There was a time when she felt that she didn't want to live anymore. At that time, she felt extremely desperate. You must know that she had extremely high hopes to protect the fetus in her belly. She had to lie in bed for a long time to protect the fetus, thinking only about having a biological child of hers.
's children.
In this way, she brought her son into this world. It can be said that to a certain extent, her son was the lamp that kept her alive. However, the child was too weak and died not long after he was born. This was like the lamp going out in the dark night.
, she will be swallowed up by the huge waves of life.
Hanako's whole body fell into a state of waiting for death, which led her nurse to carry a newborn baby to Hanako's side. The cry of the newborn baby brought her back to the human world from a completely silent world. She fell in love with her all of a sudden.
This child has always been regarded as the treasure of his heart, watching her grow from babbling to a beautiful girl. To this day, Hanako still does not regret her efforts for Etsuko, because she is Etsuko's mother.
It was only after being reminded by Ling Xiao that Hanako remembered that she had once had a child. He died after birth, and as a mother, she did not find a place to bury him. In the end, he would be buried by another family.
The reason why she forgot about that child is that Hanako's body is not very good because of the relationship between miscarriage and childbirth. After her son died, Hanako almost died directly. She waited for Etsuko to come to her side, which gave her a little more peace of mind.
Life, in this case, not only Hanako has an empathic effect on Etsuko, but the nanny also likes Etsuko very much.
The nanny who had GUI in her heart was very afraid that the owner of the house would know that Etsuko was not his child, so she and Hanako agreed on each other's views. If they wanted to have a child by their side, they should treat Etsuko as their own. Later, neither of them ever mentioned death.
's children.
In order to deceive the owner of the family, Hanako tried hard to think that the lovely Etsuko was her daughter. As time went by, she finally deceived herself, hypnotized her own memory, and forgot about the son she once loved most.
As time went by, especially after the nanny passed away, Hanako really forgot about her son and completely abandoned him. She didn't even think about him in daily life, as if the child had never been in this world. This is
Real social death, because no one remembers that he was ever there.
After Hanako was reminded at this moment, she felt as if she was struck by five thunders. Her whole body shivered sharply, as if it was messy in the wind. Her long-standing memory was once again revealed: that little body lying in swaddling clothes without breathing, even if
There was still residual heat, but it was really dead, and she passed out immediately.
Ahhh! Her son! She felt heartbroken when she recalled this scene. What was even more frightening was that she had forgotten that extremely tragic scene: the villain who had not yet opened his eyes to see the world, and did not even have time.
Open your eyes and look at his mother.
Son! It was her mother who did something wrong. She did not think about him and completely forgot about him. Thinking of everything, Hanako was really on the verge of crying. Her mouth began to move, silently shouting, "Son, son."
Ling Xiao couldn't help but frowned after reading it. He was really speechless. Only now did Hanako remember that she had a son? Or has she been ignoring that child all year round?
As for the Lin family, ah! Now that I think about it, I still remember that when the Lin family sweeps their graves, after visiting the graves, the family will go to a hillside next to the Lin family's ancestral graves and wrap incense in a small grave. There may be the original owner buried there.
His brother, right? That is Hanako’s son.
The reason why the child was not buried in the ancestral grave was because according to the rules, children who died young could not enter the ancestral grave. However, the Lin family's parents still settled their children near the ancestral grave. They even planned to bury the child closest to their son after death.
Because parents cannot let their children grow up, they have to find ways to stay close to their children after death and protect their children.
In contrast, Hanako did not do well at all. She probably did not think about her former son for a long time. Maybe Hanako had true feelings for Etsuko, but she was a little ruthless towards her own son, and she probably forgot that she had a biological son.
She was not a good mother to her son, and Hanako seemed to understand, so she could no longer support her body. She lay on the bed, muttering, "I'm sorry! Son! Mom,
Mommy forgot you!"
Ling Xiao wanted to say to Hanako: "How can I be sorry now? It's already three autumns too late. How come this is the child I gave birth to with all my efforts? Why don't I remember it at all?"
But after thinking about it, she still didn't say it. Everyone has a different way of dealing with things. As an outsider, don't say anything. Moreover, it can be seen that Hanako's mental state is not very good. She is afraid that she will ridicule Hanako, which will lead to Hanako's death.
What should I do if I get so angry that I just hang up all of a sudden? If I still want to get more news about Etsuko from her, I should stop irritating her.
Hanako lay on the tatami for a long time, then raised her head and said, "Do they want to take Etsuko back? It's unlikely to succeed. Even if others know that she is not from the island country, the Endo family has been raising her all these years, so Etsuko can't leave.
And I’m afraid Etsuko is already married and has children, so she won’t be able to leave with you, if it had been a few years earlier.”
When she said this, she shut up immediately, because she knew that if the Lin family came here a few years ago, they would not be able to take Etsuko away. Even though she had not been assigned here and was the nominal mistress of the Endo family, she still couldn't speak.
The head of the family cannot give up a bargaining chip for profit. After Hanako took Etsuko away and raised her, Etsuko will do her best for the Endo family. This is Etsuko's destined ending.
After hearing this, Ling Xiao acted very calmly, with no sign of anger. The worst outcome was already known, how much worse could it be? But even if Etsuko was not able to leave the Endo family alive, she would definitely be killed by Ling Xiao after her death.
take away.
"I'm sorry, I took Etsuko away, but" Hanako shed tears when she said this. If Etsuko knew this situation, she would probably be a little resentful to herself, right? In fact, Hanako didn't care much about what Etsuko would do to herself, she only thought about it.
She can live a good life, but if the person she marries knows that she is originally from Kyushu, she may not like Etsuko.
Thinking of this, Hanako still spoke, "Although I know you want to get to know Etsuko, I don't think you should get to know Etsuko. She is used to the life of the island country, and I'm afraid she won't get used to it if she leaves here."
"Ha! Then why is she used to living in an island country?" Ling Xiao glanced at the other party when he said this, reminding Hanako that he had stolen Etsuko. Etsuko did not use legal means to get to her. In this regard, Hanako
I can't say that I did the right thing. I was scolded by Ling Xiao just now. It was clear that the other party didn't think there was anything good about the island country.
Hanako doesn't quite agree with this. Even though she has encountered many hardships in her life, she still won't say anything bad about the island country in front of outsiders, and she is still proud of being an island country.
Ling Xiao naturally had completely different ideas from Hanako. In ancient times, there were samurai and noble men from island countries who turned into bandits and burned, killed and looted the coast of Kyushu again and again. They were also called Japanese pirates. At the beginning of World War II, there were thousands of them.
Tens of millions of Kyushu people died under the iron heel of the islanders, and countless women from Kyushu were raped by the islanders. Pregnant women even had their bellies ripped open, and their fetuses were picked on bayonets by the islanders. Men and women, old and young, just...
Such a tragic death at the hands of the islanders.
Under such circumstances, it is strange that she can have a good impression of the island people. It can be said that she is not interested in the thoughts and lives of the island people, especially the aristocratic life of the island country, but she has read a book about the island country in her early years.
Only through the famous book - The Tale of Genji do I know a little bit about the life of the island nation's aristocrats.
The male protagonist of The Tale of Genji is said to be quite handsome, so he is favored by many women. When Ling Xiao read it, it was purely because many people had mentioned it. You must know that many people highly praised this book.
Ling Xiao, who was watching the fun with curiosity, flipped through it and found that he was not too interested in the things in the book. The male protagonist was a man who showed mercy because of his good looks. For such a scumbag man
The owner really didn’t like it, so he could only scan it.
What Ling Xiao remembers most is that the male protagonist is engaged in so-called grooming, which is to train very young girls to become his wives little by little. Are you sure this is not the so-called pedophilia? Uh! There is also the so-called wife-visiting system.
It also allows handsome men to find more women.
There were other things described in the book, but Ling Xiao didn't feel anything about it, and he didn't make up his mind to read it at all. Maybe he didn't understand the relevant information because he didn't like the island country, which led to Ling Xiao really not being able to stand the masterpiece and not being immersed in it.
Of course I can't see it.
Uh! I really don’t know about other things in the island country, and Ling Xiao doesn’t care about this shortcoming. Anyway, if you don’t like it, you don’t need to force yourself to endure it. The Tale of Genji is really not my cup of tea, so I’d better read another book.
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Secondly, there is a book, which should be a biographical book. The protagonist is the daughter of a certain Manchu prince. She was given to the islanders when she was very young, the so-called adoptive father. And this girl was seventeen years old.
She was raped by her adoptive father. She is a pitiful and hateful character. She is obviously from the royal family of the former Kyushu dynasty, but she eventually became a female spy who only cares about the island country.
Uh! Another thing is that the royal family of the island country has something in common with the royal family of ancient Egypt: both of them pay attention to pure blood, and marriages are often digested internally. The blood is really pure. How can it still be done like this?
Although the culture of the island country is influenced by Kyushu, years of self-development have allowed the island country to have its own rules. There are too many differences between Kyushu and the island country in many aspects. For example, in terms of ethics and morality, Kyushu is much more rigorous.
All the above things make Ling Xiao dislike her, and naturally she dislikes Hanako even more. She should be the initiator of the tragedy for the original owner's family. This is why Ling Xiao knows that Hanako has been having a bad life in recent years, but he still wants to abuse Hanako.