Even though she has been receiving relevant education, she also has a model education specifically for women, allowing her to polish off the visible edges and corners of her body little by little. This is because if she wants to live, she must conform to the rules and characteristics of this world.
The independent nature is not suitable for the back house of a big family.
In fact, women in big families need to be tactful so that they can make some friends in the back house that suit the needs of the family, and they also need to have a certain vision. If they don't have any, they must learn not to hold back.
For the sake of her parents and her brothers, she tried hard to be the most suitable housewife in the eyes of her elders, and she did a pretty good job. But for some reason, she always felt that something was missing in her heart, as if there was something most suitable for her.
The precious thing has not been found yet.
This kind of situation makes her like to go out from the bottom of her heart. However, as a woman, there are very few opportunities to go out. They often stay at home without leaving the door. This is why she especially likes to go out with her grandmother to burn incense.
Because of this, I left the back house anyway and went outside to take a look.
She has always felt that this kind of life is indescribably suffocating, and it makes her soul have an indescribable restlessness. When she hears the admonitions of her elders, there is always a voice in her head saying that this is wrong.
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What is going on? Why do her views on many things differ from what the world thinks? The question now is why do I have such unreasonable thoughts?
Being very cautious by nature, she buried these thoughts deeply in her heart. Naturally, she would not easily share her opinions with others, but it made her a little irritated and she didn't know what was going on. Fortunately, every time she thought of her
When she was about to have an attack, she would feel a very cool feeling, which gave her the idea to endure it.
In this way, she grew up day by day, and her patience increased greatly. Later, after she studied more books and became familiar with the mainstream thoughts of this society, she realized that her thoughts were fundamentally different from those of many people. She told no one about her situation.
, because she understands that it is not good to express some ideas because they have different positions.
For example, when she saw the so-called twenty-four filial piety, the public's thoughts were to praise the behavior of those filial sons. Isn't that what they wanted to say, that filial piety comes first among all good deeds? It was just for the children of the world to compare and compare.
You won't go against your elders.
But Ling Xiao had different thoughts after seeing it. Yes, some filial sons did pretty well, but some filial sons would shudder after seeing their behavior. For example, the couple Guo Ju and his wife who buried their children had seen it.
Ling Xiao has only one idea: whoever becomes his child will be unlucky.
The final outcome of Guo Ju's burial was a happy one. God gave the couple a fortune so that they would no longer want to bury their son alive because they felt that the cost of caring for the mother would be reduced after having a son. It was terrible.
There was also the touching story of the filial son Emperor Shun. After reading it, she also felt strange. After thinking about it for a long time, she realized why it felt so inconsistent: it was clearly promoting kindness, but it made her feel cold all over her body.
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In fact, after reading this legend, it even made her want to scold her mother. What kind of filial son story is this? It is completely anti-human story, and the whole story is full of unilateral concessions.
The first thing I didn't expect was that after the famous Emperor Shun of the Three Emperors and Five Emperors lost the care of his biological mother, he also encountered the kind of life where a stepmother and a stepfather were the same, so that he was completely unable to resist his eccentric biological father? This is too true.
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Later, in order to give the family property to his younger son, his father murdered him again and again. After being lucky enough to escape, the filial son could not even be angry. He had to give in step by step and submit to his father and younger brother. Even when he became the leader of the tribal alliance, he still refused.
Do you want to divide your own father and younger brother? Therefore, everyone unanimously agreed.
Ling Xiao was very angry when he saw this. There is a saying: Kill for life. Two guys who attempted murder were not punished at all. Instead, they followed Emperor Shun to get promoted and made a fortune. Is this a natural principle? Isn't the so-called good and evil indistinguishable?
?Does it mean that there is no need to punish evil deeds just because we are related?
Then Ling Xiao had to wonder if she was killed by her biological father? Her biological father would not bear any responsibility at all, and so on? Do other elders in the family also have corresponding rights? When she thought about it, she felt that her hands were a little cold.
, so terrible! So what exactly are children to parents?
She feels that we should not just talk about children being filial to their parents? Filial piety is necessary, but it is not too demanding. And children should be rewarded after their efforts? She also wants children to feel the love of their parents? Is it the so-called father's kindness and son's filial piety? Being an elder
If you don’t care about your children at all, why should you ask them to be filial?
If Ling Xiao saw that the elders were not elders, there was no need to pay attention to them. If she were Emperor Shun, she would never let those two guys who had hurt her several times take advantage of her. Of course, Ling Xiao just thought about these rebellious thoughts and did not take them into account.
These thoughts tell anyone,
Later, she felt that it was a good thing that she had not spoken out, otherwise she might have died long ago, because her ideas were incompatible with social requirements. Even if she did not die by herself, she would have been exiled to a certain family temple to practice, because her ideas were incompatible with those
In the eyes of the elders, he is definitely disobedient and unfilial.
Fortunately, she has known how to hide her true thoughts since she was very young, and she has also seen the fight between women very early. Perhaps it is because they can only live on this one-third of an acre of land, causing them to attach great importance to immediate interests.
Ling Xiao watched all this with cold eyes, and naturally felt that it was difficult for women to live, because they had to depend on men, and because they had been strongly brainwashed by the so-called female virtues. Over time, even they themselves were assimilated, which was pitiful and pathetic!
Ling Xiao would never allow herself to live like that: she would have to compare herself with other girls of the same age in her parents' family, and compare with everyone's family environment, education in various aspects, and personal abilities.
When they get married, they will compare each other's husband's status and achievements. After a few years, they will compare each other about having children. As the children grow up, they will compare each other in all aspects. After they have grandchildren, a new cycle begins.
A woman's life goes on like this: the glory of her life often comes from outsiders. She wants to survive by being better than her father, her husband, and her children and grandchildren. There are very few women who have left their names in history.
Ling Xiao felt that life in this situation was a bit trivial and meaningless. She wanted to live another life. At this moment, she didn't know what kind of life it would be.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered many inconsistencies, and realized that maybe this was not her real life. After thinking of this thought, everything suddenly disappeared like a bubble.
She is Ling Xiao, not the little lady from ancient times. She has been traveling through several worlds, and now she is in the world of monsters. The reason why she has forgotten her identity is because she drank the reincarnation of three lives and three lives.
liquor.
She laughed. When she sobered up and looked back at those three lives, she would find that there were bugs everywhere. She even found a sense of disobedience in them, but maybe it was because of drinking the reincarnation wine.
These errors will be ignored.
Later, after a long time, those violations were discovered again and gradually solved. However, this requires one to have strong mental power and not be blinded by the relationship.
No wonder the pigeon came out so slowly, because it has relatively little mental power, so it is deeply involved in the drama, so it doesn't notice any problems at all. Fortunately, it is relatively weak, and it simply doesn't live long enough to be considered a problem.
Die of old age in the third life.
Yuzhen was a little surprised when he found out, and then said: "You came out less than ten years after entering, which means that this reincarnation wine has not had much effect on you. How do you feel?"
Ling Xiao said: "I came from the beginning in the three worlds and forgot everything about myself, but maybe because of my relatively strong mental power, I had a second awakening there, and thus gained many of the skills I had learned.
and knowledge, only to discover the problems.
In addition, I also feel that I have been somewhat deceived. There are many loopholes that I cannot see at first, but when I wake up for the second time, some things will appear, which makes me live better. Once I see through it, it will be easier."
She talked about her own experience. She found that the effect of reincarnation wine was quite good. Otherwise, if she had the original memory, she would have discovered that it was all false, and it would have no effect at all.
After this experiment, it can be determined that the three lives in the three lives and three worlds reincarnation wine blocked some things, so that she would not know what to do when she entered, and it would be exposed little by little later.
But no matter what, she broke away from those three lives, which was a very unique experience. She found that the reincarnation wine was still very good for her, so she told Yuzhen about her experience and gave Yuzhen a chance to try it.
Yuzhen smiled slightly after hearing this, and her eyes flashed brightly. She wanted to know some things, would there be too many problems? At this moment, she felt a little eager to deal with it, and she planned to take her time.
Yuzhen smiled and said: "Since this is the case, now it's my turn. I'm going to go into seclusion. You have to be careful during this period. After all, we are outsiders. Be careful with the natives. There may be problems." Ling Xiao
After hearing this, he nodded and whispered: "Okay!"
She could tell that Yu Zhen wanted to give it a try, and Yu Zhen was naturally a little eager to give it a try. She had followed Ling Xiao through two worlds over the years, but the world she was really more familiar with was probably Sirius.
Ling Xiao didn't say anything, but nodded and said: "Yuzhen, don't worry, go and experience your own three lives and three lives. I will pay attention to the situation of the monsters. You hurry up and do your own thing."
Yuzhen didn't hesitate any longer and drank the Sansheng Sansheng Reincarnation Wine. At first, she didn't start to enter. Instead, she started to read something. Later, she seemed to notice something, so she entered her small courtyard and never came out again.
I should start preparing to enter the Three Lives Three Worlds, but I don’t know where Yuzhen will go?
Ling Xiao thought about it for a while and then put aside these questions. She didn't think too much about it because she knew that Yu Zhen was in the process of inhabitation, so she didn't worry about her starving to death at all. Ling Xiao started her own practice.
Of course, because Yuzhen was in seclusion, she naturally had to pay attention to the surrounding situation to prevent any monster from going to Yuzhen's place and interrupting Yuzhen's practice, so Ling Xiao would not be able to devote herself wholeheartedly.
She thought about it for a while and then started to refine the weapon. She refined small things one by one. After the weapon was completed, she started to refine some elixirs that required any skills. She was just refining them slowly.
Ling Xiao doesn't care when Yuzhen can find out. Maybe Yuzhen has her own secret. Based on her ability, she should have been suspected for a long time. She should be stronger than her, so once the flaw is discovered, she should break free from this life.
come out.
But she didn't. Maybe she wanted to meet her former friends in the illusory world? Ling Xiao sighed. Everyone has their own pain. If you want to live in this world, you must have some people.
will leave.
After thinking clearly, she only thought about how she could go one step further and enter the initial stage of forming pills. She hoped that she could form pills perfectly. From Yu Zhen's experience, she saw that the exercises were very important and really hoped that the exercises she was practicing now would be more powerful.
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In fact, she is a little worried about gains and losses. No matter how free and easy a person is, when encountering a moment that may determine her future, she will find it difficult to choose. The difficulty is that the choice she makes may turn out to be wrong, which means that everything will be doomed.
But did she have a choice? After being knocked unconscious by a falling object made by a certain bastard, she had no other way to go and had to take a lot of risks to travel through the worlds.
Ling Xiao vowed that if she waited until she had the ability, she would let some bastard enjoy the gift package of falling objects from high altitude. She didn't want anything else but let that bastard enjoy the feeling of lying on the bed unable to move, watching
My money is flowing away, and I see my family haggard day by day.
If she didn't want those involved to suffer more, she would have wanted to curse that guy to remain a vegetative state. Trash! Don't you know that what you do will make others suffer?
After Ling Xiao scolded the bastard who asked her to start the time travel mission, she felt a little better. She still had to work hard to live. Otherwise, except her own parents, who would care about a dead person? Outsiders would sigh with emotion at most.
After all, she had to live her own life in the end. But Ling Xiao thought that if she couldn't go back, she hoped her parents could forget her and live a good life.
She has long discovered that in many places, people care more about the living people, and the victims, especially the deceased, are dead, so in the eyes of some people, there is no need to care about the victims' ideas or the rights of the victims.
, I care more about the living person, even if he has done bad things, he still gets a lot of preferential treatment.
Ling Xiao watched a video. It was a true story. It was about a woman named Kai. She was a kind person and was very serious about her work. She was a horse rider. She was also a beautiful woman.
As a normal woman, she also goes to certain places to relax.