No matter what is stored in the SD card, she wants to know it.
Even if it's... bad content.
Shangguan Rui was silent.
After a long time, he finally said, "It's better not to read unimportant things."
Sikong Lingge had just learned the news of Feng Liye's death, and was still in a state of sadness. Shangguan Rui was afraid that if there was anything in the SD card, she wouldn't be able to bear it.
Sikong Lingge shook his head, "I'm fine."
Feng Liye's death did not break her down. Sikong Lingge believed that no matter what was in the card, she would be able to bear it.
Shangguan Rui was silent, his handsome facial features were hidden by the shadows, making them particularly deep and three-dimensional.
"There might... be something bad in there." Shangguan Rui paused and said.
"I know." She was mentally prepared for the worst.
"Since you know it, why do you insist on watching it?"
"I don't want to live my whole life without knowing something." Sikong Lingge curled his lips, and his smile was a little forced, "Rather than spending a lifetime guessing and feeling uneasy, it would be better to do something more enjoyable."
Sikong Lingge is the kind of character who demands clarity in everything. If the problem is not clarified, she will not even be able to sleep peacefully.
She didn't dare to tell her superiors that since what happened at the airport, she had nightmares almost every night, dreaming that she was being raped by Fang Jianren... The feeling of panic and fear could not be described in words.
She doesn't want to do this anymore——
I have those terrible dreams over and over again and live in nightmares my whole life.
Sikong Lingge took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, and repeated firmly, "Shangguan Rui, I want to see it."
"..."
"You don't want to know..."
"I'm not interested." Shangguan Rui's voice was hoarse.
It's definitely a lie to say I don't mind.
But Shangguan Rui never thought about looking at the contents of the SD card.
He and Sikong Lingge had completely different ideas, and there was no intention to find out whether it was right or wrong——
There are more than two colors in this world: black and white.
If Shangguan Rui doesn't read it, he naturally has his reasons for not watching it——
If all the truth is revealed, the final result will be even more uncomfortable. Shangguan Rui's choice is not to touch it.
But Sikong Lingge didn’t think so…
Shangguan Rui pursed his lips, remembering that Sikong Lingge had often woken up in the middle of the night, sitting there silently, staring at himself, with an expression full of fear and panic...
After a brief silence, Shangguan Rui finally relented, "Since you want to see it, then go ahead and see it."
"Thank you..." Sikong Lingge was surprised.
She thought Shangguan Rui would not agree.
"It depends, but there are conditions."
"What?"
"No matter what kind of scene you see later, forget it when you leave the study."
"This..." Sikong Lingge bit her lip: Shangguan Rui's request was more difficult for her than reaching the sky...
"If you can't do it, there's no point in continuing to exist."
"I...try my best..." Sikong Lingge's voice was very dry, and it was difficult to pronounce every word.
It's easy to say "I'll forget about it" but hard to do.
Especially for someone with Sikong Lingge’s personality—one by one—
Once something is not perfect and has flaws, it will be remembered for a lifetime.
Sikong Lingge understands his own.
If there was really something unsavory recorded in the SD card, she would not be able to forget it even if it took her the rest of her life.