This is the first of the three ultimate questions of mankind, and it is also the question that Su Yi has been thinking about after saving Yuan Xiaomin.
Before, Su Yi certainly knew who he was. Even if he was briefly lost and confused, in the end he found himself and made it all the way to where he is today.
But today Su Yi was a little confused again.
I'm not human.
I'm not a ghost.
I am not considered a photographer either.
I'm not a god.
Then who am I?
A living thing cannot belong without belonging. If no species can accommodate it, then what is it? What is the meaning of its existence?
This is how confused Su Yi is now.
But it's not that Su Yi is being pretentious. He's confused just because he's too lonely and too bored...
Su Yi was placed under house arrest.
After Uncle Feng and the others left, the ghost exit disappeared.
After that, Su Yi searched every inch of the world and tried every means but could not find an exit.
Then he realized that he was under house arrest.
This is really not a surprising result...
Su Yi felt a little melancholy.
In fact, he should have thought of this possibility. After all, since he came to this world, he has been dancing more and more happily, almost jumping off the chessboard.
If the chess player still allows him to jump around blindly, wouldn't he be too tolerant of his chess piece?
Anyway, his final function is to appear in a specific place at a specific time and do a specific thing.
Now that he is alive and well, and he doesn't have to worry about eating, drinking, or eating, he might as well just stay in this ghostly place, and when it's time to go out, go out and do things, so as not to run around and cause trouble, and ask others for help.
Wipe his butt.
Su Yi felt like a big fat pig in captivity, waiting until the new year to receive that knife, which would be the end of his life.
Of course he was not willing to be a big fat pig, but even if he couldn't think of any way to get out of trouble now, Su Yi was not particularly worried or afraid.
If a pig knows that it can travel to a place that is absolutely safe within the reach of the pig's esophagus at any time, it will not worry about when its owner will start sharpening its knives.
That person's wishful thinking is destined to fail, so Su Yi has nothing to worry about.
The reason why he is confused now is because he is tired from all the hard work and takes a break to think about who I am.
The answer to this question is not complicated. In fact, the sages of the past generations have told Su Yi the answer.
Buddhists say: "Who is I? If the Dharma is real, true, permanent, the Lord, the support, and the nature does not change, then this is called me."
This statement probably refers to the realm of "true self" in Buddhism, which refers to the free and unfettered self, the self that controls itself and is not deflected by anything.
But Su Yi cannot reach the realm of the true self of Buddhism. How can he be truly free in this world?
Su Yi does not believe that there is real bliss in the Western Heaven. Wherever there are people, there are rivers and lakes. There is no place that is blissful, so the true self is destined to be just an ideal.
This is not the answer Su Yi wants.
If Buddhism doesn’t work, what about Confucianism?
Confucianism says: "A benevolent person is a human being."
The sages believed that as long as there is benevolence and righteousness, one is oneself.
Confucianism pays great attention to subtle words and great meanings, so it is a bit complicated to explain the truth.
Confucianism believes that heaven, earth and man, as the three talents of the universe, have a unified and harmonious relationship. If we look at the world in this way, there is no need to ask questions such as "Who am I" and "What is a human being?"
Because in the eyes of Confucianism, people are not separate individuals, and I am not an isolated and unique existence. An individual that is not connected with heaven and earth must be fictitious or even fabricated.
Therefore, in the eyes of Confucians, if you want to ask who I am, you must ask heaven and earth, and all the people who are related to me. Only in this way can you find your understanding of yourself.
The best self lies in the word "benevolence".
This answer has lost its meaning to Su Yi because he is no longer a person.
Now he is the kind of being who is "kept at a distance" by the Master.
However, the Taoist answer was quite to Su Yi's liking.
Huizi asked Zhuangzi: "You are not a fish, how can you know the happiness of fish?"
Zhuangzi said: "You are not me, how do you know that I don't know the joy of fish?"
Some things may only be known to you. Who you are, what you know, and what you don’t know. Not many people know about you, and not many people want to know about you. You may not even want anyone to know about you, so why bother?
Confused so much?
It is enough for you to know that you exist, and it is enough to know "the joy of fish".
For the rest, time will give you the answer, the world will give you the answer, and an answer will gradually emerge in your own heart.
Su Yi feels that given his current situation, it is best not to rush into self-awareness, self-positioning, and self-attribution.
No matter what I am, at least I now know what I need, what I can do, and where I should go. This is enough.
"Actually, you put me under house arrest here just to avoid trouble, right?" Su Yi finished thinking about who I was, suddenly looked up at the gray sky, and spoke leisurely.
He seemed to be talking to the air, but of course he was talking to the Five Hell Immortals.
"Even She Qing was teased by you and applauded. In your eyes, of course I am nothing." Su Yi smiled, regardless of whether the Five Hell Immortals could hear it or not, "But I guess you are curious about me."
It must be more than She Qing, I even dare to guess that you must be observing me carefully, that's why I am so sure that you can hear me now."
Su Yi looked at the sky: "You are an immortal. I don't know if you have the ability to read minds. If you do, I believe you can tell. I am not nervous at all, not annoyed at all, and even very relaxed and comfortable."
,don’t you think this is strange?”
"You should also understand me. I am not a person who just waits for death. I don't believe that you choosing me will do me any good. I will definitely resist this matter. You don't really think that I have accepted my fate, do you?"
"But then again, how much do you know about me? Do you really understand me completely now?"
"For a person you don't fully understand, are you sure to let me go out to make tools at the last moment? Are you really not afraid that I will cause trouble?"
Su Yi couldn't help laughing when he said this: "Believe me, I have this ability. I know you are an immortal. Even if you are a hundred times and a thousand times stronger than She Qing, I still have this ability."
"I'm not lying. You are an immortal. You can definitely tell that what I said is true." He said, "If I succeed by then, I don't know if what you planned will happen again."
I hope you have the opportunity, otherwise you will suffer a big loss."
The sky and the earth are long, covered with thick fog, and there is silence among the ghosts, and there is no sound.
Su Yi seemed to be really just talking to himself.
However, he was not anxious, and still said with a smile: "If it weren't for you, I would have died in She Qing's hands. You have saved my life, I have to admit it. Although you did my daughter like that, but
You also saved her life, which is also a favor, and I have to acknowledge it."
"I don't know if you immortals talk about kindness and feelings, but I still talk about it. So even if you imprison me now, I don't hate you, it's just a pity." Su Yi clicked his tongue.
, "I'm not too worried about other things. I'm only worried about two things."
"First, I promised Aning that I would help her, and I must do what I say. I am very worried about this matter, and it has become my obsession." Su Yi sighed, "I know Ah Ning
Ning's work is very troublesome and dangerous, but I still want to do it and think about those evil spirits for a while."
"The second one is Qingfang and my sister." Su Yi said, "I still can't worry about them, mother and daughter. It's a big regret that I didn't say goodbye to them properly."
He said: "Actually, you really don't need to put me under house arrest. If you let me out, I will only do these two things at most. I have finished the Hong Kong Island matter and have completely let it go. Whatever Huang Father's disaster, come with me."
It doesn’t matter, I’ve done everything I should do, and the rest is not my responsibility.”
"It's not good for me if you lock me here now, but it must be a pity for you. Believe me, I won't lie to you!" Su Yi said sincerely, "Look carefully at my sincere letter.
Look at his face..."
Su Yi turned his head, showing his honest expression and eyes 360 degrees.
But his current emerald skull appearance is really difficult to describe in words, and it is difficult to express something like an expression in a specific form on this appearance.
"If you could see it, you would know that I have a way to go against you. Even if you knock me out or even seal me, it will be useless." Su Yi said more sincerely, "I can really ruin your business. How about that?
Let's make an agreement..."
"In other words, I will give you a promise. I can swear that as long as I handle these two things, I will wait for the thing you have arranged. Will I go against you then...
…I can’t promise you, but I will definitely follow my heart.”
"Anyway, I won't run around, and I can't escape, so there is really no need for you to imprison me." Su Yi spread his hands, "I will leave Hong Kong Island after I get out, go back to Wanwan, and go to Nantou County. I promise there will be no chaos.
How about running?"
He looked at the sky and finally said: "Since what I said is so sincere, you should think about it carefully. After all, I have some credit for this ghost, right? Now it's in your hands... Of course, I'm not
Asking for credit is not coveting it. I'm not very interested in this thing, but if it falls into your hands, do you have to accept my favor? Let's..."
Rumble...
Suddenly there was a rumbling and shaking sound not far away.
Su Yi immediately stopped talking, stood up and followed the sound.
But I saw thick fog rolling in front of me, slowly forming a vortex.
This whirlpool is the exit of ghosts!
Su Yi is overjoyed!
He cupped his fist to Tianyi and said: "Thank you! My promise is absolutely valid, don't worry!"
As soon as he finished speaking, his figure flashed, and the next second he appeared on the other side of the whirlpool!
Taking a step forward, he saw the bright sun shining brightly and he was standing in the middle of an asphalt road.
This is a winding mountain road in a deserted place. There are not even a single car on the road at this moment. Otherwise, if he saw Su Yi, he would be scared to death.
Sizzling, sizzling...
The sun was scorching on Su Yi's body, and steaming black mist emerged from Su Yi's body. At the same time, Su Yi felt extremely disgusted and uncomfortable.
He hates the sun, it can even hurt him.
This is a kind of physical and psychological disgust that makes Su Yi extremely repelled.
As soon as he thought about it, he disappeared from the spot. When he reappeared, he was already in the dense mountain forest nearly a hundred meters away.
Teleport!
Shockingly teleportation!
In reality, Su Yi can also teleport.
In fact, the principle of teleportation is very simple, that is, when moving, you choose to switch to the enchantment horizon, use the ability of photographing green in the enchantment to instantly move to the location you want to go, and then switch back.
This is equivalent to Su Yi moving in the barrier and flashing in the real world, causing a teleportation effect.
It's just that the effect seems to be somewhat compromised.
Su Yi frowned slightly.
The direction he wanted to move to just now was still several hundred meters deep in the jungle, but when he got here he reached the limit and was forced to flash out.
This means that his teleportation is not as arbitrary as She Qing's, but there is a distance limit?
However, She Qing is not bound by the body. He is bound by the body. Moreover, he is not the real She Qing. Thinking about it this way, it is acceptable.
Su Yi tried several times again, but was forced to stop. Sure enough, there was a distance limit. In reality, the distance was about a hundred meters in radius.
Well, this already makes Su Yi very satisfied.
Su Yi quickly focused on his right hand.
Soul-catching sickle!
Arriving at the territory of the Yangjian, the Soul-Seducing Scythe was actually retracted into his own arm!
This thing will deform and shrink, shrinking into Su Yi's right arm. Su Yi can clearly see through the transparent flesh and blood that it is juxtaposed with his own arm bones, one thick and one thin, as if his right arm has two arms.
Same as bones.
As soon as he thought about it, the Soul Seizing Scythe appeared in his hand, and when he moved again, it retracted again.
This thing is easier to use than the little brother, it can be stretched and retracted.
It has completely become a part of Su Yi. If anyone now has the ability to bite off a piece of the Soul Resurrection Scythe, Su Yi will feel pain, just like biting off a piece of Su Yi's flesh.
Su Yi tried his inner strength again.
He found that now he was completely like a demon. He slapped his palm on a tree, and the middle part of his palm was immediately corroded until black smoke emitted. The water in the big tree was quickly evaporated, and the leaves quickly turned yellow.
It fell and soon turned into a bare dead tree, standing dying.
This is the toxicity of his internal power now!
Is it okay if this palm is slapped on someone?
Seeing the poisonousness of this palm, Li Mochou didn't dare to say that she was practicing the Five Poison Palm, and felt that she was a good person.
"If you lose it, you will gain it in the east corner." Su Yi laughed at himself and put away his palms.
After a narrow escape, I gained such strength. Whether or not I can take it away is still a question, so it’s really not worth getting too excited about.
He took a deep breath and quickly focused on the present moment.
Su Yi didn't expect that he could come out of the ghost so easily. He spoke like that just with the attitude of giving it a try, but he didn't expect that it actually happened!