Since that day, when Senior Brother Xiaobai was injured again, I never let go of his hand except to go to the toilet and go back to the room to take a shower.
I was afraid that as soon as I let go of my hand, Brother Xiaobai would disappear in the blink of an eye like colorful water bubbles under the warm spring sun, and I would never see him again.
He kicked in my door, snatched my only porridge, and stole my large carved box...
I was so exhausted from digging the fragrant grass that I was sweating profusely. He just fanned his plain fan in the shade of the tree and watched quietly...
But it's him who writes beautiful things, the music sounds like dreams, and the heart is as careful as hair...
It's him too,
In order to save my life, I jumped into the freezing Grand Canal without hesitation...
To protect my dignity, I wore wet clothes in the biting cold wind...
In order to make me feel at ease, even when I was seriously injured, I pretended as if nothing had happened, and even when I endured severe pain, I still smiled at me...
It has been three days since I returned to Taixi Mountain, and Senior Brother Xiaobai has also been sleeping heavily for three days.
His eyebrows were furrowed tightly, as if he was having a long and painful dream, in which he murmured "Mommy" and "Big Brother"...
Also, "Rong'er"...
This dream was so painful that Brother Xiaobai, who was fearless when facing dozens of enemies, shed tears...
I gently stroked his eyebrows and whispered in his ear over and over: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Rong'er is here..."
I just sat in front of Senior Brother Xiaobai's bed every day, just hoping that he would wake up and call me "Rong'er" again.
The tenth senior brother comes to bring me meals every day, and the first thing he says is always: "Ninth senior brother is still kneeling outside Jingshui Residence."
In the afternoon, Master brought the fifth and tenth senior brothers to see senior brother Xiaobai. When he saw me, he sighed: "Xiao Twelve, why are you doing this? Xiao 11 won't die for a while..."
What?
I suddenly raised my eyes to look at Master, dying...can't I die?
Master smiled and nodded at me.
Until Master and the two senior brothers left for a long time, I was still looking at Senior Brother Xiaobai blankly. Master said, Senior Brother Xiaobai will not die...
Feeling relieved, I lay on the bedside of Senior Brother Xiaobai in a daze, feeling sleepy for the first time in three days.
In a daze, it seemed like someone was stroking my hair. Who was it?
Could it be...could it be...
I opened my eyes suddenly, and Senior Brother Xiaobai raised the corner of his mouth and called me softly: "Rong'er..."
Suddenly, all the ten years of teachings from my father and eldest brother were forgotten by me, and I threw myself into the arms of Senior Brother Xiaobai without any ladylike demeanor.
"Rong'er, don't cry..." Senior Brother Xiaobai held my shoulder tightly.
I don't care, I don't care, as long as Senior Brother Xiaobai can come back, I don't care about anything about the clan's reputation, etiquette, integrity, and good manners!
I lay on Brother Xiaobai's chest and cried.
But when I gradually stopped crying, I was surprised——
Senior Brother Xiaobai has such a good figure, why didn't you pay attention to it before?
Well, that's right, it was Senior Brother Xiaobai who hugged me in the past. He took care of my pretty face and rules, and always hugged me loosely and strictly adhered to the rules. But I only cared about being shy, so there was nothing else.
Want to touch his waist and chest?
This time I took the initiative, of course I can...
By the way, I took the initiative...
What should I do?
How to get up from Brother Xiaobai's chest naturally, calmly and gracefully is definitely a challenging task.
I thought about it carefully——
By the way, Master taught us in the Art of War class to "stop with stillness"...
