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Chapter 15 Self-pity

The original owner was very surprised at first what was going on, but after accepting the memories that Ling Xiao had passed through, she realized that there was another way to live. Although she didn't understand what was going on, she felt that this

It was a change she had wanted.

After realizing that this was her own body, she felt much better, and even more so with a bit of envy. Why would Ling Xiao have someone outside to help her? But no one in her would say a word for her?

Looking at the original owner who suddenly fell into a state of self-pity, Ling Xiao felt a little headache. This was the first time she was so close to a soft bun, and she could see that the original owner was a child who lacked love and recognition.

This is a bit troublesome, because after having the puppet, she will naturally no longer be crowded with the original owner. After all, her soul is far more than the original owner. Will it make the original owner very bad if she is still in the same place? This makes her not

Dare to stay in the body of the original owner, after all, her current status as a monk has made her soul extremely strong, even if it is only half.

Her soul is now in the puppet, and in order to obtain household registration and road guidance, the puppet can only be a man, and the original owner is a little loli. Even though she has always been a female soul, she is still not easy to educate, so

It looks like he will be on the road after a period of rest.

After making up his mind, Ling Xiao did not tell the original owner. There were some things that did not need to be told to a girl who knew nothing. After the original owner recovered, she could start to adapt to this body and develop some habits.

After some exchanges, Ling Xiao knew that the original owner was resentful of what her parents had done, but she had never thought of killing her parents. After all, filial piety education was too powerful, but she agreed with Ling Xiao's departure.

After living for a period of time, the original owner finally felt that another kind of life was good. She had a healthy body, could run, jump, and laugh loudly. Even though she was not stable and reserved, she lived a very vivid life.

In addition, she has been cared for by her elders these days. Even if the elders are not her elders, this quiet and regular life has allowed her to put aside her previous tragic experiences, and gradually she will no longer wake up crying in the middle of the night, or not

What nightmare will happen again?

Ling Xiao has been paying attention to the original owner, and she breathed a sigh of relief when she saw the original owner recovering a little bit, because she also discovered what the past life had brought to the original owner. Alas! I am afraid that the original owner will pay a lot for the shadow of childhood throughout her life. I hope she

to live well in the future.

After seeing the shortcomings of the original owner, Ling Xiao knew in his heart that it was not good. Let's take a look first! I hope the original owner understands the beauty of life. The more you are in darkness, the more you will hope for sunshine.

Ling Xiao tried hard to give the original owner a good life, and after the original owner returned to normal, she realized the benefits of Tianzu. You must know that when she first came here, she felt that her Tianzu was too ugly. After all, people nowadays regard small feet as beautiful.

It's mainstream.

But Ling Xiao knew that he didn't say anything else. He just asked her to take a closer look at her feet when washing them, and let her see for herself whether they looked good or bad. Those crippled feet didn't look good at all, and the small feet after being bound made women half-conscious.

Disabled and unable to walk long distances.

To put it bluntly, women with bound feet are more fragile. Inexplicably, Ling Xiao was reminded of the women who were trafficked to the mountains in later generations. If they did not give up after being sold, they would be imprisoned in that place.

Some even found that after being locked up, some women would not give up and kept thinking about how to escape. So some people broke their legs viciously and did not give them a chance to leave. Anyway, they did not expect them to work. What they wanted was

A woman's uterus can give birth to her own children, and women are fertility tools in their eyes.

This kind of inhumane behavior is routine in some places. Even if the locals don't do this kind of thing, they don't want to help the poor women escape from this prison. Instead, they prevent the female family members from rescuing those female compatriots.

There are also people who lamented after the women were rescued that the children who were forced to give birth to mothers lost their mothers. Damn it! In the eyes of some people, forced women should have strong maternal instincts and not hate those children? Co-authored by a female compatriot

Not a victim? People who say such things really stink.

Ling Xiao felt that bound feet had the same effect as leggings. Originally, women were at a disadvantage compared to men in terms of speed and strength, but now they were even semi-crippled, unable to escape, and the patriarchal and husband's rights were further strengthened.

Things like the three-inch golden lotus should be despised. In fact, no man would turn his feet into that shape just because he likes to hold the so-called three-inch golden lotus. If someone really likes the three-inch golden lotus, then he should wrap it himself.

!Don’t persuade others to do it. Otherwise, the so-called love will ultimately be nothing more than a kind of destruction of women.

Ling Xiao's words made the original owner think for a moment. She looked at her feet. In fact, those feet really looked a little ugly after they were bound before. But now these feet are actually better.

Later, when she put on the shoes and tried walking, she found that she could actually walk steadily, instead of feeling like she had to be cautious every step of the way. Because the area of ​​contact with the opposite side increased, she gradually got used to this kind of foot.

Later, when the original owner started to exercise, he found that these feet were very good. When he thought that if he still bound his feet, he couldn't wash his feet every day. It was conceivable that the smell of his feet was not very good, so he had to wear sleeping shoes when going to bed.

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This foot is different now. It can be washed every day. When the original owner thinks about the sins she has suffered in the past, she will feel very painful. Fortunately, now she has completely got rid of the past and started a new life.

She is still relatively soft-tempered. Ling Xiao knows that he can only take his time and follow her to watch the original owner bloom a beautiful smile like an ordinary girl. But the original owner cannot stay here forever. There are too many things for the original owner to do.

study.

After half a year of adjustments, the original owner received a notice from Ling Xiao: He wanted to leave here and go somewhere else. This news made the original owner a little panicked. Why did he want to leave here? No, no, no, no!

She likes this place very much and doesn't want to leave here. There are not many people here, so the original owner who doesn't know how to get along with people doesn't want to leave. She has no idea of ​​leaving here. It's so good to live here.

Ling Xiao smiled slightly, sat there and looked at the mountain road outside and said lightly: "You don't want to leave, do you? But who can stay with you for the rest of your life? The elders around you will die better than you, and your husband may not die either.

I will accompany you until you grow old, and your children will have their own new home."

The reason why she said this was that she felt that the original owner was forced by the people in that family and had some social phobia. After all, she had been living in an environment where no one cared, which made her accustomed to living in the dark.

It's best not to be noticed by anyone.

Maybe she wants to live like this, but how can this be possible? Even in her parents' home, she has to be taken care of to survive, but now there is no such possibility. She has lost her value. Who will raise a person who can't do anything? If she doesn't change,

, the original owner is really useless.

It is really impossible for her to live on this mountain all her life. The reason why she is living very easily now is because Ling Xiao is here and has a puppet to help her with things. She can help go up the mountain to chop wood and do housework. Many things do not require the original owner.

Do it, otherwise you will never have such an easy life.

But Ling Xiao, as a person who has traveled through several worlds, will never be a bodyguard for a lifetime for a female compatriot who can't do anything and can only hide here and tremble, waiting for the original owner to die here. Naturally, she will not let it.

When this happens, in her opinion, women should find their own path.

Although Ling Xiao knows that the original owner cannot become a certain female general or a strong woman while living in this world, she still has other paths to take, and she can get other love, which will make her happier. This is

What Ling Xiao could not give to the original owner.

Ling Xiao decided to leave the mountain residence to see if there was a person or family suitable for the original owner, so that she could learn the survival skills in ancient times. Anyway, she didn't like to follow a girl like the original owner and take care of her everywhere.

She, Ling Xiao, is not a nanny. Even if she stays in this world for a while, she still has her own things to do. She really doesn't want to be a puppet all the time to take care of the original owner. As a monk, she is a relatively rigid person.

, and the original owner is not the same kind of person at all.

After getting along with each other for several months, Ling Xiao saw that many aspects of the original owner were different from her own ideas. If she was forced to change the original owner, her life would be extremely painful. Even if she didn't say it herself, she would still be unhappy.

And if Ling Xiao had to pretend not to see her, it was impossible, and Ling Xiao couldn't aggrieve herself too much. Neither she nor her were wrong, but their auras were different. Neither she nor she would be bad people, but

It doesn't mean that they can live well together.

Ling Xiao also knew that she could not have a too close relationship with the original owner. Their experiences were too different. After thinking about it, Ling Xiao felt that finding another more suitable person to teach the original owner more survival skills would be the real deal.

Hello original owner.

The original owner is indeed living a very easy life now, but what will she do in the future? Obviously the original owner has not thought before that she wants to live in a place similar to paradise*, but that kind of place cannot exist.

Tao Yuanming, who once wrote "Picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence, leisurely seeing the Nanshan Mountains", was also a very famous person. He was poor and ill when he died. Therefore, if the original owner wanted to live that kind of life, he needed a lot of money, and he had

If people with a lot of money have no guarantee of power, what will happen to them? The former richest man Shen Wansan is a warning.

What's more, the original owner didn't have any money yet, so he thought he could have this kind of life where he could see Nanshan leisurely? She couldn't stay with her all the time. After all, the difference between their ideas was too big. It would be nice to meet once in a while.

Thinking of this, Ling Xiao looked at the original owner, and she felt that something was wrong. Although her temperament was a bit cowardly, it did not mean that she was a person without eyes. She naturally knew that the other person had his own ideas, and felt that she was being left aside again.

So she wrung her hands together and looked at Ling Xiao secretly. She still didn't know who Ling Xiao was. Her only thought was that Ling Xiao was a god, so she hesitated and said: "Grandpa, I don't want to leave here. Live here."

It’s good here.”

Ling Xiao smiled slightly and said, "Do you know that if you live in the mountains, you have to go down the mountain to purchase daily necessities, and you will have to carry them all by yourself in the future? And do you have money yourself?"

When she said this, she looked at the original owner with some seriousness. This was indeed something that the original owner should do to prevent her from thinking that life was easy, especially for a girl to make money.

The original owner's eyes widened when she heard this. As a young lady from an official family, no matter how unpopular she was, she was still taken care of by servants. She had absolutely no experience in doing housework, and she had no possibility of carrying things up the mountain. She was a little afraid.

Believe this is true.

But Ling Xiao nodded and said: "That's indeed the case. I can't stay with you forever. If you want to live well, you have to rely on your own strength, not others. For example, if you think about how to earn

money?"

She spoke with a very serious attitude, which made the original owner a little panicked. She always thought that Ling Xiao would accompany her for the rest of her life, so naturally she would not think about what she would do without Ling Xiao's company. She also didn't know what to do with her money.

Make money.

Very panicked, her first thought was to kneel down quickly. She had always been used to punishments from her elders who made her kneel on the ground, but it was different since she followed Ling Xiao. She told the original owner not to kneel down easily.

You Qi Ling Xiao told the original owner: If you want to solve the problem in front of her, kneeling down will not solve the problem. Instead, you have to think about why? Think about what you should do? But the original owner really doesn’t know what to do?

In the end, her legs gave out and she knelt down! Ling Xiao couldn't help but want to shake his head. The original owner was really too soft-tempered. Looking at her, he felt like he hated iron, but he couldn't lose his temper.

The original owner wanted to stand up, but failed in the end. She looked at Ling Xiao with tears in her eyes. The cub's bewildered look made Ling Xiao feel helpless in her heart.

Hey! When she thought of the original owner who was not yet an adult, that is, around twelve years old, Ling Xiao felt that she was in trouble and felt a headache. Because this kind of temper was forced out of her by her family, it would not work if she was forced to change it.

Great.

Alas! We can only use gentle methods to let her grow little by little. The most troublesome thing is that she doesn't know if the other party will think that Ling Xiao's thoughts are good for her, and she is afraid that she will blame herself in the future.

Looking at the somewhat miserable original owner, Ling Xiao felt a little headache. This was the way she looked after being PUAd by the Xu family. Even though she had worked hard in the past six months to let the original owner learn to exercise and learn a lot of knowledge from books.

, the original owner is still a soft bun.

So now Ling Xiao can only slowly change her perception, and she cannot be too different from the women in this world. Otherwise, living alone, the original owner may not be able to bear it.

After this period of life, it can be seen that the original owner felt that his previous life was miserable. Ling Xiao also knew that the original owner's life was miserable, but it was definitely not the worst.


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