"When I begged Dongfang Che to listen to my explanation, why was he so sarcastic?"
"When I was pushed to the ground by Concubine Sun and my child had a miscarriage, who cared about me?"
"When I was poisoned and almost died, none of you came to see me, even just to look at me in a pretentious manner!"
"So many things have happened to me, and none of you care about me. No one cares about me. Now I have to understand the general situation and be measured. None of you have ever considered my feelings!"
Zhan Meixiang said a lot in one breath, her chest rising and falling violently because of the emotion.
He also stood up from his original sitting position and faced the Queen Mother.
Her face was calm, but her heart was like turbulent sea water.
It would be a lie to say that she didn't hate Dongfang Che in her heart. She hated Dongfang Che for being indifferent to her before.
If Dongfang Che was willing to listen to his explanation from the beginning, how could things develop like this? If from the beginning, someone was willing to stand on his side, believe in himself, and support himself, then he would not be so helpless and hesitant; if
In the beginning, if the Queen Mother came to say this to me, then I might really not be angry with Dongfang Che for the sake of tolerance; if at the beginning...
Zhan Meixiang knew that the matter was a mistake from the beginning, a naked mistake! She even wondered whether it was just a mistake for her to meet and fall in love with Dongfang Che.
If she had not met Dongfang Che, if she had not entered the palace, then her heart would not be so scarred now.
Maybe she would find an ordinary person outside, who doesn't have to be very rich or handsome, but he loves her very much. Such an ordinary life is like Longjing, although it is dull, but it is contented.
Life in the palace made her feel really tired.
Listening to Zhan Meixiang's accusation, the Queen Mother also felt that it was her fault. It was she and Dongfang Che who felt sorry for Zhan Meixiang, which made Zhan Meixiang suffer so much injustice.
But the royal pride and majesty did not allow her to apologize or lower her attitude. For him, even if something was wrong, it was still right.
She also stood up and looked straight at Zhan Meixiang, "The Ai family still means the same thing. As a queen, you should know the general situation. Don't get into trouble with the emperor. Just admit your mistake to the emperor and everything will be fine."
Zhan Meixiang replied without thinking: "No way, I can't do it. Unless my dead child can come back to life, I will not forgive him!"
It was impossible for the child to survive, and it was impossible for Zhan Meixiang to forgive Dongfang Che. The loss of the child had left an indelible mark in Zhan Meixiang's heart.
She only blamed her own weakness and submission for losing her child.
But this time, she will no longer be weak. She knows that only by becoming stronger and more powerful can she protect the people around her.
"Zhan Meixiang, you have to understand that he is the emperor and you are the queen. He is above and you are behind. You will always have a lower status than him. This is the rule since ancient times."
"I still say the same thing, unless my dead child can come back to life. I don't want to care about any rules. If he doesn't like me or is tired of me, he can divorce me. I won't be the queen!"
Zhan Meixiang's voice was firm and decisive, without a trace of nostalgia.
Everyone present looked at Zhan Meixiang in shock. The queen's position is a position coveted by many women in the palace. It symbolizes a woman's highest honor and greatest rights.