He didn't even dare to imagine how Xiang Dao'er survived this period.
Being misunderstood by himself, losing his child, being in poor health, and suffering a series of blows... Dongfang Che felt more and more like a bastard, a big bastard, just thinking about it.
Thinking of this, Dongfang Che slapped the table hard. His hands were red and swollen due to the hard slaps, but he didn't even notice. He knew that the pain in his hands now was less than one thousandth of the pain in Zhan Meixiang's heart.
Dongfang Che's expression was ferocious and terrifying. He turned to look at Zhong standing at the door with red eyes, "How did you just say that Xiang'er was poisoned?"
Zhong truthfully reported, "It was Princess Xue'er of the Xuanyuan Kingdom who poisoned the soup that the Queen drank every day, and there was no antidote to the poison. Even the imperial doctor was helpless and could only use medicine to temporarily control the Queen's condition.
The Queen has arrived..."
Looking at the emperor's increasingly pale face, Zhong did not continue speaking. He thought the emperor knew what he was going to say next.
Dongfang Che no longer knew how to describe his feelings at this time. He thought that he was really a coward, and he didn't even know that the woman he loved suffered such great injustice.
When Dongfang Che listened to Zhong reporting to him everything that Zhan Meixiang had experienced recently, his heart kept sinking. How could...how could he be so confused...
Dongfang Che no longer knows how to describe his feelings...
Sadness, pain, resentment...
He hates...he hates himself for being so confused and hurting a woman he loves and loves him so deeply...
Dongfang Che couldn't help but feel a sharp pain in his heart when he thought of what he had done to Zhan Meixiang before. Just when Xiang'er needed him the most...just when Xiang'er needed his trust the most...he not only chose
In order to avoid suspicion and distrust, he and Concubine Sun made love to each other in front of Xiang'er... He couldn't imagine Xiang'er's mood at that time, because he didn't dare to imagine. He knew that if he were put into the situation that Xiang'er was in at that time,
Position, he will definitely hate the person who is unkind to him...
Xiang'er...will hate herself?
Definitely will...
Dongfang Che couldn't imagine that Xiang'er would have any reason to forgive himself, or even be willing to forgive herself...
And…their children…their children…
Their unborn child should have been a very happy child...
Dongfang Che suddenly felt that he had failed as an emperor. What kind of emperor was he who couldn't even protect his own woman?! He had to sacrifice his own woman and even his own children for the sake of the imperial court. What was the point of being an emperor?
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The stone weighing on Dongfang Che's heart is getting bigger and heavier, making Dongfang Che more and more breathless...
What kind of husband is he? What kind of father is he? Dongfang Che feels more and more that what he does is worse than an animal... Even if he is an animal that doesn't understand anything, everything he does is worse than him...
Will Xiang'er forgive herself?
Probably not... This time... he really went too far and was too selfish... It would be great if he could make up for Xiang'er... But... how can he make up for the mistakes he made to Xiang'er?
For the first time in his life, Dongfang Che had thoughts of death, but he was immediately suppressed by Dongfang Che.