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341. Chapter 341 The Cut of Love and Hate 4

At dusk, Xuan Si stood at the entrance of the palace and took one last look at the palace behind him. The palace in the twilight seemed to be plated with gold, and it actually showed a rare peace against the sunset.

Xuan Si pulled up the corner of his mouth and smiled with difficulty, trying to appear free and easy but unable to do so. It wasn't that he was reluctant to leave, but that he couldn't let go. He was worried about Zhan Meixiang, let alone Xue'er.

But he no longer had any reason to stay here, and the business outside the palace also forced him to leave. Leaving this place of right and wrong early might really be a relief.

Zhan Meixiang looked at Xuan Si, who was slowly frowning, and pretended that nothing happened, "Oh, look at you. It's not like you're not coming back. Why are you acting like a warrior who went to the battlefield and never came back?"

"

Xuan Si smiled and said nothing, but did not put his eyes on Zhan Meixiang.

She still didn't come. Xueer still didn't come.

Is it so difficult to even send oneself off? Xuan Si raised the corners of her lips in self-mockery.

Zhan Meixiang knew that Xuan Si was looking for Xue'er, but she didn't know why Xue'er hadn't come yet.

"Xue'er is probably in trouble, right?" Zhan Meixiang didn't know how to comfort Xuan Si, "Maybe it's because I can't bear to leave you. You know how much Xue'er likes you."

How much does Xueer like herself?

Xuan Si suddenly felt that he actually didn't understand Xue'er well enough. He couldn't even understand her thoughts.

The two people fell into silence for a while. They stood side by side, looking at the sunset in the sky. If there was no upcoming separation, it would be such a pleasant thing. But beautiful things are always so difficult to stay.

He didn't know how to express his feelings. He wanted to take Xueer away on the day he left, or give her a smile. Then he told her that he would definitely come back and asked her to wait for him. But

Now, even such a humble wish cannot be realized.

Everyone just knew that he was a merciless playboy, but who knew what kind of emotions and helplessness lay behind his bohemian mask. How he wished someone could understand him and how he wished someone could be by his side.

And who that person was, he didn't know.

But why is it so difficult! Isn't love a matter of two people? Why does it become so complicated? They clearly love each other, but they become like this. How helpless is it? For the first time, he knew the feeling of pain in his heart.

It hurts so much. But who would believe it if you tell me! A famous playboy can actually be trapped by love.

Yes, he originally thought that he could play with the world and see all kinds of things in the world, love and hatred, but he stayed out of it and was just a spectator in the mortal world, but now...

In the end, he was still involved in the maelstrom of emotions. In fact, he admired the woman next to him because she was so free and easy. He wished he could be like her, but he knew that it was no longer possible.

"I think we have changed. We have become unable to see each other clearly. But I don't want to believe it, because I want my love to be simple and flawless, with nothing else. Although I like to be vigorous, I only found simplicity and calmness after I fell in love with Cher.

Life is the most beautiful." Xuan Sha said quietly while looking at the sunset on the horizon.

Zhan Xiangmei looked at Xuansha and didn't know what to say.


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