Of course, she knew that she would never be as brave and decisive as Ling Xiao. Ling Xiao had always been confident in facing problems. The original owner asked herself that she couldn't do it, and she was afraid that she would be panicked many times.
She likes Ling Xiao and wants to learn how Ling Xiao does things, but she also knows that it is completely impossible to turn herself into another Ling Xiao, because she and she are two people.
The original owner did not notice this situation at first. After all, at that time, she was eager to seize the rare kindness. At that time, she wanted to become another Ling Xiao, the one she wanted to be like in every aspect.
But when she grew up, she realized that this wish was equivalent to losing herself. Ling Xiao obviously didn't think so. She was obviously closer to the original owner in all aspects, which made the original owner very excited when she found out.
Then I realized that my later worries were unnecessary. There were too many things about Ling Xiao that I didn't know at all, and there were too many mysteries about her. The original owner knew that it was impossible to completely recreate Ling Xiao.
When the original owner found out, he felt a little depressed because he found that no matter how hard he tried, he would never become another Ling Xiao. Was he just useless? He couldn't catch up no matter what.
Ling Xiao saw the disappointment of the original owner and said with a smile: "You think the sun is very bright, right?" "Of course it is bright. If there is no sun, then everything will be gone."
"But the sun doesn't shine 24 hours a day. There are moons and stars in the middle. Their light may not be as bright as the sun, but they also have their own charm.
Even the faint shining of fireflies can be seen as picturesque at night. Donna, not everyone can be the brightest sun, but it is also good to be the moon, stars, and fireflies.
I don't deny the importance of the sun, but you can imagine what would happen if there was only one sun in the sky, without the moon, stars and other celestial bodies?
Donna, I heard a saying when I was studying painting: You can learn from other people's strengths and absorb them, but you can never imitate other people's painting styles and painting techniques. You will eventually lose your own characteristics and completely become someone else's copy machine.
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Ling Xiao's tone was very calm when she spoke, as if she was just talking about the truth she heard when she was learning painting, telling her that everyone has their own unique beauty, which made the original owner think after listening to it.
After hearing Ling Xiao's words, the original owner thought a lot, because she knew that Ling Xiao was giving her guidance: you can learn the advantages, but don't copy them all. This made the original owner become psychologically mature.
Afterwards, the original owner felt even more grateful. She asked herself: If she insists on completely succeeding in recreating Ling Xiao, will she still be the same person?
It seemed that she was no longer herself, but a person with no independent thoughts. After she came to her senses, she was unwilling to completely lose her consciousness and turn herself into a copy of Ling Xiao.
She also understood Ling Xiao's good intentions, and secretly felt that it was really good to have such a guide. In fact, she later found that there was a certain gap between herself and Ling Xiao in dealing with problems, and they also had different methods of handling problems.
The later original owner still admired Ling Xiao and imitated his behavior and manners, but she never thought about becoming the same person as Ling Xiao because she knew that she was not Ling Xiao.
As a smart person, she naturally knew that Ling Xiao must have concealed a lot of things, so she just pretended that she didn't know. Once some things were revealed, even the most basic relationship would not be maintained.
Because the original owner knew very well that Ling Xiao arrived suddenly, did not know where she came from, and did not know when she would leave. The original owner was afraid that Ling Xiao would not be able to answer questions when asked, and would run away early afterward.
In addition, it’s okay if you don’t know. This can prevent others from being unsure about certain things because they know what’s going on. Because if she really doesn’t know, there will be no problem. This is what the original owner really thinks.
This is why the original owner discovered some flaws and problems in Ling Xiao, but after discovering that Ling Xiao was not going to explain, he never mentioned the problems he discovered, because he didn't know any better.
After this period of encounters, the original owner knew one thing: Ling Xiao's fighting awareness was much stronger than her own, and she thought she was very good before.
But without comparison, you wouldn't know that Ling Xiao is much stronger than her. If she were to face the enemy, she would probably not be able to react. For example, if she encounters a killer with a sniper rifle, she would be doomed and she would not be able to react at all.
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When someone sees the incoming bullet, it is too late to move, because the speed of the bullet is too fast. Once it hits the target's body, or even misses it, it will cause a certain amount of damage.
This was information that the original owner had specifically checked after being ambushed. Later, she once asked Ling Xiao how she had escaped. How did she find that she didn't seem to be looking in the direction of the bullet?
Ling Xiao told her that she didn't look at all, but felt the danger and moved her body to avoid the bullet. If she waited to see it before hiding, she would probably not have enough time.
The original owner was silent when she found out. It turned out to be like this. Apparently she was a little less sensitive. She felt the danger and then wanted to see clearly what was going on, and she would become a target.
Therefore, we can know that she is not as good as Ling Xiao in terms of skill, and we can be sure that the other party has experienced a lot, which also means that the two people do not have exactly the same ideas.
After the original owner thought about it clearly, she was not jealous of Ling Xiao's skill. She felt that Ling Xiao must have experienced many dangerous situations. Everyone has his own life trajectory, and it is ultimately reflected in daily life, which is a kind of imprint.
The original owner who has thought clearly knows that she may never have Ling Xiao's skills in her life because she does not have that environment, but she still needs to strengthen her physical training in the future.
In addition, she must make herself strong enough so that those who want to plot against her cannot succeed. She must work hard to make her life meaningful.
This was also the reason why she chose country Z. She had read Eastern mythology before, and the mythological stories told in it were very different. There were Pangu creating the world, Nuwa mending the sky, Kuafu chasing the sun, and Houyi shooting the sun.
These are heroes with personal heroism. It is they who have done many heroic and fearless actions and given a lot of inspiration to future generations. They are worthy of the title of heroes.
But later legends began to emphasize the power of the collective. Whether it was the rise of the human race in the prehistoric era or Dayu's flood control, collective power was reflected.
One person's strength may be very weak, but when gathered together, it is very powerful. That kind of cohesion is the most important, and this is what touches her the most.
She came to the new country with some curiosity and was ready to start a new life. Although she had not entered the new country yet, she felt that the people in the aviation department were very nice people from the people she met.
She had also come into contact with some international students from the East before, but because of her own reasons, she was afraid that her own reasons would bring trouble to them, so she did not have as many contacts as possible.
She really rarely had the opportunity to talk to the real descendants of Eastern civilization. She observed with some curiosity and found that many of them studied very hard and had no entertainment life.
After graduation, some of the students stayed to work or returned to their motherland. It all depended on their own personal choices. Ling Xiao had been watching quietly and avoiding others when he helped.
This is because the original owner is very aware of his own situation: he is a thorn in the side of some people, and someone has been following him. He may not be able to find his fault, but he can hit the affected people and make the original owner feel bad. Since it is possible
So it's better to stay away.
Of course, in addition to this situation, it is also because Ling Xiao changed the demeanor of this body and became beautiful. Even if that kind of beauty is not mainstream beauty, it is a kind of exotic beauty, which is a rare beauty, resulting in
After going to school, I encountered some bad peach blossoms.
For example, there are some people who want to benefit from a relationship. Naturally, there are also those who want to be intimate with each other once they meet, and who simply want to collect more types of lovers. What is even more surprising to the original owner is that there are also those who come from the same sex.
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The original owner of the incomprehensible style had no intention of finding any emotional sustenance. Although she did not have much social experience and lacked emotional care when she was young, it did not mean that she did not get true love.
She could feel that those people seemed to be affectionate, but in fact their feelings were not pure at all. They were more entangled for so-called interests, or just for fun.
And she doesn't need those somewhat poisonous feelings at all. Do you think she is a fool? She drags all rotten and smelly things to her side? She doesn't have enough energy. In addition to studying in class, she also has to exercise every day.
In the remaining time, she still has to make up lessons so that she can know more about Eastern civilization. Where will she have time to accompany those with bad intentions? If she has that time, why not study more with Ling Xiao?
In this situation, she was very disgusted with the disturbances, feeling that they were just annoying blue flies, so she behaved like a straight woman, cutting off all the rotten peach blossoms, and offended some people in the school.
Some people thought they could do something to isolate the original owner and make her unable to stay in school. Fortunately, the original owner's tutor was so powerful that those people couldn't take advantage.
For the original owner's troubles, Ling Xiao would usually let the original owner deal with it, and usually would only intervene when it was really difficult to deal with. This gave the original owner more opportunities to get to know Ling Xiao.
Having lived with Ling Xiao for many years, she had some guesses that Ling Xiao had something to do with Eastern civilization, but she didn't seem to be a pure modern person, and even the original owner couldn't guess where she came from.
Ling Xiao never mentioned where she was from, nor did she reveal it in her conversations. The reason why she felt she was not a modern person was because she knew too much about ancient etiquette and could talk about ancient books with great clarity.
The original owner didn't ask where Ling Xiao was from. Ling Xiao would tell her what she needed to know, and she could observe it carefully to strengthen her observation ability, which was also a kind of learning.
Of course, what she cared about the most was being able to take revenge on the people who plotted against her. She had already died once and was unwilling to let those people go. Fortunately, Ling Xiao told her to leave her alone, so she didn't think about revenge.
Why the original owner still remembers it is because after she came back from the dead, she knew a lot of things that she didn't know before, so she was very happy about one thing: she died a little early when she died. Why did she say that?
The original owner saw the original plan. The remaining part of the building would be blasted again shortly after her death. Even if she had some food and drink, she would definitely die if she lived temporarily because the way up was blocked.
This grudge must not be forgotten! She was once trapped under the rubble without food or water, and became a little crazy. Only when she lived again did she realize that the rescue was just a show.
Ahhh! She didn’t even think about rescuing her. If she was rescued and not rescued in the end, she wouldn’t be so angry as a victim. She just keeps putting on a show. It’s so disgusting.
Some people even simply refused to rescue or put on a show, and directly said that it was too dangerous to save the person. The original owner also respected the person who did this as a man. But they did not do this, instead they were just putting on a show.
In addition, she naturally found that the loss of time will give people new focus. No matter how big the issue is, it will gradually be forgotten. If the person involved is still alive, it will still be talked about to some extent. If no one remembers it, it will probably disappear soon.
Will be forgotten.
Maybe some people will remember it at first, but as time goes by, who will remember the collapse of that building? Will they still remember that hundreds of people died there?
The original owner visited that place after the lawsuit ended. The remaining parts of the building were completely demolished, a lot of construction waste was removed, and no more houses were built in that place, but instead it was turned into a garden.
There were dead bones buried under the seemingly nice garden, because in the end only four of the hundreds of victims were rescued, and the others died sooner or later in the building collapse.
There are many plants planted in the garden, which look very colorful, and there are also the chirping of birds. Occasionally, a few people will speed up their pace when passing by here.
It's as if the building never existed. The scenery in the garden is so quiet and peaceful, and it looks like it has a magical feeling.
Ha! It looks really peaceful and beautiful, but it feels extremely fake no matter how you look at it. Many of them don’t know what is going on until they die. Even if there is no help from outsiders, even if they are lucky to be alive, they still don’t know the reason.
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Thinking of this, the original owner placed a bouquet of white roses she had brought in the middle of the garden. Afterwards, she stood there for a long time, her eyes drooping, and the wind blew by her ears.
Poof! It was as if the sound of a beer bottle being opened woke up the original owner. It was a relatively slight gunshot. Ling Xiao took control of his body and left. It was not safe yet.
Afterwards, she sent Qiao and the others a video of going to the original site of the ruins as a kind of souvenir, but the two of them looked at it for a while and didn't even recognize where it was.
After waiting to find out where it was, I looked at it very carefully over and over again. It felt really strange. If I hadn't recognized the building next to it, I wouldn't have recognized it.
There was no trace of the building they were familiar with, which made them feel a little sad. They left in a hurry and had no time to go there.