He looked at me silently for a while and nodded slowly.
Hey, he actually agreed? I was very shocked.
I thought, Senior Brother Xiaobai seems to be in a bad mood today, so it would be better to let him calm down slowly.
Therefore, I very virtuously served him to tidy up the bed, put the brocade quilt on the embroidered couch, "Senior brother, I will ask you to take a rest here tonight."
Unexpectedly, as soon as I blew out the lamp, I vaguely saw Senior Brother Xiaobai standing beside my bed. After a while, he said quietly: "Rong'er, lean inside." After saying that, he took off his shoes and squeezed in. Got into my bed.
I looked at him in surprise. He always strictly guarded the separation between men and women. Why...how could he be like this abnormally?
But he hugged me, laid his head on my neck, and called me muffledly: "Rong'er..."
"Um?"
He was silent, and I was surprised to feel a dampness on the side of my neck, so I quickly reached out to pull him.
He lay on my neck and didn't move. After a long time, he smiled softly: "The sand blinded my eyes just now, but now it's no longer in the way."
Alas, children, how can they be too strong!
"Alas," I stared at the dark tent roof, sighed softly, patted his back slowly, and said softly: "Senior brother, there are only you and me here, and there is no one else. It's dark and dark now. Turn off the lights, I have poor eyesight and cannot see, you...you can cry in peace..."
After a while, Senior Brother Xiaobai hugged me tightly and said with a slightly choked voice: "Just for a moment..."
In the middle of the night, the rain gradually subsided, and soon a crescent moon flashed out from behind the clouds, illuminating some shadows in my room.
Senior Brother Xiaobai has fallen asleep leaning on the side of my neck.
Alas, he was in such a state, and he had been playing the piano all day in the Sifang Pavilion where there was no water. In addition, he was caught in the rain at night and cried a lot. He must be very tired.
I gently touched his eyebrows. Even in his sleep, his eyebrows were still frowning tightly. Alas, what happened to make him lose his grace like this?
During the Dragon Boat Festival last year, he kicked down my door. His smiles, anger, and every move seemed like a seed falling into my heart. I was shocked to realize tonight that this seed had taken root without me knowing when. It sprouted buds and grew into a towering tree. Its branches and leaves filled my heart to the fullest.
Alas, so what if my life is not long?
If I am destined to leave first, then...then I will take advantage of the remaining days to leave him the most beautiful memories, so that he can guard my tomb and savor it in the long days without me.
When the rooster crowed for the first time, I listened to Brother Xiaobai's steady heartbeat and fell asleep peacefully.
When I woke up the next day, Senior Brother Xiaobai was sitting at the table holding a white porcelain bowl and waving at me with the corner of his mouth raised: "Rong'er, come and drink porridge."
I leaned on the bedside and looked at him carefully - his white robe was like snow, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and the circles under his eyes were slightly red.
I felt sour in my heart and stretched out my hand towards him: "Senior brother..."
Senior Brother Xiaobai glanced at me with a smile, put down the bowl, took my hand, and sat on the edge of the bed.
I looked into his eyes affectionately and said softly: "Brother, you have fallen in love with me, Ye Rong. You will never leave me again in this life. If you want to escape, I will tie you up with ropes." Tied to my side..."
"I, Ye Rong, am so petty that I can't tolerate any dirt in my eyes or my heart. I will never tolerate my husband having three wives and four concubines. If I wanted to give you a concubine before, just forget about it. I want you to only have me in your heart in this life." , you are not allowed to fall in love with another girl again..."
