149: Do you ever remember that we had a lingering night
"Xiao Ying!"
Seeing her like this, Lu Jiu, who was guarding outside the door, was shocked and couldn't help calling her out distressedly.
Sikong Qingying heard his voice and stood still. When she turned around, she saw Lu Jiu standing there helplessly, with a trace of resentment flashing in her eyes.
"Lu Jiu! I'm warning you, don't follow me or call me, otherwise... I'll kill you!!!"
Clenching her fists, she knew that she was no match for Lu Jiu, but if Lu Jiu really angered her at this moment, she wouldn't mind dying together with Lu Jiu.
Lu Jiu's face turned pale and he stood there. Sikong Qingying's pale face with tear stains and his eyes that were almost crazy and full of hatred made him feel frightened.
How could this happen? What happened to Xiaoying? He had never seen Sikong Qingying so out of control.
When Sikong Qingying saw that he was indeed standing still, he turned around and ran away.
Her bare feet stepped on the stones on the ground, which was painful. Even the soles of her feet were scratched by sharp stones, but she couldn't feel it at all.
She seemed not to notice the astonished looks in the servants' eyes in Xuanming Palace.
He ran all the way to Lu Zicong's residence, leaving some faint blood marks on the road.
Lu Jiu returned to the house, holding her shoes and not daring to get close. She only dared to follow Sikong Qingying from a distance - Sikong Qingying was indeed looking for his little uncle.
This seemed to be a huge mystery that Lu Jiu couldn't figure out.
"Lu Zicong!"
As soon as she approached Lu Zicong's yard, Sikong Qingying couldn't bear to scream, but when she saw the surprised eyes of the people around her, she shut up and stopped screaming.
This is a matter between her and Lu Zicong, and she doesn't want everyone to know about it yet.
"Whatever you are looking at, get out of my way!"
Sikong Qingying shouted ferociously at the people around him, and then entered Lu Zicong's yard.
Those people were still stunned, and Lu Jiu said in a cold voice: "Everyone, please get down. Don't come near this place."
Even he himself stood far away.
Didn't go near that yard.
Although he was very curious... extremely curious, there was a voice in his heart telling him not to go there.
Maybe what he is wondering about now is not what he wants to know at all.
Maybe what Sikong Qingying and Lu Zicong had to say was not something he could bear.
He doesn't want to go there, and he doesn't want to go there.
If Sikong Qingying wanted to tell him, Sikong Qingying would tell him.
If Lu Zicong wanted to tell him, Lu Zicong would also tell him.
If Sikong Qingying and Lu Zicong don't want him to know, then he shouldn't know.
"You're here."
Lu Zicong seemed as if he had not heard what Sikong Qingying had yelled before. He sat as steady as a rock in front of the stone table in the courtyard, making tea with graceful movements.
He did not look back at Sikong Qingying, but said lightly: "I guess it's time for you to come."
The familiar green figure and familiar voice made Sikong Qingying's tears overflow again.
This was the person she was madly in love with.
This is the person who deliberately deceived her and handed her over to someone else.
She hates him.
But she loves him again.
Whether she hates more or loves more, she doesn't even know.
"Why?"
Standing at the door of the yard, letting tears blur her eyes again, it was clear that she couldn't see anything clearly because of the tears, but she stubbornly opened her eyes wide: "Why are you doing this to me?"
Lu Zicong's back stiffened for a moment, but he still didn't look back.
"Xiaoying, come on, sit down, I'll tell you slowly - tell you everything you want to know!"
His tone was unprecedentedly gentle.
This was what Sikong Qingying had dreamed of in the past, but it was what she hated so much now.
Why can Lu Zicong be so calm and calm at this time? Why can Lu Zicong act like nothing happened even though he did such a thing?
Is she the only one who feels sad and the only one who hates it?
So unwilling! So hateful!
Sikong Qingying took a deep breath, roughly wiped the tears from her eyes and face again, tried to be braver, and slowly approached Lu Zicong step by step.
"Lu Zicong, why is this?"
Sikong Qingying walked stubbornly in front of Lu Zicong. Her embarrassed look made Lu Zicong startled, and a trace of pain flashed in his eyes.
"You... why bother?"
"Why bother?" Sikong Qingying sneered: "After being cheated, don't I even have the right to ask questions?"
Lu Zicong no longer looked at her face full of pain and sorrow, and spoke slowly: "You should know that Lu Jiu's entire family was wiped out many years ago, and Xiao Jiu has always wanted revenge over the years..."
"I know!!!" Sikong Qingying didn't want to hear these words that had nothing to do with her:
"But what does this have to do with me? What does it have to do with you tricking me into marrying him?"
Lu Zicong found that he could not look directly at Sikong Qingying, who was now almost collapsed.
He always thought he could do it.
He thought he could convince Sikong Qingying and appease Sikong Qingying with his emotions and reasons.
But when this moment really came, facing Sikong Qingying's questioning and accusations, and the pain in his eyes mixed with hatred, he just wanted to run away.
He couldn't face it...
He couldn't even say the words he had prepared. Sikong Qingying's embarrassed and sad look was like a sharp arrow shot into his heart, making him miserable.
He wanted to run away.
But he didn't after all. He just stood up, turned around, and no longer looked at Sikong Qingying head-on.
Only in this way can he allow himself to say what he wants to say.
"Don't be anxious, just listen to me slowly."
Lu Zicong put his hands behind his back, raised his head, looked at the clouds on the horizon, took a deep breath and said:
"Xiao Jiu's enemy is very powerful... Xiao Jiu can't defeat him at all. If he goes to seek revenge, the most likely outcome is to seek his own death. The best result is to die together with the other party - I don't want him to die."
Sikong Qingying stared at Lu Zicong's back. Her tears had stopped. She was trying hard to suppress the various emotions turbulent in her heart, forcing herself to listen to Lu Zicong rationally and calmly.
"Revenge is his only wish. I can't stop him. I can only let the things he cares about tie him down. Maybe, with care in his heart, he will understand that hatred is not so important, and he will not be desperate for it.
Revenge, I want to give him a thought and motivation to keep living..."
Sikong Qingying can understand what Lu Zicong said.
But what does Lu Jiu's matter have to do with her?
"Later I learned that apart from revenge, the only thing he cared about and ever cared about was you."
"I?"
Sikong Qingying staggered back in shock.
Lu Zicong had said what he wanted to say, and he felt less uncomfortable. He also knew that he must be calm and cold now.
Otherwise, everything he has done before will be in vain.
He turned around, with a suave and cynical smile on his handsome face.
It was as if Sikong Qingying was sad, as if he didn't take it to heart about everything he had done before.
It seemed as if the control that changed Sikong Qingying's fate was so easy. To him, it was just a trivial matter.
"Yes, you...he loves you..."
Sikong Qingying opened his eyes wide and shook his head in disbelief: "So...you will marry me to him? Using this method?"
Lu Zicong's eyes were a little blurry: "Another reason is that he and I are the only ones left in the Lu family, and we cannot have a divorce. I'm afraid he will only accept you and marry you to him..."
"Kill two birds with one stone? Are you very proud and happy that you helped your nephew solve a big problem?"
Sikong Qingying simply couldn't accept such a reason.
This shows that Lu Zicong never paid attention to her from beginning to end and was always using her.
She is nothing to Lu Zicong.
Only Lu Jiu is the most important person to Lu Zicong.
Sikong Qingying clenched her fist tightly, her long fingertips sinking into her palm.
"Your nephew's problem has been solved...what about me?"
Sikong Qingying took a few steps closer to Lu Zicong: "What about me? Do I have no heart? Am I nothing? Just a puppet, letting you play around with me?"
Lu Zicong lowered his head and said in a voice so soft that it was almost inaudible: "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry?" Sikong Qingying shook her head, slightly squinting her eyes with dried tears - sometimes, you can cry because your heart is not dead yet, and deep down you feel that there is still a possibility of recovery.
And when a person is so sad that he can't even cry, that is the saddest time.
That means that the heart is completely broken and cannot be repaired.
There is no greater sadness than heartbreak, that's it.
"You clearly know...you know who the person in my heart is, but you used this method to trick me into marrying Lu Jiu...what do you think..."
Sikong Qingying's face was pale, and her voice was very trembling: "Do you think, if you marry me to Lu Jiu with such a hand, will I be happy? Will Lu Jiu be happy?"
Lu Zicong choked because of Sikong Qingying's questioning.
He didn't think so much at first, he just wanted to give Lu Jiu a chance to live.
And...he thought that Sikong Qingying would also fall in love with Lu Jiu.
He never thought, never thought that Sikong Qingying would... fall in love with himself.
This is an accident!!!
"Xiaojiu is very good, and he loves you very much... you, you will fall in love with him."
As soon as Lu Zicong finished speaking, Sikong Qingying couldn't bear it anymore and hit Lu Zicong without hesitation.
With a 'pop' sound, Sikong Qingying slapped Lu Zicong's face to the side, and her palms were so shaken that they hurt.
But Sikong Qingying did not regret the slap she received at all.
"Have you ever let your nephew know what you have done for him?"
Sikong Qingying's pale, bloodless face suddenly showed a strange smile with a bit of resentment.
"Since you don't love me, why do you want to give me a 'same interest rate'... Aren't you afraid that I will destroy your nephew because of my hatred for you? You said, if I let him die, will he die?
"
"You can't!!!" Lu Zicong, who had let him question him, seemed to have been suddenly awakened.
He turned his face, his dark eyes glowing with coldness, staring straight at Sikong Qingying: "You can't do that to him, he is innocent."
"He is innocent, do I deserve it? I deserve to be tricked by you into falling in love with you, and I deserve to be tricked into marrying a man I don't love?"
Sikong Qingying's words finally broke the mask on Lu Zicong's face. There was suppressed pain in his eyes, and his voice was cold and ruthless:
"Sikong Qingying, don't forget... I saved you, your life and everything about you is mine."
These words were like thunder, exploding in Sikong Qingying's mind.
Sikong Qingying's breathing paused, and she took a step back as if she couldn't bear it.
"You...saved me..."
Lu Zicong's face was extremely cold, cruel and ruthless as he looked at Sikong Qingying:
"Yes, you owe me a life... If it weren't for me, you would have died long ago... I saved you, let you live in this world, and let you marry someone who loves you deeply. You still have
What’s not satisfying?”
My heart, which I thought was numb from pain, suddenly regained consciousness again.
It was throbbing and painful.
Sikong Qingying tried her best to open her eyes wide: "So, Lu Zicong, are you asking me to repay your kindness?"
Lu Zicong's heartache was no less painful than that of Sikong Qingying.
He knew he was sorry for Sikong Qingying.
Sikong Qingying's behavior made him feel uncomfortable. He would rather Sikong Qingying beat him and scold him to vent his hatred.
But Sikong Qingying didn't scold him. Except for the slap just now, Sikong Qingying didn't even do anything excessive except questioning him.
He opened his mouth, wanting to answer Sikong Qingying, no... no, he never thought of asking Sikong Qingying to repay his kindness.
He just wants Lu Jiu to live well. Lu Jiu loves Sikong Qingying deeply. As long as Sikong Qingying is willing to accept Lu Jiu, they will be very happy.
You will definitely be happy.
However, he knew that Sikong Qingying would not accept what he said.
He could only say without mercy: "Yes - I want you to repay your kindness. You must stay with Xiaojiu, take care of Xiaojiu, and make Xiaojiu happy..."
"Lu Zicong, do you... have your heart?"
Sikong Qingying asked him blankly.
After asking, Sikong Qingying shook his head.
How could Lu Zicong have no intention? If he really had no intention, how could he do so much for his nephew?
The only strange thing is that Lu Zicong only cares about Lu Jiu, and she has never been taken seriously by Lu Zicong.
"Don't mind my business - from the beginning, I told you not to fall in love with me, Xiaojiu, he is the one worthy of your love."
Lu Zicong couldn't touch Bi Xiao at his waist. He was very anxious and depressed. The unfamiliar emotions surging in his heart almost made him collapse.
He must let Sikong Qingying leave.
Let Sikong Qingying leave from his eyes as quickly as possible.
"Sikong Qingying, from now on, forget about me and spend time with Lu Jiu."
"No!"
At some point, Sikong Qingying had calmed down.
She firmly rejected the life Lu Zicong planned for him.
"Impossible, Lu Zicong, it is impossible for me to be with someone I don't love as you wish... You saved this life, so you can take it back. I would rather die than let me
You got your wish."
"You..." Lu Zicong was completely stunned. He didn't expect Sikong Qingying to be so decisive. "Don't force me... If I want, Sikong Qingying, I will make you forget everything."
Sikong Qingying's eyes suddenly shrank: "Forgot everything? Lu Zicong, my current amnesia... is it really an accident, or is it man-made?"
Lu Zicong's expression suddenly changed. Damn it, why did Sikong Qingying suddenly think of this problem?
In this life, he has done many cruel things.
He is not a good person. He once watched others being tortured to death by illness in front of him without taking any action. He could be more cruel and vicious to Sikong Qingying.
However, he was reluctant to part with it.
I can't even bring myself to do it...
Lu Zicong's silence made Sikong Qingying's heart feel colder and colder.
Could it be that since she woke up, she has been living in a farce?
So scary.
Lu Zicong is too scary.
In other people's lives, you can easily change and decide other people's lives by turning your hand into clouds and rain, completely ignoring the other person's personal wishes.
This person was extremely unfamiliar to Sikong Qingying.
A cold fear rose from the bottom of Sikong Qingying's heart.
She was scared, really scared of Lu Zicong like this.
She was afraid that Lu Zicong would really make her lose her memory as he said, and make her live with Lu Jiu willingly like a fool.
She doesn't want... She would rather die - no, in the face of Lu Zicong's incredible medical skills, even if she wants to die, I'm afraid she can't.
As Sikong Qingying thought about it, the look in her eyes at Lu Zicong became extremely strange, and her teeth even chattered with coldness.
"Lu... Lu Zicong, I... let's have a good talk."
Lu Zicong's face was expressionless and his eyes were cold, as if Sikong Qingying was really an insignificant person to him:
"you say."
"I...I stay with Lu Jiu as you wish, but - I don't want to stay like this forever. You are not just trying to let him live and let him have something to think about. How about I accompany him until he gets his revenge?"
, if he dies in the hands of the other party, I will be free. If he succeeds in revenge, he will not die.
If you say that, there is no need for me to think about it, Lu Zicong... No matter what, let me go after he has avenged his revenge, okay?" He no longer had any hope of repaying Lu Zicong's love. He knew that this cruel man
There was no way love could exist in his heart, he had completely given up...
Sikong Qingying's request was beyond Lu Zicong's expectations.
"this……"
"Lu Zicong, seeing as I have really taken care of you... don't dominate my life and let me be free, okay?" In Lu Zicong's place, life is worse than death, and death is not an option. She just wants to stay away from him.
Stay away from Lu Jiu, stay far away... She should take revenge and go back, she should make Lu Zicong hurt more than her, but - Lu Zicong was right, he had saved her, and Lu Zicong was kind to her.
Therefore, no matter how much she hates or complains, she has to endure it.
Who told her that this life was saved by others?
Lu Zicong was still hesitating. To be honest, Lu Zicong wanted Sikong Qingying and Lu Jiu to be together, to be together forever, and to be together happily.
However, Sikong Qingying's current reaction was too intense, and he was also afraid that Sikong Qingying would do something terrible when he was excited.
Seeing his hesitation, Sikong Qingying was frightened and heartbroken, but also full of disappointment. She pulled her lips and murmured to Lu Zicong:
"Doctor Lu... Actually, there is one thing that I have never told you... I only want to win your love and be with you, and I feel that it doesn't matter whether I tell you or not... But now
, I suddenly want to tell you..."
Lu Zicong intuitively felt that what Sikong Qingying said was not what he wanted to hear.
A strong uneasiness surged in his heart.
A weird smile appeared on Sikong Qingying's pale face, and the look he looked at Lu Zicong was even weirder: "When I was at Tianzongmen, one night... you seemed to be poisoned."
Lu Zicong frowned and tried hard to recall what happened when he was at Tianzongmen. After thinking for a long time, he didn't think about which night Sikong Qingying was talking about.
Sikong Qingying continued: "That night, you went crazy. On the second day, you also lost your memory and forgot what happened that night. You..."
"Impossible!!!" Lu Zicong suddenly cut off Sikong Qingying's words:
"I am a miracle doctor. How could I not know if I have been poisoned? I have never been poisoned at all, or any poison!"
"Whether you believe it or not..." Sikong Qingying sneered: "I have to tell you this."
Her eyes, washed by tears, looked especially clear and bright at this moment, but there was no emotion in them, which was so hollow that it made people feel heartbroken.
"That night, we performed the courtesy of Duke Zhou and had a night of love... I didn't want to tell you... because I thought you were a responsible man, but I didn't want you to accept me because of responsibility, haha... Now...
Thinking about it, it’s really ridiculous. From the beginning, you planned to push me to Lu Jiu. Even if I tell you - will you make me lose my memory and make me forget what happened that night? "
Lu Zicong's expression changed drastically, and he took a few steps back in disbelief. His legs gave out and he almost fell down. Fortunately, he held onto the stone table to steady himself.
He kept shaking his head: "No...impossible...no way...how could I...how could I do such a thing..."
"That night, I was more or less affected. I don't know what kind of poison you were poisoned, but I know that there was Ruanluoxiang in it. If you think about it carefully, maybe you can remember it..."
Sikong Qingying kindly reminded me.
She used to regard that memory as a painful and sweet memory, but now when she thinks about it again, she feels sick and feels endless regret.
What a shame that at that time, with an almost pious and sacrificial heart, she kept telling herself that she had no regrets?
No regrets? It’s really ironic now that I think about my lack of regrets at that time.
Things in the world are unpredictable. From now on, you will never judge someone easily, and you will never trust others easily again.
"Ruan Luoxiang?" Lu Zicong stiffened his handsome face and looked back carefully. He knew that Sikong Qingying was not a good liar, but what Sikong Qingying said was too incredible to believe.
.
He closed his eyes and tried to think back.
Slowly, a picture flashed in my mind, of Luo Shang's female body being untied, and that enchanting voice:
"Senior brother, you must have taken Ruanluoxiang's antidote Qianyao. Junior sister, I once heard my father say that mixing Duanhun and Qianyao will have surprising effects..."