"Everyone has to look at themselves. I used to look at myself a lot. If you don't look at yourself often, it's easy for people to not see themselves clearly."
Xing Tian's words lingered in my mind.
Ye Xuan was thinking, did he see himself clearly?
At this moment, Xing Tian left and Ye Xuan sat on the ground. He was asking himself, can he see himself clearly? Over and over again, but the result was more confused. He rarely considered this issue before, but when he considered it,
But he discovered that he really couldn't see himself clearly.
he……
Do you really like Liu Baisu?
Is what Xing Tian said true?
He himself didn't know what he was thinking.
Ye Xuan showed a bitter smile on his face and said, "It's not easy to see clearly what's going on in your heart."
Thinking of this, Ye Xuan closed his eyes, leaned against the tree, and thought hard.
"Yes, the key is not how to let her understand my thoughts... She is such a smart woman, as long as my thoughts come, how can she not feel it? It's just my thoughts, and my thoughts for her are not
What is it..." Ye Xuan murmured to himself.
At first, he didn't take his mind as a thing, he just thought that he had a heart. But now that he thought about it carefully, he found that his mind was not an ordinary thing at all.
Just like what Xing Tian said, what is Liu Baisu's status in his heart?
What is the status?
I don't know how long it took, but he suddenly opened his eyes, with a surprise smile on his face, as if he suddenly thought of something.
…
Time always flies by so fast, before you know it, two days later.
The restaurant below Yanbei Building is also within the scope of Yanbei Building and is also owned by Liu Baisu. Today, this restaurant is temporarily closed. No one knows why. It feels like this restaurant is closed for a day.
It's a pity because there are many people who want to come here to spend money at night.
Only internal employees know that today is Liu Baisu’s birthday.
Liu Baisu wants to use this restaurant to celebrate her birthday.
Although the restaurant has announced that it is temporarily closed, the lights inside the restaurant are still bright. This light is somewhat different from ordinary light, because this light is the light of candles. Candles are lit on every table, except for the table in the middle.
with birthday cake.
There are only two chairs next to the table.
Obviously, there are only two places for this birthday party.
In addition, the surrounding decoration, although not luxurious, is neat and clean. At a glance, you can tell that this is a birthday.
However, there were slightly fewer people coming, so few that the whole restaurant was empty.
Of course, the reason also depends on the fact that the host of this birthday does not like a lively environment at all.
At this moment, Liu Baisu was in a private room in this restaurant.
She was sitting on the sofa in the private room, with the cold wind blowing from the window, but her face was expressionless, as if she couldn't feel the cold.
Her eyes were fixed on a photo in her hand. The photo showed a woman. The woman looked very young, only in her thirties. If you look carefully, you will find that this woman's face is similar to Liu Baisu's.
Very similar, it is Liu Baisu’s mother, Liu Huier.
Liu Baisu stared at this photo without turning his eyes, concentrating on it, and said nothing for a long time.
I don't know how long it took.
Liu Baisu just whispered to himself: "Tell me, what on earth is emotion? And what on earth is love?"
After saying this, Liu Baisu lowered his head.
"I think you can't answer it either. After all, you once trusted him so much, but in the end, he chose to betray you without leaving any room, and trampled on your dignity without mercy. So that, you
Just like that, he died in front of me." Liu Baisu said expressionlessly.
She could still recall that night when she was a child.
Thinking about it now, I just feel numb and feel nothing at all.
Maybe, many years ago, she became callous and callous because of Liu Huier's death.
A woman is always weak, but it does not mean that she has no choice. There is always no shortage of women in this world who make wrong judgments in their choices, which leads to lifelong regret.
This is exactly the case for Liu Huier. She chose Feng Baiyang many years ago, which resulted in today's results.
"You must be in pain in your heart." Liu Baisu murmured to himself.
She seemed to be talking to herself or to the people in the photo, but the result was the same, because no one would answer her.
"When I was a child, I always told myself that I had to work hard to make money. As long as I had money, I would get everything. However, when more and more money was placed in front of me, I didn't feel anything. It was like a string of money.
Numbers, I don’t know what I’m pursuing, and I don’t know what I want.” Liu Baisu’s face was expressionless: “I’m just protecting myself subconsciously, and to protect myself, I must
Let yourself become stronger and stronger, and then defeat the enemies one after another step by step."
She has many enemies, so many that she doesn't even know how many there are. When she defeats one group, another group of enemies will always appear, and the number is so large that it makes one's scalp numb.
It's as if people who hate her and want to kill her will always exist.
"So that one day, when I defeated each enemy, I discovered that in the eyes of others, I had a lot of things. However, in my eyes, I still had nothing."
Liu Baisu stared at the photo, his eyes dull, and said dullly: "Logically speaking, I am a woman without emotions. I don't know what I want to pursue, and I don't know what I want. I am dull.
I live a life without any goals in life. This is very consistent with my character, at least from the beginning to now, it has been like this."
"But since I met him, I seem to have completely changed..."
When Liu Baisu said this, he fell silent.
She has indeed changed.
Ye Xuan wasn't the only one who felt it.
She also felt that she was very different from before.
With thoughts in her mind, Liu Baisu opened her red lips and said lightly: "His appearance gradually made me know what I wanted. Before, I didn't know what fear was, but I didn't know what security was either. However,
Since he appeared, I have felt a sense of security, like, as long as he is still alive and standing in front of me, I will never be hurt."
In his mind, he recalled the scene of Ye Xuan standing in front of her. That man always showed no fear and seemed not to be tired.
"It's really a subtle feeling, but I definitely have a feeling."
Liu Baisu said softly: "After that, every time, he will fight side by side with me. At the moment when no one can believe it, he is the most trustworthy. I don't know when, I seem to have got used to it.
Lost his existence, lost him, just like losing everything."
Indeed, she didn't know when it was.
For example, Ye Xuan has completely integrated into her life.
Is this a habit?
She didn't know that in the past, she rarely had any habits. In her eyes, there were only unchanging rules. There was nothing she disliked and nothing she liked.
"When I see him in danger, I get scared. When I see him angry, I feel suppressed pain in my heart. Do you think I have changed or become different from before?"
Liu Baisu looked at the night sky outside the window, and moved his lips slightly: "I have indeed changed. I have become distressed, depressed, and sad. I used to have nothing. When he appeared, I
I thought I at least owned him. But, it’s a pity. What he likes in his heart is another woman. I thought she was the one before, but I didn’t expect that it was really the case. In my heart..."
Speaking of this, Liu Baisu didn't know how to continue talking, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
From Ye Xuan's mouth, she could guess the answer. Perhaps Ye Xuan liked Ying Luoyan. That's normal, right? After all, even a man wouldn't hate Ying Luoyan.
But why does she still feel so uncomfortable in her heart?
"But I still want him to spend this birthday with me." Liu Baisu looked out the window and said calmly.
Her expression never changed and remained mechanical.
"I think he must be racking his brains to think about what kind of gift I need, but in fact, I don't need anything. I just need him to come and say happy birthday to me."
Liu Baisu kept saying one sentence after another.
She talked surprisingly much today.
However, the person she was talking to was a person who had been dead for many years.
When the last sentence came out, she put the photo away.
Liu Baisu sat on the sofa, staring blankly at the opposite wall, alone in a daze. No one knew what she was thinking in her heart.
However, if anyone sees her in a daze, they will definitely be surprised. The robot queen will also be in a daze. It is an incredible thing no matter how you say it.
I don't know how long it took before Liu Baisu came back to his senses and shouted dully: "Wang Xi."
Wang Xi, who was outside, heard Liu Baisu's words, opened the door, and said softly and respectfully: "Miss, what's the matter?"
Looking at Wang Xi, Liu Baisu said with a still expression, "What time is it now?"
"It's already half past seven." Wang Xi said truthfully.
Liu Baisu asked with dull eyes: "So, are everything ready?"
Wang Xi replied: "Everything is ready. I followed the lady's instructions exactly. I wonder if the lady has anything to add now?"
Liu Baisu shook his head slightly and said nothing more.
But, logically speaking, he should have already arrived, right? Ye Xuan is not a person who is not punctual. She knows it very well because she knows Ye Xuan well enough.
However, Ye Xuan has not yet appeared at this time.
