204. Chapter 203: 203 Mother and Daughter Recognize
Zhuo Qianshi smiled weakly, with extremely gentle guilt in her dark eyes: "My child, you are so stupid. You shouldn't have checked your life experience. Being an orphan is much happier than you are now. Mother's existence is all that matters.
It will drag you down and fill your life with shadows. It will definitely not bring you happiness and joy, but only pain and burden..."
"No...Mom, don't think like that!" Her tears came even harder.
Her mother's self-blame was like a needle piercing Ning Yazhi's heart. She could feel her mother's pain and helplessness, and understood her difficulties even more. It was true that her mother didn't hate her as a daughter, but she just didn't want to involve her.
"Mom is the pride and happiness in a daughter's heart. Xiaoya never thought that her mother would be a burden. From the time she was sensible, Xiaoya thought she was an orphan. When she thought of not having the chance to call her mom or dad, Xiaoya would feel sad.
I feel very inferior, so now that I can find my mother, Xiaoya is really happy, very happy, mother... you are not allowed to say that, you have to be as happy as Xiaoya, okay..."
Xiaoya tried her best to smile, but the brighter her smile became, the more tears came to her eyes.
Zhuo Qianshi wiped her tears with her thin hands, but the tears were not wiped away, and her tears also burst out. Her tears were filled with deep pain and guilt: "Xiaoya, mom, I'm sorry for you, I let you
You were born into this world, but you were not given a complete and happy home. You must have suffered a lot over the years? It’s all my fault... Xiaoya, you shouldn’t have come to me. Mom is a bad woman who only knows
Impact your life.”
"No, Mom, you're not sorry for me! Xiaoya has never blamed you, and don't blame yourself." Ning Yazhi said anxiously: "You won't affect me. Really, it's all Xiaoya's fault. Only now
I have made you suffer too much to find you. From now on, Xiaoya will try his best to be filial to you and make up for his past unfilial piety."
Zhuo Qianshi smiled with tears in her eyes. She changed from yesterday's indifference, and a very gentle and loving look appeared on her face. She looked at Ning Yazhi almost with greedy eyes, and then asked regretfully: "Aren't you angry with mother? Mother said something to her yesterday.
You are so cold."
Ning Yazhiyang opened a bright smile: "No, no matter how cold her mother is to Xiaoya, Xiaoya will not be angry."
Zhuo Qianshi gently touched her face and sighed softly. The pain and guilt in his eyes were still so obvious: "What a silly child. Mom is such an unqualified mother."
"No - Mom is already very qualified. I know she must have been worried about me all these years." Ning Yazhi bit her lower lip, holding back the tears that were about to come out again. She smiled forcefully: "But look, Xiaoya
She is living well and has grown up so much. Now she can see her mother. Xiaoya is really happy."
The mother and daughter stared at each other, tears falling again.
Then wipe away each other's tears.
Ning Yazhi then said: "Mom, I have decided to let you out on bail and recover well. Your illness should not be delayed, not to mention that the prison will not give you good treatment."
Zhuo Qianshi frowned slightly: "Xiaoya, you don't have to worry about me, my mother is fine. She just went to the hospital because she was in poor health."
"Mom, don't lie to me. I know your situation. You have lung cancer and will die if you don't get good treatment. Xiaoya understands why you disown me and is worried that I won't be able to accept your death and will be sad."