heartbreaking feeling. Finally,
Understand, in fact, I am not suitable for playing this game because it places too much emphasis on feelings. Whether it is love or friendship.
Others can close their computers and fall asleep, forgetting everything in the legend, but I can't. I can't erase the pain in my heart, nor can I erase the feeling of ice-cold in my heart.
Afterwards, when Xie Ya learned about the whole process, she sighed and said on the phone: Zhuzhu, do you know where you went wrong? You can't see through the word love, and you can't understand it. Do you know that Feng Yun likes you? You again
Do you know that the Cold War also likes you? As long as you side with any side in this catastrophe, you are doomed to the subsequent tragedy. But you actually have no intention, because you have left your heart on the only one.
I was shocked, how could it be possible? Feng Yun and Cold War obviously have beauties around them, how could they like me? But Xie Yazhi was so sure, she said that everyone in the world knows that those two love pretty pigs, but you don't know.
I don't dare to go to Legend anymore. I can't explain where the panic comes from. Is it because I can't believe it, or is it because Xie Ya really said it right? I have left my heart on Youyi, and it is impossible to be emotional for any Legend character again. But
The storm, the cold war... was I really wrong? Was it me who caused this tragedy, just like the love I had with Youyi?
At first, I would feel uncomfortable if I didn’t play games. Later, I simply deleted the games from my computer and concentrated on studying. I gradually gave up the addiction. Until I later met Xu Ziyang, fell in love with him, was heartbroken for him, and thought about it until the end.
I still let go of that painful past because I found someone who is willing to be the only one for me.
It's just a circle, and he's still not the only one for me.
When Xu Ziyang came over at night, I didn't put my worries on my face, as if nothing had happened. Even when he asked for sex, I tried my best to cooperate. But when everything calmed down, he hugged me from behind and fell asleep, but I
Keep your eyes open until dawn.
This is called appearance being in harmony with spirit.
I suffer from insomnia. As long as I am surrounded by his breath, I cannot fall asleep. Even if my eyes are so dry that it hurts, when I close my eyes, scenes from legends and reality are intertwined, becoming confusing and making it difficult for me to distinguish.
What is virtual and what is reality? Just like how I have been living my life these past few years, I am looking for reality in the virtual world and looking for virtuality in the real world.
Xu Ziyang finally discovered that something was wrong with me. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he saw me staring at something with my eyes wide open. He pushed my arm and asked, "Why don't you sleep?" I looked at him sideways and whispered, "
I just had a nightmare, and I couldn’t sleep when I woke up.”
His eyes fell on the bottom of my eyelids. I knew what he was looking at. After several days of lack of sleep, there were already deep dark circles under my eyes. If he had been intentional, he would have noticed it long ago. Maybe he was busy with government affairs these days.
, every time I come here it’s at night, and the lights in my room are all dim, so I probably didn’t notice it.
He didn't expose me, he just hugged me and lifted me to his chest and asked, "Tell me what nightmare you had."
What kind of nightmare was there? It was just a lie I told casually, but he insisted on asking. I thought about it and said, "I can't remember. I just felt terrible in the dream." Certain memories will be erased after waking up from the dream, so
Saying it is not a lie.
Xu Ziyang stared at me for a while and didn't say anything. He just stretched out his hand and pressed my head on his chest, "Sleep!" There was an order in his strong tone. I wanted to hold my lips and laugh sarcastically, but then I heard him say: "Close your eyes!"
I don't know why, after the command, I actually closed my eyes obediently, but I couldn't help but my eyelashes trembling wildly. I really couldn't sleep, especially in this sleeping position. His breath was all in my nose and breath, so domineering.
It took up all my nerves.
After a while, Xu Ziyang suddenly said: "Qianqian, if you can't sleep, why don't we do something else? Huh?" His voice was soft beside my ear, and his breath was spraying on the back of my ear, tickling me.
I turned slightly to the side and muttered: "How can I fall asleep if I sleep on my stomach like this?" But he did not let go of his hand on his waist. After humming softly, he patted my back with his hand.
I don't know if I was really tired or if his gentle patting had a soothing effect, but my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and my consciousness gradually became blurred, and I finally fell asleep.
From then on, if he found me awake at night, he would follow his example, and miraculously, my insomnia was cured without medication. Later, I thought, in fact, it was a mental illness of mine, and it was my body and even my consciousness that were resisting Xu Ziyang.
I just didn't expect that Xu Ziyang would use his method to make me get used to him even though I was repelled.
I really don’t understand him. Since he already knows that I am Shui Yunxuan and he doesn’t love me, why would he keep me by force? When one day my emotions get the better of me, I might really break out and reveal everything.
I'm open to asking, but right now, I still have my senses, so I can't ask.
Except for this non-issue, life is actually quite peaceful. After Chen Xin came to see me that day, he didn’t deliberately make another appointment. After all, he and Xie Ya cherished each other even more after going through this ordeal.
When I was still fighting against Chen Xin, I thought he was an honest and kind-hearted person. I still think so now. If anyone in the world can give Xie Ya comfort and happiness, he is the only one.
I just hope that a gentleman will not get into trouble and ruin Xie Ya.
But there are some things I thought that if I didn’t ask, they would hide underneath and become silent. But I didn’t expect that if I wasn’t the one to lift the virtual mask, someone else would be there too. When the mask on my face was torn away, the truth would come out like that
