Xie Ya used to smoke. I have always known this. Later, after getting together with Chen Xin, I saw her slowly quit. Before I met her, my mind was not open-minded and I had many old-fashioned ideas that were stuck in the dust.
For example, the matter of women smoking and having lovers has always been considered a bad thing. But after becoming best friends with Xie Ya, I gained a deeper understanding. Holding the cigarette between slender fingers and blowing smoke rings lightly, it has a unique flavor.
But not now, I can't stand aside.
Xie Ya smiled self-deprecatingly and did not insist. She only said softly: "Zhuzhu, he and I are really done."
My heart ached, and I saw the familiar sadness in her eyes again, as desolate as the endless desert. It had also appeared when Junzi was in prison. I asked tentatively: "Did you quarrel?"
"Fighting?" She said, half-laughing and half-crying: "If he was willing to quarrel with me, I wouldn't be like this. No matter how much trouble he made, he would always remain silent and unmoved. In the end, he only said sorry to me.
Then he stayed out all night."
I was secretly shocked. In just a few days, Xie Ya and Chen Xin actually got into such an uncontrollable situation. When we were chatting online that day, I just felt that she had suspicions in her heart that Chen Xin had someone outside. She felt confused and uneasy, thinking that
Things didn't get out of hand.
"I listened to your advice that day and tried to communicate with him. If I did something wrong, I would correct it. But if I asked him, it would be like throwing a stone into the sea without even floating. Now he doesn't smile at me anymore. In the middle of the night
When I wake up, I often see him sitting on the sofa in the living room smoking alone. Oh, I'm not afraid of your jokes. He and I haven't done that for a long time. I used to think that he was considerate of my pregnancy, but I can always see the look in his eyes.
The passion that was filled with forbearance now has nothing. When a man loses passion for a woman, that is when love ends."
Crystal clear eyes burst out of her eyes, leaving long traces of tears. Seeing Xie Ya like this makes me feel really sad, but I don’t know how to persuade her. Every family has its own scriptures that are difficult to recite. As a friend, in addition to persuading peace, I also
Are we still trying to persuade him to leave? And because Chen Xin is a war mad person, I always hold out hope for him, thinking that he is not the kind of heartless person.
He clearly loved Xie Ya so deeply at the beginning that he even hesitated to have a big fight with Junzi, and finally reconciled after all the past grudges were resolved. How come the relationship between the two has come to an end now?
He came forward, hugged her in his arms, and comforted her softly: "Xiaoya, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome. You have to believe that he loves you as much as you love him. What a husband and wife need is trust." Actually, Xu Ziyang and I
There are also these problems between us. The word trust is like a gap. He won't really believe me, and even if I love him, I can't fully trust him.
Xie Ya's cry came from her arms: "No, Zhuzhu, you don't know, he really has someone in his heart. There were several times when I saw he wasn't there in the middle of the night, so I got up to look for him and found him hiding in the study.
, when I got closer, I could only see him hastily turning off the screen and hiding his traces. If he didn’t have a ghost in his heart, would he need to be so guarded against me? Then I questioned him and argued with him. The worst time, he got angry.
But he just pointed at me and said I was unreasonable, then slammed the door and left."
"Is there something wrong at work, and I don't want you to worry?"
Xie Ya straightened up from my arms, with two strings of tears still hanging on her face. The corners of her mouth were sarcastic and self-deprecating: "A woman's intuition is not wrong. His heart is no longer with me. Do you know what this feels like?"
?”
I didn't say anything, I just looked at her sadly, feeling a little bit sorry for her.
"It's like when I was lying on a gentleman's bed, jealous that his wife and daughter had a higher status in his heart than I did."
She was startled for a moment and asked in surprise: "Xiaoya, haven't you forgotten Junzi yet?"
She raised her hand to wipe her tears and said sadly: "Have you forgotten? Maybe this is retribution. I didn't give Xinzi all my love. I even wavered when Junzi appeared, so he also changed his mind later.
.”
"Then you really want to marry him..." I couldn't say the word "divorce", but when I saw her looking like she was mourning more than her heart was dying, a happy marriage was about to be ruined, I still remember when I stood there
She was the bridesmaid beside her, witnessing her happiness and joy. Now I am sitting next to her, listening to her talk about the impasse of love. My mood is complicated and depressing for a while, and my heart is also sad.
Is it true that as long as a woman is a woman, she will always experience emotional pain? But for Xie Ya, God gave her a beautiful appearance, but did not give her the happiness she deserved, and always left her in tragedy. The word fate,
It's really too powerful.
The ringing of my cell phone interrupted my meditation. I intuitively touched my pocket, then remembered that my phone had been turned off just now. I looked at Xie Ya. She was staring blankly at the screen of her phone. From my position, I could see two words jumping on it: Husband. Yes.
Chen Xin called to find her!
Seeing her stunned, he couldn't help but urge: "He's looking for you, answer the phone quickly." Sometimes in relationships, you don't necessarily need the other person to bow his head first. If love means taking a step back, maybe the world will be brighter.
"Hello?" Xie Ya put the mobile phone sticker to her ear and asked softly. From her face, I saw hope. In fact, she was also waiting for Chen Xin's call. But the hope soon disappeared, and her face was full of sarcasm.
, asked sharply: "You called because Mr. Xu was looking for Zhuzhu? Why didn't you ask where I was? Aren't you worried about me at all?"
Frowning, Xu Ziyang couldn't find me and actually found Chen Xin? I don't know what Chen Xin said on the other side. Xie Ya was so angry that she directly smashed her phone on the glass window. There was no hole in the glass, but the phone was smashed to pieces.
, the electrical panels were all detached.
She turned her head and smiled miserably: "Do you know what he said? If Mr. Xu hadn't come to him to find you, he wouldn't have known that I didn't go back all night, and he didn't go home last night!"
I was surprised, "You didn't go back all night?"
His head began to hurt. It was because his injury was not fully healed, and it was also causing problems for the two of them. A family breaks down, starting with suspicion, then quarreling, and then a cold war, and then each of them does not go home. In the end, one of them is bound to go to the other side.
Left, one person to the right.
This was the process my parents went through when they divorced.
Sighing, he said earnestly: "Xiaoya, to put it bluntly, you are also at fault in this matter. When a problem arises, you should not doubt him first, then test him, and you should not stay up all night at this time.
, you have a family, and you can no longer be as willful as before. A family needs two people to maintain it. You and he are the backbone, and it cannot be successful without either one."
Even though she is my sister, I don't want to favor her based on sensory perception. I always believe that something happens only because it has a cause. Even if Chen Xin really changes his mind, it will not be hasty. And feelings are such a big deal.
Outsiders cannot help you throughout the process, and all they can do is give you a word of advice.
Xie Ya shook her head sarcastically and changed the subject: "Don't talk about me anymore, Zhuzhu, thank you for accompanying me. Let's go. Xu Shao is very anxious and is looking for you everywhere. By the way, your head is on your head
The injury..." Her eyes turned to the back of my head. I wore a black hat when I went out today, covering my hair that was only half an inch longer.
Knowing that trying to persuade her was useless and that she had to figure it out on her own, she just followed her words: "The injury has scarred, but she has lost her hair, and now she has become a man's wife."
She smiled and said with a bit of teasing: "Even if you become a man-in-law, Mr. Xu will still be worried about you. Look, not only do they send people to guard you, but they also search everywhere for missing people. This time you have saved Mr. Xu.
The young master’s heart must have been completely won.”
Win Xu Ziyang's heart? There is bitterness on the lips, thinking that I don't have that ability.
Xie Ya asked again: "But what happened with Ding Lan? It is said that she has announced that she is going to get engaged to Xu Ziyang. How did he explain this to you?"
I opened my eyes wide and was stunned. I immediately realized that this was the reason why Xu Ziyang really imprisoned me in his residence. It turned out that he and Ding Lan had officially entered into a charter, but I thought like a fool that he was afraid that I would be captured by Xu Zijie again.
, won’t allow me to leave without permission.
"You don't know?" Xie Ya noticed the clues on my face and asked in shock. Then she patted me on the shoulder with a sad look on her face, "Zhuzhu, what kind of men do you think we have met?"
Is it possible that these **s don’t have any good people?”
The five-flavor bottle is turned over in my heart. It is both sour, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty. The truth is always applied to others, but it is ineffective when applied to myself. My heart is as cold as ice. This is how I feel now. So saying that I feel the same is just official talk, and only true words can be said.
Only when you experience the taste can you understand the suffering.
"Zhuzhu, we might as well go crazy and take advantage of the fact that Young Master Xu hasn't been found yet, and he doesn't want to find me, so let's go together."
"Where to go?"
Xie Ya pursed her lips and smiled, with a desolate and charming look, "It doesn't matter where it goes, as long as they can't find us."
"But..." When I came out, I didn't bring anything except my mobile phone, and I only had a few hundred yuan in cash in my pocket, including my ID card. But Xie Ya waved her hand and said, "No, just treat it as a
Let's be bold for ourselves. If you don't bring any money, I will. We won't go to a far away city, we will just walk around, no ID required."
I don’t know whether it was Xie Ya’s proposal that was tempting, or whether the sympathy for the same problem touched something deep in my heart, but I somehow nodded in agreement. So, the car started from the underground parking lot, bypassed the city, and soon got on the highway to the neighboring city.
go.
When I stepped on the land of another city, I could no longer even smile. I originally came out to comfort Xie Ya, but then it was as if I was possessed by an evil spirit and became an accomplice to accompany her when she ran away from home? On the contrary,
Xie Ya, after escaping from the original shackles of space, had a smile on her face when she arrived here. Even though the sadness was still there, it was much better than the despair when she saw her originally.
After arranging hotel accommodation, Xie Ya took my hand and walked into the travel agency. We got on a bus with a local tour group and headed to the local tourist attractions. In fact, neither of us had any
I'm in the mood for fun, but if I sit quietly, I'll end up thinking wildly. It's better to find something to be busy about, which will distract my mind.
