"I have taken on some tasks to make a living, and it takes time to complete these tasks. Naturally, it is impossible for me to take care of the children myself now. There is not enough time to deepen the relationship with the children.
If I quit now, I will definitely lose my credibility, and I will not be able to continue to support my wife and children, so I will not be able to take care of my children myself for the time being. After I finish those tasks, I will take time to build a good relationship with my children.
Originally, if I didn't have time, my wife should take care of the children, but she was not in good health due to childbirth. Over the years, she has always thought that the children at home are her own children, and she has paid a lot for this.
No matter whether it is emotional or other aspects of contribution, it is impossible to easily take back the previous contribution. After all, there are real feelings between people, and living together is not only family, but also family.
She has a gentle personality but is very stubborn. She is not very willing to accept new changes. For example, now that she has money, she still has to do housework by herself. I am a little worried that she will not accept the reality immediately.
Uh! I'm not saying that my wife won't accept her child, but she's not in good health. Seeing her son suffering so much, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it and might push him away.
Even when she wakes up, she still can't accept it. She thinks it's her fault. It's her fault that someone took the opportunity to secretly change the child. It caused bad health and was bad for the child. After thinking about it, I decided not to let it go first.
She couldn't help but see the child living in such misery.
After raising the child well, when his situation gets better in all aspects, my wife will feel less guilty, allowing mother and son to spend more time together."
Edward explained his family's affairs clearly. After thinking about it, Ling Xiao felt that Edward was still very clear as a person. She had seen before that Edward's wife was not in good health. Also, when a woman gives birth to a child, she steps into the gui door and appears.
It's normal to have questions.
His wife looks very gentle, but sometimes gentle people get into trouble and can't get out. They may blame themselves in their hearts because the child was exchanged. The more miserable the child is, the more he will blame himself, which will make Fili
It doesn't feel very good.
There is indeed such a possibility. Ling Xiao thought for a moment and said: "Then let Feili live here! But you have to get rid of that woman as soon as possible, because in the eyes of outsiders, she is Feili's mother.
You can completely decide whether your child will live or die, but you can't prove that Fili is your son."
Edward thought of the woman he wanted to beat to death, Weisha, and he clenched his fists and readily agreed to Ling Xiao's request, "That bitch! You can't run away."
His demeanor didn't change much when he spoke, but it was full of murderous intent. Although Edward had always been very amiable in the small town, in fact he was not a good gentleman at all. Most of the people in this land were tough.
If they don't agree, they'll do it.
Ling Xiao didn't pay attention to what Edward would do at all, but said, "I've asked Feili to study these days. Now it's time for Feili to study. Do you want to see how the child is doing?"
Edward's eyes lit up when he heard this. His son? He wanted to see him. This was the first meeting between father and son. It was really good. His eye circles turned red because this was the first time.
I saw that child for the first time.
When he arrived at the place, he happened to meet Feili who was practicing with the people in his class. When he saw those green eyes, Edward wanted to cry all of a sudden, and tears appeared in his eyes.
And he also knew that he shouldn't cry at this moment. As a grown man, how could he cry in front of everyone? Even if he cried, he had to find a suitable place, so he could only close his eyes and let the tears disappear.
The reason why he cried was because he found that Fili's eyes were really like his deceased grandmother, the woman who wanted nothing for her children, the woman who endured humiliation just to let her son live and wait for her son to be fed.
A woman who committed suicide after sending her son away.
In fact, Edward had never met his grandmother, and his father rarely talked about his mother, which made Edward think that his father had no feelings for his mother.
But it was later that I realized that this was not the case at all. Before his death, Edward's father talked to his son about his regrets. As a son, he could not protect the mother who gave birth to him and raised him.
In the end, my father was still unwilling. What had their family done wrong? They were all honest people, so why would God hit this family again and again? In the end, my father cherished and left a small pendant for Edward, on which the mother's smile was as bright as a girl.
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Edward only knew that his father had offended a certain nobleman and fled here, telling him not to leave this land easily. It was not until his father died that he told his only son everything about his family.
Speaking of which, Edward's ancestor was a knight of the nobility, and he was barely on the edge of the nobility. Although his family was not rich and powerful, compared with the people at the bottom, they were definitely living a good life.
The family lived a very happy life, but this happy life was eventually broken, and the fundamental reason was that Edward's grandmother was a very beautiful woman.
Once when Edward's grandmother was out, she happened to be spotted by a certain nobleman, who wanted her to be his mistress. What he didn't expect was that the beauty didn't want to, and she didn't like being a lover.
As a result, her husband died while away from home, and the mother and son lost their livelihood security. At that time, Edward's father was still young, only about eight years old, and the mother and son felt that the sky was falling.
But at this time, the noble once again found a beauty and asked her to become his mistress, otherwise the person who would die would be her son. Only then did the beauty suddenly realize that all this was to make her surrender.
She hated him so much when she knew it, but could she take revenge on that noble? She couldn't take revenge at all, because she didn't have the ability to take revenge, and she still had a son to raise. How could she take revenge? She was afraid that both mother and son would die.
It didn't matter that she died, but her son was the fruit of her and her husband's love. After losing her husband, she didn't want to lose her son again. He was still young and had unlimited possibilities.
She and her husband were a couple who really loved each other, and they didn't want to be someone else's lover. But because of this, her husband lost his life, and he even took her son's life to force her. What she did was really disgusting, but she had to show her humiliation.
smile.
She endured the humiliation and lived a secret life, raised her son and found an opportunity to let him leave. Edward's father was still young at the time, and he didn't know that her mother had to become the mistress she hated most because of him, just to be able to
Give him a chance to survive.
A mother knows very well that if a child loses the protection of his family in infancy, his fate will never be better, so she gave up on herself and gave the opportunity to her only child, waiting for him to grow up and leave.
There were a lot of troubles when Edward's father was growing up. Some people would point fingers behind the child's back, causing the grown-up child to just want to leave his mother early.
At this time, he never thought about whether his mother was willing to live that kind of life. His mother's affairs did make him feel entangled, and he was also very wary of women.
Something happened to his father, and his mother committed herself to a nobleman. It happened right in front of him. It was clear that his parents loved each other very much before, but after his father died, his mother found another man, which made him feel a little disdainful. Coupled with the yin and yang of other people,
It didn't make his life good.
He vowed to leave his mother when he had the ability. Even though she was still the gentle woman, he didn't want to see her from the bottom of his heart, so he decided to leave that place when he had the ability.
After learning about his decision, her mother's eyes looked very strange and she said with tears in her eyes: "Live well. Your father has always hoped that you will be better."
The child was very angry when he heard his mother's words, because he felt that his mother was not qualified to talk about his father. Fortunately, he remembered that he didn't know how long it would take to come back after leaving, so he calmed down and didn't get angry.
His mother also took out a sum of money and said it was left by his father for him to take away. He didn't want it at all and just said that the things his mother gave were given by nobles and he thought they were dirty.
The mother's smile disappeared for a while, and then she smiled tiredly again and said, "Your father saved this specially for you. At that time, he left you alone every month, which was not much."
In the end, he got angry and took away the gold coins. After leaving, he still felt his mother looking at him. Finally, he looked back and saw his mother leaning against the door and crying. When she saw him looking back, she suddenly smiled, with a very bright smile, towards him.
Wave your hands.
During this parting, I never saw my mother alive again. I never thought that after he left, my mother would leave this world without any regret. She had long been tired of living and was too tired.
A few years later, he learned that his mother said she was sick after he left, refused to eat, and eventually starved to death. After learning this news, he suddenly couldn't accept this reality. He didn't understand that his mother would die?
If he was young and energetic before and didn't understand his mother's situation at all, then after working hard outside for several years, he was looking forward to seeing his relatives.
It was not until later that I met a kind-hearted elder that I got the answer from him: His mother had to be someone else's lover because of him. When she found out that her son could stand on his own, the mother who had long since wanted to live died.
Only then did he suddenly realize why his mother, who was once very fond of smiling, gradually lost her smile. Why did she become someone else's mistress? He had hated his mother for this before. The person in the world who was least qualified to despise his mother was him, a drag on her.
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Without him, she would have been innocent a long time ago. So what right did he have to despise his mother? Recalling the last scene, he knelt on the ground and cried loudly.
But it was too late. He had previously been unwilling to take anything from his mother as a souvenir because he disliked her. This discovery made him heartbroken.
Edward was shocked when he learned about his grandmother from his father. This was a woman who worked hard for her children. He admired that woman.
If one day he dies for some reason, I hope his wife will not die immediately, because the children have not grown up yet and need the care of their elders.
If his wife did the same thing as his grandmother, he would not blame her, but would thank her for not giving up the child and thank her for her sacrifice.
Of course, it is definitely not his wife's turn to sacrifice now, but it does not hinder Edward's admiration for his grandmother. It is difficult to do that. He was so excited when he saw those very familiar green eyes.
After seeing Edward, Feili glanced at him with a bit of vigilance. In his opinion, this tall and strong man was a bit weird. Fortunately, Ling Xiao was present, otherwise he would have run away long ago.
Even so, when he stood, his body was leaning towards Ling Xiao. These days, he has always had a good impression of the people at Guangming Academy, and the person he was most grateful to was Ling Xiao.
This dean is really capable, which is why he unconsciously approaches Ling Xiao when he encounters danger and unknowns, because he trusts her and feels at ease.
He had absolutely no idea of getting close to Edward. Because he didn't know him, and he was still staring at him with glaring eyes, the child naturally felt a little scared and wanted to hide behind Ling Xiao.
Edward wanted to cry when he saw Fili just now. It was because he saw those familiar eyes. After trying hard to put away his tears, his eye circles were still a little red. He stood there trying to keep a straight face, but he didn't want to cry immediately.
But with that very serious face, he remembered that this was his son, and for a moment he felt that he should smile at his son to make the child feel very kind. This situation of wanting to be serious and smiling at the same time made him feel uncomfortable.
The facial expression was a little distorted, which made Feili a little scared.
Feeling that this man had been staring at him, Feili, who was somewhat sensitive, suddenly moved closer to Ling Xiao. Fortunately, Ling Xiao was still there, Feili was a little nervous, but not to the point of running away.
Ling Xiao raised his hand and stroked Feili's hair. The child's hair was soft, and then whispered: "Feili, don't be afraid, I will introduce you to an elder."
Fili felt a little bolder now. He looked up at Edward. He didn't recognize him, so he looked at him hesitantly. Still unable to remember, he said, "Dean, I don't know him."
Ling Xiao couldn't help but smile, "He is your relative, but he never knew where you lived before, otherwise he would have looked for you to make a living."
After hearing this, Feili's green eyes suddenly lit up. As a child who was not expected by his mother, he hoped from the bottom of his heart that more people would like him.
He knew that in addition to mothers, other children also had fathers and other relatives. But he only had one mother, so he also had relatives? He laughed when he thought of this.
When Edward saw his son's smile, he felt like his whole body was about to fly. He really felt the blood connection. This smile was really beautiful.
Although he also liked another child in the family before, he was obviously not as good as this child. This child was his favorite, and it just made him want to watch the child grow up.
Naturally, he could see that Fili looked very thin. The thought of his son being plotted like this made him extremely angry. Didn't Weisha feel that others couldn't see the problem, so he was so arrogant?
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Ha! Do you think you can do whatever you want in a small town just because you have a few lovers? They are all men from out of town, and even a dragon has to lie down. Thinking of the viciousness in Edward here, Fili felt a little scared,
He quietly approached Ling Xiao.
Ling Xiao naturally saw the change in Edward. She understood Edward's anger very well and couldn't feel any fear at all. But she felt that Feili was a little afraid, so she glared at Edward. Didn't she see that the little cutie was scared?
When Edward saw this, he immediately relaxed. He bent down and said softly to the child: "Feili, do you want to have the opportunity to study with the dean in the future?"