However, when Ding Lan walked to the door, he turned around again, with a face that seemed both mocking and sad: "Yu Qian, actually sometimes you are sadder than me. At least I can keep up with him and stand beside him openly.
What about you? How long do you think you can go on? Wake up, even if it is... the advice given to the pretty pig by the ethereal fairy."
These last words touched my heart even more than the reality she showed me before.
In fact, Ding Lan's attitude today is much better than before. She is no longer arrogant, domineering and vicious. It is the first time that I get along with her peacefully. Who said that games are fake and feelings are also fake, more or less, ethereal?
Fairy feels a little guilty towards Pretty Pig, and she must have really regarded him as a friend.
When I walked out of the hotel, I found Han Luo following me. I was about to turn around and ask him to stay when I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my stomach, like a knife twisting. The pain was so painful that I couldn't help but bend down, and I heard Han Luo's anxious words in my ears.
The voice asked: "Miss Yu, what's wrong with you?" I wanted to say it was okay, but the pain was so painful that I couldn't speak. My feet gave way and I fell forward. I lost consciousness when I fell to the ground.
When he regained consciousness, he opened his eyes and saw Han Luo's sad and nervous face. His lips were moving, but he couldn't hear clearly for a moment. It took him a while to figure out what he meant. He felt like he was struck by thunder.
I always thought it was a gastritis attack, from the dull throbbing pain to the final abdominal pain and coma, but it turned out to be appendicitis...
They were all signs before, but I ignored them. Fortunately, the doctor said that it was an infectious inflammation caused by a gastritis attack, which led to the onset of appendicitis. I finally got some comfort and made me feel that I would not be able to distinguish between stomachache and abdominal pain.
My eyes rolled around, but I didn't see anyone familiar. Judging from the situation, I should have fainted. Not long after, Han Luo sent me directly to the hospital. The doctor concluded that it was appendicitis, and he would definitely have to cut it off and do an operation. I agree with the bookmark.
Next, he was pushed into the operating room.
The operation is not scary. With current medical technology, cutting off the cecum is like a woman giving birth by caesarean section. It is a minor operation and basically not life-threatening. But after being given anesthesia, there is no consciousness at all, and I just feel desolate.
It may be that when people are sick, they become more fragile and always want to be more tender.
The tenderness I needed did not come until I was pushed into the ward after the operation.
Han Luo stood in front of my bed with an apologetic look on his face and explained: "I called Mr. Xu, but during the meeting, he turned off his mobile phone. I went back to visit and it seemed that Governor He and Director Ding were drunk.
The interest was very high, and I dragged Mr. Xu and the secretary and refused to let go. I couldn't find a chance to report this matter to Mr. Xu."
I smiled, that’s how men drink. They often drink till they get drunk but keep drinking. I wonder if it’s time to say that a man puts his career first, so that he can appear generous. I saw Han Luo wanting to speak.
He stopped, understood, and said calmly: "If you have anything to do, go ahead. Anyway, the operation was completed and it was a success. There is a nurse here. I will ring the bell if you need anything."
Han Luoru nodded with relief: "Okay, then I'll go back to the hotel first, and let Mr. Xu come to see you as soon as he's done." However, the longer he waited, the more he felt cold, and every minute passed.
Seconds passed, and the anesthesia on the body was no longer effective. The incision began to feel heartbreaking pain, but the whole person could not move.
I felt thirsty several times and wanted to drink water, but I couldn't reach the bell above my head. Han Luo arranged a single room for me, and I couldn't even count on the neighbor bed to help me shout.
, I had no choice but to push up my body and press the bell. I immediately felt severe pain at the wound, and then something overflowed. Needless to say, it must have cracked and bled.
I never want to put myself in a miserable situation, and I always face life with optimism. But at this moment, the corners of my eyes were moist after all. I really couldn’t figure out how I could end up like this? While waiting for the nurse to arrive, I exhausted all my energy.
She forced the tears back into her eyes with all her strength, letting the tearing pain invade her little by little. She didn't have any tendency to self-abuse. After the nurse changed the intravenous drip, she told her that the wound was open.
The little nurse was very conscientious and immediately called the doctor to change the dressing and bandage. I didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but the doctor said before leaving: "Girl, it's better to call your family and ask your family to come and stay with you." And then
As he walked, he whispered to the nurse to pay more attention to this ward.
I feel sad, family? Where are they? Even if my father is in this city, can I call him? Even if I call him, will he come over with his wife and children at home? But later on, the nurse would often come to visit.
, ask me what I need, and save me from ringing the bell again.
Xu Ziyang came in a hurry in the evening. At that time, I was taking a nap. Maybe it was because I didn't relax my nerves even when I fell asleep. Maybe it was because I was a light sleeper, so when I felt someone touching my head, I woke up immediately.
Come over and take a closer look and you will find it is him. His mouth is filled with bitterness and he is speechless.
"Why are you hospitalized again after I left for a while?" He sat on the edge of the bed, caressing my face, his eyes full of pity. I lowered my eyes, my throat was dry and I didn't want to speak. He held my hand again,
"Is it so cold? Han Luo really didn't arrange a good ward. There's not even an air conditioner here." Pretending to get up, I pulled him and shook my head: "It's okay. You know my physique is naturally cold.
It’s cold hands all year round.”
Xu Ziyang leaned over slightly, breathed lightly on my face, and asked in a low voice: "Is it because I came too late?" He was very keen and caught my unhappiness hidden under the expressionless face, but he didn't know that I was more than sad.
It was because he was not around during the operation, and there were still many things hidden beneath the surface.
He lightly pecked my lips, and the strong smell of alcohol surrounded him. When I looked closely, I found that his face was pale and his eyes were bloodshot. He was different from other people who drank too much. Others drank until their faces turned red and their necks became thick.
, the more he drank, the paler his face became. As for the bloodshot eyes, it was probably caused by not sleeping much last night. It was not difficult to see that he was actually very tired.
"Qianqian, the guests we met at noon are very important. I really can't leave. Han Luo quietly told me that you passed out and went to the hospital and had appendicitis surgery. He immediately became anxious. But if I didn't arrange those things, I wouldn't be able to leave at all.
Come here. I know you have been wronged, so I declined the evening entertainment because of my physical discomfort. I will stay here with you."
The clear voice had a bit of a rustle to it, and it sounded like a whisper, like an explanation, like a whisper when it touched my lips.
If he claims that he just learned about my hospitalization, then I will laugh three times, point at the door and tell him to get out. What kind of social dinner will last from noon to evening? There is no way Han Luo can't find it all afternoon
Tell him the opportunity.
But he chose to hide nothing from me, letting me see that he couldn't help himself in his position, and letting me see that he was considerate of everything but not forgetting me. It also let me see that he was paying attention to me.
Emotions. I can't rebuke him like this.
I love the story of the Overlord of Western Chu the most. I remember sitting on the sofa with him and watching a Hong Kong TV series called "The Heroes of Chu and Han". The famous Battle of Dongcheng in history was also the last battle between Xiang Yu and Liu Bang.
When the brave and invincible Xiang Yu led dozens of cavalry to break out of the encirclement, everyone was amazed by this man's majesty and heroism. However, he eventually became the loser in order to turn around to save Yu Ji.
Xu Ziyang pointed at Xiang Yu, played by Jiang Hua on TV, who was committing suicide in Wujiang River and laughed and said: Compared with Liu Bang, he lost by more than one margin. I pestered him to ask the reason in detail, and he explained with a calm smile: The arrogant Chu and Han Dynasties won.
The winner is the king, the loser is the bandit. Xiang Yu values women too seriously and the country too lightly, especially since he cannot afford to lose. Losing a game will result in suicide; while Liu Bang will climb up again after losing, and then fall down and get up again.
, Weighing the pros and cons, he calculated it very clearly, and he was destined to win the world.
After hearing what he said, I immediately fell in love with Liu Bang. Later, I often read some arguments about the overlord of Western Chu, and more and more facts proved that Xiang Yu may be heroic, but he is not suitable for a king.
Many of his views are too narrow, such as sacrificing all the people to save Yu Ji. Everyone can clearly distinguish the gains and losses.
So when Xu Ziyang puts business matters first and personal matters behind, and puts myself in his shoes, I have no position to blame him. Because since I admit that I love him, I must love him for everything, whether it is advantages or disadvantages, as long as it is
He Xu Ziyang.
But how should we deal with the questions in our hearts and the increasingly desolate feeling?
At what was originally a warm and peaceful moment, after several calls came in, Xu Ziyang said angrily: "Can you please leave me alone for a while?" After yelling, he hung up the phone and pressed the power off button. Now the world was in chaos.
quiet.
At this time, I had not been approved by the doctor to eat, so I could only use cotton swabs dipped in water to moisten my lips. However, the little nurse ran more diligently, and came to check on my condition every half hour. Several times, she came to see the little nurse.
The nurse's eyes drifted toward him intentionally or unintentionally, her cheeks turned slightly red, and she finally understood that the drunkard's intention was not to drink.
I quietly glanced at someone's good-looking appearance, which attracts attention everywhere. But Xu Ziyang didn't seem to notice it. He got a recliner from somewhere, half-reclined in it, his eyes were slightly closed, and he seemed to be sleeping but not sleeping.
He looked lazy and handsome. Judging from his posture, he must have been drunk and a little drunk. After the nurse walked away, I softly suggested: "How about changing to a double ward and you also lie down?"
He opened his eyes, thought for a while and said, "That's fine." Then he stood up and walked out of the door, and quickly turned around. Followed by others were caregivers in white coats, who wanted to move me.
, he shouted to stop, and then he came over, picked me up and carried me into the gurney. The moment I was in his arms, my face was just close to his chest, and I heard the strong heartbeat.
The ward was changed to a much better environment than the original one. It was fully equipped with air conditioning, TV and other equipment. The most important thing was that there were two beds. After watching the nurse re-hanging a bottle of intravenous drip for me, he leaned in gently.
On that bed, he told me: "I'll just take a nap for a while and wake me up later." After a while, my breathing was shallow and even, and I fell asleep.
