"Did I look like that again at that time?" Ye Xuan asked tentatively. Although he couldn't remember clearly what happened at that time. However, after the demonic barrier broke out, he still had a vague understanding of his own affairs.
He knew that he must have become like that.
Maybe, he still couldn't hold it back.
The first time, after his demonic barrier broke out, he remembered a little bit about what happened when the demonic barrier broke out. But this time, because he collapsed, he should have recovered immediately, so he remembered very little about what happened after the demonic barrier broke out, but that doesn't mean that,
He didn't know that he had indeed entered that state.
He still couldn't hold it back——
I couldn't resist it and became like that.
Thinking of this, Ye Xuan hated himself a little. He had obviously promised his sister, and had sworn not to be like that again. Even if he risked his life, he had to suppress the huge negative emotions in his body, but he still broke the contract.
, in the end, he still couldn't hold it back.
When he saw that the savages were about to kill Liu Baisu, he still couldn't hold back.
At that moment, his head seemed to explode.
"You know everything." Liu Baisu said with a dull expression.
"I can guess some." Ye Xuan said with a strange smile.
Liu Baisu's delicate face glanced at Ye Xuan and said, "You feel guilty."
"How do you know I'm feeling guilty?" Ye Xuan was stunned.
"Whatever you think will be revealed in your eyes and expression." Liu Baisu said calmly. In this regard, Ye Xuan is indeed an ordinary person.
"Um……"
Ye Xuan looked at the ceiling and said, "Miss... am I useless?"
"I never thought about it that way." Liu Baisu said with a dull expression.
"I violated my oath." Ye Xuan took a deep breath and said with a frown. "If I hadn't become like that, I might not have the ability to protect you, young lady! I have no way to complete my master's task, nor can I
I am very useless to avenge my second senior brother who died."
Liu Baisu said calmly: "No matter what you think, no matter what you think of yourself, in my eyes, you are always the best and irreplaceable."
Ye Xuan paused. He did not expect that Liu Baisu would comment on him like this, and suddenly he felt a warm current in his heart.
"I think too much." Ye Xuan smiled. He thought about many things at that moment, but he also said some words that were not in line with his character.
Seeing Ye Xuan smile, Liu Baisu knew that the old Ye Xuan was back.
Ye Xuan thought about many things at that moment.
Why--
He could guess some things. Now that he and Liu Baisu are still alive, it means that he did repel the savages at that time.
Why, why was he able to repel the savages after the magic barrier broke out? Even if he didn't repel them, Ye Xuan knew that he would definitely be in an invincible position after the magic barrier broke out.
Otherwise, it is impossible to explain what happened at that time.
but--
What exactly happened at that time.
After the demonic barrier broke out, his combat power would be even stronger than what he is now, Ye Xuan knew that.
Ye Xuan also learned from his master that the strongest state of ancient martial arts is the state of mind. Only when the mind is as still as water and cooperates with the ancient martial arts methods is the strongest state.
If he unlocks the demonic barrier, he may enter that realm. Does this have anything to do with himself after the demonic barrier breaks out?
Ye Xuan thought about unlocking the demonic barriers and resolving the hidden negative emotions in his body, but this was a difficult thing to do.
Those negative emotions will explode once he relaxes a little and never disappear. How can he resolve them?
But Ye Xuan knew that unlocking the magic barrier was the key to defeating the savages.
The demonic barrier broke out, and he didn't want it to happen again.
"Let's have porridge." Liu Baisu picked up a bowl from nowhere.
Ye Xuan smelled the fragrant smell and said doubtfully: "Porridge? Where did the lady get the porridge?"
If Liu Baisu did it, Ye Xuan would not believe it.
"It was made by others." Liu Baisu said slowly.
"I can't move my body." Ye Xuan said with an embarrassed look on his face.
"It's nothing, I never intended for you to drink it." Liu Baisu picked up the spoon and made a gesture of feeding Ye Xuan some porridge.
When Ye Xuan saw this, his body trembled, as if he had encountered something terrible: "Miss, do you want to feed me?"
"Do you have any other ideas?" Liu Baisu glanced at Ye Xuan lightly and said.
"Don't. Miss, I can move myself!" Ye Xuan thought of this and said quickly.
"Lie down!" Liu Baisu said in a commanding tone.
"------" After Liu Baisu said this, Ye Xuan could only lie on the bed obediently.
There is no way, who makes this woman the boss and he is the employee.
So, Liu Baisu picked up the spoon and fed it into Ye Xuan's mouth.
Ye Xuan could only enjoy it passively, sipping the sweet and delicious hot porridge in mouthfuls. After drinking for a while, Ye Xuan's expression showed a bit of weirdness.
"What do you want to say?" Liu Baisu glanced at Ye Xuan's expression and asked.
"I think your ability to feed people is much better than before." Ye Xuan thought for a while and said very seriously.
Liu Baisu said nothing and continued to feed Ye Xuan.
"-------"
Ye Xuan found out that he was in the cold again.
With Liu Baisu, it doesn't seem to be a strange thing to be silent.
However, what made Ye Xuan feel strange was that after a while, Liu Baisu actually took the initiative to say: "Actually, I can't understand many things. I don't understand things like 'emotions', and I don't understand things like 'feelings'
, I can’t feel many things. Now even when I think back to my mother’s death, I feel like a passerby.”
"Why are you asking about this?" Ye Xuan licked the hot porridge residue next to his lips, and said in surprise after being stunned.
"I...I can't understand how you felt when you tried your best to protect me." Liu Baisu looked out the window and said.
At that time, her heart hurt, but after that, she no longer felt that way.
That was the feeling she had when she was born for the first time except after her mother died.
"------" Ye Xuan didn't know how to answer.
Liu Baisu said: "Do you know what it feels like for men and women who are in love?"
"Er..." Ye Xuan was asked by Liu Baisu and didn't quite understand what was going on. He shook his head and said, "I don't know either!"
It seems that he has never been in love.
"I want to know what feeling is, but I don't know where to start." Liu Baisu said inexplicably.
"--------" Ye Xuan didn't know what to say.
"Let's date." Liu Baisu looked dull, just staring out the window, and suddenly spoke, as if he was talking about an insignificant thing.
"What!" Ye Xuan was startled. "Little... miss."
"This is not an incomprehensible thing." Liu Baisu said still expressionlessly: "It's just that you should be my boyfriend."
