Chapter 19 The original owner's thoughts (Happy Mid-Autumn Festival)
He wanted to say that he was their son, the eldest son.
It is also the hope of the Lu family to continue the family lineage.
Suddenly he remembered a question.
Is this the reason?
That's reputation.
If you abandon your cousin.
What will happen to the Lu family's reputation?
Then, I'm afraid the Lu family's reputation will be...
He soon thought of the consequences of ruining his reputation.
As someone who has received the influence of authentic Confucianism, I naturally know how powerful it is.
Even though he is only nine years old, the issue of reputation has already begun to matter.
He naturally knew that if his cousin was abandoned, then in the eyes of others, the Lu family would be trash and villains.
If their family is accused and attacked, there will never be a day when they can get ahead.
At such a young age, he now understands the truth and is unable to resist.
He understands the truth and knows that this is the best for the Lu family.
Both father and mother will be fine in the future.
The only bad person is him, the eldest son.
The trembling of his body became more serious.
They did everything right.
One was abandoned.
Everyone else is fine.
But his heart was still very painful.
The resentment in my heart still kept popping up.
Just because he personally felt the pain of being abandoned.
It was a kind of pain that his heart couldn't bear, as if his heart was being torn apart bit by bit.
In addition, his whole body was as if he had been immersed in ice water, cold from head to toe, without a trace of heat.
"When they left, they left nothing behind, leaving me to chase after them." The original owner murmured.
Now he naturally understands the reason why his parents would keep him, because they could not keep his cousin, they could only keep him as their biological son.
Even though they were reluctant to give up, at this time, their father had always had a good reputation, so it was natural for them to give up on him.
After thinking about all this, he felt as if his heart was soaked in coptis water and was miserable. These were his biological parents.
Although he clearly knew that their choice made sense and was for the Lu family's reputation and continuation, he still felt uncomfortable.
Because after experiencing death personally, he was no longer an ignorant child, and he grew up quickly.
The innocence and happiness of the past have long been buried in the past years, and he has become a little indifferent.
Regarding the change of the original owner, Ling Xiao could only sigh silently, this child is not stupid.
But the smarter the child, the more likely he will become a black child, so be careful.
This child is afraid that he will feel very miserable because of this.
You can't even trust your own parents.
He will live very uncomfortable.
Even bad guys need recognition.
Humans are social creatures and live in groups.
To live in this world, you need the comfort, approval and following of others.
And he was abandoned by his parents and thus left alone.
He couldn't find a place to warm himself.
Fortunately, it was Ling Xiao who noticed that he was crying.
Be silent when crying.
He probably didn't dare to howl loudly.
I was afraid that crying louder would attract the barbarians.
Ling Xiao felt a little sad after seeing this and did not comfort him immediately.
She thought to herself: Cry, cry, you are still a child and you still have the right to cry well.
After you have a good cry, you will feel that your mood has improved, but you still have to go on your way, my child.
No matter what kind of life you will have in the future, you still have to think about how to survive now and never give in.
She sighed softly. Everyone has their moments of weakness. After venting their anger in a deserted place, they still have to hit the road.
This is the path for everyone who strives hard to make progress: they can only move forward and keep moving forward.
If you don't advance, you will retreat. If you want to survive, you must work hard and make progress.
This is not just the original intention.
Even Ling Xiao worked hard to complete it.
You have to work hard to survive.
For yourself.
Ling Xiao was depressed.
Both missions had some pitfalls.
Wait until the original owner cried for a while.
Only then am I interested to see what Fairy Sister is doing.
Ling Xiao had recovered his emotions and began to visualize the polygon.
After feeling that the original owner was gradually relieved, she asked: "Have you ever thought about going somewhere?"
The original owner looked ignorant. He was about nine years old when he died. He had read some books and later did some odd jobs.
"Where do you mean?" He really couldn't figure out what the fairy sister meant.
"I'm just asking whether you plan to stay in the north or cross the river to go to the south."
The original owner didn't speak. He didn't know the difference between the north and the south.
"Stay in the north, there will always be barbarians."
"Go south to find your parents."
"No." The original owner shook his head.
Ling Xiao understands.
He was really heartbroken.
I'm just afraid I'll never go back to that home again.
Hey! The original owner shook his head when he heard his biological parents now.
He even suddenly started crying again, sobbing.
Until he was tired of crying and was about to fall asleep again, Ling Xiao took over the body.
Now she needs to find a place to rest first, and then figure out what to do.
Fortunately, she had found a place to rest before taking action, and now she was heading directly to that place.
Seeing that the original owner's conscious body was still twitching from time to time, she knew that she had to prepare to be a wet nurse and raise a child.
It is absolutely impossible for her to just leave the original owner here and jump directly to another world.
If you dare to do this, it will be the same as the original owner's parents, and I'm afraid the original owner will faint from tears.
Now he is a frightened bird, and the slightest disturbance will make him collapse.
Ling Xiao thought that he still couldn't do such a wicked thing.
This is tantamount to asking the original owner to die soon.
He really couldn't bear another blow.
Just think that you are here to be a teacher.
It's not too late to wait until he grows up and leave.
The situation of the original owner.
If you really talk about it.
She has an inextricable relationship with her.
She sincerely hopes that the original owner can live well.
Ling Xiao arrived at the place and took the big cat to rest.
The big cat finally relaxed and followed Ling Xiao to prepare for sleep.
Although it was a wild beast, it discovered that this person had undergone some changes.
Fortunately, the smell is still the same, so there is no problem.
Later, humans quickly returned to their normal state and quickly took it on their way to prepare for a rest.
But who is that crying guy? Why does it feel unreliable?
Before Ling Xiao fell asleep, he specially made a small device to prevent outsiders.
Because she had been busy for a long time at night, she actually fell asleep.
She was awakened from her sleep by the rapid sound of horse hooves.
Is this? Ling Xiao climbed up like a wheel.
Put away all the bedding and everything.
She won't run out directly.
That's stupid.
She secretly nodded.
Looking out with some caution.
The original owner also woke up and was a little worried.
Because the sound of horse hooves reminded him of the past and made him a little scared.
After he was caught, he had to move forward even though he was sick.
Those who walked too slowly were whipped, and the corpses of Jin people were trampled into mud by horses.
What happened now was that when he heard the sound of horse hooves more often, he felt the horse's hooves falling on his head.
This made him tremble all over and his teeth clashed and creaked.
After seeing Ling Xiao's actions, I first felt that it was too bold.
He had an idea to hide quickly.
I want to tell her not to show off.
Hide it well.
Just live carefully like this.
But Ling Xiao didn't think so, she had another idea.
She said: "Where you fell, you have to get up from there!"
"You are a man. If you are always afraid, you will never get out of this nightmare."
After hearing this, the original owner closed his eyes and thought for a while, then decided to watch what Ling Xiao did and be a bystander.
I saw several fast horses galloping towards me, and they happened to enter the corner. By coincidence, there was an ambush point in front of their hiding place.
Ling Xiao crawled forward. The person running at the front was a man dressed as a Jin man, and the people chasing behind him were several barbarians.
The barbarians were shouting loudly one by one, hoping that the Jin people in front would abandon the darkness and join the light.
They relied on their numbers and did not fire their bows and arrows to let the Jin man live.
Ling Xiao lay on the ground and listened. There was no one riding behind.
What a great opportunity! Just these few barbarians.
There are no rescuers like that.
Then take action!
Those barbarians deserve to die anyway.
It seemed that there was a man on a horse not far away.
Ling Xiao quickly used his crossbow, preparing to kill the barbarians.
In her eyes, those guys should die. The more they die, the fewer Jin people will die.
Those barbarians never thought that someone was plotting from behind.
Naturally, he didn't take any precautions and died on the horse.
After their bodies shook a few times.
Just plop-plop-plop.
fall down.
After this news spread.
Let the person at the front look back.
Very surprised, he reined in his horse.
He was very surprised. Of course he didn't want to be captured after escaping.
Who except those barbarians? He wanted to see who was the one who drew his sword to help.
But Ling Xiao had already run over, scrambling to put away her crossbow. There was no place in the world to provide her with the logistics.
Things that can be reused must be packed away so that they can be used again.
Following Ling Xiao, he searched the corpse for everything.
Weapons and other things need to be well prepared.
Weapons last a while.
Just curl the blade.
There is no place to get new weapons.
Then she naturally has to prepare for recycling.
Just then, the horse that ran past turned back.
Ling Xiao took a clear look at the knight on the horse and realized that he was a middle-aged man.
The whole person looks very thin, but has a very good temperament.
She didn't pay much attention to him.
She stepped in to save people.
It's because of the Jin people.
As for the rest, she didn't care.
"Xiao Lang." The man glanced at Ling Xiao.
She is not wearing a mask at the moment, and it can be seen that she is not very old.
Only then will he return to his horse, although speaking of it, his current situation is not very good.
But it feels like this child is in even more danger, and there are no adults around. What's going on?
Ordinarily, children of this size still need someone to look after them. They are very weak, so why can't they see an adult?
He didn't know what was going on? But she also understood that after all the pursuers were dead, he had some breathing time, and wanted to ask about the child's condition.
After Ling Xiao heard this, he glanced at him with a bit of caution in his eyes, even though they were both from Jin.
But this does not mean that all Jin people are good people and there are no bad people.
They are all good-looking people with good temperaments.