Dr. An went on to say that when I saw that scene, because I was standing next to the window, there was only a glass between the ghost and the ghost. As a normal person, when encountering this kind of situation, he would usually choose to run away. I actually wanted to run away, but because I was so frightened, my feet started to lose control.
Dr. An smiled helplessly and said, It's embarrassing to say that I couldn't move my feet. Not only that, my feet even gave way and I collapsed directly on the floor. He went on to say, when the ghost's head turned After reaching a certain point, it seemed that he couldn't turn, so I watched helplessly as he slowly turned his lower body from the position on the floor. It should be said that he slowly floated down, as if his head was the axis. Then, across the glass, its entire body seemed to be attached to the outside of the glass. Its smile was still the same, but as if it was deliberately trying to scare me, it began to hit the glass rhythmically with its forehead. Every time it hit it, For a moment, its body seemed to be rippled by something wavy. In short, it looked light and airy, and as you just said, it was a little transparent, but I could see through its body The lights from the upstairs behind me felt like they were under steam, a bit hazy.
To be honest, Dr. An’s words did scare me a bit. I think I need to explain some of the so-called ghosts that scare people. In fact, ghosts have a strong inferiority complex in front of people. In other words, they envy us even more. This is the state when you are a human being. When ghosts appear in front of people, they often scare others to varying degrees. But in fact, if you think about it carefully, it is not difficult to find that they are showing what they feel is the most important. A comfortable state without disguise or cover-up. This kind of over-reality becomes terrifying in our eyes. If I were a very simple person, I would probably have many ways to enter the house through the glass. But who can stop me from knocking my way in? Maybe that way is the most comfortable way for me.
Hu Zongren walked to the window, turned around and asked Dr. An, is this the approximate area where he appeared at that time? After saying that, he pointed towards the top of the window. Dr. An said yes, the floor here is so high, even if he is living People will be frightened when they appear outside, let alone something that they are sure is a ghost? Hu Zongren asked him again what happened next. Dr. An said that because he was paralyzed on the ground, he saw another The ghost hit the glass one after another, as if it would break through the window in the next second. The easiest thing for people to do when they are most afraid is to pray, and they often don't know whether this kind of prayer is useful or not. Dr. An said that at that time he took out his cross, prayed in his heart to protect himself, and closed his eyes, intending to resign himself to his fate. However, after a while, he noticed that there was no other movement. , so I mustered up the courage to open my eyes and wanted to see what was going on around me, but after looking around, I found nothing.
Dr. An waved to me, asked me to walk to the window, pointed to a mark on the outside of the glass that did not look very obvious, and said, look at this, it is the mark left by the ghost when it was attached to the window. I When I asked him what kind of mark it was, Dr. An didn't answer. Instead, he stretched out his palm and found a suitable angle to press it through the glass. Only then did I realize that it was an incomplete palm print. That palm print There is no area around the outside of the little finger. Dr. An told me that it was not that the ghost's body was mutilated, but probably because of the limitations of that posture at that time, only these marks were left.
Dr. An took us back to sit on the sofa and continued to tell us that after that time, I discovered that even though I had strong theoretical knowledge and countless cases left by my ancestors, when I really encountered
When something like this happened, I realized that I was powerless to fight against it. Soon he shook his head and said, I'm sorry, let me correct you. It's not that I am powerless to fight, but that I simply don't have the courage and ambition to find out what happened earlier.
After this fright, he disappeared without a trace.
We all stopped talking. I actually understand Dr. An very well. As an originally high-paying profession, he actually only needs to live a peaceful life every day and use his knowledge and ability to help those in need.
Although they are ordinary people, they can live without worries about food and clothing. And their profession as a psychologist is probably the same as mine and Hu Zongren's. They need to constantly enter into other people's lives. Maybe as time goes by, they will start to feel the same depression as I have recently.
We even feel that we have been living in other people's lives, but our own life is of very low quality. After a while, Dr. An said, starting from that night, I felt that I did not have the courage to continue to stay in the office.
So I left the company in the middle of the night, woke up the security guard downstairs, and apologized repeatedly for opening the door to me so late. I didn't dare to go home because I had a wife at home, and I was afraid that my wife would suddenly become like that again.
It looked weird. So that whole night, I almost wandered in places with lights but no people. If I saw someone from a distance, I would run away in advance. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided not to interfere with this patient.
For treatment, I have to think more about myself, because I cannot ruin my own life just because of a few patients.
Dr. An said that I called the patient's wife the next day and suggested that she be sent to a psychiatric hospital. Considering that sending her to such a hospital requires a mental status certificate issued by a higher-level treatment unit, I
It was considered illegal to issue her a letter of introduction, and the doctor told her to call me if she was sent to the hospital. I said that I had a wide network of contacts in the medical system and could help her find a better doctor.
Dr. An smiled bitterly and said, in fact, I lied to her. I just hope that after she really sends the person in, I can live a little more peacefully.
Hu Zongren asked Dr. An, what about you now? After all these days, do you think you are living a stable life? Dr. An was a little embarrassed and said, in fact, not really, although there is no longer anyone around to remind him endlessly to find a hat.
, but that doesn’t mean that this thing has never happened. It will continue to press on my chest like an increasingly heavier stone. I thought that after being sent to the hospital and locked up, I would relax a little, but
Every time when he went to bed at night, when his wife turned over to face him, he would scare himself so much that he could never sleep again, because he was afraid that his wife would suddenly open her eyes and say to him with a look that seemed familiar to her.
, remember to help me find a hat.
Hu Zongren said, although we have never been to a mental hospital, we have some understanding of it, but I don’t quite understand why the patient stopped pestering you after being sent to the hospital. In view of the previous situation, it
It seems that you can come and leave whenever you want. I told Hu Zongren that because mental hospitals usually provide some oral and injected drugs along with treatment, these drugs can relieve the patient's mood. Similarly, there are also comfort and injection drugs.
The effect of paralysis. My guess is that after this patient was admitted to the hospital, he took some medicine or something, and his body and soul were restrained.
Dr. An said, in short, after I learned that I had been admitted to the hospital, I specially asked a good friend of mine who worked in that hospital to help me pay special attention to the patient's condition. The reason I only told him was because this was my previous patient.
It is necessary to monitor their treatment status and so on. I asked Dr. An, why you came to us this time, whether you can catch ghosts or not is not the main thing. You hope that we can solve your own problems by catching ghosts.
Is your heart right?
Dr. An lowered his head and nodded.
Hu Zongren said to Dr. An, okay, tell us the name and address of the patient's hospital, and we will try our best to find out about this matter. I nodded, although Dr. An's ultimate reason was a little unclear.
Selfish, but I somehow understood him, because I could imagine that if it were me, it would probably be the same. So Dr. An stood up, walked to his desk and found a rectangular white paper
The paper was probably used to record pathology in the past. I wrote the address and phone number on it. After handing it to me, I said, this phone number is the phone number of my friend. When you get there, call him and he will take you to find him.
That patient's. I won't go with you. I really can't face that appearance again.
I took the note and put it in my bag, and then asked Dr. An, I have a few last questions for you. Can you still remember what the ghost you saw at the window looked like? Dr. An nodded.
, then shook his head again, and said to me with some pain, it’s not that I can’t remember it, but the feeling is too strange. I always feel that this face is very deep in my mind, but if I think about it in detail, it is difficult to think of it.
But the only thing I can be sure of is that smile. Everyone's facial features are different, and it is basically difficult to have the same smile. I asked him if it was the half-smile but not a smile in the previous video? Dr. An said it was
of.
I had no questions to ask. I just made a layout of the scene as usual before leaving. I searched around the room for a while and found traces of ghosts in many places. This ghost gave me the feeling that
He's a little confused, but no matter how confused he is, he can't let go of his obsession. And his obsession, I think it is the hat, but there is no way to confirm it.
After applying the dressing on the windows and burying incense ash under the carpet, Hu Zongren also posted several different charms on the tops of several doors in the room, and then told Dr. An not to close the curtains and to open them at any time.
The lights in the room should be such that these spells pointing in one direction can control each other through the reflection of the floor-to-ceiling window glass.
Hu Zongren said, we can only do so much about the scene. Before we finish, please be careful. I wish you peace.