Xu Ziyang and I turned around and walked back a few steps. We couldn't help but look back and saw that my father had already led the boy towards the elevator. We couldn't help but smile to ourselves. The hands around our waists tightened and a clear voice sounded.
In my ear: "Let's go, I'll stay with you." These simple words, even sweet words without too many modifications, touched my heart.
She leaned slightly on his shoulder and handed the weight of her body to him. With a thought in her mind, she began to act coquettishly, "I can't walk anymore." The next second, she tilted and her body rose into the air, with a hearty laugh.
Above: "If you want me to hug you, just tell me."
I put my arms around his neck and stared at his curved eyebrows. I loved this man so much. I secretly swore in my heart that as long as he didn't let go, I would hold him tightly and never again.
Give up easily.
This can be considered a huge bet. I know that the future is uncertain and may even be an abyss, but I am willing to risk my life just so that he can stay by my side and maintain this love.
When I received a call from my father, I was already on my way back to City C. He asked me from the opposite side how I could leave the ward and be discharged from the hospital. I randomly found an excuse and answered him. Finally, my father said with emotion: "Xiao Qian, there will be more in the future."
If you have any problems, please call me." I smiled sarcastically and waited for the other party to hang up before putting down the phone.
Dad, it's not that I haven't looked for you when I was in trouble, but you were indifferent to me. That's not a dog or a cat on the street, that's my mother's life. How can I still make this call when you are so heartless?
Back in City C, I officially moved into Xu Ziyang's apartment. He moved some daily necessities and clothes from my apartment there, and invited an aunt to come over and take care of my health. I didn't refuse him in a pretentious way.
Good intentions, but the fact is that it is still not very convenient to move around more than a week after the surgery.
I didn’t mention the mentor’s matter to him again, because I didn’t want external factors to destroy the peaceful and harmonious relationship I had finally established with him. I didn’t call Xie Ya to ask, presumably after that “leaving home”
"Run away." Chen Xin will have a good talk with her. No news, but good news. It's the end of the year, and Xu Ziyang is also very busy. He doesn't come back until very late every day.
Seeing that the Chinese New Year was coming in a week, I hadn't told him about my proposal to go back to my hometown. It happened that he got off work on time that day. After my aunt left, I thought about it and then mentioned the idea of going back to my hometown to celebrate the Chinese New Year.
After hearing this, he looked unkind and said: "Why do you think of going back to celebrate the New Year? Didn't you spend all the time here in the past years?"
She sat down against him, took his big hand, and said softly: "I haven't been back for two years. My mother asked me several times on the phone and urged me to go back. You are not busy on New Year's Eve and the days after the new year."
Come on, it feels so deserted for me to be alone in the house, so this time I just want to go back and see my mother."
I broke up with him a few months ago last year, and we spent New Year's Eve alone in a rented house. The year before that, when we lived together with him, we spent New Year's Eve alone in this house. For two consecutive New Year's Eves,
Firecrackers roared outside and the TV was extremely noisy, but my world was empty and cold, without a trace of popularity.
In this way, we met again half a year after breaking up, and it was almost half a year ago. They were entangled, noisy, separated and reunited. In the end, I lost to my heart and was willing to lean beside him. I thought of him.
Suddenly, I suddenly remembered the one-year appointment. At that time, I was exhausted and thought that he was treating me lightly, and in the end it became a prostitution relationship between guest and host. I just hoped that the one-year period would end quickly and let me be free. But now, I am at a loss.
, will he really end the relationship with me after the one-year appointment?
I dare not admit it, but the bursts of sadness welling up in my heart are the result of reluctance...
"Qian Qian?" The raised voice and the push on my shoulder made me come to my senses. I saw Xu Ziyang looking at me with an angry face, wondering why he had deserted. I asked with a smile: "What did you say?
I just didn’t hear it.”
He stared at me for a while, and then he choked out something through his teeth: "I asked you, when do you plan to leave? And when will you come back?"
"I'm leaving for these two days. I'll come back after the seventh day of the Lunar New Year."
"No!" He suddenly made a long face, "I've been back these days. You can leave on New Year's Eve and come back after the third day of the Lunar New Year. By then, I will basically have finished socializing." He decided concisely for me.
The round trip time was completely arranged according to his schedule. On New Year's Eve, he had to go back to his old house to live. This was an annual rule, and the New Year's greetings to the elders usually ended before the third day of the Lunar New Year. After that, he had to go back to his old house for a few days.
Vacation can be arranged at any time.
I shook my head and smiled bitterly, the tyrant had already made his decision, what else could I say.
So, on New Year's Eve, I packed up my things and planned to go out and take a taxi to the station. I didn't expect Xu Ziyang to rush back. He took my bag, frowned and asked, "I'm not going back to stay for a long time. Do you want to bring it with me?"
What are you doing with so many things?”
I couldn't laugh or cry and said: "Master Xu, I haven't been home for two years. I have to buy something for my family. There are some special products in the bag, and there is also a down jacket I bought for my mother." The whole gift bag was filled with,
It looks swollen.
This time, someone finally shut up, but he still had a bad look on his face. In fact, ever since I mentioned to him that I wanted to go home for the New Year, he hasn’t looked at me well in the past few days.
As now, that handsome face is elongated.
I booked my ticket online and picked it up immediately when I arrived at the station. There was no need to queue up. When I got on the bus, Xu Ziyang was standing beside the bus, leaning against the door, looking at me intently. My head started to heat up, I really wanted to
I grabbed my bag and ran over to hug him and said I couldn't leave. But thinking about what was on my mind, I finally came back to my senses, waved to him, and got into the car.
The bus soon left the station. I took my mind back and leaned against the window. Everyone was eager to return home, but I felt dejected. I hadn’t seen my mother in two years, so I was lying if I said I didn’t want to, but
When I went back, I felt bad all over my body. Unlike the alienation from my father, my mother was more cautious with me, for fear of making me unhappy if something went wrong.
She always thought that I was resentful because of her remarriage. When she became seriously ill, I raised money to save her and even donated a kidney to her, so she felt guilty towards me from the bottom of her heart. Occasionally, she would call me.
The greetings and greetings are meant to please. Such a mother makes me very sad.
I am her daughter. When she divorced her father, I was not a child. I was not so ignorant as to force my mother to stay alone for the rest of her life. I may not have understood it at the time, but now I deeply understand that it is really important to have a companion.
The important thing is that people will always be lonely when they are alone, and a wife will always have a companion. Therefore, I really accept her remarriage, but the new family is unfamiliar after all, and I cannot force myself to integrate into it.
As for my mother's serious illness of uremia later on, is there anyone in the world who is closer to her than me? If I don't bear the responsibility, who should bear it? This is my responsibility and obligation, because I am bleeding her blood, and we are
Blood relatives.
So, mom, you really don't need to be too polite and careful with me.
In the evening, the car arrived at the terminal. I stepped out of the car. The familiar and unfamiliar scenery had been slightly changed, but it still retained its original appearance. This land, after two years, still has the fragrance of native land. I lightly curled my lips.
Jiao laughed, and only after I came back did I realize that I was actually attached to this place. When I returned to my hometown, my wandering heart returned.
After walking out of the station, there were several passenger cars parked on the side of the road. Someone came up and asked if I wanted to deliver. I thought for a while and gave the place name and asked for the price. The person offered six yuan, and I paid back five yuan and got into the car smoothly.
.This kind of passenger bus is actually a modified three-wheel motorcycle. It has been banned in big cities, but in this small town, no one cares about it, and it has become a convenient means of transportation for each other.
It took only five minutes to reach the destination. After I paid the fare to the driver, I carried my heavy bag and walked inside alone. Someone stopped and looked at me along the way, looking at me probingly.
I didn't notice it, so I buried my head and moved forward.
The weather was sunny today, and the sunset was still warm in the evening. I wore a long black down jacket that covered my buttocks. After walking for a while, I started to feel sweat on my back. The phone was ringing in my pocket, so I stopped and took it out to take a look.
, it was a call from my mother. As soon as the call was answered, she hurriedly asked: "Xiao Qian, when will you arrive?"
"Mom, I'm here. I'll go back to my hometown and put my things away and then come here."
The other end was silent for a while, and when she spoke again, the mother looked a little sad: "Qian, don't you live here?" There was sadness in the kind voice, and her nose was sore, and she couldn't help the sourness, and her eyes were slightly moist,
"Mom, let's talk after I get there."
I feel sorry for the mother who talks like this, but I understand the situation with my stepfather. My mother did not have any more children after she married him, because the stepfather took his son with him after his divorce, and policy dictates that no more children can be born. And the stepfather also has two elders.
, it is not impossible for a large family to make room for me to live in, but it is also very inconvenient.
Plus, I wasn’t used to that kind of atmosphere, so I really didn’t want to force it, but with my mother on the phone, I didn’t know how to refuse.
Finally, I arrived at the door of my familiar hometown. It was a bungalow with a courtyard. The black wooden door was closed tightly, and I had the key in my pocket. Someone came out from next door, looked at me, and shouted in surprise: "This is
Isn't it Xiaoqian? You are back."
"Hey, it's me, Huzi's mother." I shouted to her with a smile on my face. When I was a child, her son and I were at the same table and often fought. Later we became friends and we often got together to do homework. Because we were next to each other.
, the relationship between the two families has always been good.
Huzi's mother looked me up and down, and then said with a look of distress: "Dear girl, go out and work hard, I see how thin you are. Why did you cut your hair short? Don't all girls like to have long hair?"
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I couldn't help but laugh, Huzi's mother must have been thinking about the long braids I had when I was a child. She didn't expect that I would be wet now, so she just brushed her hair and made her hair stand up. Fortunately, she wore a hat to cover it up, otherwise she would have
It’s even more surprising. As for being thin, it’s true. I’ve been injured one after another and have an indissoluble bond with the hospital. How can I not lose weight?
