If parents do something that is not conducive to their children, the victim cannot hold a grudge.
If that person dares to harbor resentment in his heart, it is a great act of unfilial piety.
But he didn't agree with it, having died once. In the final analysis, he couldn't get over it.
Why can't you even feel unhappy?
Are you treating him as a human being?
Still a feelingless existence!
Very unhappy.
Why did they abandon him.
Is it reasonable for parents to not fulfill their responsibilities at all?
I didn't discuss it with him or say anything when I left.
He ran away so quietly that he was almost burned to death in the fire.
He only woke up when the fire burned nearby, supporting his sick body and shouting.
He used his last strength to run to find them, only to find that it was an empty room.
At that time, he fainted in despair and was almost burned to death.
Fortunately, a rain came and put out the fire in the town.
Only then did he have a chance to survive.
Stay in the small town without giving up.
I hope my cruel parents will come back to pick him up.
But it turned out that this was just his fantasy.
He didn't wait for his parents who came and went and never came back.
The whole town was abandoned, and he seemed to be abandoned by the whole world.
Later, I couldn't even find anything to eat, so I had to leave the town and find other food.
As a result, he met the Jin people and managed to survive. He encountered the barbarians. After being caught, he suffered some humiliation and died.
This memory made it impossible for him to become a loving family with his former parents again. He really couldn't do it.
Every time I think of them, I wonder if they will abandon him again? After being abandoned once, I can no longer trust them in my heart.
Even if he finds them, he may be abandoned again. This possibility makes him completely resist them in his heart.
That heart was broken and covered with numerous scars. It hurt whenever the problem was touched, and there was no place for them anymore.
Since they all want to love their cousin, let them become a family that loves each other.
He said slowly: "Before I died, I swore that I would never be their son again."
It turned out to be an oath! Ling Xiao knew that the ancients took oaths very seriously.
Looking at the original owner's dimmed eyes, Ling Xiao sighed.
She understood the original owner's mood very well and understood it very well.
There was a big gap between the original owner and them.
There's no going back to the past.
Although he didn't say much.
But the whole body language is full of resistance.
He doesn't want to go back to find them, it's a way of self-protection.
"But if so, this means that the road you are going to take will be without the support of your family."
Ling Xiao looked at the original owner seriously, fearing that he would regret it in the future because the class gap was relatively large.
Fortunately, in troubled times, no identity is too important to Ling Xiao. The most important thing is to think about how to survive.
Even so, she still wanted to remind the original owner that what he gave up was an identity that many people dream of, and she did not hope that he would regret it in the future.
"If you give up the connections on the paternal and maternal lines, your identity cannot be proven, and you are not even considered a Hanshi."
After listening to Ling Xiao's words, the original owner looked at Ling Xiao with big eyes, still looking stubborn and pouting his mouth.
Ah! Ling Xiao sighed silently. This child was unwilling at first sight. He was really stubborn!
If he was willing to travel south to find his parents, it would save Ling Xiao some energy.
"I swore that I would never go back no matter how much hardship I endured."
The speaker raised his head with a proud look on his face.
Ling Xiao smiled slightly after looking at it.
The kid held on.
Forget it, just look at it like this!
She had no intention of dissuading the original owner.
Although he may make a decision that he may regret in the future.
But she did not say these depressing words in the end, and the original owner's psychology was still very fragile.
The experience of the original owners was really miserable. If they had to be persuaded to forgive them, their minds might become twisted and darkened.
Forget it, since they gave up on him early, they will take another path. After hundreds of years, the family will eventually decline, and he just needs to live a good life.
"A person's good family background is very important. I hope you will not regret it. You must know that there is no regret medicine in this world."
After hearing Ling Xiao's words, the original owner pursed his lips. Did he regret it? He had the idea of crying.
He looked at Ling Xiao and still held back his tears, having already cried twice.
So he can't cry, he has to live with a smile.
He could feel Ling Xiao's kindness.
"I understand very well."
It's really clear.
He paused while speaking.
"But I still stick to my opinion just now."
With determination on his face, he would rather endure hardship than go back.
What are you going back for? To see their family of three loving each other together?
Maybe they would still miss him if he didn't go back, but they would feel relieved if he went back.
He has a son and a nephew, who look harmonious and beautiful no matter what, but he doesn't want to and would rather they live in isolation.
Ling Xiao looked at him and nodded, "Okay, I just hope you can remember what you said."
"There is something I want to tell you. The path you choose, no matter how hard and tired you are, you have to walk it on your knees. You have to think clearly."
Of course, there was something else later, but Ling Xiao didn't say it out loud, that is, does the prince and general Xiang Ning have a seed? Xiao He was not the descendant of a big shot at first, but because of Xiao He, a big family came out - the Xiao family of Lanling.
Even Xiao He's descendants have several emperors and prime ministers. It's so awesome that Ling Xiao doesn't care if the original owner doesn't return to the family.
But in line with the principle of being responsible for the original owner, she told the story several times, trying to make him understand, so that he would not regret it when he grew up.
Many people just like to regret. After suffering, they think that it would have been better if they had not done this in the first place. Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine.
If there really was a so-called regret medicine, it would probably be the best-selling medicine in the world, and it would even be priceless.
She felt a headache when she thought that the original owner would sigh in her ears all day long.
In this situation, she would definitely beat someone up and make him nag her.
The original owner thought for a while and then said: "I know."
Ling Xiao smiled slightly and looked at the scroll in his hand.
"Well, since that way is impossible."
"Then, we can only take another path now."
"Help others when you can. This is considered a personal connection." Ling Xiao said slowly.
The original owner hummed softly after hearing this, but did not respond because he didn't quite understand Ling Xiao's plan.
I saw Ling Xiao packing up the things he had just used and checking the scroll again.
The original owner looked at the so-called scroll curiously, and the handwriting was different.
"Our characters are actually different," he said.
"Yes, you should write it yourself in the future."
"Me?" The original owner waved his hand repeatedly.
Ling Xiao said to him: "Ru'an, you must remember what I say below."
The original owner was immediately restrained. He pursed his lips and looked at Ling Xiao with a somewhat frightened expression.
"Since you are going to take a more difficult road, you must have the skills. From now on, you must be prepared to turn the things I have done into your own skills, such as archery or making special medicines.
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"You must always remember everything that has happened. Learning a lot is the capital that will allow you to survive. You must work hard to learn well. I believe you will be able to learn well."
The original owner was a little confused and felt that the intensity of study was even greater than before. Can he do it? He asked himself.
"You can definitely do it, little man. If you don't succeed, you will be successful!"
Hearing this sentence, the original owner felt very difficult.
But Ling Xiao thinks it is necessary.
Ling Xiao plans to teach the original owner many things.
In order to increase his ability to survive in troubled times.
Ling Xiao still planned to teach the original owner something, and even made a special plan.
The original owner was stunned after reading the beginning. He never expected to learn so many things?
He used to mainly study, and he hadn't had much exposure to the so-called Six Arts of a Gentleman. Why did he feel that this fairy lady gave him more lessons?
He found that he still needed to practice his skills. In troubled times, force was advocated, and force was very important if he wanted to survive.
He still understands this very well, and in his heart he plans to work hard to learn it well.
Only by learning this ability well can he live a prosperous life.
The original owner secretly made up his mind to practice hard.
Ling Xiao then made plans.
The big cat stays aside.
Somewhat lazily lying down.
Its ears stand erect and sometimes turn a few times.
This way you can hear other sounds early, even if you can't hear them, you can still feel them.
Ling Xiao is writing her own plan. She hopes to help the original owner live a good life in the future.
Fortunately, she has camping experience, so she has a higher chance of surviving in the wild and has a lot of things.
Of course, there is another big problem: how to solve the household registration problem? You can’t really become a refugee.
Fortunately, she got something, but she couldn't make up her mind for a while.
What should I do to be more satisfactory?
I have never committed any fraud.
"Forget it, let's talk about this slowly."
"Anyway, there are a lot of things in the pile of dead people, maybe they can be used."
Ling Xiao thought of this and began to prepare to rest. She found that it was getting dark.
After finding a suitable place to rest, she brought a lot of deworming pills with her, which saved a lot of energy.
Since the original owner woke up, his mood swings were relatively strong, so he was tired early and fell asleep quickly. After Ling Xiao packed everything, he was also ready to rest.
The place I chose to rest was in the tree. There was a big cat there and there were no wild animals, so it was quite safe.
After a few days, the original owner finally began to adapt to this free-range lifestyle.
Ling Xiao needs to find a suitable place to live as soon as possible during this period.
Because the weather is getting colder day by day.
You cannot sleep outdoors in winter.
After it becomes more stable, the original owner starts learning.
The original owner is very willing to learn from Ling Xiao and practice his movements.
Fortunately, he is a boy and prefers to dance with swords and sticks.
During this process, my temperament returned to normal, and I gradually became cheerful and no longer cried all the time.
Ling Xiao, who had been paying attention to the original owner, breathed a sigh of relief now that the child finally recovered.
Judging from the recovery of the original owner, it is quite good. He rarely has nightmares anymore. It seems that his nerves are relatively strong.
Some people are born with extremely sensitive personalities. If the same thing happens to a very nervous guy, he will be depressed for a while. But if he is met by someone with an extremely emotional temperament, he may not be able to overcome it and he will become depressed.