She smiled when she said this. At this moment, she suddenly felt a little sad in her heart, because when it came to her sister Elena, even though she did not plan to contact her again in the future, she still remembered the past because of her sister.
The original owner knew very well that her past life contained less sweetness and more painfulness. The ups and downs in the past cast a gloomy color on her memories of her early life. When she thinks about it, she feels that life is meaningless and might as well be.
Long dead.
The past days have deeply left a mark on her character. She has always lived like a little transparent person. She is usually very silent at school and at home, and dare not speak up for herself to fight for what she deserves.
She lives like a shadow without the care of her biological mother, which makes her poor in manners. Standing with Elena, everyone sees her sister at first glance, but after that, everyone still cannot see her, and she will not be left behind.
What an impression.
At that time, she had a bit of inferiority complex. When faced with problems, she often acted like an ostrich, as if it wouldn't happen if she couldn't see it, hoping others would let her go.
Later I realized that this kind of thinking was completely false. People who want to bully the weak will not care about what the weak think. Naturally, they will not let the weak go and will only push for the next step.
When the original owner recalled the past, she was just as dusty as her mother had imagined. There was no way she could be compared with Elena. Probably other people would not think they were biological sisters at all.
Without Ling Xiao's arrival, she would have to spend more time making up for the misfortune she had suffered as a child. She didn't even know if she would come out, but now she has really come out.
Therefore, when the original owner looked back, she discovered that the hardships in the past were not all bad things for her, and allowed her to develop a very calm character in the face of everything, because how could it be worse?
What was her first feeling when she found out that she could come back from the dead? Normally, this kind of rebirth is completely impossible, but she didn't know why he quickly accepted his return after seeing Ling Xiao.
A reality that comes to life for once.
He also discovered that as the saying goes, every loss has a gain. The original owner found that although he had never received the affection from his parents and sister, he had received some compensation because of Ling Xiao's arrival, and it was a big compensation.
With Ling Xiao here, it is a big advantage. One person is equal to several people. For example, the original owner has a very skilled bodyguard, allowing her to save her own life and find a better way again and again. This
It is care that neither parents have given me.
There is also a good teacher to provide guidance in the learning process, not just in learning. Ling Xiao has cultivated the confidence of the original owner in life and taught her what her mother should have taught her. All of this will help her in the future.
I have benefited a lot in my years.
After escaping again and again, the original owner thought: Maybe the neglect and cold violence she suffered when she was young was compensated a lot after meeting Ling Xiao. In general, it was a good life to live again.
Therefore, the sadness caused by being treated poorly by her relatives flashed away, and it was more of a feeling of happiness that not everyone had abandoned her. Her heart, which had been suppressed by her mother, burst out with vitality again. It was good to be alive.
!
After starting a new life, she really likes the ancient Eastern civilization where she lives now. Maybe some places are not as good as those in developed countries. After all, as a developing country, its original foundation is too weak and its development time is too short. Some places cannot keep up.
normal.
But this ancient civilized country was once again glowing with youth, and its people were smart and brave. The kindness, bravery, and orderliness of the Oriental people still left a deep impression on her.
This is why the original owner wanted to find the confidence of her grandma and her family. Orientals obviously care more about their family and their children and grandchildren. If grandma and the others are like ordinary Orientals, they will definitely like their children very much, so she will bring several children with her.
They travel back and forth to find relatives.
It's just that the more she cherishes this emotion, the more nervous she becomes. She doesn't know if the old man who was hurt by her mother will accept her, and it's understandable if she doesn't.
This worry about gains and losses made the original owner anxious. Even though as a teacher she had no stage fright when facing students, she was still a little uneasy at the moment, wondering what would happen to her grandfather and his wife.
The two old men were also hesitant at this moment. Knowing who the child in front of them was, the old couple had the urge to hug and cry with the child, but this idea was quickly given up.
Because I think about my daughter, I know that they worked hard to raise her daughter and paid a lot for her. It can be said that they spent money, effort and energy on her daughter's growth.
Even though the daughter felt that they were at a disadvantage, they thought they had tried their best. As a result, when the daughter grew up, she patted her butt and left. There was no news after that, and she did not remember her parents at all.
Hey! It’s really helpless. They didn’t know what they had done wrong for a long time. Like the parents of thousands of ordinary families, they worked hard to earn money to support their daughters and gave their daughters what they could.
Best conditions.
But their daughter's behavior completely denies all their efforts. Even if they are parents, they will feel heartbroken and feel that their efforts are completely ineffective.
During the decades of waiting, they gradually became disappointed with their daughter. Sometimes they thought: What would happen if the daughter was not their daughter, but the daughter of unscrupulous parents?
You must know that there is never a shortage of parents in the world who don't care about their children's growth and education. Of course, there are two types of parents: either they just can live, or they are unwilling to spend money for their children to receive education.
Regardless of the lack of supervisory or objective aspects, parents think that as long as they raise their children, they have given them a huge favor.
So once the children grow up, even if the children do not get the education they deserve, parents will still let the children do everything possible to repay their parents.
emmmmm! The above-mentioned parents are more or less responsible for their children. There is also the kind of parents who simply give birth to children without raising them, or they cannot afford to raise them, or they do not want to raise them.
Children who are more unlucky are often given away by their families after they are born. Of course, some people commit crimes by selling or throwing away their children.
Such parents have no merit at all for their children after they are born, not to mention what kind of favor the children will have to repay when they grow up, and it is not the children who asked to be born.
Some parents wait until their children grow up and find out that the children who were thrown away, sold, or given away have a future, and they want to take advantage of it just because the children are their own mothers.
If their daughter meets those parents, they probably won't have the chance to get a good education and probably won't have the possibility of going abroad, so they don't feel they owe their daughter anything.
If they are the kind of people who sell their daughter for profit, then it would be natural for their daughter to abandon them, but they are not parents who don't care about their children.
It can be said that their daughter, who was raised carefully, eventually ran away for freedom, completely forgetting how she grew up, leaving only some mysteries behind and disappeared without a trace, leaving her parents aside.
This kind of blow from their own daughter made it impossible for the two old people to get peace of mind. Even if they worked hard later, they could not relieve it. Over time, it became an unspeakable taboo for them, and others tried their best not to mention it again.
Because they had been hurt by their daughter once, they were somewhat resistant to new relationships. They came out of the inexplicable surprise of knowing the child's identity at the beginning and began to think about it carefully.
Indeed, if this young man did not lie, she was their granddaughter according to blood relationship, but she was not a child who needed their care everywhere, but an adult.
An adult who is fully capable of thinking and acting will naturally not be as lovable as a child. Cubs attract the pity of most people, but adults cannot be so sympathetic.
Their past experiences made them a little afraid that they would be deceived again. Once bitten by a snake, they would be afraid of well ropes for ten years, so they became a little confused about how to face this child.
You must know that they have failed extremely as parents, and they have been deeply hit and depressed. At this time, they don’t know whether they have the ability to be good elders. If they suffer another blow, they may never be able to stand up again.
Having experienced being despised by their daughters, they had knots in their hearts. This concern made them timid in the face of family affection. Should they recognize this relative who came to their door? At this moment, they were very hesitant.
The two people suddenly felt that their peaceful lives would be disrupted, and they didn't want their lives to be disrupted again, so they felt a bit of a dilemma whether to accept or not.
Speaking of which, in order to better understand their students and understand that the development of technology has made the world more tempting, they even studied a handful of clothing to determine what the students were wearing.
Therefore, they can tell at a glance how this granddaughter dresses. She looks like she is wearing high-quality clothes, which are definitely not cheap clothes. Can this granddaughter get along with them?
It was just now that they discovered that they and their daughter had different views, which made them completely incompatible with each other and made each other very painful.
Then they don't know how they will get along with their granddaughter. It is probably impossible for them to be like ordinary grandparents and grandchildren. After all, they have no feelings.
They have never met the child when she was young, and have not spent any effort on her growing up, so they should not have expectations for their granddaughter.
But if they really get along, they can't maintain this mentality. Human nature longs for the love of their loved ones. Even if they try hard not to ask for family affection, they will still fall into it sooner or later.
Hey! What should I do? I still remember that my daughter asked them for pocket money at the beginning, so they were supposed to give their children some pocket money to spend, so they had to save more money.
This is because the old couple know that they are getting older and they always need support and help. In fact, they do not expect their granddaughter in their hearts. The children have to go to work, so how can they be at home all the time?
But they also knew that it would be good to have a relative at home who could help her if anything happened, but they were a little wary because they were not familiar with her at all.
Not knowing the nature of the other party, the old people would be a little afraid of getting hurt again. The original owner could feel this kind of wariness, and felt a little depressed in his heart, feeling aggrieved.
Because she had thought that the other party would definitely recognize her, so she had too much hope in investing, but it suddenly burst like a soap bubble, and she felt really unhappy.
Ling Xiao saw it and said softly: "Please don't blame them. Their biological daughter has betrayed both of them and is still living so seriously. There is a saying: once bitten by a snake, she will be afraid of well ropes for ten years.
They are afraid that someone will leave anyway."
The reason why she spoke out was for the original owner. The reactions of these two old people were relatively normal. They might have been excited at first, but as time went by, they would have new ideas and a bit of distrust. This is normal.
This is because the original owner is not familiar with them and has no deep feelings for them at all. It is normal for the elderly to have taboos. It is normal for them to be afraid because the original owner's own mother has abandoned her parents.
After hearing this, the original owner felt a little embarrassed and came out of his self-pity. Alas! He was still too anxious and was waiting for the inspection report to come out before he came to see his grandfather's family.
Ling Xiao was a little helpless. The original owner was a good child, but maybe it was because she was extremely lacking in love. Her thirst for love was quite urgent, and she still needed to pay more attention to this aspect.
Because this is a big flaw, and once something goes wrong, the original owner will be devastated. Hey! It’s better to pay more attention to this issue and keep living in the past.
After listening to her words, the original owner no longer felt tense in her heart, and her energy became better. She looked at Ling Xiao and said, "Then you really can't stay with me for the rest of your life? I can't bear to have you leave."
Ling Xiao smiled slightly, and said with a smile: "You! I really feel that this issue is not urgent, so why not have a good talk with your grandparents first? Even if some things happen, don't be anxious.
In fact, you have to know that the relationship between people comes from each other little by little, so don't be too anxious. Now the old man probably feels in a dilemma, so just think about it.
Maybe the old man hasn't thought about some things yet, and when he comes to his senses, nothing will happen. In addition, you have to remember: Don't think that your efforts must be rewarded."
After the original owner came back to her senses after hearing these words, her originally sour heart calmed down. Although she was still not as unhappy as some, she was basically invisible.
The original owner who has seen many cases knows very well that love is not an extravagance, and they all say that maternal love is the most sincere, but she has not felt it, so she does not need their approval.
She came today because she wanted to see them. Now after seeing them, she has no regrets. Even if they still have no fate with her, they will still have a new day to start.