No, no, no! When she heard this, the original owner's breathing became a little faster. Her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone's hands. She put her hand on her heart and felt her heart hurt.
Because now she was looking back at the memories of the past, she suddenly became enlightened as if she had been enlightened, and found that her life in that home was indeed like a transparent person in the later period.
She remembered that in the later stages of her illness, no one remembered that she was a sick person, and none of her so-called relatives went to visit her in the courtyard. Her courtyard seemed to be a forbidden area in the mansion.
In the last stage of her life, she was as thin as a malnourished person. The food of second-class maids was probably better than hers, and coupled with illness, it was even worse. At that time, she needed slaves.
They took better care of her, but everyone around her was thinking about how to leave the worst little courtyard as soon as possible.
Ling Xiao's words made her wake up from the illusion of being a transparent person. Since she is not known to others, no one will care about her life and death. No one will know about her death. Maybe she will know after a long time after her death.
After being discovered, she didn't want to continue to be a transparent person.
If it is true as Ling Xiao said, if she doesn't change, won't it be possible for her to be ignored everywhere again? Even if she has tried hard to be forgotten in order to survive in the past years, otherwise she will always have this burden on her head.
The would-be mistress who is online will probably think of more ways to suppress herself.
She didn't know what she had done wrong at first, but later she found out that she was the candidate for her fiancé's wife, but her status was not as good as her as a concubine, so she thought of suppressing her arrogance at first, but everyone else agreed to this.
kind of behavior.
Unable to resist, she could only learn to turn herself into a transparent person, and gradually her original bright appearance became normal. Ha! When the original owner thought back to this, she suddenly felt why she was still thinking about that family? They had something to do with it.
Were we a family back then?
At that moment, she suddenly realized that even though she had left that family, their honor and disgrace had nothing to do with her. How stupid she was to still worry about their situation. No wonder Ling Xiao was unhappy.
Thinking clearly, she lightly hit her forehead with her fist. They didn't think about her, but she always thought about them. The two sides were not equal at all. The idea before was really stupid. Why could she not think about it so well?
In the past years, because she wanted to protect herself, she had to work hard to restrain all her beautiful things. Now she no longer needs to hide them. She had to be transparent in the past, but it did not mean that she was willing to be forgotten by others again in the years to come.
, she doesn’t want to live like that.
Ling Xiao naturally paid attention to the situation of the original owner. The other person seemed to be very shocked. The original feeling of wanting to cry was gone. The whole person was in a very unhappy feeling. He even saw that the original owner seemed to have thought through something. He was originally a little
The dull face has a bit more brilliance.
She pretended not to notice anything and said to Dalang: "Everyone must have something to think about when they are alive. If she is like your aunt, she is just like your aunt, and she is afraid that she will be sent to the Qing Dynasty, and others will soon forget about her.
If you don’t even remember to deliver food, you might starve to death.”
The original owner was shocked when he heard this, and two words kept appearing in his mind: starve to death, starve to death. Could it be that Ling Xiao was deliberately scaring himself? This idea came to the original owner's mind, but he soon remembered that he was eavesdropping.
Ling Xiao is telling Dalang a story.
She didn't dare to stand up now because she realized she had done something stupid again. Why she wanted Ling Xiao to warn her family before was because she felt Ling Xiao was a god-like existence.
But after this experience, she realized that Ling Xiao was very kind to her, but that didn't mean that Ling Xiao was willing to help her realize her wishes. She obviously didn't want to expose her identity as a god.
Then she thought about it and told herself not to be presumptuous in the future. She was very lucky to live well. She thought quietly and thought about how to live well.
She didn't know why she felt that there was something in the conversation between Ling Xiao and Dalang, and it felt like it was waking her up. Her trembling body gradually returned to normal, but Ling Xiao's words still gave her a few more thoughts.
Then Ling Xiao continued to say: "Da Lang, your aunt still has a big problem. She just doesn't want to get more things for herself and keeps waiting for others to guess her thoughts. It's really not good for her like this.
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Because not everyone can guess it. If this is the case, there is no need for language. Language is for communication. In this regard, she is not good at communicating with other people, and many problems are caused by the gap caused by the population not understanding each other and not communicating.
The diaphragm will increase little by little, and things will get out of hand."
She looked at Da Lang. These words were not only to wake up the original owner, but also for Da Lang. During these times, she naturally felt Da Lang's condition, so she felt that this child was too tired to live.
Dalang's life now is much better than before, but perhaps because he had been living a very depressed life before, Dalang was precocious and unlike a child, so he was very well-behaved and obedient.
Ordinarily, one should be very happy to meet such a child, but Ling Xiao knew that it would be better for the children to be more lively, and Dalang was too well-behaved and sensible. Such a child meant that he had lived too hard.
The time in life when he should be eating, drinking and having fun was very gray, and his childhood was filled with forbearance and helplessness, which affected his character to some extent. Fortunately, it is not too late, and there is still a chance to correct his character.
Ling Xiao tried hard to add a bit of beauty to his little childhood, which would help him build a more complete personality in the days to come. He would always have to remember his childhood when he grows up.
It also has the brightest brilliance, not all darkness.
Otherwise, even if he has the filter of time when he grows up, he will not be able to find a very beautiful scene. Creating a beautiful and happy day is what she strives to give to the original owner and their two children.
She originally planned to talk to Mrs. Song about this, but she found that Mrs. Song's brain circuit was completely different from her own. For this reason, she had to talk to Mrs. Song again, which made her cry.
Then she rejected the original owner's request, causing the original owner to cry too. She finally understood a sentence: people are divided into groups, and birds of a feather flock together. No wonder the relationship between the original owner and the Song family quickly became good.
She found with some helplessness that her thoughts were indeed different from those of the ancients. Those ancient people in the past probably wanted to listen to her and had other things to do, but they were not as profound as this world. Three views are really important.
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So we still can't talk too much about Dalang, in order to prevent him from being too influenced by himself, which will lead to a different outlook on life from the people around him. Naturally, Dalang doesn't know what Ling Xiao thinks.
He listened to his uncle's words very carefully and thought about things in his mind. He was actually the kind of child who didn't like to talk very much, and this habit was developed at home because his grandparents did not let the family talk at all.
Over time, he developed the habit of not talking much.
But now his uncle told him to learn to speak and communicate. In fact, he still remembered that his father didn't like to talk. Many times, he needed others to guess his thoughts, and sometimes he guessed wrong.
Although there is a poem that says: There is a clear understanding between the two minds, but most of the time there is no connection, and the guess is wrong after guessing. It is better to say it directly, and there is no need for everyone to guess.
He remembered his uncle's words and told him to speak more often in the future. Anyway, their family left their original family, had a small family, and lived a life different from their original life. In this kind of life, he felt sincerely happy.
Although he still felt sad because of his father's death, the heart-wrenching pain was much better. In his heart, he was glad that his uncle had found them, otherwise the family might not be alive, or they wouldn't know where to go.
Where.
After living such a quiet and warm life, he felt a little sad in his heart. Why didn't he meet his grandfather before his father died? Otherwise, he could save his father and their family would be complete.
But then he thought about it, if his grandfather hadn't encountered his mother being sold off, how would he have known about the suffering of his family's blood relatives? He still remembered the words of the innkeeper's wife. At first, his uncle felt that the mother and son were too pitiful, so he came to save people.
If he blames his uncle for showing up too late because of his father's death, then he has no conscience and is simply crazy. He must not think like this. Thinking of this, he glanced at his uncle secretly.
When he found that Ling Xiao was not looking at him, he couldn't help but secretly breathed a sigh of relief, because he felt that he had done something wrong. Ling Xiao looked a little cautious and smiled slightly, for fear of offending his uncle.
He remembered that the innkeeper's wife had long seen Ling Xiao's extraordinary talent, and secretly told him in private that he must not offend his uncle. She also told him that he was very lucky to be able to find relatives, and that with the knife, their family would be talented.
Able to live well.
The landlady was the kindest person he had ever met besides his uncle. After they followed his uncle back to the inn, he helped the family move in, and also advised his mother to stand up well.
He didn't know much about anything before. He only knew that his mother was deeply affected by his father's death. His mother fell down after his father died. At that time, he was very scared, fearing that her mother would also go away.
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Later, his mother managed to survive, but before they could be happy, she was asked to leave. He was angry, but his grandparents didn't care what the two brothers thought and locked them in the woodshed directly.
By the time he broke free, it was already too late. His mother was tied up on a sedan chair and left the village. He and his younger brother chased after her. Fortunately, he met a good man who gave them a ride, and his brother arrived at the last moment, right in front of Yuanwai's house.
Catch up with my mother outside.
I followed my uncle to a nearby area and just in time to save them, the two brothers were holding their mother and crying loudly. They were afraid! Their father had passed away, and if their mother disappeared again, they would become orphans.
Dalang still noticed other things. They didn't know his uncle at that time, but it was precisely because of him that they were not driven away immediately. Following him, he discovered that his uncle didn't know what he said to Yuanwai, and asked Yuanwai to let him go.
Kai Niangqin didn't even start a fight.
This made Dalang admire his great uncle very much. He was willing to learn more from his uncle. This is why his mother was still crying just now, but he came out quickly when his uncle asked him to study.
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Ling Xiao rubbed Dalang's little head, and said that this child was also talented in learning, so she asked her to take some time to enlighten him first, and then invite a teacher when he was older.
After all, her thoughts are very different from those of ancient people. For example, because she has seen many high-ranking people on TV since she was a child, she has no respect for royal personnel, and she does not care about it.
But the original owner, the Song family, cannot have this idea. They are the most ordinary people and have no more abilities. If they have this kind of thought of ignoring the king, it is too dangerous. It is better to leave it to the ancients for guidance. Of course.
She deliberately pretended not to realize that the original owner was eavesdropping, and began to initiate Da Lang's education.
The original owner standing outside the door felt much calmer at the moment. Naturally, she had no intention of going in because she knew that Ling Xiao didn't want to talk to her at all just now, and she also remembered that she had to help Ling Xiao to make Ling Xiao unhappy.
She felt a little ashamed to face Ling Xiao and quietly backed away when the lecture began.
After leaving the study, she walked back to her room to do some rest, bit her lip gently, and went over what she had just heard in her head again. She always felt that what Ling Xiao said was not only for Dalang, but also for herself.
explain.
When she started a new life, she found that she didn't know what to do. Before, she had no other ideas and just wanted to live well. But when she really lived a relaxed life, she felt that she was a little out of tune with the world.
This is because she is used to being a little transparent, and she wishes that no one would pay attention to her all the time, so that she could just stay in one place and survive. However, if her plan is pointed out by Ling Xiao, if she continues to be like this, she may eventually be exposed.
forget.
This possibility made her feel scared. If she lived such a humble life again, wouldn't it be possible that she would be ignored at any time in the future? In other words, she was often ignored. Naturally, she didn't want to be like that again. What was she going to do?
Don’t let others ignore you?
She recalled the days when Ling Xiao was in this body. She dared to leave that home at a young age and start a new life. The only difference was whether there was a Taoist priest. Now that the Taoist priest was by her side, even if she couldn't catch up
It turns out that that one shouldn’t be too bad.
The original owner kept telling herself in her heart: She was not the sixth lady who was sacrificed by her family. No one knew her past, and she could completely forget everything in the past.