68. Why doesn’t the hedgehog turn around gracefully?
It was as if a bomb had exploded in my mind. My eyes were fixed on Xu Zijie's moving lips, and I asked in a daze: "What did you say?"
He turned to me, with a heavy look in his eyes, "Xuanzhu, the only one is not only him, but also me. That number belongs to both of us, and no one knows this secret. We were going to join the army at the same time that year, so we had to put down the legend and put you down. But
I didn’t know, but he came back online a month later, and I didn’t expect that he would hurt you so deeply.”
What blurred my vision? Was it the wind blowing into the sand? I saw Xu Zijie suddenly saying nervously and guiltily: "I'm sorry, we didn't mean to lie to you, Xuan Zhu, don't cry."
I raised my hand and touched it. It was wet. It turned out to be tears in my eyes, not sand...
At this time, Xu Ziyang also loosened his grip on my waist, and stood there with a deep frown on his face. He did not refute, which proved that what Xu Zijie said was true. Those reasons that I couldn't figure out,
I finally found the answer. It's funny and sad at the same time. The most cherished memories I thought were quiet and peaceful are just my foolish dreams.
I heard my indifferent voice asking: "In other words, when we were in Area 101, you two knew that I was Shui Yunxuan from the beginning?" If it was just the two of them, then the other side of the character would be Shuai Yunxuan.
Handsome Pig, obviously both of them know the name Handsome Pig.
The silent silence represented acquiescence, and my heart sank to the bottom.
There is no need to recall that at that time, both Fengyun and Cold War came to me to do business with me and buy the equipment I had. At that time, I was fortunate to have met two big bosses and be able to make a small amount of money in the game. Later, they even
I'm so lucky to know the two of them and go on a journey together. I was so happy in the past, but now I feel so stupid. The Xu brothers really regarded me as an object of conquest, and they played with me in the applause.
After all, I was played with illusions. The truth behind the screen was so cruel. An unrepentant love was just a joke after all. I turned my gaze into ice and scratched the faces of the two men in front of me.
face, and whispered one word: "Get out!"
I walked into the elevator suddenly, pushed all of them out by the door, then pressed the door close button, lowered my head and stared at those two feet, ignoring their eyes on my head, until the elevator door was closed, and the shiny black leather shoes
Disappeared. I put my arms around my shoulders and slowly squatted down, with tears in my eyes, trying not to let them fall, and my mind went blank.
When the elevator reached the floor, I mechanically held on to the wall and walked out slowly. I hesitated when I opened the door and walked in. Finally, I didn't lock the door. The room belonged to Xu Ziyang, and I had no right to lock him out, and
He had many ways to get in, and there was no doubt that he might even just open the door in the middle of the night.
I glanced at the clock on the wall and saw that it was almost midnight. It was only after ten o'clock when I left the hospital. It took more than an hour. I looked down at the dirt on my body, took some clothes and hurried into the bathroom.
After taking a shower, when I came out, I saw Xu Ziyang leaning on the back of the sofa chair, holding a cigarette in his hand, staring at me with an inexplicable expression.
If I had known that I could avoid anyone, I wouldn't be able to avoid him. But at this time, before I sorted out some of my emotions that needed to be sorted out, I really didn't want to see him.
"I have to go to work tomorrow, so I'm going to bed first." He reported coldly, turned around and walked towards the bedroom. He didn't hear any sound until he entered. Surprisingly, he didn't stop him. The door closed gently, blocking the stagnant room.
The view from my back.
This house has a layout of two bedrooms and one living room. The original guest room was converted into a study room, and the bed inside was also moved away. Otherwise, I would have planned to sleep in the guest room tonight. Because after knowing these secrets,
, don’t know how to face him.
A love that is engraved in my youth, I thought I was a fool for love, but at least I had many memories. Even if the ending is not satisfactory, I still miss it after all. Many years later, when I think of it, I may smile and say, at that time, I had
Falling so deeply in love with someone you have never met before is a rare experience.
However, the truth is like the most poisonous wine that corrodes people's hearts. I am a fool who is so blind that I cannot recognize people. I can't even tell who is behind the characters who is swimming with me and who speaks love words to me.
Who is whose?
Lying on the bed, staring at the white sky on the ceiling, it has been so long that I don’t remember many specific things. What is left in my memory is so profound that it cannot be erased, so I cannot analyze Zeng and Shui.
Which one is Yunxuan facing? But Xu Zijie finally revealed that he was the one who stayed up all night to tie the engagement ring, so he should also be the one who entrusted Zhan Kuang with the promise, and that "favorite"...
...
Then the person who came back a month later to recreate the legend was Xu Ziyang. No wonder he was cold and alienated. The reason and problem I have been struggling with is actually here. The person who said he loved me deeply was not him, so how could he
How do we require this person to match his words and deeds? What a coincidence, the two brothers actually wanted to join the army at the same time, which is how they ended up letting go of the legend.
The concealment was so complete that even Chen Xin didn't realize that the only account number was actually owned by two people. It can be seen that many years ago, the Xu family brothers had been able to keep the secret of the city secret.
Suddenly, there was a soft sound from the door. I immediately turned over and closed my eyes, but my ears stood up. Sure enough, I heard the sound of the door, and then the footsteps were light but could still be heard in the silence. Every step seemed to be stepping on me.
In my heart, the vibration in my chest was like thunder.
I thought Xu Ziyang would lie beside me silently as usual, but I heard the footsteps seem to be getting closer and closer, and he actually walked in front of me. I could feel the anxious gaze even if I closed my eyes.
My heartbeat accelerated, and even my breathing became unsteady. I was afraid that I would be noticed if I exhaled too hard.
But when the cold fingers suddenly touched my cheek, I could no longer remain calm. I jumped back almost instantly. When I opened my eyes, I saw the slender fingers right in front of me. Looking up, it was him who seemed to be smiling.
With his non-smiling and slightly dark eyes, it was obvious that he knew that I was not asleep, and that I was just covering my ears.
Xu Ziyang was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at me, his hands naturally hanging on both sides of his body. In this situation, I was lying on the bed looking up, and he was looking down. It was too weak, so I had to sit up from the bed.
, his eyes dropped to other places without saying a word. A sneer came out, and his breath suddenly approached, "Yu Qian, do you know what you look like now?"
I raised my eyes slightly, met the pupils so close to me, and couldn't help biting my lower lip.
"Hedgehog." The corners of his lips curved, "Like a hedgehog covered with thorns. Why, after knowing that the only one is also Zijie, are you so repulsive even if you touch him?" There was a hint of ridicule.
It was a storm. I couldn't bear the pressure and avoided looking, but suddenly he grabbed my chin and turned me back.
"Speak, don't lose your voice." He loosened the grip on his chin and brushed his fingers against my cheek. He suddenly lowered his voice and asked, "Does it still hurt?" I was slightly startled, and then I realized that he was
When I asked about the fingerprints on my face, I remembered his actions just now. It turned out that he was stroking the place where his fingertips had touched me.
I don’t know how to describe my mood. It doesn’t seem appropriate to say that he is a cat crying and a mouse pretending to be compassionate. Giving him a slap in the face and then giving him a candy is also inappropriate. After all, he just asked something like concern. If the incident in front of the elevator downstairs had not happened.
If things go wrong, I might just go down the slope and endure it.
But now I didn't want to bear it. I imitated the expression he often made, raised my head slightly, raised the corners of my mouth and asked with a sarcastic smile: "What do you think?"
But I saw him wincing and smiling, and the next second he actually leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss on my cheek. Originally, there wasn't much pain there anymore, but after being kissed like this, the burning immediately started again, and I didn't care.
He hesitated and reached out to push him, but he didn't prevent the injury on his right hand. When it touched his chest, the pain instantly spread to the entire nerve.
Xu Ziyang gently pinched my hand and turned it over. He saw that the white gauze was faintly red, probably because blood was oozing from the place where the fragment was inserted. The cool breeze blew against his face, and he let go of my hand, stood up and walked out quickly.
, I stared at his back blankly, a little confused.
Soon he walked in with the medical kit in his hand. He was a little surprised that he knew where I put my things. He wanted to take it over and re-bandage it himself, but he raised his eyebrows and asked: "Are you going alone?" Without saying much.
, took apart a few rubber straps, and peeled off the gauze. The scarlet redness was especially obvious in the palms.
When I washed the wound with iodine, I couldn't help but scream out in pain. The pain was excruciating. But Xu Ziyang didn't seem to hear it. He just cleaned and bandaged his hands skillfully. When he glued the last bandage firmly,
I stared at my bloated palms, wanting to cry without tears.
"Turn over."
I didn't understand what he meant, so he repeated again: "Turn over and lie down. Doesn't your butt hurt?"
This time my face turned red and I looked away in embarrassment, "Xu Ziyang, we shouldn't be like this." We shouldn't act like nothing happened, and we shouldn't continue the ambiguity. There is such a deep relationship between the two.
How can we still get along with each other as before?
Xu Ziyang cooled his eyes and said gloomily: "Then tell me, what should we do? Knowing that Zijie is also the only one, even after he was the one who went crazy for you, you can't wait to follow him? There has to be a first-come, first-served basis, right?
Yu Qian, I don’t care if you are Shui Yunxuan or some pretty pig, it’s just a game, please clear your mind, I, Xu Ziyang, am your man now!”
"My man? Are you? Who stood on the opposite side when I was humiliated, and even accused me and asked me to apologize to others? Who slapped me in public and left these fingerprints on my face?
I really didn’t know that you, Xu Ziyang, was my man.” Even my superficial temper sometimes exploded. The accumulated anger at the party and the impact of the cruel truth made me lose my temper at this time.
