When he played for her, it was her birthday. Long Qijin gave her a big gift that day, which she liked very much. The gift Long Qijin gave her made her feel that she was valued. In such a mood
, hearing Die Lianhua again, Dongfang Lian felt that it was the right time. Die Lianhua was the response to her mood.
At that time, she only had Long Qijin in her eyes and did not think of anything more.
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"Lian'er, Die Lianhua, I created it after the Hundred Flowers Festival. The inspiration is you..."
Long Qimu looked at her with focused eyes.
"Me?" Somewhat surprised.
Can Die Lianhua have anything to do with her?
"Lian'er, before I met you, actually... I never believed that there is such a thing as love at first sight in this world, the kind that the poet said... drinking and singing, forced music is still tasteless. As the clothes get wider and wider, it will eventually stop.
Regret, I feel haggard because of Yi. I can’t believe that kind of state, nor can I understand it.
"Being born in a deep palace, I just want to live a peaceful life. As for other luxurious things, it's best not to fantasize about love. It's just a combination of political interests in the eyes of my father.
"How many of our royal children have truly married the person they want and lived happily ever after? Since you can't love each other, don't love. So I don't want to make people haggard because of Yi, and I don't want it to happen in my life.
Don't want to believe it.
"However, love is such a hateful thing. The more you don't believe it exists, the more it will appear in front of you in the most unexpected way, making you believe it and unable to deny its existence.
"I am such a person who has suffered revenge. It made me fall in love with you at first sight and gave me feelings that I shouldn't have, but I can't even have fantasies...
"The so-called destiny and numerology are so cruel. The words of the numerologist Liao Liao determined the fate of the two of us and ruined a marriage that had not yet begun but had ended."
Long Qimu has a thorough understanding of many things. Therefore, although he was born into a royal family and is surrounded by power and fights all day long, he can keep himself as clean as an expert outside the world and not stained by dust.
Apart from eating, drinking, defecating, and urinating... other things, he is basically a person who has no desires or desires.
He even thought that if he could no longer stay in this palace and could leave, he might consider practicing Buddhism. Even if he was not a monk, it would not be a bad idea to become a monk and travel around the world to spread Buddhist teachings and so on.
But now, he has fallen into seven emotions and six desires, and he is so deep that he cannot extricate himself.
He may have thought of himself too detachedly, so those things punished him severely.
"..."
Dongfang Lian was speechless. Suddenly, all the words she said felt so insignificant and powerless. They might even be a kind of blasphemy and harm to Long Qimu.
In fact, he sees clearly, he knows a lot, and his self-control is also very good. He does not blame fate, if fate cannot be changed. He may also work hard, if fate can be in his own hands.
inner……
"Your Highness, do you like me?"
"What do you think?"
He looked at her.
Dongfang Lian smiled, "Your Highness, no matter how you feel about me, as long as you like it, continue."
"May I?"
"Of course. But, if I don't respond, will you be sad?"